Shen Yi's Darkness and Depression

Chapter 7

"Sister Wan, is it still hurting?" You Chen murmured sleepily. He was afraid that his sister would damage the wound if she moved around, so he stayed by the bed all night. After all, he was still a child, and he was able to sleep well in one night while taking care of patients. dawn.

"My dear Youchen, don't worry, my sister is not in pain at all, you have worked hard to sleep well." Yun Wan looked at her haggard younger brother, her eyes were full of pity.

"Sister Wan, take a rest, I'll bring you some medicine." You Chen said while changing the clothes that were soiled yesterday.

"Youchen, sister, you should go back to your room, it's not convenient for you..." Yun Wan looked around and said slowly.

"What's the inconvenience? I'm not much quieter than your Yunxiang Pavilion, so you can just lie down and rest for two days." You Chen frowned a little seriously, as if ordering Yun Wan.

"How about... you go to live in my Yunxiang Pavilion?" Yun Wan hesitated to speak, seeing You Chen tired from staying up all night, she felt very distressed.

"Oh, my good sister, don't worry about here and there all the time. If it was really inconvenient for me, I would have kicked you out." You Chen said with a serious expression on his face, "Just tell me if you need anything. You can tell Hao Yun or Uncle Cao."

"Well, good." Looking at You Chen's back, Yun Wan couldn't help but feel that the deceased is so like this. The child who used to cover his ears and sneak into Yun Wan's arms when he encountered thunder was like a butterfly breaking out of a cocoon. A handsome young man.

When did the growth and transformation of these years begin?Yun Wan didn't know that after the torrent of time passed by in a hurry, it left a place full of immaturity and hesitation. Where should I look for the trace?

Yun Wan vaguely remembered that winter night a few years ago, when You Chen went out alone to look for her sister who had run away from home. He was the only one who discovered her disappearance first, and he was the only one who was most worried that she would be severely punished.

Walking alone at night, alone enduring the biting cold wind, alone in the dark calling sister Wan repeatedly, how young, how anxious, how much Youchen needed to be protected and cared for at that time !

However, Yun Guan, who was attacked by pain, never thought about You Chen's worries. If she had known that her willfulness would bring a seven-year-old child into the dangerous darkness, she would never have been so impulsive and reckless. So heartbroken.

After another day of drowsy sleep, Yun Wan finally couldn't hold back her desire to go out for a walk. Too much stability would always evoke thoughts, and her heart would gradually sink into the bottomless abyss, where there is no sunshine , there is no hope, no direction to go, there is only endless emptiness and darkness.

Unknowingly, Yun Wan came to her own Yunxiang Pavilion again. The familiar pebbles, familiar chairs, familiar patterned panes, accompanied by the familiar fragrance, once again brought back the warmest memories in her heart.Those beautiful eyes looking at her, those delicate red lips slightly parted, those jade hands holding her hand, those delicate and colorful embroidered shoes, that...

Every smile, every drop of tear was vividly presented in front of Yun Wan's eyes, she couldn't bear to blink, she didn't even want to breathe, for fear that any slight force would destroy the beautiful picture, but whether it was daytime or At night, the dream is to wake up after all.

Yun Guan dreamed of her mother, who was gradually moving away from her. Although she could hear her mother calling Guan'er, she could only stand still and couldn't move a step, let alone catch up. Gossip woke me up.

"Do you know? Master died."

"Keep your voice down, don't just talk nonsense, do you still want to stay in the mansion?"

"The master is gone, what are you afraid of?"

"You don't want to work in the mansion anymore?"

"Who knows what will happen to the mansion after the master dies?"

"If you have a conscience, just hope for something better, otherwise how will we live in the future?"

"I have no conscience, but you have a conscience..."

The increasingly thin voice made Yunwan unbearably depressed.

"If you don't do something, why are you being lazy here?" Yun Wan said with a slightly angry face.

"Ah~Miss, calm down, I know I was wrong." The two gossiping maidservants didn't expect to meet the eldest lady, and immediately admitted their mistake in panic.

"I don't want to work in the mansion, so I can leave now." Yun Wan was too lazy to waste words with these two girls.

"Miss, your lord has a lot, please forgive us this time, we really know we were wrong." The two maids were afraid of being kicked out of the house by Yun Wan, so they quickly knelt down and kowtowed their heads.

"Hey hey... that's all right, let's go down first, don't gossip anymore, especially in front of the young master." Yun Wan, who only cared about teaching the servants, didn't notice You Chen who was hidden in the shadow of the bamboo bushes in front of her. She even hesitated whether to let You Chen know her father's situation.

At this moment, those messy words are still echoing in Youchen's ears, master, he was killed, he is gone, especially, young master... Yun Wan tried her best not to let Youchen get hurt, but Youchen tried her best to make herself understand the meaning of those words What kind of pain.

Those who intend to know do not know what they are sad about, and those who do not intend to know know what they do not know what to be sad about.

(End of this chapter)