meaning of aurora

Nie Guangyi disagreed with this statement: "Who would show off the divorce?"

"you you you you you."

Gong Shangjiao Zhengyu sang five "you" with Mengxin.

It feels a bit possessed by Zongyi.

Although the topic of discussion was not so pleasant, but Meng Xinzhi's mood, visible to the naked eye, was actually not bad.

Probably because the moonlight is really beautiful tonight.

"I'm not showing off. From the beginning, I followed the strategy of being frank and lenient." Nie Guangyi paused, "Since your father didn't tell you, do you want to hear me say it again?"

Meng Xin restrained her smile: "I said no, did you stop?"

"Of course." Nie Guangyi vowed: "My girl, no one's opinion is more important than yours, including mine."

"Okay, then I won't listen."

Meng Xinzhi looked sideways at Nie Guangyi.

Nie Guangyi looked straight back.

He is not a person without courage, nor is it out of guilty conscience that he expresses his suppressed feelings in front of the moonlight in the boundless night.

He was afraid that his overly full of emotions would scare away the girl who hadn't made up his mind yet.

"Then will you keep asking in the future?"

Nie Guangyi's language is more direct than his eyes.

Meng Xinzhi did not respond directly, but said: "Who knows what will happen in the future?"

"Since this is the case, I will take advantage of this moment to tell the whole story and make it clear at once."

"Who just said that your opinion is not as important as mine?"

"Then who said [I don't belong to anyone, I used to be, I am now, and I will be in the future]. I remember that I clearly emphasized [my girl] just now. Is it possible that the girl now admits that you are mine?"

Nie Guangyi talked about "my girl" and "my girl" all day long. He said it so many times that he was desensitized to Mengxin City.

I didn't think about it, but I was waiting for her here.

Not to admit, not to admit.

For Nie Guangyi's ex-wife, it is naturally impossible for Meng Xinzhi not to mind.

Even though he didn't mind much at first, Nie Guangyi repeatedly praised Liao Sijia's appearance in front of her, which more or less made Meng Xinzhi think.

Meng Xinzhi was not so proud that she felt that she was the most beautiful in the world.

But since she was a child, there was indeed no one who praised other people's appearance in front of her.

From the very beginning, it was a very special experience.

If this is the way Nie Guangyi used to get Meng Xinzhi's attention, then he has obviously succeeded.

"At that time, I was emphasizing that everyone is an independent individual, and no one is a vassal." Meng Xinzhi explained the previous sentence.

"This, I can't agree more. I hope my girl is the most dazzling, preferably more dazzling than me. If we can really walk together, I will not let you give up anything for me. I will support you to dance , support your archeology, and support you in fulfilling all your wishes."

Nie Guangyi expressed his position very seriously.

If what Meng Xinzhi wanted was freedom, then he would definitely not be a burden to her.

These words touched Meng Xinzhi quite a bit.

Because even Dad felt that there were many things that were not suitable for girls.

Meng Xin felt emotional, but did not follow the rules: "Is that how you support your ex-wife?"

"I……"

Nie Guangyi couldn't be rectified by Meng Xinzhi.

It's very similar to the self who said all kinds of things wrong when he met Meng Xinzhi before.

Nie Guangyi didn't ask Meng Xinzhi for her opinion, and started telling her the story:

"Liao Sijia and I met on the plane."

"On that flight, there was a magazine, and there was an article about me in that magazine."

"At that time, I had just graduated, and I didn't think I was famous. The protagonist of that article was not me, but my mentor."

"At that time, the two of us won the award together."

"My name is naturally ranked after my tutor."

"I never thought at the time that my mentor would give me a very high evaluation like Verrocchio did to Leonardo da Vinci."

"Also said, if it wasn't for his fame, I should be the only gold medal in that competition."

Nie Guangyi paused at this moment, his eyes never leaving Meng Xinzhi, hoping to get some feedback from the girl.

"Mr. Nie wants to show off his relationship with his mentor?"

"No. Almost none of the teachers who taught me disliked me. I mean, I didn't even know there was such a report."

"Okay then, I'll just listen to your story with difficulty." Meng Xinzhi was not a person who was too shy.

"Thank you girl for your face."

Nie Guangyi's story continues:

"My ex-wife and I were two complete strangers on that flight."

"However, to my surprise, every word she said seemed to reach my heart."

"Under the premise that I didn't know that she had read the reports about me, I felt that she was the one who could directly touch my soul."

"As soon as I was full, I left my hometown alone."

"My mother passed away, and I have irreconcilable conflicts with my father."

"I was actually alone for four years."

"Every semester, I change schools and even countries as exchange students."

"I have no fixed place, I don't know where my roots are."

"In the eyes of others, no matter where I go, I can do well."

"In my own mind, I'm like a rootless duckweed."

"At that time, Xuan Shi was still studying in China, and no one gave me much care in life."

"It's just a person I met on the plane. We met for the first time. In just a short dozen hours, she said she would give me a warm home."

"She said that as soon as she saw me, she wanted to cook me soup and iron my clothes."

"It's a weird feeling, you know?"

"No matter which school I go to, there are actually many people who like it."

"But those people always have a little admiration for me because of my studies and abilities, rather than the level of love and care that Liao Sijia has."

"On the plane, the two of us were actually separated by an empty seat."

"I don't know when they sat together."

Meng Xinzhi interjected at this time: "I guess it was when you were afraid of flying and you didn't even care about it."

"No, I hadn't started to be afraid of flying at that time. In fact, it was also that flight. I was suddenly pulled up and went around a second before landing."

"Why go around?"

"At the end of the runway, there is an aircraft that has strayed into it. If it lands normally, it will inevitably collide with each other."

"So you were scared to fly?"

"I actually felt good at the time. I listened to the captain's broadcast afterwards, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt scared. The plane was circling in the sky, but I didn't hesitate in my heart. Life is short, and you don't know which will come first tomorrow or the accident. When the person who directly hits the soul proposes to you, you should agree without hesitation."

"So, your ex-wife proposed to you the first time she saw you on the plane?"

"Correct."

"Don't you find it strange and abrupt?"

"I felt at the time that it was the fact that she narrowly escaped death that made her make such a decision."

"It seems...it makes sense. Then you all hit the soul directly, why are you separated?"

"This is actually a fact that I have always been reluctant to admit. Liao Sijia never really liked me. At that time, there were serious problems in her family. She ran away and only hoped that after getting off the plane, she could maintain The original standard of living will not be displaced.”

Nie Guangyi shook his head with a bit of self-deprecation: "She was originally a young lady, she couldn't cook soup, and she couldn't iron clothes."

"How long have you been together?"

"Seven years."

"Since you think you are cheated, why can you be together for seven years?"

"I have a high self-esteem. After I figured out the reason, I still felt that as long as I thought about it, she would definitely fall in love with me deeply. I don't want to admit that I was cheated. I don't even want to have a failed marriage. No Tell the girl, I actually look forward to being a couple for the rest of my life."

"One thing to say, with Mr. Nie's conditions, it's really easy to make a girl happy."

"Maybe it's because she was cheating from the very beginning. There is always such a knot in her heart. Sometimes I comfort myself that maybe it's not that she doesn't love me, at least it's not that she never fell in love with me. It's just that she can't face it. her own past."

"So, what you really can't let go of is the fact that you are not loved?"

"No. I actually have requirements for my other half. Liao Sijia has been working hard, but except for the one time on the plane, we hardly talk together. Do you know that feeling? Always I can't match the frequency. She also reads books related to architecture and tries to do things I like. But there has never been a chemical reaction between us. Maybe I can drag it on, but her youth, It was all wrongly paid to me.”

"Isn't she cheating on you from the beginning? How did it become her wrong payment again?"

"I don't know what to say. It's probably because I'm too conceited that she can deceive me. I feel that I am also responsible."

"It's a strange statement, unless you have feelings for her."

"Yes. I don't deny it. On the plane, she said that she would give me a home. In that situation at that time, I was completely moved. In fact, wherever I go, there are many people who treat me well There are men and women. I have no shortage of friends or suitors. But my only friend is Xuan Shi. Among so many people who pursued me, I was only moved by what Liao Sijia said on the plane .”

"At the end of the day, it's what you've been emphasizing, Liao Sijia is pretty."

"Maybe. Maybe I'm just that superficial. Or maybe it's easier to admit that I'm shallow than to admit that I'm not loved."

"You and Liao Sijia broke up peacefully?"

"Yes, she knows, and I've done my best. She probably did too. When we parted, I pretty much left the house."

"She asked for it?"

"No, I voluntarily."

"why?"

"I left her at the peak of my career, so I should give her some compensation. I can't let her live a good life without me. The original intention of her being with me is to live a good life."

"How can you understand that?"

"I have complained and been distressed. But looking back, there is nothing wrong with her."

"Is that right?"

"Her sky fell. When she was just 20 years old, she wanted to find a life-saving straw. I was willing to be the straw, but I didn't do it well in the end. No matter what, I shouldn't push the responsibility away." Leave her alone."

Meng Xinzhi looked at Nie Guangyi under the moonlight.

He is still standing in the water now.

It seems that I can't feel the coolness of the stream, and I don't even remember that I am still wearing leather shoes.

All I know is that at this angle and at this height, she and he are at eye level.

The four eyes are facing each other, and it can be seen from each other's eyes that every word spoken is from the heart.

The logic of what Nie Guangyi said just now is actually problematic.

Since it was a deception from the beginning.

And why should he be responsible for the deception?
Emotionally, morally.

He is on the right side.

Such a simple logic, as long as the IQ is normal, you can definitely figure it out.

With Nie Guangyi's IQ much higher than that of the general public, it makes no sense to be confused about the confession.

Perhaps, no matter how talented a person is, he will not be an all-rounder.

At least in terms of emotional handling, the man in front of him who seemed mature enough was so naive and clumsy, it would not be an exaggeration to say that his IQ was zero.

However, it was precisely this clumsiness that did not match his IQ that made Meng Xinzhi realize for the first time what kind of inner world the man Xuan Shi and Cheng Nuo talked about was worthy of entrustment.

Putting aside those inexplicable fragments that can kill people with a single sentence.

This man who blocked him would actually ask someone to take care of her.

Because of this not-so-obvious, or even completely unhelpful [care], I wrote a letter of recommendation to Martina, so that Martina, who has no academic qualifications, can find a job she likes and is suitable for.

The year that blacked her out.

He has not had any contact with her.

But it will change the meaning of Aurora little by little.

The meaning of the aurora she dreamed of, and the meaning of the aurora designed by him, are getting closer little by little.

From the exterior to the core, it has become almost exactly the same building.

These changes are very slow.

Like the morning dew, standing on the sharp corner of the grass, perched on the edge of the leaf.

Silently on the stage of nature, performing its own role.

Quietly call a curtain call in the sun, but on the earth, playing the silent hymn of nature.

So beautiful, and so silent.

There is a kind of person who stays away from strangers who sweep the fallen leaves with the autumn wind, but like dewdrops, they moisten things silently.

How could there be such a strange person in this world?

Because of the plot needs of this chapter, there is a small detail change very early on.I won't say where, and you probably don't know, so I won't say...