Shen Yi's Darkness and Depression

Chapter 84

As soon as Dugu Ruyuan entered the mansion, he ran into the pale Dugu Xiaomeng. Seeing her distraught appearance, he was worried and angry as a father. Although the father and daughter ignored each other these two days, he still couldn't help it. Asked: "Where are you going?"

"Where are you going?" Dugu Xiaomeng saw her father coming in, and wanted to sneak around him, but he caught him right away.

"Xiaomeng, are you going out or have you just come back?" Dugu Ruyuan was puzzled, just now he clearly saw that she was going out, but now he turned around and walked into the courtyard, he didn't know what she was going to do?
Since the last conversation about marrying the royal family, Dugu Xiaomeng hid in the boudoir and never stepped out of the door, and Dugu Ruyuan never went to see her.

At first, Aunt Jing was worried that Dugu Xiaomeng would not commit suicide in her dreams, and would knock on the door every two or three hours with food, which made Dugu Xiaomeng unable to bear it, so she yelled at Jing Yisu that if she came to disturb her again, she would die.

Jing Yisu was worried and angry, and took the opportunity to pass the matter through the original way and Dugu Ruyuan, making him angry and anxious, but Jing Yisu persuaded him to calm down, just in time for Dugu Xiaomeng to reflect on it, and he left him cold I lost my daughter for two days.When I saw Dugu Xiaomeng today, I found that her face was bloodless and her expression was in a trance, her father saw it in her eyes and her heart ached.

"Don't worry about it." Dugu Xiaomeng has never been so disappointed in her father. Even when he married Jing Yixuan, she forgave him. She knew it was for her own good. But this time, she thought Dugu Ru Yuan Yuan chose to sacrifice her own happiness to seek greater benefits because she wanted to curry favor with the emperor. She felt that her father had become too greedy.

"I'm your father, I don't care about you, who cares about you." Dugu Ruyuan didn't want to see his daughter's angry appearance, in order to ease the relationship, he comforted him softly.

"You control me? Why do you control me? What qualifications do you have to be my father?" Dugu Xiaomeng has never been so angry with his father before. Before, he played childish temper just to get his father's attention.

"I'm not qualified? Then who is qualified to control you?" Dugu Ruyuan asked sternly.

"My mother is qualified, but you sacrificed her cruelly." Dugu Xiaomeng noticed that her father's face became more serious. She knew that this time she really hit his pain point, but she refused to show weakness at all, and finally buried herself After speaking the words that have been in my heart for many years, I feel a little more relaxed inside.

Back then, Dugu Xiaomeng's mother died because of dystocia in order to leave an heir for Dugu. She vaguely remembered her father crying and fainting on the ground holding a bloody lump of meat. That was what she remembered. The only time her father shed a tear, even though she held a funeral for her mother later, she never saw him shed another tear. little sister.

Although Dugu Xiaomeng hates Aunt Jing and Sister Xiaoyue, she doesn't hate them, because she pours all her hatred on the baby who took her mother's life without ever meeting her. A younger brother, she only felt that that little life was extremely hateful, and never felt that there was nothing to be pitiful about dying without the right to live.

But since the old maid who served her mother told Dugu Xiaomeng that her mother almost died of dystocia when she gave birth to her, she realized that the culprit who caused her mother to leave was Dugu Ruyuan, her beloved father who was killed by greed. She had sacrificed her mother, and now she had to sacrifice her happiness for personal gain, she felt extremely pitiful.

"Xiaomeng, why do you think so? Why would father sacrifice your mother?" When Dugu Xiaomeng's mother Zhuang Manzhu was mentioned, Dugu Ruyuan was speechless, both sad and guilty.

"Then tell me, why did my mother die?" Dugu Xiaomeng looked at it with wide eyes.

"She left because she really wanted to continue the Dugu family's descendants, but I loved your mother, and I was extremely sad when she passed away." His first wife died of dystocia. An excruciating pain.

"Are you just sad?" Dugu Xiaomeng's tears welled up in her eyes.

"I..." As a father, he was speechless in the face of his beloved daughter's questioning.

"What are you? To put it bluntly, we are just pawns to satisfy your desires." Dugu Xiaomeng left angrily, leaving Dugu Ruyuan deep in thought. He didn't know where he made the mistake. of?said?Or the various performances of others?

Whether it's the death of his first wife's dystocia or his childlessness, Dugu Ruyuan is full of guilt and regret, but the love and care for Dugu Xiaomeng is more of a reason for his love for the house.

Dugu Ruyuan was originally proud of being a responsible father, but at this moment he felt deeply sorry. He loved Dugu Xiaomeng in every possible way on weekdays, but he never really understood the heart of his beloved daughter. He suddenly felt ashamed of his dead wife. In fact, Dugu Ruyuan is a very persistent person.

He has always imagined that if he really meets his first wife in Jiuquan in the future, he can tell Zhuang Manzhu that her daughter is very happy, so that she can reincarnate with peace of mind and continue her relationship in the next life.

Reminiscing about the death of my first wife, how can I sing in the night?How can you ask resentment if you don't accompany me to tears.

(End of this chapter)