Dayan first waste material

Chapter 175
The one who never looked back?

This kind of description made Shen Sitang very visual, as if there was a woman in military uniform holding a silver gun, shouting and rushing towards the enemy.

Shen Mingyi suddenly smiled: "I used to be obsessed with your mother. She is proud, confident, and heroic. She looks like a woman I have never seen before."

Shen Sitang became interested and asked, "Father, did you like my mother very much before?"

Shen Mingyi nodded slowly: "Yes, I like your mother, and I can't tolerate other women in my eyes. I asked her to marry me, and she agreed to me. At that time, I thought I was the happiest person, but the reality soon changed. It broke me."

Shen Sitang was taken aback for a moment, and looked at his father inexplicably.

"Your mother doesn't have me in her heart." Shen Mingyi sighed bitterly: "Or it should be said that she doesn't have anyone in her heart. The reason why she agreed to marry me is because she has also reached the age of marriage, and I happened to beg Marry her, and she happens to be good-looking, she said, the child she will have with me must be very good-looking."

Having said that, Shen Mingyi looked at Shen Sitang.

"Your mother is right, my Qianning family is indeed very beautiful."

Shen Sitang couldn't accept that the mother chose the father because of the child's genes?So... cold-blooded and heartless?
"Father, she...should like you, right?"

Shen Mingyi sighed, and shook his head bitterly: "Father thought the same way at first, she always chose me because she had feelings for me, otherwise why did she marry me when there were so many suitors? I asked your mother for proof, and your mother told me that love and love are a waste of time, so I don't have to care about it, and she also said that if she married me, I should be content."

Shen Sitang thought, his father was outstanding in appearance back then, and he was also a well-known handsome man in the capital, and his father was from a famous family, so he must have been arrogant in his heart. He must have been shocked after hearing what his mother said.

"I finally realized that the woman I like has no feelings. She doesn't have me in her heart. Fortunately, she doesn't have anyone else in her heart. I was very disappointed at one time. I felt that I was worthless, so I couldn't get her favor. At that time I was depressed for a while, until your mother was pregnant, and then I rekindled hope."

Shen Sitang hurriedly asked: "After having me, has your relationship improved?"

Shen Mingyi shook his head: "No, I was already disappointed in your mother at that time, the hope I kindled was you, I was looking forward to the arrival of the child, I thought at least I still have the child, I will raise you well, I want you to live happily, and most importantly, I hope you find someone who communicates with you and live your life happily."

Shen Sitang stopped talking, she listened quietly.

"During your mother's pregnancy, her body was not as good as before, or her body was deteriorating at a speed visible to the naked eye, as if you absorbed her life and lived on it. I am very worried about her, after all, she is the mother of my child , but your mother won't let me see the imperial doctor, and won't take medicine, I think she loves you at least, and she is willing to give her life for you."

Shen Sitang was a little dazed and a little panicked.

Is she eating away at her mother's life?So she really killed her mother?

Shen Mingyi seemed to know what she was thinking, and comforted her with a smile: "Qian Ning, don't think too much, women will have various reactions when they are pregnant, your mother just reacted a little more, she has been fighting on the battlefield all year round , The body has been damaged for a long time, your mother told me before she died, everything is normal, she knew that she would have such a day, she told me not to be sad, let me raise you well."

Shen Sitang thought, mother loves her in her heart, a person always has his own soft side.

"After your mother died, I remarried soon. At that time, many people said that I was heartless and unrighteous. I married a bride before my wife's bones were cold. But you are too young. I am too busy to take care of you. I want to find someone to replace me. Taking care of you, the bride has a stupid mouth, but she has a kind heart, and she takes good care of you. I am very satisfied with her, and I feel very sorry for her. She suffered a lot of grievances when she married me."

Shen Sitang was silent, she did not expect that the story between father and mother was like this, she thought it was at least full of ups and downs and vigorous.

"Father, do you resent mother?"

Shen Mingyi smiled: "What is there to complain about? Your mother married me, and I treat her with respect as a guest, which is considered warm and harmonious. Except that she doesn't have me in her heart, she has no regrets for me, and she even gave birth to me. My daughter is so sensible, Qian Ning, I am grateful to your mother, without her, my father would not have you."

"But she hurt you."

"It's nothing to hurt or not to hurt. It's not her fault that she doesn't have me in her heart. Sometimes I think, maybe with a little more time, she will definitely please me. It's just that we started too quickly and ended too quickly. None of us gave ourselves more chances."

Shen Sitang felt a little relieved, her father thought more clearly than her, he might have let go.

"Daddy, thank you."

Shen Mingyi was taken aback for a moment, then asked with a smile, "Thank you for what?"

"Thank you for not blaming me. If you don't even like me, what should my daughter do?"

Shen Mingyi's eyes were reddish, and his eyes flickered with unbearable: "Silly girl, how could daddy not like you, you are daddy's daughter."

Shen Sitang sniffed: "Father, you are dissatisfied with me and His Highness the Sixth Prince, are you worried that the Sixth Prince is the same as your mother?"

Shen Mingyi nodded, then shook his head again: "Yes ... no, the sixth prince has a temperamental temperament, father is really worried that he will treat you badly, but father is more worried about his identity, as a prince, there will always be A lot of things are out of control, Dad can't make sure you're safe."

"Father, that's what he's worried about. Don't worry, my daughter is already at Xuan level, so she won't die so easily."

As soon as Shen Mingyi heard this, he immediately poohed three times in a row: "What's not dead, what nonsense!"

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about my daughter, Dad, don't think too much about it, as the saying goes, children and grandchildren have their own blessings, and my daughter will fall on him, there is no way."

Shen Mingyi gave her a white look: "I don't know what you like about him? Isn't that his face looks better?"

Shen Sitang asked solemnly: "Father, isn't this enough?"

Shen Mingyi snorted: "Are all of you women like this? Just look at your face?"

Shen Sitang smiled, and Shen Mingyi also smiled, and then he sighed again: "Qian Ning, you chose the road yourself, and there is not much Dad can do to help you."

"Well, my daughter understands, Dad, my daughter has made things difficult for you."

"It's okay, as long as he treats you well, as long as father's daughter is happy, then it's worth it." Shen Mingyi waved his hand, urging her to go back to her room to rest.

(End of this chapter)