Shen Yi's Darkness and Depression

Chapter 197 Delusional Disease

"Okay, even if I believe you, do you believe Yunwan? Have you ever thought that her behavior is fake? Why did she lose her footing due to hypochondriac? Why did she faint and faint? It was just to win Your sympathy, your pitiful words, I think they are all deceitful tricks!"

Shen Yihan said coldly, she thought she had a deep relationship with the Yunwan sisters, but it seemed that it was all her wishful thinking.

"Han'er, don't be angry, Yun'er is really dizzy, she is not as scheming as you said, besides, why did she lie to me? I watched her grow up!" Murong Jingyu didn't understand the situation. , still helping Yun Wan speak.

"What kind of tone? Do you want to say that my petty heart is jealous of her? You watched her grow up? Then do you know that she regretted her marriage? Ha~" Shen Yihan smiled contemptuously. I don't know all about it, so I'm blinded by it.

"Han'er knows?" Murong Jingyu was very surprised. He didn't expect the secret in his heart to be known by Shen Yihan. Although he didn't hide it intentionally, the sudden panic made him look like a child who did something wrong. Generally very nervous.

"So you know! Isn't it interesting to see me rushing around because of her marriage? Why did you keep this kind of thing from me? Could it be that you really have other thoughts about her?" Shen Yihan shouted angrily shouted.

"Han'er, I married her with fingertips. It's all in the past?" Murong Jingyu said in a lower voice. Although he thought that Shen Yihan knew everything, he also wanted to explain, after all He had no intention of hiding it from her.

"What did you say?" Shen Yihan was stunned for a moment, she thought she had heard it wrong.

"Let me tell you, the fingertip marriage was arranged by the elders before they even met, and it's beyond my control! Especially this matter has a greater impact on Guan'er." Murong Jingyu shook his head helplessly, If it weren't for him to regret the marriage, Yun Wan might have already lived the life of a husband and a child.

"So it's you who Yun Wan regrets marrying?" Shen Yihan gasped, she thought that Murong Jingyu had a slight crush on Yun Wan and that's why he blocked her from finding a marriage for him, but there was actually something hidden.

"Ah..." Murong Jingyu realized that Shen Yihan didn't understand the truth, but he didn't admit it first, "I thought you knew."

"I know? What do you want me to know? What can I know if you don't say anything?" Shen Yihan was indignant. It turned out that the person next to her pillow was a master of deception, hiding in her heart without anyone noticing. all secrets.

"Han'er, I didn't mean to hide it from you. Really, it's all in the past. Why mention hurting your relationship?" Murong Jingyu knew that he was at fault, and he had no reason to blame the eldest princess.

"Hurt feelings? Hurt whose feelings? Do you have feelings for me? You said you didn't do it on purpose? Who intentionally hid it from me, Yunwan? You and her colluded to hide it from me, right? No wonder you have to accept me as her matchmaker, so it's for you!" Shen Yihan's self-deprecating appearance is really pitiful.

"Han'er, I only think of Yun Wan as my own sister!" It was only then that Murong Jingyu figured it out that his yearning for Yun Wan was a pity caused by a debt, and had nothing to do with nostalgia for love.

"Heh~ You want to tell me that everything is because of Yunwan's unrequited love for you, don't you?" Shen Yihan didn't believe it, how could a slap be so loud?
"No, it's impossible for the two of us. It's a great honor for me, Murong Jingyu, to marry Shen Yihan as my wife. You alone are enough for this life." Murong Jingyu has never made such a promise to Shen Yihan.

"In this life? Isn't it ridiculous? Before you met me, you were married." Now Shen Yihan is not moved at all. If she had heard Murong Jingyu say this before, she would have burst into tears.

"Well, I admit that I did something wrong. When I brought Yun Wanyou Chen to the imperial capital, I should have told you about it first." Murong Jingyu knew that it was because of his procrastination that Shen Yihan was heartbroken. .

"No, you are right. You have known each other for so long, and I am the latecomer who wins people's love." At this moment, Shen Yihan was extremely sad.

"Han'er, why don't you believe what I said? I just hid it from you because I was afraid that you would overthink it. Really, you believe me, okay?" Murong Jingyu wished he could kneel down to Shen Yihan and beg him His beloved wife can forgive him.

"Am I thinking too much? Then why didn't you say it when I met Yunwan? You didn't say it when I married you? You still didn't say it when I met you for the first time in disguise?"

Shen Yihan finally couldn't help it, and burst into tears and said, "You have too many opportunities to confess, but I have been kept in the dark by you. You still want me to believe you? How can you believe me?"

"I'm just afraid of you?" Murong Jingyu stood aside in a daze because his beloved wife refused his help to wipe away tears.

"Why are you afraid of me? Are you afraid that I will look like an abandoned woman? Or are you afraid that I will look like... like a clown?" Shen Yihan felt that she was too disappointing, and her tears at this moment completely broke the embankment.

"Han'er, you are not in a good condition right now. Maybe it's because you didn't have a good rest last night. You can calm down for a while, and then we can explain this problem clearly, okay?" Murong Jingyu couldn't bear to see Shen Yihan loses control of his emotions and hurts others and himself.

"Do you bother me? Don't you hate me crying like this? Do you think I'm making trouble out of no reason!" Shen Yihan didn't expect that he would live such a pitiful and ridiculous life.

"Han'er, we both need to calm down, no matter what, you should believe in my love for you." Murong Jingyu really wanted to hug Shen Yihan, even if she was a hedgehog, he was not afraid of getting hurt.

But when Murong Jingyu opened his arms to embrace, he found that Shen Yihan's eyes were full of determination, as if telling him that if he took one step forward, she would die.

"Believe it? Believe that you said you love me, but you still have another woman in your heart?" Shen Yihan refused any comfort from Murong Jingyu.

"Can you not get caught up in your own emotions? Yes, I hid something from you. I didn't do it well. I didn't confess enough. But did you listen to what I said? You know what you have now Do all the accusations, all the anger and doubts come from your own imagination?" Murong Jingyu never knew how to tell Shen Yihan that he had a marriage contract.

Murong Jingyu had already accepted the marriage that he could not resist back then, and the heartache he had suffered back then had already formed scars, why did he forcefully reveal it for others to see?

Because once a secret has been concealed for a long time, it is difficult to say it again. It is easy to re-scar the wound, and it is too difficult to return to normal life. Everyone is walking on the established track, why bother to deviate from the direction to find a new way out.

It's hard to get rid of old love's old love, let's get drunk and reminisce.

(End of this chapter)