Shen Yi's Darkness and Depression

Chapter 627 Ai Lian said

At the end of Xia Bailu, Prince Shuoyi's residence.

Sheltered by thick shade, green cypresses drip desire.

The ginkgo fruit hidden deep in the forest leaves rustled in the wind.

There is a beautiful woman who sits in the Eight Immortals Pavilion.

The right hand holds a book to meditate, and the left hand plays the piano.

Few chords, listening infatuatedly;
The tea is fragrant and smells fragrant.

"The general is away, thinking longingly, leaving the concubine alone, lovingly thinking..."

Yun Wan played the piano and sang softly the tune full of lovesickness, the tone was mellow and pleasing to the ear.

All her thoughts revolved around her lover, if he wasn't in the imperial capital, she wouldn't have the courage to live in Shuoyi Palace.

For example, the pond she accidentally fell into, if Shen Yishuo hadn't jumped in time, she might have drowned in the house long ago.

For example, in this pavilion where she often plays the qin, if Shen Yishuo hadn't placed the qin specially, she would not be able to write lyrics while enjoying the scenery.

For example, the well-decorated Mingxiang Pavilion made her feel at home in the imperial capital for the first time.

For example, the finely crafted silk jade tea made her feel special for the first time.

For Yu Yunwan, Shen Yishuo is a towering sequoia, which can stand in the wind and rain for the rest of its life.

For Yu Shen Yishuo, Yun Wan is a budding white lotus, uncontested with the world, enjoying peace and tranquility through the years.

Shen Yishuo watched from a distance for a long time, and could vaguely hear Yun Wan's singing, which aroused the initial emotion in his heart.

For Yun Wan, from the haggard face of the first acquaintance, to now being able to smile at the world, Shen Yishuo has contributed a lot.

The heart with Yi Ren is getting closer and closer, but the changes around him are becoming more and more urgent like a torrent, making him physically and mentally exhausted to the point where it is difficult to control.

Shen Yishuo instinctively wants to resist, but life is impermanent, and his choices are limited.

Every time he meets a beautiful woman, he sees her smile, her cry, her frowning, her raised eyebrows...he also unconsciously mixes with sorrow and joy.

Feeling her tenderness and attachment, step by step to the present, but want to give it up to others, give it away like a decoration, give it away like money, and leave it like money.

Shen Yishuo imagined all kinds of possibilities in his heart, wondering how to persuade Yunwan to obey.

Although he knew that his request was cruel, unreasonable and helpless, but he had already made a choice, how could he start to regret it before implementing it?
Shen Yishuo has always been a one-sided character, and he must do what he says, but for a moment he forgot what he had agreed with Yun Wan?
Maybe I haven't forgotten it, but just buried it in my heart, looking for various reasons not to think about it.

Love is a heavy word.

She dared not open her mouth to ask.

Of course he didn't want to say more.

"Brother Shuo, are you back?" Yun Wan smiled like a spring breeze.

"It emerges like a lotus from mud but not stained, like an orchid that emits fragrance but not strong, all alone, pure and white, with a unique fragrance~" Shen Yishuo praised, he didn't want Yunwan to be changed by the hustle and bustle of the imperial capital, he hoped that She has always maintained innocence and kindness.

"Rulian? Rulan? What is brother implying?" Yun Wan pretended not to know.

"Ailian's words are like my heart, and Xilan's words are like my wishes." Shen Yishuo spoke very vaguely, and he was the last thing he wanted to express his heart directly.

"Lianlan is a good friend, and their hearts are connected." Yun Wan's pure white plain clothes made Shen Yishuo feel distressed.

"Guan'er, these clothes are too plain!" Shen Yishuo clearly prepared a cabinet of colorful long skirts for Yun Wan.

"I usually dress too fancy. Recently, I can be by Brother Shuo's side, so I should be more modest." Yun Wan was very thoughtful.

"Thank you Guan'er for helping me feel relieved in this way!" Shen Yishuo felt extremely heavy when he returned to the imperial capital this time.

"The only good medicine to ease grief is time!" Yun Wan knew that persuasion was useless, but she still couldn't help but said with concern, "The only thing I can do is to be with you!"

"Guan'er is my confidant and family member!" Shen Yishuo hugged Yun Wan in his arms, pampering her fair neck.

"Friends? Do you mean confidante?" Yun Wan blinked her eyes. She didn't like the word confidante, it was too sad.

"No, those who know me are like their own, I hope Guan'er will live a long life!" Shen Yishuo felt that the connotation of a confidante's unlucky life was not good.

"As long as I can be with Saburo, half a hundred is fine!" Yun Wan's coquettish coquettishness is very seductive.

"Bah, bah, bah~ half a hundred is not a life together!" Shen Yishuo played with Yun Wan's hair, and gently sniffed the familiar fragrance.

"It's boring to live so long without you!" Yun Wan said more and more blushed.

"It turns out that my existence is just to add fun to Guan'er's life!" Shen Yishuo joked.

"No, no, I simply hope to have you by my side for the rest of my life!" It was rare for Yun Wan to take the initiative to express her heart.

"Yes... No matter what, I want to be by Guan'er's side!" Shen Yishuo hid the worry in his heart, not wanting Yunwan to notice his true thoughts.

"Sanlang, will you marry me?" Yun Wan felt too insecure, maybe it was because she had been regretted in her marriage.

Yun Wan vaguely remembers that before Murong Jingyu came to her to admit his mistakes, she wishfully terminated the engagement with her fingertips, because she felt inexplicable panic and accepted everything passively, and she had no ability to control her own heart .

But now for Yun Wan, this feeling of losing control is even stronger, so she can only further verify with Shen Yishuo.

"What? Guan'er has also learned to hate marriage?" Shen Yishuo laughed loudly, he didn't know how to answer this question.

"Not at all! I'm just a little worried!" Yun Wan didn't want to experience another breakup.

Open up your heart and expose it to the sun until it is empty, then stitch it back into the body little by little, rebuild your inner world, and learn to love and hate again.

Uproot all the memories about that person, plant them back in the heart after pruning the branches and leaves, and take good care of him day after day until that person becomes insignificant.

"Why are you worried? Is it because I didn't do well enough? Did you make Guan'er sad?" Shen Yishuo held Yun Wan's cheek and asked.

"No, no, I'm too sensitive, it has nothing to do with Saburo!" Yun Wan dared not look directly into Shen Yishuo's eyes.

"No one understands me better than Guan'er, and no one is more in tune with me than Guan'er!" Shen Yishuo held Yun Wan's hand and put it on the strings, and plucked the strings together, "I only wish to marry Guan'er." The piano is so good, enjoy the joy of fish and water~”

"Ah?..." Yun Wan's face was blushing, she didn't know how to respond, and for a moment, she remembered the strong arms hugging her tightly.

"Oh...I used the wrong word. It's the joy of playing with the harp, the love of fish and water!" Shen Yishuo hugged Yunwan tightly with a smile that was not a smile. , like heaven and man together until eternity.

The lotus is not stained with mud, the orchid is not fragrant, and the white branches are solitary, with a unique fragrance.

(End of this chapter)