unfortunate black cat

In the afternoon, Xing Tai wanted to take Jiang Sheng to the playground.

But seeing the crowds of people there, the girl finally gave up and wasted precious time queuing.

One person and one cat turned to walk to the park.

On the supposedly tedious journey, the girl held the doll of the Masked Trooper in one hand and the figurine of the fallen monster in the other, making them fight in full swing.

That kind of focused look is very much like a seven or eight-year-old boy.

In fact, Xing Tai has been very masculine since he was a child, even now he has short, clean hair.

However, Junlang's three-dimensional facial features concealed her own cowardice, and the sharp-edged jaw also diluted the softness in her heart.

Xing Tai has never been a strong person.

She needs and desires the company of others.

For example, many years ago, it was her mother who accompanied her.

For example, now, she is accompanied by a black cat.

……

The Civic Park in Luotai City is very large.

Lush vegetation covers the access road.

Birds of all colors inhabit the surrounding forests, and occasionally you can see a few strange species with red eyes.

Xing Tai and Jiang Sheng stopped gradually in front of a green field.

At this time, a lot of people had already gathered there.

Some of them came to camp, set up a tent and lay down in it to read.

Some came for a picnic, spread a tablecloth and sat on the ground chatting.

Some come to walk their dogs, and occasionally play interactive games with their pets.

But among all the people within sight, there are obviously not many people who have a cat by their side.

A combination like Jiang Sheng and Xing Tai is undoubtedly an alternative among alternatives.

But Xing Tai ignored this detail.

Perhaps because of a whim, the girl also bought some snacks and a frisbee, and ran to Jiang Sheng with her arms in her arms.

"Meow (don't even think about it)."

The lazy black cat stretched its waist, turned its head and squinted its eyes on the lawn. It didn't want to play such childish games with the girl.

However, when Xing Tai threw out a small Frisbee.

The cat's instinct still drove Jiang Sheng to catch the thing in mid-air.

Damn...

The helpless black cat landed on all fours, and could only listen to Xing Taiyu cheering behind him.

"Ah, hero, you are so amazing, you jumped at least two meters high just now."

Nonsense, I'm a monster.

Jiang Sheng cocked his tail dissatisfied.

In the next second, another disc was thrown out.

It took Xing Tai to play such a simple game for a few minutes.

Meanwhile, several dogs also wanted to compete for the Frisbee.

They joined together and jointly launched a charge towards the goal.

However, he was so frightened by the aura of the black cat that he buried his head and retracted.

Jiang Sheng stood among the bowed-down dogs, proudly holding a Frisbee in his mouth, quite like a prince returning from victory.

……

When she was tired from playing, Xing Tai found a big tree and lay down under it to flip through her phone.

The shadows of the leaves scattered on the girl's face, interspersed with some glare of the sun.

Like fragments of time, it wants to condense, but it cannot be restored.

Is Xing Tai happy?
In what is so-called simplicity.

She didn't know, and no one knew.

She just wants to retrieve some memories, even if the memories themselves are meaningless.

"I have many regrets in my life."

Probably in the memo, wrote such a sentence.

Xing Tai spread his hands weakly and dropped his palms to the ground.

Jiang Sheng squatted beside her all the time, eating half a piece of bread with his head down.

I am not happy.

Finally, Xing Tai thought with certainty, neither laughing nor playing can make me happy.

I have lost my original face.

On that rainy day.

I am no longer who I used to be.

I'm not me anymore.

While breathing, Xing Tai stood up, bent down and patted her trouser legs again.

"Hero, let's go home." The girl looked at the setting sun in the sky and sighed faintly.

"Sorry for making you go crazy with me all day."

Obviously, I'm not happy at all.

Lonely, Xing Tai brushed her drooping hair back with her hands.

Obviously, I am no longer naive, but I am still pretending here.

The girl melancholy accepted her own changes.

next moment.

She packed the snacks all over the floor, carefully wrapped them with toys, and threw them into the trash can together.

"Meow?"

Jiang Sheng tilted his head in confusion.

"Ah."

Xing Tai nodded affirmatively.

Me, how can there be any final innocence, it's all just self-pity.

Me, how can I want to be a hero, it's just a childhood fantasy.

Sorry mom, I can't be a kind kid anymore.

Because I finally understood who was guarding my childhood innocence.

And finally understand what the reality of this world looks like.

I can't let go of the hatred.

Can't stand the ugly either.

I have inherited an unfair "inheritance" and now I have decided to continue to "spend".

So mother, please forgive me, please forgive my nature.

I am such a nasty child.

The girl left, took the black cat with her, and left behind the light and shadow under the big tree, and the memory in the light and shadow.The passing wind whispered, calling its own echo, telling sadly of a mother, and a girl's past.

……

In the next two days, a big purge broke out in the Hsien Loong team.

Those affected will be swept out of the house, or never heard from again.

In short.

Xing Tai should have let them leave Luotai City in various senses cleanly.

Jiang Sheng didn't want to stay in the girl's home for a long time. Seeing that the situation had stabilized, he slowly faded out of the girl's sight.

Xing Tai did not stop the black cat from leaving, but since then, after the girl waited for four days in front of the empty room.

She didn't go home much.

I usually stay either in clubs, or in hospitals and schools.

So another two weeks passed.

Yang Fuxian's illness is almost cured.

On this day, Jiang Sheng passed by the door of Xing Tai's house by accident.

Then it saw that a capable young girl in professional attire was walking out of the house with two documents.

"Hey, Uncle An, well, I got all the documents, and they were indeed put in the safe by my dad."

"Is the meeting scheduled for two o'clock in the afternoon? Well, I see. I have already asked for leave from the school."

"Don't worry, I'm prepared. We will definitely be able to take full control of this urban construction."

Xing Tai tilted his neck and held the phone between his shoulders.

She seemed to be on the phone with someone, and there was a pair of half-rimmed glasses on the bridge of her nose, but they were probably decorations, after all, girls were not short-sighted.

Suddenly, the girl saw the black cat.

Therefore, Jiang Sheng stopped moving forward.

The two stood quietly and looked at each other for a moment.

Although we haven't seen each other for only two weeks, both parties have become much strangers.

After a long time, Xing Tai replied to the ringing phone.

"Uncle An, I'll call you later."

After that, she hung up the communication first.