Hi, it's Mr. Lin!

"A few nights after you gave birth to Lin Nian, I heard someone talking next to my ear in a trance, but I couldn't make out what was said. When I opened my eyes, I found that there was no one else besides myself. .”

Lin Qi moved a bit, and stretched out his hand to pull Chen Xiaonian into his arms, the feeling of being erratic in the clouds in his heart was reduced a bit.

"At that time, my uncle started to attack. I wondered if he sent someone to sneak in and attack you and the child, but I forgot to check the doors and windows every day and lock them with my own hands."

Thinking of the days when he was tortured and couldn't sleep at night, when he could hear someone talking in his ear when he closed his eyes, Lin Qi's eyes were smudged with bitterness that couldn't be melted away.

Chen Xiaonian moved closer, "You won't suffer from postpartum depression, will you?"

Lin Qi punitively scratched her nose, causing the man in his arms to frown and give him a hard look.

"What nonsense, I'm a serious man, how could I have that kind of mental illness."

After Chen Xiaonian became pregnant, Lin Qi consulted a lot of information about pregnancy and childbirth, and had a thorough understanding of the physical and mental health of pregnant women before and after childbirth.

"Besides, we lived separately for a while, and we had to deal with the uncle who might make dirty tricks at any time. It was really exhausting. Sometimes when I was working, I suddenly wondered whether the world I was in was illusory. The mood of the whole day is as lost and low as falling from the top of the mountain to the bottom of the valley."

"Later, I thought it was impossible to go on like this, so I went back to the old house to find you and wanted to stay with you. At that time, it didn't matter if I didn't have any verbal or eye contact with you, as long as I could see You feel at ease when you smell the milky scent on your body."

In Lin Qi's original plan to deal with Lin Pengyuan, in order not to draw the blame on his family, he planned not to have too much contact with his family before the end, and even deliberately created conflicts to create the illusion of discord with his family.

"But I didn't expect that he would dare to do that. Fortunately, the rules of the Lin family are quite strict. Every Lin family who was separated will be guarded by someone next to them, so he solved his desperate situation in time. In the end, I resisted, and at that time I was thankful that I returned to you early. Although I have full confidence and certainty that I will not let you and your parents get hurt, that kind of strong worry is always lingering in my heart."

"After this incident was over, I found that I seemed to be back in the past. I didn't have any worries and only guarded you and your children. But since I knew you were going to study abroad, the inexplicable fear during that time has occupied my heart again, so I have no worries. My own control began to gradually lose control, and I always wanted to do some extreme things to confirm that you are real and the environment I live in is real."

At the end of Lin Qi's speech, his voice was so trembling that it was almost impossible to distinguish the syllables. Chen Xiaonian was stunned, and kept the same posture for a long time.

"Nian Nian, I'm sorry."

After a short moment of silence, Lin Qi bowed his head and sincerely apologized for the bad influence he had caused her by almost losing control a few times, and also for failing to fulfill his vow to protect her for the rest of his life.A few images suddenly appeared in his mind, he clearly remembered a scene in a dream he had had a long time ago, and he actually touched it with his own hands.
Chen Xiaonian, who was feeling sentimental, noticed that her man started to tremble, got up to check and found that he was staring at her hand, his dark pupils enlarged, and inside were guilt, regret and pain.

"Husband! Husband!"

Chen Xiaonian called Lin Qi in a panic, but he himself seemed to be in a mad state, saying a word over and over again.

"I'm sorry for Niannian! I'm sorry for Niannian! I didn't do it on purpose, you don't want to die, can you talk to me?"

Chen Xiaonian was confused by these inconsistent words, but now is not the time to worry about why he said such words.Pinching down Lin Qi's people with force with his fingertips, this action not only failed to make the man sober, but aggravated the terror in his heart.Vigorously pushing away the person in front of him, he stumbled and ran out the door.Chen Xiaonian was pushed and rolled over on the bed a few times and fell to the ground, ignoring the pain in her body, she chased after her.

"Honey! Lin Qi!"

The dark first floor was silent, and the night light on the wall could barely see the road ahead.Chen Xiaonian called Lynch's name in a panic, until she heard the sound of items falling from the direction of the kitchen, and then walked towards it in the dark.

"husband!"

The moment he opened it and waited, Chen Xiaonian was terrified by the scene in front of him, only to see Lin Qi cutting off his wrist with a boning knife.

"Lin Qi!"

Chen Xiaonian yelled, Lin Qi, who was delirious, stopped and tilted his head to look over and smiled at her, then cut off his wrist again the next moment, muttering to himself.

"Niannian, don't be afraid, I'm here to accompany you, we will never be separated in the future."

The sharp boning knife left a shallow mark on Lin Qi's wrist, and a line of blood dripped down the wound onto the floor.At this time, Lin Qi had lost consciousness, and when his strong body was thrown to the ground, the knife in his hand fell to the ground with a 'clang' sound.Chen Xiaonian froze on the spot holding the wooden stick with a terrified expression, and she knocked him unconscious.Immediately afterwards, I felt a burst of rejoicing, but luckily nothing major happened.

Although Chen Xiaonian had listened to Lin Qi's narration, she still didn't understand the reason why he became like this. Her subconscious mind told her that there must be some things that she didn't know about.With all my strength, I dragged the man back to the second floor, took out the medicine box and carefully bandaged the wound.Although the wound was not deep, it still made Chen Xiaonian feel very distressed.

"You bastard, what should people do with you?"

Worried that something would happen again after she fell asleep, Chen Xiaonian poured herself coffee all night.He looked at the tablet in his hand with widowed eyes, and the movement mechanically slid on it.Originally, I wanted to draw a few design drawings, but all the scenes in my mind were scenes where my own man wanted to cut his wrists.Suddenly she felt a little funny, although she didn't know why, but she just wanted to laugh.

Chen Xiaonian leaned on the cushion of the sofa and laughed so hard that her body trembled, this scene was seen by Lin Qi who was awake.Touching the back of the neck that still hurts, I can't remember what happened last night at all.He only remembered that he took Nian Nian to ride a horse at the racecourse, it seemed that he had a good time?He propped himself up and wanted to walk over, but the slight pain from his wrist made his eyebrows frowned, how did he get hurt?
"Near."

Chen Xiaonian heard someone calling her, and when she turned around, she saw that her man had already untied the bandage and stretched his wrist in front of her, looking at her with a cute expression, full of doubts.

"You cut it yourself yesterday."

Lin Qi blinked and rubbed his messy hair.

"pain!"

Chen Xiaonian:? ? ?

How did you become childish after sleeping?Although this man was quite naive in front of him before, but today's tone and voice made him suddenly burst with maternal love.

"I still have to blow."

The dissatisfied Lin Zizi wanted to continue, but was kicked to the ground by Chen Xiaonian.Being locked in her arms by a man who was pestering her tightly, Chen Xiaonian didn't feel a burst of sadness in her heart. How could her elder brother Lin Qi become like this.

"Honey, let's go to the hospital after breakfast."

Although the wound doesn't look serious, but to be on the safe side, it's best to go to the hospital for a doctor's examination.

"Need not."

Because of the presence of servants, Lin Qi has changed back to the previous iceberg mode.

"Good, be obedient."

Lin Qi's eyelashes trembled slightly, Nian Nian's pampering made him feel happy, but he still didn't show it on his face as usual.

"Since Madam begged me, I'll go there as hard as I can."

Chen Xiaonian:
servants:
It's just that on the way to the hospital, Lin Qi held Chen Xiaonian's hand and refused to let go, even in front of the doctor.

"The wound is not deep, it's nothing serious, just don't touch the water for three days after you go back."

Xu Shi really couldn't stand it anymore, the doctor quickly re-bandaged the wound and urged the two to leave.

"Honey, I want to drink water."

"Honey, can you help me absorb it? The doctor told me not to touch the water."

"Honey, I'm so hungry."

Back home, Chen Xiaonian was frequently summoned. She had a bad temper after not sleeping all night, but she wanted to lose her temper but couldn't bear Lin Qi's pitiful and humble request.

"Honey, my hand hurts so much, can you coax me to sleep?"

Lin Qi once again looked pitifully at Chen Xiaonian, who was laying on the sofa and drawing sketches without emotion, there was a faint glimmer of water in his eyes, and he held his injured left wrist with his right hand and raised it slightly.

"Lin Qi! You only suffered a slight injury to your left wrist, not a hemiplegia."

Unbearable, Chen Xiaonian threw away the drawing board, sat up and gritted her teeth at the man.

"Oh."

Lin Qi obediently lay down, and the defeated Chen Xiaonian dragged her exhausted body to the bed and lay down. She did not forget to tuck her man's right arm under her neck, but she stubbornly turned her back and refused to turn around.Satisfied, a certain man who had succeeded in his scheme pressed his body tightly against her and fell asleep in satisfaction smelling the familiar body fragrance.

It's strange to say that Chen Xiaonian, who had drank too much coffee just now and didn't feel sleepy, felt heavy eyelids not long after lying down.Sure enough, I just want to sleep by this man's side, it's like a sleeping pill with excellent medicinal effect.

Arya reluctantly stayed at home for one night at the request of her parents, and her exclusive room was still furnished as before.All kinds of dolls that I liked when I was a child have been visited neatly. The pink silk four-piece suit is edged with soft white lace. Even the books and picture albums on the table are the same as when I left home. The location doesn't seem to have changed.

"Arya, these are all made by my mother. I haven't eaten them for many years. You must miss them very much, right?"

Arya's mother looked at her daughter expectantly, but unfortunately, she didn't see the joy on Arya's face as she expected.

"Now I'm not a child who didn't know the world. Naturally, my taste has changed."

This seemed to mean something to Arya's mother, but the daughter didn't say that she couldn't ask.

During the meal, Arya's mother tried to find topics to brighten up the atmosphere several times, but she was overwhelmed by her daughter's indifference.Arya's father finally couldn't bear it anymore, and burst out angrily.

"Arya, she is your mother, how can you be less enthusiastic about her than an outsider!"

It turned out that when Arya came home, they saw their daughter helping a gray-haired old man repair the mailbox in front of the door, and her bright smile like a rose deeply hurt their bodies and minds.

"They won't do anything to lie and hurt me."

Arya lazily picked up a piece of steak and put it into her mouth. It was still as juicy and soft as before, with just the right amount of salt and pepper.

"We already know how badly the mistakes we made back then have hurt you, so now you want to make up for it and you refuse to give it a chance? Besides, Ander has come back, hasn't he?"

Arya looked directly into her father's eyes, "So? I should forgive you for going downhill? Can you understand how I felt when I didn't dare to get in touch with anyone in those years? There are so many things in my heart but I can't say anything Can you understand how sad it is not to speak out?"

Suddenly, Arya laughed at herself: "This world is really ridiculous. People who are hurt will always be arrogantly asked to forgive each other by those who hurt him."

It was supposed to be a warm reunion dinner for the family, but broke up after the cold scene. Arya lay on the bed, but she didn't feel like she was a child. It was late at night and she didn't feel sleepy at all. carp.