meaning of aurora

Chapter 186 Fatal Strike
The thing Nie Guangyi regrets the most is turning on the phone.

This was the first time he felt the horror of public opinion when he was over [-] years old.

Even when he was watching, he didn't care at all.

But those comments and slanders, as if they were engraved in his mind, would pop up every now and then.

As long as he picks up a pen or turns on the computer to make a design, those crude works that are compared with his previous award-winning works will appear in his mind.

Whether it's to join in the fun or to generalize, they all come out to make trouble like ghosts and snakes.

As a talented architect who has been touted for many years, this is the first time that Nie Guangyi has no inspiration.

Or, to be more precise, the situation where even if you have an inspiration, you don't know how to express it.

This is an experience that Nie Guangyi has never had.

In such a cusp, it can be called a fatal blow.

It was the first time that Nie Guangyi knew what it was like to have no self-confidence when he was so old.

Due to his personality, the more he is like this, the more stubborn he will be.

As the wedding of Cheng Nuo and Xuan Shi approached day by day, Nie Guangyi's mind was on the verge of collapse.

If he just wants to participate in an award, he doesn't have to participate, or he can participate casually.

It was so difficult for Xuan Shi and Cheng Nuo to come to this day. No matter how bad-tempered Nie Guangyi is, he still couldn't say, "The gift hasn't been designed yet, hurry up and postpone your wedding."

On the surface, Nie Guangyi pretended nothing had happened.

In his heart, he was frantically looking for internal causes.

He can accept everything.

He can refute all slander.

Only the fact that the meaning of Aurora collides with the name and appearance is really hard to explain.

The name is an accidental coincidence, but the appearance is really unclear.

This is also the pain in Nie Guangyi's heart.

Even Nie Guangyi's initial affection for Meng Xinzhi stems from Meng Xinzhi's unconditional trust.

Nie Guangyi has a spiritual obsession with his own designs. He still remembers the words that [Miss Happy] said to him after knowing that his inspiration came from the painting [Source of Aurora]. Kind of children's graffiti, who can understand what it is?My parents couldn't understand after watching it for several years. 】

When Nie Guangyi's design obsession broke out, and he doubted himself so much, Meng Xinzhi asked if it was possible that she saw his design, so [such a building appeared in the dream].

Without such a period of approval, Nie Guangyi would have faced a mental breakdown caused by design cleanliness when he knew that his conceptual design had already been made.

After such a long time, Nie Guangyi never thought that his design obsession would reappear to trouble him at such a critical moment.

Xuan Shi and Nie Guangyi have lived together for so many years, so they can naturally see that Nie Guangyi is abnormal.

But Nie Guangyi hid it really well, and Xuan Shi didn't understand design at all.

Xuan Shi can only see the abnormality itself, but not the specific reasons for the abnormality.

"Young master, you didn't eat the steamed buns you made in the morning. You said you wanted to eat shepherd's purse wontons. I made them for you at noon, and you didn't even move them after putting them in the ice."

"Aren't I doing design? What do you, a little kid, know?"

"I don't understand design, but when you do design, don't you come here when you smell my cooking? You don't think it's hot before it's out of the pan."

"Whenever I do design, I don't want to give you a gift for your wedding? Have you forgotten that you are married for the first time? The first time you are born, the second time you are acquainted, and the next time..."

"Guangyi, don't talk about my marriage with A Nuo." Xuan Shi also has his own bottom line.

"Okay, make me fried rice cakes tonight, and I won't judge you two." Nie Guangyi is also used to this bottom line.

"Do you really want to eat?" Xuan Shi asked Nie Guangyi: "You have been so abnormal these two days, did you encounter any bottleneck?"

"Bottleneck?" Nie Guangyi asked Sanlian forcefully: "What is a bottleneck? Which kettle in my house is not straight? If there is no bottle, where does the neck come from?"

"Guangyi, if you have something to do, don't ask for a wedding gift, or delay..."

"It's too late for me to push you. What can I do? You've only been constipated for a few days after you came back."

"Eldest and youngest can still make interesting jokes, it seems that I am overthinking."

"Why are you so caring? Your wife's name is Cheng Nuo, not Meng Xinzhi."

"You can't call me wife today. A Nuo said that he will change his mind at the wedding." Xuan Shi said seriously.

"Why do you tell me this kind of thing? Do you want me to pay you for changing your mouth?"

"Arnold said that weddings should have a sense of ceremony." Xuan Shi continued to explain.

"I love you so much! You dare to get on the bed, why doesn't my wife dare to call you? It's not for you to call the bed."

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