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Chapter 213 Protected by You
Lu Xiaozhou stayed where he was in a daze, and just looked at him quietly.

Chen Zeyan said nonchalantly.

"Although you didn't say it, I know and understand what you think. You think that as time goes by, the gap between us will definitely get bigger and bigger. By then, the distance between us will also get bigger and bigger. far, so you are always afraid."

In her eye sockets, water mist appeared unconsciously, blocking her vision.

Looking at the scenery of the surrounding world, it also began to become distorted.

What Chen Zeyan said was correct.

She is afraid all the time.

Especially those two years in the lab.

Although the two are like glue, they stick together almost every day.

However, the gradual discovery of the truth that the gap between the two was getting bigger and bigger made her heart become more fragile and scared.

She has been working hard and studying hard.

Although it is still barely able to keep up with his footsteps.

But what about the future?

One day in the future, maybe she will be completely thrown away by him.

In his world, he is the only one left who keeps moving forward.

Thinking of that situation, she felt extremely anxious and tormented in her heart.

However, in the face of this imminent future, she is completely helpless.

I can only repeat the same life as yesterday day after day.

Pray in my heart that that day will never come.

However, time will not stop.

Chen Zeyan's progress will not stand still.

For a moment, she even thought, maybe this is also very good.

I don't need to go ahead of him.

He is the most powerful person in the world, even if he is alone, there will be no problems at all.

Even if he encounters difficulties, he will definitely solve them perfectly by himself.

He may not have needed her protection all along.

Her heart was extremely resistant to this idea.

But every time when she feels powerless, she can't help but want to fall down.

It feels good to be protected by others.

Why should I be obsessed with walking in front of the person I like?

Isn't it a matter of course for the prince to protect and save the princess?

When she heard what Chen Zeyan said to her, her whole body seemed to have broken the last string.

The broken emotions made her tears pour out disobediently.

She knew very well how distorted and ugly her expression was now.

She wanted to run away and hide somewhere where no one could find her.

However, the familiar smell and gentle palm completely blocked her in place.

Chen Zeyan poured her into his arms, holding her tighter than ever before.

Lu Xiaozhou's ugly and distorted expression, in his eyes, only made him feel deeply distressed.

She is a very sensible girl.

Even though she doesn't talk much at ordinary times, she never causes trouble to anyone.

If her actions will hurt others, she will stop herself without hesitation.

Even if it was herself who got hurt in the end, she would not hesitate.

The two hugged each other tightly, cuddling each other in the cold wind, feeling the warmth between each other.

I don't know how long it took, maybe after she was tired from crying, Chen Zeyan spoke again.

"Actually, when I found out that my talent was different from ordinary people, I didn't feel so surprised and happy."

The girl in her arms seemed to be touched when she heard the words, she raised her head slightly, her red eyes revealing a trace of doubt.

Chen Zeyan smiled slightly, and wiped away the undried tears in the corners of her eyes with his hands.

"You should be very surprised. After all, at my age, when you find yourself different, you should not be able to help showing off everywhere to show your uniqueness."

"But in fact, it's not like that. It's a terrible thing to be different, at least I think so."

"Moreover, when I find that what I see, hear, and feel is different from others, it seems to me that it is just a very common thing, but others are When no one understands me anyway, what I feel in my heart is not joy, but fear."

That's right.

That was when Chen Zeyan had just traveled to this world, and he had such a tinge of anticipation and excitement about this strange world.

He got the golden finger as a matter of course.

As if to show off to others, it shows off one's ingenuity.

Even in his heart, he is no longer a teenager.

But the sudden special ability made him swell.

His swelling brought great satisfaction to his vanity.

He felt the sights from different people around him.

There is envy, there is jealousy, there is resentment, and there is helplessness.

However, until one day, when he found that the people around him looked at him with 'incomprehensible' expressions, and even his closest sister-in-law couldn't understand him.

His whole body suddenly fell into an ice cave.

That's not just an exaggerated description.

Instead, he actually felt that he had fallen into a huge ice hole.

There, he couldn't hear anyone's voice, couldn't see anyone's figure.

In his eyes, there is only the endless truth in his consciousness.

He was afraid.

For the first time in his life, he was so afraid of being alone.

Feeling different for the first time is such a scary thing.

Lu Xiaozhou blinked.

She had never heard him say these things.

Hearing these things, she seemed to recognize another him, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time in her heart seemed to relax a lot because of this.

Chen Zeyan continued.

"I have always had a very clear understanding of myself. The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility. There are some things that I cannot avoid."

"I didn't believe this at first, but I wanted to resist, but after I found out that I couldn't resist, I gave up completely."

"I hope that I can spend a period of time peacefully, and then I will talk about the future."

"However, at that time, I met you."

Lu Xiaozhou's body trembled slightly, and his heart beat faster than before.

His voice was still flat.

"Your appearance made me feel that maybe I can't work harder."

"Just like you've always relied on me, but in fact, I'm not as strong as you think. I've always wanted to be like a child, acting like a baby to you."

"So, when you stood in front of me that day and said that you wanted to protect me and walk side by side with me, do you know how much redemption I felt in my heart?"

In Lu Xiaozhou's eyes, all the colors around him have been lost, only his cheeks can be seen.

Chen Zeyan smiled slightly.

"So, come with me, don't leave me alone, occasionally, I also want to be protected by you."

(End of this chapter)