run away!Crazy Apprentice Chase Teacher Crematorium

Chapter 191 What She Left Behind
It was several days later when I stepped into the small courtyard where I lived with Xu Dongqing again.

There are so many memories in this yard that he didn't dare to step in, but Xiaoyaozi told him that his Xu Dongqing should have left something there and asked him to look for it.

Da Ziyan hesitated for a long time before pushing open the old door on a sunny day.

When he came to this yard again, he was calmer than he imagined.

All the furnishings in the yard have not been touched, and they still maintain the same way they lived before, as if nothing has changed.

The shy girl who liked to cling to him seemed to poke her head out of the room at any time, then looked at him with a smile, and asked him in a sweet voice what he had for dinner today, and if he could have sweet and sour pork ribs tonight.

She likes to act like a baby by hugging his neck and rubbing it around, and asks him shyly if he loves her.

He was always too embarrassed to speak out, so he never answered.

But it's actually love.

deeply love.

Da Ziyan stood in the yard for a long time, recalling every bit of getting along with Xu Dongqing, his heart began to throb with pain.

The blunt knife sliced ​​through his body like Ling Chi again.

They haven't had time to love each other well.

Nor did he tell her how much he loved her.

Thinking of the many things he didn't say to her out of face, regret crept into his heart little by little.

Da Ziyan lowered his eyelashes, and the long eyelashes covered the expression in his eyes.

He stood still for a long time before stepping into the room.

Because no one has been here for a long time, there is a lot of dust in the room. As soon as the door is opened, the sun can't wait to get in. Countless dust shines in the sun, as if a group of elves are dancing around Da Ziyan.

His eyes swept across the room, everything was as it was in memory, nothing changed.

He took a few steps in and saw the thick booklet on the table at a glance.

It is a very common booklet, which is generally used for keeping things on the mountain. The difference is that there are too many booklets, and the thick stacks are randomly placed there, like Xu Dongqing's garbage thrown here.

Da Ziyan reached out and took a stack of booklets, and what he saw was Xu Dongqing's familiar handwriting.

——The 180th day after you left.

In a blink of an eye, you have been gone for more than half a year. Today is also a day I miss you very much. The child is still very good. I think he will be a good child when he is born in the future. He must have a sensible personality like you.

Brother Cui told me today that there was a change in Jian Dao Mountain. I feel it is a bit of a coincidence. Did you come back?

Although I know it's impossible, I still can't help but look forward to it, forget it, maybe I miss you too much.

—The 180th and fifth day of your absence.

The child was born prematurely, because you gave me an unexpected meeting gift, and it was the first time I saw what my heart looked like, but it doesn't matter, I still love you.

—The 180th and sixth day of your absence.

I went to see the child today, I was so ugly that I almost burst my wound. It is really hard to imagine that you are so handsome and I am so good-looking, but you can give birth to such an ugly child. I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out.

This kid is so ugly that I don't know how to name him, so I casually named him Chou Tuanzi. I'll wait for you to come back to pick up his real name. I know you'll be back soon.

However, you can't dislike the ugly child, I worked hard to give birth to it, but you said you want to take care of the child, you can't go back on your word, in the future you will be in charge of taking care of the baby, and I will be in charge of eating, drinking, having fun, perfect.

—The 180th seventh day of your absence.

Today is also a day I miss you very much.

——The 180th and eighth day you left.

I still miss you.

——The two hundredth day you left.

I went down the mountain with Yao Man today, and I heard a lot of bad things about me, and there was a scourge stone, is that you?Are you back?
——The two hundred and third day since you left.

I knew it was you who came back, and all my seniors advised me to calm down, not to go out and hide in the Xiaoyao faction during this time, as long as I survived this time, no one really dared to do anything to the Xiaoyao faction anyway.

I refused.

How could I stay honestly in Xiaoyaopai? My lover is looking for me. I have been waiting for him for two hundred and three days. I think about him every day and suffer every day. How could I not go.

Say goodbye to Xiaoyaozi, this should be the last time I see him, the only happy thing in this world is to meet this group of interesting people, very lucky, hope everyone is well in the future.

Ziyan, I'll go find you now, and wait for me.

……

There are so many dense records, each of which is related to him.

Da Ziyan's hand holding the booklet trembled violently, his eyes were red, and finally he couldn't control his painful sobs.

His vision was gradually blurred by the water mist, but he kept flipping through the thick booklets piled up like a hill, which recorded Xu Dongqing's secrets, and it was also the heart written by the girl stroke by stroke.

In the end, the booklet was spread out in his hand, and there was only one sentence on it——

Da Ziyan, I love you.

……

Da Ziyan seemed to have been hit in the head, and even his breathing froze for a moment.

What the hell did he do...

In the next second, his tears did not transition, and directly smashed onto the booklet, blurring a piece of writing.

Xu Dongqing had originally thought about spending a lifetime with him, and she had also imagined their future.

It turned out that Xu Dongqing missed him every day when he left.

She is really risking everything to love him.

But what did he do?He killed Xu Dongqing, he forced Xu Dongqing who loved him so much to death.

They could have had a happy ending, they could have been together.

But all of this was ruined by him.

This fact almost destroyed all of Da Ziyan's rationality, and his chest suddenly hurt unbearably.

He curled up slowly, clasping the booklet in his arms, his body trembling violently.

"Xu Dongqing..."

He gritted his teeth tightly and squeezed out these three words from between his teeth. His whole body was in pain, his internal organs seemed to be mixed together, and he couldn't breathe due to the pain.

Just chanting her name Da Ziyan felt that his heart was about to break, and he sobbed in pieces.

"I'm sorry, Master, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I really knew I was wrong, I knew it too late, I'm sorry for you."

"Master, you can't treat me like this."

"You can't just throw me away like this."

"I really……"

"really miss you."

All he answered was the silence of the room.

Da Ziyan wept uncontrollably in the empty room, distraught.

He thought of the long years to come, and he didn't know how to get through it, and he didn't know how to live it.

Thinking of the short-lived fate with Xu Dongqing in this life, those few memories will accompany him for the rest of his life.

(End of this chapter)