tokyo first love

Chapter 308 Dilemma
Realizing that he cared about her, Ninomiya Chizuru had mixed feelings.

It is impossible to say that she is not happy at all.

She can deceive others, but she cannot deceive herself.

It's impossible to say that she doesn't mind at all.

Her liking for Kurosawa was long before he invited her to an amusement park for a date, and she had been in love with her for a long time.

For more than a year, she observed silently for a long time, and it can be said that the more she watched Kurosawa, the more she liked it.

Because he is very handsome, has a serious and positive attitude towards learning, and has a friendly and enthusiastic personality, but in fact he is a bit withdrawn.

He has too many advantages, and he can't explain clearly in a few words.

It was because the impression was so good that when she found out that Hikaru Kurosawa was a playboy, the blow to her was subversive.

Originally, she didn't want to give up, so she took action and decided to go all out... But she also discovered one thing, she was far more fragile than she imagined.

When she saw Kurosawa kissing other girls, she really broke down.

What's more, since this incident happened, she would have nightmares every day, recalling the scene that was so terrifying that no one wanted to face it.

"Are you ok?"

Looking at her somewhat haggard delicate face, and meeting her sad and complaining eyes, Kurosawa couldn't help but said.

After that incident, when I saw her again, she was in a worse state than I expected.

Maybe it's because she couldn't see the red and swollen eyes from crying, but the appearance of dark circles still indicates that she is not having a good time these days.

"Without you, you can still win the championship."

When Ninomiya Chizuru heard these words and saw his stern and handsome face, grievance welled up in her heart, the corners of her eyes softened, and she couldn't help saying.

These days, she has trouble sleeping and eating, she doesn't even have an appetite for food, and she is tortured by nightmares every day... She knows that her complexion and state are very bad.

But in contrast, Kurosawa Hikaru looked like he was eating, drinking, and sleeping well.

Not only that, after the incident, he was able to continue to participate in the competition, and even won the championship without any suspense, becoming famous in the first battle.

In fact, she was sitting in front of the TV watching the competition on the day of the National University Kyudo Finals. She actually hoped that Kurosawa would be heartbroken because of her turning around and leaving. She couldn't show her original strength and lose the competition.

She couldn't tell exactly what kind of psychology it was that came up with such an idea.

It's just that she was in a gloomy period, and she really didn't want to see him still shining after she left, as if nothing had happened.

"Although I won the championship, I'm actually not having a good time these days."

Aware of the unconcealable complaints in her words, Kurosawa sighed.

After Miss Ninomiya turned around and left, he once fell into a negative state, fell to the bottom, lost his usual reason and calmness, and almost caused a catastrophe.

Fortunately, it was a heavy rain that day, so when he left the Budokan, he was alone to think.

If he didn't notice the timidity and pain hidden behind Yuki's sunny and positive smile when he got home, it would be too late.

"Didn't you say you would respect my choice? Why do you still send me a message?"

Seeing him sighing, Ninomiya Chizuru softened her heart, believing that he looked beautiful on the surface, but in fact he was very decadent in secret, but more grievances came to her heart, and she asked again.

She really couldn't see through Kurosawa, she couldn't figure out what he was thinking at all, let alone how he thought of herself.

In fact, when she came home that day and hid in the quilt and cried, she actually felt a little regretful in her heart.

She felt that her relationship with Heisawa was completely over, because Heisawa said that she would respect her choice, but after making her choice, she went back on her word, chose another path, turned and left.

And when she broke down and cried, Kurosawa wanted to approach her and comfort her, but she backed away again and again.

"I thought I could respect your choice...but after losing you, I found that I couldn't bear you at all. Even if I was beaten or scolded by you, I don't want to really lose you."

Asked about this, Kurosawa opened his hand and then squeezed it tightly.

He is very greedy, facing Yuki Ichinose, Chizuru Ninomiya, Mirai Sifengin, these three good girls, he doesn't want to miss any of them.

He thought he could be satisfied with two people, but that was not the case at all.

"Then why didn't you post it after a few days?"

Ninomiya Chizuru thought of the entanglement from last night to today, and questioned again.

Although it was just a few days, Kurosawa would send her good night every day after their quarrel. For her, it was a happy and painful thing.

Happily, they haven't completely broken up yet, and they have been separated from each other since then.

The painful thing is that because Kuisawa is sending her messages, she can't let go of this feeling at all... She keeps having nightmares every day.

In addition, she was upset every day, and wanted to reply to the message, but she dared not.

Maybe so, but she would rather have nightmares, entangled in every possible way, than end like this.

That's why she sent him a message just now because she couldn't sleep anyway.

"Because you haven't responded all the time, I'm not sure if I insist on sending you messages every day, it will bring you trouble."

Regarding this fatal question, Kurosawa looked at her somewhat haggard but still stunningly beautiful delicate face and explained.

He knows better than anyone else that Miss Ninomiya is very smart and can easily see through lies.

He was able to deceive her before purely because she trusted him.

Now, their relationship is very rigid, and lying is a very dangerous behavior, which may further deteriorate their relationship.

However, even if there is such a risk, he must take the risk.

If you let her know that he didn't send a message last night because he and Yuki stayed overnight in a hotel, it would directly plunge their relationship into an abyss.

"It's very troublesome, very troublesome, because you broke your promise and sent me messages every day, which caused me to have nightmares every day! Every day I think of the picture of you kissing other women!"

Explaining this, Ninomiya Chizuru couldn't hold back anymore, she couldn't help complaining, and was very angry.

Although she can receive messages from Kurosawa every day, realizing that the other party has not left her world, she feels a little lucky in her heart, but it is true that she suffers from it.

"Then should I send a message in the future, or not?"

Hearing these extremely angry words, Kurosawa felt heartbroken and guilty, and smiled wryly.

Kissing another woman in front of her is definitely the worst decision in his life.

Facing Miss Ninomiya, every time he thought of the scene of her breaking down and crying that day, he was filled with guilt.

At that moment, he really hurt her, a woman who loved him deeply.

"send."

Seeing his wry smile and withdrawing timidity, Ninomiya Chizuru, who was in a rage, felt a little soft-hearted, and couldn't help but said.

"Or don't send it, it's up to you."

As soon as the words were spoken, Chizuru Ninomiya saw Kurosawa's lips, and what happened that day came to mind again, and added.

After all, she folded her arms and leaned back, sitting on the sofa and sulking.

Although seeing Kurosawa still in front of her eyes made her a little happy, but the happier she was, the sadder she was.

If he is not a playboy, then she will definitely be the happiest woman in the world.

"Then can you message me back later?"

Hearing such a reply, Kurosawa Hikaru was a little happy.

When faced with a choice, the choice people make the first time is often out of subconscious and real thoughts.

Compared to not sending messages, Miss Ninomiya obviously hoped that he would continue to send messages, but because of embarrassment and anger, she was embarrassed to admit her true thoughts.

"If you are free."

Ninomiya Chizuru didn't give him a guarantee. She didn't know if she could reply to the message. After all, she struggled for half an hour to send a good night tonight.

"I'm very busy now. I just went to the Jiuye Bank branch to report today. I have to hand over a lot of work."

After all, she felt that these words were a little unreasonable, and she added the reason.

"Have you gone to work in the bank?" Kurosawa was surprised when he heard this.

"I'm not a teacher now, so I can't just do nothing, I have to go to work." Ninomiya Chizuru nodded affirmatively.

Originally, she was going to go yesterday and Monday, but she was in a bad mood, so it was delayed until today.

"..."

Kurosawa choked for a moment.

In retrospect, Ms. Runa said a few days ago that Ms. Ninomiya's situation is very bad. It can be described as a dilemma. Her parents are urging her to go to work in the bank, and it is estimated that she will go to work in the bank in a few days.

What I didn't expect was that this happened so quickly, it took a few days to say it.

The most important thing is that Miss Ninomiya resigned resolutely to be with him.

"How much money does the firm have to make before you can quit?"

Thinking of this, Kurosawa simply cut to the chase.

He knew very well that Miss Ninomiya didn't like working in a bank very much.

"200 billion."

"Does it have to be this high? The firm currently has a contract worth a billion dollars."

Kurosawa felt that this was too high, because Ninomiya Chizuru's shareholding in Zero Hour Office was quite high, as high as 30%.

Logically speaking, the one billion contract he signed so far can give her a dividend of more than [-] million yen.

This income is much better than working part-time. Why do I need to go to work?

"My parents used all their resources and contacts to make me the head of the bank as soon as I entered the bank... They hoped that I could be promoted quickly and inherit their position as soon as possible."

Although the one billion contract was a sky-high price endorsement, Ninomiya Chizuru knew this and shook her head.

"200 billion...OK."

Realizing that one billion is far from enough, 200 billion must be needed, Kurosawa took a deep breath and realized something.

He wants to chase Miss Ninomiya back, and he will definitely pull her out of the swamp of family and bank.

To achieve this, the Zero Hour Office must first fully rise.

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(End of this chapter)