After the scum of the paranoid villain, I failed to escape

Little Lou Huai stretched out his hand to caress the big fox ears that were pierced in the neckline, and lowered his eyelashes: "But I also know that everything happens for a reason, so even if I really care about it, it's over, and I won't let you go." It doesn't make any sense to hold on to it."

"It's better to take advantage of the present and continue to get along with your mother, mother, and cherish the time with you."

To be honest, before Zuo Weiyue appeared, he originally had a love-hate relationship with Jin Xiaoyao.

Just because of some hurtful things she said and did to him, sometimes it really made him uncomfortable and puzzled.

Many times, he even wondered if everything was his fault, which made Jin Xiaoyao hate him so much.

But then Zuo Weiyue came, and she said that Jin Xiaoyao had died in love with Gong Congde in the future, and he suddenly wanted to understand something.

If being manipulated by negative emotions can only make the situation worse and worse, then it is better to change your thinking, to make yourself and others feel better.

So the layer of hatred towards Jin Xiaoyao was naturally transformed by him, as if everything was a new start.

Although Xiao Lou Huai is young, her words and manner have a vague sense of stability. Looking at it from Jin Xiaoyao, it seems as if she saw Gong Congde when she first met her.

She chuckled, and picked up the teacup in front of her. The tea leaves that were still swirling in the cup were gently blown by her, and swayed on the wall of the cup, causing shallow ripples on the surface of the tea.

"There is a reason for what you said, and it is true. Everyone thinks that I only got you when I entered the palace, but in fact, I conceived you when I was still in the Qingguan Tower, and it is precisely because of you , I was forcibly taken away by Lou Hanhai and entered the palace."

For this reason, whether it is Xiao Lou Huai or Zuo Weiyue, it is indeed the first time they have heard of it.

The woman looked at the piece of tea that was still being driven by the ripples of the tea, and her thoughts seemed to return to the time when she and Gong Congde first met.

"After I was officially listed in Qingguan Building, with my fame, I also got the attention of many powerful people. I even heard my mother say many times that someone was willing to redeem me and marry me home as the main house. For me who is clean, even in the eyes of everyone, it should be the best choice."

When Jin Xiaoyao said this, there was a wry smile on her face: "But I just made a request, and I scared away those who wanted to redeem me, or even marry me. I said, I can only accept one person." There is a pair of people for a lifetime, if it can be done, I can go with that person."

Zuo Weiyue knew that Jin Xiaoyao was from modern times, so she could understand why she thought that way at the time. Little Lou Huai also heard from Zuo Weiyue that Jin Xiaoyao was not from this era, so she didn't ask why Jin Xiaoyao had such an idea. Instead, wait for her to continue speaking.

"After this happened, the number of people who came to me was much less. Until one day, I met Changsheng. Not only could he understand the meaning of my playing, but after hearing the request I made before , also said that if I want, he is willing to be the one who takes me away, but I need to wait a little longer."

"At that time, I remembered that he hadn't taken the position of the great general protecting the country, and the war on the frontier was still tense. He promised me that he would return in six months' time, and he would marry me after sitting on the position of the general. How could he have imagined that , good luck tricks people, it’s only half a year, and everything starts to go haywire.”

Seeing that Jin Xiaoyao's eyes were red, Zuo Weiyue pulled Xiao Lou Huai's sleeves and reminded him to bring out the handkerchief to Jin Xiaoyao with the fetters in his brain.

But when Jin Xiaoyao said this, she suddenly stood up and walked towards the window. There was no other way, Xiao Louhuai could only give up and watched as Jin Xiaoyao opened some windows, allowing the snow outside to leak in.

"Lou Hanhai went to Jiangnan in his incognito clothes, and was assassinated by accident and hid in my wing room in Qingguan Building. I saw him as pitiful, so I helped him and set up a cover for him. How did I know that before he recovered from his injuries and left, he would kill him." I took that drug and it took over my body without my knowledge. By the time I knew about it, I was diagnosed with pregnancy."

Tears rolled down the corners of Jin Xiaoyao's eyes and fell to the ground with a thud.

"On that day, it happened that Changsheng brought his troops back in advance, and when he came to Jiangnan to pick me up, that bastard Lou Hanhai knew that I was pregnant with his heir, so he took me away and went back to the capital, saying that if I didn't follow him, Then the immortal life will be threatened!"

Jin Xiaoyao gritted her teeth, and when she mentioned Lou Hanhai, she wished she could eat his flesh and drink his blood.

"After that, I stayed in the palace all the time, just to protect my longevity, until now."

After talking about the heavy past, Jin Xiaoyao seemed to have let go of the heavy shackles on her body, and turned around to look at Xiao Lou Huai with her white hair:

"So child, all this is not your fault, it's just the original sin of the blood flowing in your body. I never hated you, but the bastard who made you born in this world. I clearly know this Yes, but every time I still can't control my anger at you."

Little Lou Huai looked at Jin Xiaoyao's self-reproach with teary eyes, but her feet were steady, and she didn't have the slightest intention to go forward to comfort her.

Instead, he hugged the fennec fox in his arms tightly, and shook his head: "It's okay, anyway, everything is over, and I have someone I want to care about more."

In the past, he really expected Jin Xiaoyao's maternal love, and the person he cared about most besides Gong Congde was her.

But it's different now, since he learned the fundamental reason why he would be hated by Jin Xiaoyao, he no longer puts any expectations on maternal love, because he knows that Jin Xiaoyao can't really reconcile with him, and he doesn't want to see her Pain, simply treat her as an elder and relative who can be respected and loved.

Although he didn't say these words, Zuo Weiyue can roughly guess his psychological process at this moment.

Rubbed him with the fox's head in response.

Jin Xiaoyao also heard the meaning behind Xiao Lou Huai's words. She obviously felt that she should feel relieved, but for some reason, there was still a hollow feeling in the place where her heart was.

But now she was too out of character, so she didn't let Xiao Louhuai stay for a long time, and waved him to leave.

After leaving Jin Xiaoyao's Xiaozhu, Zuo Weiyue found that the snow outside was bigger than before, so that after walking a few steps, a thin layer of snow fell on the top of Xiao Louhuai's head and her fox's head .

She wanted to turn her head and tell Xiao Lou Huai to put on the cloak quickly, but unexpectedly saw that his eyes were red, and the tip of his nose was also slightly reddish.

After being stunned for a moment, the fox rubbed his nose against his cheek, and asked him with the fetters in his mind: "Lou Muggle, what's wrong? Didn't you just go well?"