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Chapter 1950 No.567: You are the next one

In the life symbolized by Rudolph, there are more than one such fateful relationship that is hard to separate and torments each other.

Rather, it is most ironic that this exclamation is expressed in terms of speed symbolizing itself.

But the emperor would not sigh like this.

Luna won't complain about this either.

So what does Rudolph symbolize?

"If you don't mention it, I probably won't think about it."

That's what she said.

This sentence brought the old friend's smile and the trainer's calm gaze.

"That is to say, your subconscious mind does not have this kind of logic, so there is no such thing as self-awareness."

"… Although it shouldn't be the case when I think about it, it is true," Rudolph admitted, "but when you talk about this topic, I still come to the conclusion that I agree with it..."

"This means that your ideas are no different from ours. The only difference is that you don't think about it..." After saying this, after a brief silence, Omar raised his hand and twisted his nose, frowning slightly, "Is fatigue the reason that prevents you from thinking?"

"Eh?"

"I didn't mean to ask at all." Putting aside Qian Ming who was once again speaking in modal particles like a group of atmosphere, Rudolf directly grasped Omer's conclusion that went beyond analysis, "I also... It is indeed difficult to deny."

“The common understanding of this situation is that the burden is too heavy,” Omer said, “but I don’t think that you can’t handle this if you can handle it back then.”

“……” Qian Ming remained silent.

Although she wanted to say something for Rudolph as an old friend, she couldn't either agree with Omer's understanding or defend Rudolph.

As soon as she realized the objective fact that Rudolph was "letting go" and thought that "her persistence might in turn bind the other party", she could no longer talk about understanding.

Although her professionalism, which she had developed in her detective career, still operated unconsciously, she unconsciously tried to find the key problem.

But the frustration and betrayal caused by the huge gap in understanding that I had always believed in was so strong.

It was strong enough to allow her to understand more about the saying "those involved are often confused".

I can't see clearly.

The more you immerse yourself in it, the stronger your subjective impression will be, and the more you will fall into an inescapable confusion when faced with the gap between completely opposite facts.

The confusion was so strong that it interfered with Qian Ming's own performance - the more he cared about the other person, the more out of shape he became, and at the same time it contributed to the long-term lack of coordination that the trainer noticed.

Just because Rudolph, who had always believed in it, began to waver, it affected him so much that his heart was broken - others would not understand it.

I can't understand why Representative Qianming could be defeated by something like this and why he could be so fragile.

Such outsiders naturally could not understand what kind of recognition and trust Qian Ming, who had been obsessed with competing with Rudolph and studying Rudolph for a whole year, had in his heart.

Recognizing her strength and trusting her toughness, and having witnessed the unknown and heavy pressure she was bearing, Qian Ming was able to fully appreciate everything that Rudolph's symbol revealed, and admire it, so as not to go crazy under the bone-eating obsession of the past.

She was neither relieved nor did she admit defeat, but she did acknowledge the other party's all-round strength, which is why there is such a valuable story: even though they kept fighting and losing over and over again, the two of them were still very good friends, not like Witchmon and Balemon.X.

In this way, the two became the only two stars of that year.

This connection brings them close, but also causes the other star to waver when one star dims.

At this point, Omer should be thankful that although Narita Bairen and the Sirius symbol were also paying attention to Rudolph's condition, the connection was not so deep and tangled that there was no domino-like chain collapse.

Even as a childhood friend, the symbol of Sirius, he was in a tense state preparing for the battle.

But until the last bit of time in the small space alone with the trainer before the game, she couldn't help but want to ask for help. She wanted to talk about another horse girl in this time that should have belonged to her alone.

The wolf tried to deny that he was like a helpless puppy, but only in that brief moment did he reveal a little tenderness beneath his claws.

Such appropriate performance is naturally good, but if the source is not properly dealt with, it will probably end up like Qian Ming.

It was like a super gravity block that would gradually expand if left alone until it pulled the entire team down, which really made it impossible for the trainer to hang up at all. So the demon took action and solved the problem that day.

To be fair, this problem is easy to solve, as long as the problem is clarified and the direction is pointed out.

Rudolph symbolizes what was once known as the fully automatic horse girl, who could handle most problems on her own without much action from her trainer, and that past has shaped her present.

Even with mental problems and mask confusion, she can still distinguish right from wrong.

She just doesn't want to.

Literally don't think about it.

So it needs to be clarified.

To break down the wall of illusions that exists for her and point out the right and proper path for her.

Then she will do the rest on her own.

It was such a simple truth, but Representative Qian Ming could not do it. Because she could no longer maintain her consistent confidence in the proposition of "understanding the symbol of Rudolph". The image she believed in in the past was now deviated, and the mixed feelings in her heart also affected her judgment.

Without the reference anchor of thinking, all deductions and thoughts will become rootless duckweed.

So she, who was the most qualified, became the least capable person and had to wait with him.

Waiting for a third party to appear who has never been involved in this evil fate but can still make confident and correct judgments.

"You are fully capable of shouldering all of this, but what happens after you shoulder all of this? You haven't thought about it."

The third person said so.

"It's a mixed bag of psychology, and it's not fair to call it just fatigue."

"In reality, you should be lazy and arrogant, because every time you tend to make that judgment, you make the decision for them in disguise, as if they will embark on a better path as you think, and you also use this to avoid more thinking, entrenched in the current comfort zone where you don't have to take the next step even though you are confused."

"..."

"You think it's wrong? Then you have to say it out loud."

“…No, nothing is wrong.”

"In that case, you should know what to do."

"Ah."

Only this exceptionally straightforward response from Rudolf showed that he was confident. On the other hand, Representative Qian Ming, who had been watching the whole process, breathed a sigh of relief.

It was as if the wandering thoughts in my mind had finally come to a conclusion and I felt relieved. Before I could experience the psychological feeling of regaining some judgment and confidence, my heart skipped a beat when the young man's sudden look at me made me feel relieved.

It's not that the free-spirited Ma Girl can't be moved, but that kind of movement often comes from unintentional words and actions, and a look like this one that seizes the opportunity will only cause the other party to be rarely flustered.

Some people's hearts are so impenetrable, but they still can't avoid the fragile moments that are part of being human.

The usual calmness was gone, and the agility of changing the subject at will also required some reaction tense, and before that -

The demon's lightless slit, through which he could see through a person at a glance, encompassed her.

"Qianming." He said.

It was not the usual pretentious address of 'Miss Chiaki' or 'Miss Chiaki Representative', but an intimate address that should have shaken his judgment as a fan.

That is also the name used when I am a trainer.

The words he spoke sounded like a torture.

"It's your turn now."

Or interrogation.