Thousands of years

Chapter 136 Langyue Zhaowu is not waiting for a leisurely breeze, but dare not speak
The sun has not yet rolled into the curtains, and the moonlight climbs on the branches, arousing a series of birdsong.

The sound of rustling at the door caused An Ji, who was in a light sleep, to squint and open his eyes impatiently, and sat up from the bed in a daze.

A figure flashed past, paused for a while and then settled at the door, An Ji couldn't help but feel the alarm ringing in his heart.

Looking up at the clock, An Ji realized that his parents were at home at this time, he was instantly relieved, and raised his hand to touch the light switch in the bedroom.

"Ahem...you're awake." The father pretended to be nonchalant and cleared his throat twice, but the quickness of the reaction proved An Jianing's guilty conscience, "I have something to tell you, I'm not ashamed to call you you."

Having been best friends with Sheng Xia for a long time, An Ji couldn't help being a bit of the former's wantonness, rolled his eyes at An Jianing in his heart, and responded casually: "Yeah."

The daughter's reply was very cold, so An Jianing swayed at the door of the house, and walked in directly without the nerve.

"It's so early, Dad, what do you want me to do?" An Ji yawned, and An Ji, who was completely sleepless, could naturally see his father's predicament, "Is my mother still awake at this time? Let's keep our voices down. "

"En." An Ji roughly guessed An Jianing's meaning, nodded, and motioned for the latter to enter the room.

"Your mother's work unit has also started, and she is very tired every day. Try to let her rest as much as possible when you have time." Pulling away An Ji's usual work stool, An Jianing sat down by herself, "Dad Just don't tell your mother."

Hearing the second half of An Jianing's words, An Ji knew what his father was going to say to him was related to it - no wonder the former hesitated at the door for a long time and dared not come in.

"You Uncle Ning and I are doing a play."

As a father, I thought that my words could reach the point of "not surprising and endlessly dying", but I didn't expect my daughter's reaction to be extremely flat.

If it wasn't for An Ji's next words, I'm afraid An Jianing would have thought that the former hadn't woken up yet.

"I know, but I can't think of anything I can help with? Stage costume design?" I can't do without my father's words of encouragement on my way to pursue my dream. An Ji also hopes that his father's previous wish can be realized now.

"Recently, I have done all the other things around me. I have time except proficient weaving."

The thing that once hit the south wall, because I saw the success of others, I dared to pick it up and start again. Whoever tells me about this kind of thing is also an investment with great risks.

Therefore, An Jianing was already full of pressure. This kind of pressure from himself was far more terrifying than the pressure from the outside world.

Therefore, An Ji pays attention to the way he speaks in every sentence, so as not to add a burden to his father.

"It's not just about fashion design." An Jianing sat upright. The current father and daughter are not like father and daughter, but more like two literary and art workers discussing cooperation. "I want to start with the folk stories of Hangzhou and even Zhejiang."

"On stage, Hang Luo is not lacking in expressiveness."

Most of the costumes on the stage use high-impact fabrics, colors and designs, and Hang Luo may not be the best choice.

However, if a series of scientific and technological innovations such as stage lighting and camera close-up broadcast can be skillfully combined, it can reflect a completely different stage texture from chemical fiber fabrics.

An Ji has some understanding of this aspect, understood her father's needs, and readily responded: "Okay, then what are the requirements?"

"For example, do you have a corresponding script?" An Ji spread out his hands, indicating that if An Jianing has a prepared script, he will bring it quickly, "It will be easier for us to design corresponding actors, and this situation probably requires a design team to consider comprehensively. , I'll go find my classmate."

"I don't think it's actually necessary. We only did a part of this at the beginning, and finally made it into a series. There are actually not many actors in the early stage."

An Jianing's words revealed a bit of sadness inside and out.Even with the guarantee of Uncle Ning Yunfan's previous movies, two people who have not made much achievements in dramas will not attract many good actors.

It was hard to get a rough idea of ​​the previous lineup, and well-known drama actors were not available.Even if it's not for making money, famous actors have to consider not smashing their own brand because of the quality of the director.

Fortunately, the two listened to Ning Yunfan's words and tried to work around it.Following An Ji's method of making three short plays, I found a lot of college student actors, who are both active and hardworking.Just like 'Xiao An' and 'Xiao Ning' at that time, for the sake of their love, they can be desperate.

"Okay, then I'll call Sheng Xia over tomorrow. Ning Yunfan and his crew should have almost finished filming. If he's okay, I'll call him too."

"Well, Dad will also call your Uncle Ning over to see what your specific requirements are, just ask us both... Father and daughter also have to settle the accounts clearly, but first we will pay you on credit, and we will send you the money we earned superior."

The sound of car horns outside the window was a bit harsh. He Yanqing was already making breakfast in the kitchen, and An Jianing, who had been chatting with his daughter for nearly half an hour, finally stood up and was about to move to the kitchen to help.

Different from the hesitation and cautiousness when he came here, An Jianing, who received an affirmative answer from her own daughter, floated up all over her body. The cotton long clothes on her body were worn thin by An Jianing and left behind for the reason of 'comfortable wearing'. The sleeves are glowing with a light yellow light.

Seeing his father's high-spirited look, An Ji didn't want to expose it.But An Jianing's drama business is now back on track, no matter what the mother has the right to know, it should be a joy shared by the whole family.

What's more, according to Ning Yunfan, the two elders have a lot of plans, and they want to do a national tour in the future.If you don't talk to your mother openly and honestly at this time, it will be an expression of evasion, and you will not be able to solve the knot in your mother's heart for many years.

"By the way, Dad, I think my mother should already know."

An Jianing didn't ask her daughter He Yanqing what she knew, and she didn't even hesitate for a moment—in fact, this matter had been tacitly understood at home.

After so many years of being an old couple, even if the intersecting circle of friends is not mentioned, there is actually nothing that An Jianing can really hide from He Yanqing.It's just that none of the three members of the family took the initiative to pierce the last window paper, so this matter was not discussed on the table.

The spring is flooding, and the sun that is confined by the windows is pouring into the house, and even the wooden floor seems to be able to grow grass.

Seeing her husband who suddenly appeared behind him hesitate to speak, He Yanqing didn't intend to take the initiative to speak out, but just snorted and pushed the half-cut tomato and the cutting board over.

After silently chopping up the tomatoes, An Jianing washed the eggs graciously, knocked them open and smashed them into a bowl.

"Who said we're going to eat scrambled eggs?" Xu Shi was angry with An Jianing for not being honest, and He Yanqing's words were stinging.

Sensing that something was wrong with his wife today, An Jianing began to think about whether his daughter had received the news a long time ago, and then specifically said to himself: "It's okay, if you don't want to eat, make our girl an egg drop soup."

"It's up to you." He Yanqing shook off such a sentence, stuffed the sleeves on the handle of the top cabinet, and walked out with the dishes in his hand, leaving An Jianing to hang in the kitchen alone.

The latter got the space to be alone, but felt more and more tormented.

Since He Yanqing already knew what he was doing, but he never stopped him... Perhaps, he could try to confess?An Jianing shook her head violently, trying to clear herself up and find a way to get the best of both worlds.

At this moment when An Jianing was thinking wildly, the pot was about to fall, but fortunately, the former had already learned the lesson from his past experience, frowned and continued to think about the things in his heart, without panic, and even turned off the fire gracefully.

Serving the soup slowly, An Jianing knew that as long as he walked out of the kitchen door, he had to be mentally prepared to face the trial.

Taking a deep breath in the kitchen, An Jianing picked up the bowl and net and left for the living room.

"Why didn't you go out so early today? I couldn't see you when I got up two days ago, why are you still at home today?" Knowing that with An Jianing's temperament, if no one speaks, he might drag on forever, He Yanqing still Decided to take the initiative.

"Oh, I have nothing to do today." An Jianing's words were not deceiving. Today's arrangement is to discuss cooperation with his daughter, "Today I will stay at home."

"Yeah." He Yanqing responded, but it seemed that he didn't respond, very perfunctory.

Standing up, He Yanqing walked to An Ji's door: "An Ji, come out for dinner."

When the mother and daughter sat back at the dining table, two bowls of hot egg drop soup had already been placed on the table, and An Jianing's smiling face was facing the two of them.

"I……"

"You and Lao Ning are doing a drama together, right?" He Yanqing took a bite of breakfast meat and chewed it in his mouth, without raising his eyes, he continued his husband's words, "I don't care, you guys do it."

"Ah? I mean, I'm now..." An Jianing doesn't usually speak much, but he is indeed a person who can talk. Now He Yanqing's casual tone made the former stunned, "You mean, you don't care?"

"Well, I don't care what you do? Now that An Ji is capable, he won't have to rely on you and me for support in the future."

"Here, eat this, the one your dad made is not tasty." He Yanqing lightly ordered some of the dishes he cooked with chopsticks, "Shouldn't you go out after eating?"

After instructing her daughter, He Yanqing turned around again: "When I retire, the pension will be enough for you and me to live on. You can do whatever you want. I don't have so much time to worry about what you do."

Although his wife's words were stinging, they were obviously not meant to be sarcasm. On the contrary, An Jianing listened calmly and happily agreed, and did not talk about what achievements he wanted to show his wife.

What An Jianing pursued was her own dream, her youthful self.The family must support and encourage each other, but this does not mean that An Jianing's achievements are for the family to see.

"Okay, I'm going to work." He Yanqing put down the chopsticks, stood up and put the bowl in the kitchen sink, "Hurry up even if you have nothing to do, you are always wasting time like this every day."

The father and daughter are used to eating slowly, which is far healthier than He Yanqing's eating habits.But isn't the latter's character developed for this family?

"Your mother also had her own dream back then, but she just thought that if she wants to have a child, she must have a solid job." He Yanqing went out, and An Jianing opened his mouth.

Looking at the daughter in front of him, and thinking about his wife who has been giving silently and worrying all the time, An Jianing couldn't help feeling regretful: "Now think about it... maybe your mother will pursue her dream, and I will find a job to guarantee family life, maybe She can make it."

Although there are always people in today's society who speak up for "women should not only live for the family, but should live out themselves", it still cannot change that women are still inevitably sacrificing themselves for the family in all aspects.

In front of the family, men and women should contribute equally, but the social division of labor for thousands of years seems to determine that women always have to sacrifice more for the family.

An Ji's family is actually such a microcosm, but the improvement of the family's economic conditions, the respect of An Jianing as a husband, and the success of reducing the sacrifice of He Yanqing as a woman, it seems...whether it is this small family or the whole family. In the children's society, women gradually no longer need to pay for the family, but can also pay for their dreams.

An Ji didn't reply, but the food on the table had already been eaten by the father and daughter. An Jianing stood up and cleaned up the dishes quickly and familiarly: "I will always owe your mother what she has done, we The family is supported by her."

Unfortunately, not all husbands are as transparent and gracious as An Jianing, and not all wives can see their husbands' devotion.

To have a daughter who dares to act like An Ji and is able to succeed is actually inseparable from the education and influence of such a pair of parents.

An Ji's family is actually very good. Although life is as flat as ever, and there have never been fewer quarrels over trivial matters, everyone knows how to give and is grateful for giving.

"It's all over. Since my mother chose to let Dad pursue your own dreams, she is happy that you can succeed now."

Usually An Ji is busy and has no time to help with housework, so An Jianing and He Yanqing are not willing to give up.Now it happened that the father himself fell into anxiety, so the former took advantage of the time to help clean up to express his understanding.

"She respects your choice. You just need to be worthy of her choice. People can't be reborn like novels, and they can't be reloaded like games. Every decision has created different results today. Things that have passed , what you ask for should be just your best.”

"Wang Anshi's sentence, 'Those who try their best and fail to achieve it, can have no regrets, so who can ridicule it?' Doesn't that mean the truth?"

He frowned and stared at the dining table for a while, not knowing what An Ji was thinking.After a while, I unfolded the rag in my hand, folded it again, and wiped the dining table again: "Just try your best in everything, if you really can't do it, don't regret anything."

In fact, in today's society, many people have to look forward and backward when doing things. Society, family, and friends all need to be considered comprehensively. They may not be able to do their best in what they want to do, so they often leave regrets.

Fortunately, An Ji's family is doing their best to support their family in doing what they want to do. It is a blessing for Yu's family, and the same is true for Yu Hangluo and Yu Wenhua.

　Off topic:

　　Wang Anshi's sentence comes from "You Baochan Mountain", which is a good article, but our new textbook seems to have been deleted... There is no replacement of this kind of philosophy.Although when I took the college entrance examination in 21 years (yes, everyone who knew it in 21 years knew that I repeated it last year but didn’t take the test because of the mask), there should be one more word (not this sentence), but this article is very good, and it’s really good to delete the text. It's a pity.

　　
　
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