After kicking the black actor Baiqie, I overturned the car

Chapter 151 Too Much Thinking
When the sound of high-heeled shoes stepped on the tiles, Shen Qiyan turned her head in a timely manner. When she saw someone coming, she opened her mouth in surprise.

"ah!"

"Sister, sister, why are you here at this hour, are you here to see Yu Chi?"

"Yes." Yan Yu nodded with a faint smile, "Bringing Yu Chi back, I happened to have a meal at Yu's house."

She stepped forward, greeted Sheng Shihuang politely, and then looked at Shen Qiyan again, "Do you have time? Is it convenient to chat?"

Sheng Shiwang also opened his mouth gracefully, but he still looked at Shen Qiyan with some reluctance in his eyes, "Then you two talk first, and I'll go back first."

"Be careful on the road, and remember to send me a message when you get home."

Sheng Shiwang: "Okay."

Watching his car leave, Shen Qiyan closed the door, and sat on the sofa in the living room with Yan Yu, Shen Qiyan poured a glass of water for Yan Yu, "Sister, do you have anything you want to tell me?"

"I know it's a little presumptuous to ask, but I still want to know, what aspect of Yu Chi as a brother are you dissatisfied with? Compared with Yu Rong and Yu Zheng, why do you treat others better than Yu Chi?" Afraid of Shen Qiyan Under pressure, Yan Yu hurriedly added an explanation, "Because I really see that Yu Chi is not in the right state these days, and he talks about you after drinking. I feel sorry for him. I just want to ask you. I am not asking you, I I also know that you must have your reasons, but if you can talk about it, after Yu Chi knows the reason, he will definitely change it, and when the time comes, the two of you will resolve the conflict, wouldn't it be good for both of you?"

Although Shen Qiyan didn't know much about Yan Yu, she knew that Yan Yu was a strong woman. She probably seldom talked to people like this, and she was also rarely nervous.

Under Yan Yu's expectant and nervous eyes, Shen Qiyan fell silent.

After being silent for half a minute, Yan Yu said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I was in a hurry, I shouldn't have said these things to you, and it's not right to ask these words, let alone me."

Shen Qiyan shook her head, "It's not that I don't want to answer you, but I don't know how to answer you either."

"The relationship between me and Yu Chi, no, not only the relationship with Yu Chi, but the relationship with the entire Yu family is too delicate. I don't know how to face such a relationship that has almost disappeared from my life for 30 years. The so-called family."

"I do have some hopes in my heart, but I do have some lumps."

"If possible, I don't want to torment myself and Yu's family. I also want to be a harmonious and beautiful family with them."

"But I just can't do it, and I can't tell the specific reason. Getting along with each other occasionally gives me a very comfortable feeling, but sometimes, it makes me feel strange."

"Decades of loss cannot be made up overnight. Even friends need to get along for a few months or years to develop into good friends, let alone a close relationship like family."

"I can feel that Yu's family members are desperately trying to make up for me. Why don't I want to get close to them? I also took the initiative and accepted some of their kindness, but some of them came, too many, too expensive. Even if I want to get close to them, I still only know people for a few months, and they give me such expensive things at every turn, I don’t want to accept them and I don’t know if I can accept them.”

"Actually speaking, Yu Chi's care for life is more like an older brother. I don't think that Yu Rong and Yuzheng are more like an older brother than him in my heart. The three of them have different differences in my heart. Positioning, they are three completely different types of people, and their care for me also comes from three different aspects."

"I can also understand Yu Chi's thoughts. He probably targeted me at the beginning, so he was cautious in front of me. The three brothers of the Yu family, only Yu Chi is nervous every time he talks to me, and he is very concerned about my every move. For fear that I would get angry, but the more timid he is, the more at a loss I am, in his eyes, all my actions are infinitely magnified by him."

Shen Qiyan looked at Yan Yu seriously, "Sister Yu, since you took the initiative to come to me, then you can tell Yu Chi, in fact, he can stop treating me so nervously, I'm not that expensive."

Thinking of Yu Chi's actions, Shen Qiyan chuckled helplessly and amusedly, and counted them one by one for Yan Yu with her fingers.

"He often brought me meals. At the beginning, he didn't know what I liked and didn't like. Even if he asked in advance, he would make mistakes because of some details. For example, I don't like sesame oil in the dishes. , I don’t like anything related to mutton, even if I use mutton to make soup and only have soup without other things, I can’t do it, I just don’t touch it at all.”

"He was always worried about making a mistake. Sometimes I subconsciously ate when I ate, and I frowned without realizing it. He immediately took away the dishes, thinking that the dishes I cooked were not good. How could I I don't like it anymore."

"Yu Chi is indeed a very romantic person. He always prepares some small things for me. He is a meticulous person. He really wants to care about my life. He is so meticulous that he wants to buy me some when my vase is empty. Insert the flowers."

"But I have some mild pollen allergies. It's actually not a big deal. It's okay to touch flowers occasionally, but if I touch them for a long time, my nose will feel uncomfortable."

"So the vase in my house has been idle for a long time, and I occasionally bring it back and place it when someone sends flowers. The flowering period is very short, and I throw it away after the flowers fade."

"But Yu Chi is different, he will give me fresh flowers every day, the flowers are so fresh, I can smell the dewdrops on the flowers every day."

"After a long time, my nose became a little uncomfortable and I was slightly allergic, so I asked Xiao Xin to tell Yu Chi euphemistically, telling him not to send flowers, it's a waste, I'm destined to not be able to enjoy these things Delicate flowers."

"Actually, I really didn't blame him. I knew he wanted me to be happy, but after Yu Chi found out, he felt guilty, very guilty. When I got off work that day, I saw someone squatting at the door of my house from a distance. I recently found out that it was him, his eyes were red, and the ends of his eyes were a little wet, and he looked like he had cried."

"He puts too much pressure on himself, so he wants to treat me desperately, so once he receives any bad news from me, he will be disappointed and sad."

In fact, Shen Qiyan wanted to say these words to Yu Chi a long time ago, but Yu Chi thought too much about every word she said, so Shen Qiyan didn't dare to say it.

But she didn't have any dissatisfaction with Yu Chi, nor did she feel that he was inferior to Yu Rong and Yu Zheng, she just hoped that Yu Chi could be more comfortable and not be too nervous towards her.

(End of this chapter)