Team Xu, Please Hug II

Chapter 214 Zoom in?
Si Nanqing looked at him, her eyes and expression were synchronously saying "I'm surprised, I'm surprised, it's hard for me to accept it."

As if seeing her point, Xu Yingzhi tightened his grip on Si Nanqing's hands, and leaned closer to her.

"Okay?"

"Those things you said... For me before, they were very simple, easy to understand, and even easy to do, but now I am very complicated, hard to figure out, and especially unable to do... ..."

"That's right, I'm an adult, and I'll be thirty in a few years. I'm not young anymore. The things I do now seem very childish and ignorant..."

"But I can't help it... I don't want to trouble others and owe them favors. Similarly, I don't want others to trouble me. In fact, I just don't want to have any interaction with anyone."

"I don't want to find Xia Sen. She is not my subordinate. I don't pay him a salary, and I won't find your new colleague. I don't know her very well at all."

"As for the others, they are all busy with their own affairs. Who will have the time to take care of me? Even if someone is kind, will others find me annoying? Yes... Now I have a little injury, so what In this way, I bear my own pain, and I will not blame myself."

"I never regarded you as the young master of the Xu family, nor did I consider myself the eldest lady of the Si family. At least during the time we were in love, I was myself, not someone else."

"It's not because of my nostalgia and nostalgia when I was a child. What I cherish is the feeling in front of me and now."

"So you don't understand me at all...you don't understand me in the past, let alone the me now. Do you know what depression is?"

"You know what it's like for people like us to be sick?"

"Normal people will never understand."

"Really... I thought about getting rid of that damn medicine, but when I tried and I failed, I didn't dare. From the time I had the accident to now, I didn't seem to be successful except for taking the medicine on time anything."

"Do you understand?" Si Nanqing looked at Xu Yingzhi in front of her, but before Xu Yingzhi could answer, Si Nanqing answered for him.

"You do not understand……"

Withdrew his hand from Xu Yingzhi's.

"I... really don't understand, but I can try to understand. What Liu Zixiao said is right. You are alone, and in such a big house, you will be very lonely. You need someone to accompany you... but I know, you don't want to trouble anyone, not even your family."

"Sorry……"

"Sorry……"

It was at this moment that Xu Yingzhi realized that she had endured too much alone, and he thought this matter too simply.

"Needless to say I'm sorry, it's not your fault, it's my own business, I can only bear it myself..."

"If you can pass this hurdle, you can pass it, if you can't pass it, then it will be like this."

Si Nanqing went to get the remote control again, but she didn't have anything to watch, so she just turned off the TV.

"Go back, don't delay your normal life and work because of these trivial things."

Si Nanqing planned to fall asleep.

"But how would my life be normal without you?"

These words made Si Nanqing freeze when she was about to lie down.

She looked at Xu Yingzhi, but quickly chuckled again. Speaking of which, she was a little self-deprecating

"Oh...you are too pessimistic. Without me, your life will be very good. I think there should be few girls like me who are self-willed, duplicity, and self-righteous from time to time..."

"Before... I really felt that I was very proud. I had money, I had good looks, and I had my own career. But when my father told me, if I wasn't born well, how could I have such pride."

"I was very angry at what he said, but every time I thought about it later, it was right, especially right."

Si Nanqing looked up, she didn't want to let her tears fall.

She curled her lips, suddenly aggrieved like a child.

The look of wanting to cry but holding back made Xu Yingzhi feel particularly distressed.

He leaned closer to Si Nanqing again, and put his hand on her head so that she could lean on his chest.

"Cry if you want to cry. With me, you can do whatever you want. I don't care what status you are, whether you have money, or whether you have a career. It's mainly about you, do you understand? You are the one I want need."

"Cry, you can cry as long as you want, and as loudly as you want." Xu Yingzhi said every word seriously.

Si Nanqing leaned in Xu Yingzhi's arms, her hands drooping by her sides, she did not respond to his hug.

But there was no resistance.

Her nose is sore, and her eye sockets are indeed red, but...

She didn't want to talk about how loudly she cried, or how violently she cried.

It's just that Xu Yingzhi's words kept thinking in his mind.

"I don't want to cry..." Si Nanqing suddenly came out of Xu Yingzhi's arms.

With her arms propped up, she looked at Xu Yingzhi in front of her: "You mean..."

"You...you still love me as before, and it's me you love, so...is it the original me, or..." Si Nanqing bit her lips, and a tear slowly fell from her eyes.

Xu Yingzhi reached out to wipe her tears, and stroked her smooth skin with his fingers.

"Whether it's before or now, as long as it's you, I want it. Am I being selfish?"

"But I... don't want you now..."

However, Si Nanqing had a big reversal. She pushed Xu Yingzhi away, turned around, and leaned her body to the side.

"No? Do you dare not?" Xu Yingzhi flicked his feet, took off the leather shoes on his feet, lifted his two long legs, and got on the sofa.

He reached out and took off his suit jacket and threw it aside.

He moved towards Si Nanqing and got close to her.

Then he turned his head and leaned his head on Si Nanqing's shoulder, holding her arm with both hands.

"I can't let others go, I will be really sad, if I also get depression, won't you feel bad?"

Xu Yingzhi imitated Xiaojiabiyu's tone of speech, and Si Nanqing was both angry and funny.

She turned her head to look at Xu Yingzhi beside her, and reached out to push his head away.

But he stubbornly refused.

"Don't push me away, let me lean on for a while, I'm really tired, you are a stubborn woman, you have worn out your lips, you still want to drive me away, then don't force me..."

Xu Yingzhi said, closing his eyes.

What do you mean?
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Si Nanqing looked suspiciously at the big head on her shoulder.

"Hey... what do you mean? You want to fight wits and courage with me, right?" Si Nanqing deliberately shook her shoulders, and Xu Yingzhi opened her eyes.

"Yeah, you're scared." He raised his head, leaned in front of Si Nanqing, and stared at her.

(End of this chapter)