This unruly lady smells like green tea

Chapter 64 064 Me in Another World

In the end, the voice turned into a roar, and the grievance and pain permeated every inch of my heart. At a certain moment, all the blank and fuzzy memories in my mind became clear, the details of the experience, the personal feelings, and the original picture , appearing in front of my eyes like a revolving lantern.

Live as if it was yesterday, vividly in my mind.

I can't tell which one is the real me.

The heart was bleeding, the feeling of suffocation reappeared when I first wore it, the scene in front of me began to become blurred, the surrounding voices became smaller and smaller, and my consciousness was sinking...

I can feel the separation of soul and body.

It's terrible!

In the endless darkness, there was a voice calling to herself, so familiar that she felt strange.

Standing in front of a mirror, I reached out to touch it. The moment my fingertips touched each other, the shadow inside came out.

They stand face to face.

The other party's expression is very sad, but I can feel the despair.

The other party said slowly: "Hello, me in another world."

Stretching out his hand to touch the outline of his face, he was sure that he still looked like "Xia Ning". This feeling was very strange. Facing the same face, it was as if he was talking to himself.

"Are you the original Xia Ning in this world?"

"It's me, and it's you."

"I'm not you, and I don't belong to this world. I'm just a lonely soul from another world. I came here accidentally because of an accident, and then I entered this body by chance."

After the man heard it, he shook his head helplessly, as if he didn't agree with this statement.

"No, I am you, and you are also me. We are one body. At the beginning, the soul was cut into two halves and thrown into different worlds. But when you traveled through time and space to come here, because the two halves of the soul in your body have not yet fully Fusion will lead to the inability to see a large number of memories that exist in this body, and now that the two are merged into one, you can be regarded as a real person here."

After finishing speaking, he added another sentence: "To be precise, it should be welcome back, the complete Xia Ning."

The amount of information was too much, and she couldn't digest it in a short time: "Don't be kidding, we are people from different worlds, how can we have the same soul?"

"Maybe you can't accept it now, but that's the way it is."

"If it is true as you said, we are the same body, then why were our souls separated and sent to two different worlds at the beginning, and our ages are not matched at all. We lived in each other's world for more than 20 years, during the period Nothing happened, why did I come to your world later? And why do you know this kind of thing?"

It seemed that Xia Ning had already expected the situation that Xia Ning could not understand or accept. The other party lowered his eyes halfway, and his tone became meaningful:

"The laws of operation of the two worlds are different, which will cause a certain time difference; during the time you have been here, you must have noticed that there are many unreasonable things in this world.

The reason for these situations is that the order that maintains the operation of this world has collapsed, so there will be many phenomena that are contrary to common sense, and even cause the story to fail to develop according to the established track, and there will be a stalemate to be determined.

So why did you come here...

In fact, we are supposed to exist here, and the split of the soul is just an accident when the two script worlds are separated.When the laws and world background begin to collapse, the Creator will forcibly summon back everything that originally belonged here.

The worlds we live in are not the same, but we have different script tasks, and we are all just people in the play.

The ins and outs of the matter will be known when you wake up again.

We are special existences in this world, so special that we should not have been born, so the laws of this world restrict and make things difficult for us.

Just because it's an accident, it's a variable. "

After a very long passage, the expression in the other party's eyes changed from initial sadness to numbness and imperceptible resentment.

Whether it's true or not doesn't mean much to her. In one sentence, she is a character in the script world.

All is said and done.

What is she struggling with?
Obviously there is no way to change the existing facts, but still investigate why it happened.It's just unwillingness, dissatisfaction, anger at the fate that has been arranged and designed in my heart, and resentment for being a marionette!

After listening to the other party, she realized a very serious problem.

The rules of operation of this world have collapsed, which means that it is very likely to be destroyed in the end; the undetermined ending means that if the influence or force is sufficient, then the established story line may be completely overthrown...

Since everything can be regarded as unknown, can I break free from the shackles this time, and live a life of dignity and as I like?
Think of it as a happy doomsday carnival.

The other party stared at the unpredictable expression on Xia Ning's face, and the expression in his eyes became very complicated: "I'm sorry for not telling you about this in time, it's been a hard time, and thank you very much for what you did for me earlier. Some things. I never thought that I could see different colors from my bad life. You have the ability to manage your life well, and then I can leave with peace of mind. "

The original body was very gentle, not at all like the overbearing and perverted person that others said.

She froze for a moment, but quickly realized, looked at the other party, and asked quickly, "Where are you going?"

When the person heard the words, a bitter but relieved smile appeared on her face, and then her body gradually became transparent. Before dissipating, her words were full of sadness and despair:

"I'm sorry for leaving this mess to another me I've never met. I'm a coward, and I've used up all my courage just to survive 20 years. Forgive me for not being able to face what has happened In the past, I can't get rid of the shadow brought by it, I'm sorry that I can't walk with you in the future."

The final mouth shape is:

"Take care of yourself."

This is the first time they meet and the last time.

Before we had time to have a good chat, we hurriedly said goodbye and never saw each other again.

After listening to everything the other person said, Xia Ning's mood became heavy and depressed. She couldn't imagine what kind of torment this self who existed but never met in the past 20 years had suffered for a long time.

What kind of torment is it that will make people with gentle natures have to use spikes as armor to pretend to protect themselves, and in the end they don't want to look back, they are full of discouragement for this world, and they don't have a trace of nostalgia.

She can't imagine.

(End of this chapter)