Raid

Chapter 112
Zhou Lingwang pursed his lips, as if he wanted to say something, but thousands of words came to his lips, but he could not utter them. The sorrows in his heart were inextricably linked, but they were scattered in his heart before, so he could not notice them. .But now, for some reason, they gradually condense, making it difficult for her to ignore.

"Is it related to reason?" Mrs. Jing Wang probably guessed something, and continued to ask.

Zhou Lingwang was startled, and then nodded, "Master, I have said several times that I want to worship Buddhism. The reason why the master refused to accept me was because of the Zhou family. I understand that. Why do you always say that my mortal relationship is not over?"

The monks don't tell lies, not to mention that Jingwang Shitai said at the beginning that she could not accept the noble daughter of the Zhou family, but why did she say that she is not destined to end?
"Isn't Miss Zhou the most clear about whether the fate of the world is over? Lady Zhou wants to enter Buddhism because of the fate of the world, so she wants to seek peace in Buddhism. But does Miss Zhou feel that she has really given up the fate of the world?" Mrs. Jing Wang Gentle and calm.

Zhou Lingwang's eyes froze. Yes, she had never let go of her mortal relationship. If she had really let go, then who was the person who tipped Zhou's several times?

Zhou's crimes, she clearly knows, isn't she still helping the evildoers?
"Master, if someone is kind to you, and he is doing something bad now, if I stop him, he will be killed. Should I stop him?" Zhou Lingwang asked again.

Her gaze was no longer as calm and calm as before, and the death of the scholar was always haunting her heart—and in fact, this was not the first time Zhou had killed innocent people.It wasn't the first person she'd seen in person, either.

Wasn't the first innocent person she saw who died because of the Zhou family her own eldest sister?Maybe it was because she was young at the time, or maybe it was because it had been a long time ago.So she has been numbly accepting all these years.

But now, she once again saw innocent people die in front of her because of the Zhou family, and the little emotion in her heart surged out again.

Should she stop Zhou Shi?In fact, this question is meaningless, because it is difficult for her to stop Zhou Shi.

"When Mrs. Zhou asked these words, she already had a decision in her heart."

"But that person is kind to me!"

"How so?"

"It's no less than the grace of childbearing and education." Zhou Lingwang murmured.

"It is indeed a great kindness." Mrs. Jingwang suddenly understood something, her face had been kind for a long time, and she looked at Zhou Lingwang with more compassion, "Since such a kindness is so great, how can you see him making mistakes again and again. It should be right to bring order out of chaos, and kill yourself to be a benevolent person."

"I am a girl in a boudoir. The so-called ordering out of chaos and killing one's life to become benevolent is no different from a mayfly shaking a big tree and overreaching one's own strength." Zhou Lingwang murmured in pain. Although she is a noble daughter of the Zhou family, she is also a pawn in the hands of the Zhou family. What about against the chess player?
"The embankment of a thousand miles collapsed in the ant's nest." Master Jingwang spoke earnestly, she looked at Zhou Lingwang, and continued: "What's more, although the lady is a woman, I think she has been taught by the court since she was young, hasn't she ever read "Mencius"? Nine out of ten people who are unsatisfactory in life. As long as you look up to the sky and bow down to others. Whatever the result, it’s all about doing your best.”

Zhou Lingwang was startled suddenly, she looked at Mrs. Jingwang, and saw that Mrs. Wang was still smiling kindly, and her eyes, which had seen the light of Buddha for a long time, seemed to be filled with all living beings.

Since Zhou Lingwen lost her "child", she never had a chance to see Tianyan again. Strictly speaking, the Holy Majesty never looked for her again.

She is already the abandoned son of the Zhou family. Although the Empress Dowager Zhou left the palace, she still has contacts in the palace. It is almost easy to trip her up.

If the Majesty does not come to see her, she will not see the Majesty at all.She came from a family and was proud of herself. Some time ago, the eunuch approached her and said that she wanted to join forces, but she originally refused.

However, that person frequently lobbied by her side, coupled with the loneliness and misery in the deep palace, she reluctantly agreed.Unexpectedly, within a few days, the eunuch said that he would not cooperate with her.But today they sent someone to find her again, saying that there is a way to help her retain the holy grace and restore the sacred heart.

The eunuch is capricious. If it was in the past, she would not be able to bear such a big humiliation, but now the situation is stronger than others, and she has to bow her head.

It's just that the eunuch is capricious, and she must leave herself a backup.Although she is good at dancing, she has made many good friends in Beijing and China, but after the news of her pregnancy was exposed, the female family members who had been friends with her in the past avoided her like a snake.Only Princess Huaining is better, but Princess Huaining has just lost her father, and her youngest brother has just become a nobleman.There are a lot of affairs in Kang Wang's mansion, Huaining has to help take care of it, but also has to keep his filial piety, so there are not many contacts.

It's just that Huai Ning knew that it was hard for her to live in the palace, so she often helped her out.

Zhou Lingwen was moved, but also sad, human feelings are cold and warm, nothing more than that.In the past, she thought that she was able to swim like a fish in water among the ladies and gentlemen because she was good at dancing, but now that she thought about it, those people who made friends with her might have set their sights on her status as the third wife of the Zhou family.

The Zhou family regards her as an abandoned son, Huaining can't take care of himself, and the others have nothing to do with the red top. At this time, the only thing Zhou Lingwen can think of is his fourth sister, Zhou Lingwang.

She seems to be the most ruthless person in the Zhou family, but Zhou Lingwen knows that the seemingly ruthless Zhou Lingwang is the only person in the Zhou family who still has humanity.

She was also the only person who might help her. She had always known about Zhou Lingwang's rebellion.

Sure enough, after she wrote the letter to Zhou Lingwang, she received a sign asking Zhou Lingwang to enter the palace.It's a pity that that day was delayed because of the students making trouble, and the sisters changed another day afterwards.

When Zhou Lingwen was in the palace, Zhou Lingwang was surprised, everyone said that the royal family was rich and rich, but he never thought that Zhou Lingwen's living environment is not as good as when he was at home.

However, Zhou Lingwang soon understood why Zhou Lingwen was in such a situation. As a victim of the struggle between the eunuch and the Zhou family, how could Zhou Lingwen's result be any better?
Even though she is now the head of the nine concubines, but the grace is gone and the Zhou family abandons her, her life is naturally difficult.

Zhou Lingwang bowed solemnly, and after getting the order to stand up, she slowly raised her head.

Today's Zhou Lingwen is still beautiful, but it is no longer bright, like a flower that has failed, full of depression.

"Lingwang." Zhou Lingwen also looked at his younger sister, she was still indifferent and unchanged, as if Zhou's ups and downs had nothing to do with her, "I didn't expect that you would still be willing to visit me."

"You are my elder sister, and it is only right for a courtier to visit you."

"My family... do they know that you came to visit me?" Zhou Lingwen asked again.

(End of this chapter)