Miss, you are my future wife

Chapter 155 Xiao Yao Feels Guilty
Xiao Yao felt powerless all over his body, and his consciousness became blurred, as if he had sunk into darkness.

He seemed to be able to hear Shen Jie calling him anxiously, and heard the noisy chatter of people around him, but he couldn't tell what they were talking about.

He felt a warm force circulating around his body, gradually enveloping him.At this time, his body became extremely light, as if being blown by the wind.

He felt a soft and warm embrace, protecting him with concern, which made him feel at ease and comfortable.

This is the taste of love and care.

Love……

does she really love me

Or is it her helplessness plus my wishful thinking?

In this warm embrace, the teenager gradually fell into a deeper sleep, as if returning to his mother's embrace, feeling her warmth and love.

The power of life is gradually returning.

"Mom...?" Xiao Yao opened his eyes.

"Meow Mama is here." The girl said cheerfully.

The first thing that caught Xiao Yao's eyes was the towering mountains...

Well, it's actually not that big, but from the perspective of the head resting on the knees, it seems to be able to block the line of sight.

Wait, head on knee?

And what happened to the group of people around?

Xiao Yao sat up straight, his head almost hit Shen Jie's chin.

The girl let go of Xiao Yao, stood up, and shook her whole body twice.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Xiao Yao quickly said to Shen Jie, wiping the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand vigorously while supporting her.

"Don't even look at him, just say he's fine," Shen Jie waved at the onlookers with one hand, "There's no need to call 110 or 120, he's really fine."

"Brother, are you okay?" It turned out to be the "Plaid Shirt" who spoke, looking worried.

Thank you for finally admitting that I'm a buddy.

"It's okay, it's really okay, thanks, buddy." Xiao Yao patted the plaid shirt on the shoulder.

Shen Jie started calling again, and after the crowd gradually dispersed, she gave Xiao Yao the latest number.

46.1 kilometers.

Although he was psychologically prepared, Xiao Yao still felt a sense of loss and frustration.

Since the symbiosis did not disappear as hoped, and the distance restriction still exists, there is no way for him to go abroad with Shen Jie.

"Are you feeling okay now?" Shen Jie was still pressing her mobile phone: "Father Yu has already turned around and drove back. You two should be fine."

"It's okay..." Xiao Yao said.

I have nothing to do with her, I have something to do with you.

The boy noticed that he was on a busy road.

The road sign reads "Diligent Street" in big characters, and the buildings along the street are well arranged, but because most of the schools are already on summer vacation, they seem less noisy and lively.

Looking around, there are mainly three types of shops along the street, Internet cafes, restaurants, hotels, Internet cafes, restaurants, and hotels.

These three types of buildings are interlaced in turn, interspersed with sporadic convenience stores, and there are almost no other shops in sight.

Generally speaking, Kinfun Street is a lively and energetic street in the university town. Apart from making students less diligent, it seems that there are no other shortcomings.

"Is this Nanhui University Town?" Xiao Yao asked Shen Jie.

"It should be... yes? Yes, it is." Shen Jie also looked around: "If you have nothing to do, let's go back to the city too?"

"Let's wait for them to go back to the urban area first," Xiao Yao pointed out, "If we move together again, if the bus line goes around or something, and the distance becomes longer, it's not good to say such a thing."

"Yes." Shen Jie nodded.

"And I'm hungry." Xiao Yao said, "What about you?"

Shen Jie touched her stomach, which seemed to be a little flat: "Well, let's eat here before leaving. I heard that restaurants near the university are more affordable."

The boy and the girl held hands and walked along Qinfen Street in the direction of T University.

This is because during the summer vacation, many restaurants on the street were closed, so Xiao Yao proposed to experience the canteen of the university.

Although Shen Jie was not very interested in this, she still followed Xiao Yao's arrangement.

There is no school for the summer vacation yet, and it seems that there is only the girl with a plaid shirt and glasses with a "big T".

"Goofy," Shen Jie asked him, "So, are you formally rejecting what I discussed with you?"

"Let me think about it again." Hearing Shen Jie mentioning this matter again, Xiao Yao's heart was in a mess.

"Okay." Shen Jie replied obediently.

As the sun sets, the sky presents a gradient of golden yellow and orange red, gradually blending into the ivory tower in the distance.

The street lamps on both sides gradually light up, dotted the street.Sparse college students hurried through Kinfen Street, some with shopping bags in their hands, some with books in their hands, and the plants and flowers on the roadside looked extraordinarily beautiful at dusk.

The heat of the day has dissipated slightly, the breeze blows, making people feel very comfortable, the leaves rustle, and the fallen leaves are also fluttering with the wind.

"You said this university town," Xiao Yao turned his head in disbelief, "do we need so many hotels? Are these people here to go to school or what?"

"Uh," Shen Jie said, "there may be tourists, teachers and staff, and parents who send their children to school..."

"Who will come to the University City for tourism! Do you believe this?" Xiao Yao stopped.

"Aren't we the same?" Shen Jie challenged.

On their right hand side is a hotel named "Xi Yuan", with a banner in white on a red background hanging at the door, which reads: "We offer a 7% discount for the opening of the store, welcome new and old students to visit!"

This reminded Xiao Yao of the banner "Quality education is the most shameless lie" in Song Haijian's monastery.

Above the banner is an LCD screen, scrolling the words "Double bed room 60 yuan/4 hours 128 yuan/day".

Shen Jie's eyes also stayed on the words "new and old classmates" and scanned around, then pulled Xiao Yao's hand: "Let's go. You bad student, you always worry about the discipline committee. "Rules for Middle School Students" "You can't manage college students, can you?"

"Is there any "Code of Conduct for College Students" and "Code of Daily Behavior for College Students?" Xiao Yao said.

"Can you ask the library here if there is a book called The Criminal Law?"

While talking, the two finally walked the long Kinfen Street and entered the back door of T University.

"Tell me, when you arrive in the world of Midi Flowers," Xiao Yao asked Shen Jie, "It will definitely be more exaggerated than here, right? Will you be able to hold it?"

Shen Jie let out a "poof".

"Shen Jie, I know I'm a bit low EQ when I say this, so don't laugh at my insecurity. I've heard people say that the study abroad circle is quite chaotic..." Xiao Yao stammered.

The corner of Shen Jie's mouth curled up, and the little devil in her heart emerged, she decided to tease him: "Okay, don't worry, I will try my best."

Xiao Yao was startled, can this kind of thing be done as much as possible?He glanced at Shen Jie, who had a smirk on her face, knowing that he had been teased again, so he followed her words and said, "Then, please, Tinker Bell."

Shen Jie put her arms around Xiao Yao's waist, and continued to tease him: "Then... If I still accidentally make a mistake, will you forgive me?"

Xiao Yao thought for two seconds, then grinned in pain: "I will try my best."

As night fell, street lamps and lights from under buildings illuminated the campus, twinkling like stars in the dark.

T University at night has a mysterious and warm atmosphere. Along the main road of the campus, various trees become blurred and unreal in the night.The figures of the students swayed under the light, some were jogging in the night, some had books under their arms, as if they were going to study at night.

What caught Xiao Yao's attention the most was the tranquility and romance.

Under the street lamp, several couples cuddled up to each other. Their figures merged with the faint light, as if they had become the most beautiful scene in this night.

A couple is walking hand in hand by the river, the reflection of the lights on the water surface reflects their nostalgic expressions; another couple is sitting on the grass, looking at the sparse stars in the sky, whispering to each other What.

A sad emotion emerged in Xiao Yao's heart, wishing that time would freeze at this night, or it would be infinitely looping.

Walking with Shen Jie in the beautiful scenery of the campus like this, in the foreseeable future, how many times will there be chances?

He chose an empty street lamp, pushed Shen Jie under the street lamp, imitated the posture of the boy next door, and wrapped his hands around the girl's neck.

"Why do you want to learn from others..." Shen Jie patted his arm, but her lips were blocked by the young man.

1 minute later.

Shen Jie took a few breaths violently: "Okay, let's go, aren't we going to eat in the cafeteria?"

"Guess what I'm thinking?" Xiao Yao asked her.

"You're thinking, if we went to college together in this school, and we could walk together holding hands like this every day, it would be great." Shen Jie said without thinking: "You feel sad in your heart because you don't want to be separated, because we are both in middle school and college. Can't read together..."

Xiao Yao felt a little emotional. He didn't expect that Shen Jie knew him so well in such a short period of time: "Then, how do you feel?"

"Same as you." Shen Jie rested her head on Xiao Yao's chest: "I think walking together like this is very romantic, very warm, a little happy, but also a little sad."

"You really think so?" Xiao Yao couldn't believe it: "Or, did you say that on purpose just to meet my expectations?"

Shen Jie gave him a blank look: "Huh... can you be more confident? It's true."

The two finally moved to the No. [-] canteen of T University—the first thing they found was the No. [-] canteen, which was closed at this time.

Inside the first cafeteria, the lights were dim and a little noisy.The noise of human voices intertwined with the hum of machines constitutes the unique atmosphere here.There are not many people eating, but there are also quite a few students. Some students sit in their respective positions with stainless steel trays in front of them, eating their meals intently. Their faces are reflected by the dim light and look a little blurry. .

The air in the cafeteria is filled with all kinds of smells, including the tangy aroma of barbecue and fried chicken, as well as the faint fragrance of soup pots.

The price of the cafeteria is indeed very low - six yuan for two meat and one vegetarian, eight and five yuan for three meat and one vegetarian, there are several windows, and the dishes are dazzling.

There is a "Fat Master Boiled Rice" on the far side. All kinds of meat and meat "sweet and sour rib rice" and "oyster sauce beef rice" are only [-] yuan. Looking at the plates in the hands of those students, the amount of toppings is really not enough Small.

In addition, there are various windows such as stir fry, casserole, spicy soup, etc., all of which are very cheap.

The only problem was that no cash was accepted, only student magnetic cards. Xiao Yao struck up a conversation with a quiet girl wearing glasses, successfully borrowed her card, and gave the cash to him.

The fast food is served on a rectangular stainless steel plate. Xiao Yao likes the feeling of holding it in his hand.He has a good appetite, so he ordered a piece of grilled green onion ribs, a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs, and a piece of sliced ​​sauced duck with a side of small green vegetables.

Shen Jie only ordered one serving of fried shredded pork with green peppers and one serving of fried shredded potatoes.

The two found an unoccupied table and sat down facing each other. Xiao Yao put the iron plate held in his left hand in front of Shen Jie: "It really feels like going to college together-you just eat this much." ?"

"Enough, what are you doing eating so much at night?" Shen Jie smiled, not revealing the fact that she was not interested in these cheap fast food.

The food in the T canteen is delicious. Although it is a big pot dish, it follows the eating habits of the people in Shanghai. It is heavy in oil and red sauce, not only heavy in oil and salt, but also heavy in sugar. Xiao Yao eats deliciously and is full of praise.

But she said that Shen Jie was very polite when ordering. Seeing Xiao Yao eating with gusto, she couldn't help but feel greedy, and kept sticking chopsticks into Xiao Yao's plate.

At first Xiao Yao thought it was nothing, but soon he realized that he was running out of food.

The food-protective instinct deep in the original genes of human beings was aroused, just like getting angry, Xiao Yao felt a little unhappy: "You will pinch me again, and if you want to eat yourself, you will pinch mine desperately."

Shen Jie stuck out her tongue: "Look at you being stingy, I like to steal your food, it tastes good - if you can't, why don't you buy another one."

"The woman I borrowed the card from has left! Where can I borrow another card!" Xiao Yao said heartbroken.

"Okay, okay, don't eat," Shen Jie stopped the sweet and sour pork ribs that were pinched to her lips, and stuffed them into Xiao Yao's mouth with her backhand: "It's really the last eight generations to follow you—"

Xiao Yao was taken aback with the ribs in his mouth, and Shen Jie finally realized the subtlety of this movement.

"More." Xiao Yao said after finishing the ribs.

"roll!"

……

In the No. [-] cafeteria of T University, there is a pair of male and female students who are eating. They look younger than most of the students around them.

The boy picked up a spoonful of potato shreds with a spoon, and carefully presented it to the girl's mouth. The girl scanned the surroundings with vigilant eyes. Seeing that no one seemed to be looking at her, she opened her mouth and caught the potato fed by the boy. Si, blushing like a bubble teapot.

Afterwards, the boy patted the girl's arm, and the girl also picked up the spoon, scooped up a spoonful of white rice, put a chopstick of green vegetables on top, handed it over reluctantly, and stayed by the boy's mouth for a few seconds .

The boy smiled contentedly, opened his mouth, took the food on the spoon in one bite, and chewed slowly.

"It's alright," Shen Jie's voice was small and slightly trembling: "In public places, people are watching us."

"Who is watching us?" Xiao Yao pointed around.

Shen Jie inspected the surrounding environment again, it seemed that no one really cared about the dog food here, and everyone turned a blind eye.

Is this the world of college students...

While thinking wildly, Xiao Yao brought the spoon to his lips again. Shen Jie didn't even look at it, but swallowed it in one gulp, and then continued to help Xiao Yao dig the rice and vegetables.

Like everything else, Shen Jie adapted quickly.

But, didn't they agree to be good friends back (although the other party hasn't officially agreed yet?), what's going on now?

Shen Jie began to worry about whether she was a little too used to the other party, but then she thought about it, after returning home, no matter whether she became friends or not, she would spend less time seeing each other, so why not treat him better these two days?

"Ah——" Shen Jie passed the spoon over again, and looked at the other party with a trace of tenderness and love in her eyes.

"Wife," Xiao Yao swallowed the rice and vegetables in one gulp again: "What month do you take the exam? When will you go abroad?"

Shen Jie froze for a moment.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Yao swallowed the food in his mouth, and fed food into Shen Jie's mouth again.

"It's okay," Shen Jie's small mouth was stuffed with a piece of short rib with crispy bones, and she, who loves crispy bones, narrowed her eyes with joy: "That's right, we've known each other for so long, and this is the first time you've asked me this What's the problem?"

Xiao Yao was startled - thinking about it carefully, it really is.

A strong sense of guilt and self-blame welled up in his heart.

He kept saying that he loved her, but he didn't care about the other person's life plan—this kind of guilt made him unable to calm down.

My mind is full of pornographic waste, how much time do I spend caring about and understanding Shen Jie's life and mood?

He felt that he was a selfish boyfriend, a selfish husband, who only wanted to tell Shen Jie about his own affairs, only wanted to have the company of the other party, and asked for emotional value from the other party, but never thought about the responsibilities and obligations that he should fulfill. .

The teenager began to recall the details of his relationship with Shen Jie, and found that he often only cared about his own affairs, forgetting that Shen Jie also had her own dreams and needs.

Even now, when I finally ask these questions, it is only because the crisis of parting is coming, just to calculate how long the other party can accompany me.

Xiao Yao wished he could slap himself hard.

He knew he had to make a change: "I'm sorry, really."

"What about me..." Shen Jie continued to feed Xiao Yao: "As soon as the school starts in September, I will take the ACT test—you can understand it as Midi's college entrance examination."

"What?!" The spoon in Xiao Yao's hand landed on the metal dinner plate, making a crisp sound: "Isn't it two months before the college entrance examination?!"

"Being able to take the test three or four times is not a lifelong test," Shen Jie told Xiao Yao: "Take the ACT once a month from September to November."

"What about IELTS?" Xiao Yao asked her.

"I have passed the IELTS," Shen Jie said, "Exams are from September to December, and interviews are from January to April."

"interview?"

"University admissions require interviews, university admissions and scholarship applications, writing application essays, interviews, contacting alumni of various universities, absorbing interview experience..."

"Wait, wait a minute," Xiao Yao felt a little dizzy: "You have an exam in two months, shouldn't you prepare for the competition with all your strength this summer vacation?"

"Yes." Shen Jie took it for granted.

"As a result, you are running away from home and living in my house, and you are so tormented by my affairs every day that you don't have much time to study—" Xiao Yao said bluntly.

"Actually, I'm reading books and doing quizzes every day, but you didn't pay attention." Shen Jie frowned slightly: "But it's really not very efficient—and, I ran away from home, if this matter If I can't reconcile with my father, even if I pass the exam, will you give me the money to go abroad?"

"I can ask my grandma to borrow—" Xiao Yao blurted out.

"Don't be nervous," Shen Jie sighed, "It's a big deal, let's take the exam next year."

"Are... aren't you anxious?" Xiao Yao asked her.

"Worried," Shen Jie said with a forced smile, "but who made my dad mess around at this juncture, and I raised such a fat son like you, who needs to be hugged and accompanied every day," the girl said while making a fuss I stroked Xiao Yao's hair, and comforted him: "It's okay, I still have time, I'm fine—besides, with my foundation and strength..."

Xiao Yao felt a sense of suffocation: "Well, Huo Fatty is going to die. If you go back, you should have a tutor. I can only study by myself."

"En." Shen Jie nodded and said, "Open your mouth."

"Okay, I'm full," Xiao Yao pulled out two tissues, handed one to Shen Jie, and wiped the corner of his mouth with the other: "Honey, why don't you go home tomorrow?"

"Huh?" The girl froze for a moment.

　I wish the leading actor a happy holiday~
　　After all, he is also a "fool".

　　
　
(End of this chapter)