Hi, it's Mr. Lin!

Arya bought some fast food and Chen Xiaonian came to the small park not far from the company, and the two found a quiet grass to sit down, the warm sun shone on their bodies, making people lazy to crawl deep in their bodies. come out.

"At that time, my neighborhood was in the development stage, and there were not many people living there. He moved here with his family when I was five years old."

After a few minutes of silence, Arya started with a few sips of sparkling water.

"His parents came to visit my house with him and presents. The first time I saw him, I thought this little brother was so beautiful. He was a little shy and stuck out half of his head behind his parents, a little sick and pale. His face was a little red. I don’t know what kind of words to use to accurately describe the astonishment at that time, anyway, it’s a very cute kind of pink.”

Arya tilted her head with the straw in her mouth and thought for a while, and finally used a very common word.

"As time went on, the two families became acquainted, and I gradually started playing with him. Later, his good friend Emil and others also moved here. At that time, I often ran around behind a group of boys. I can be seen in all the troublesome things they have done. At that time, I didn't know that he was sick. I just wondered why he always stood there alone and watched every time we went to play. His eyes were very strange , Later I realized that I was envious at that time."

Chen Xiaonian couldn't help interrupting Arya's words, "Is it the blond man who came to see you that day?"

Arya looked back at her and nodded, swaying in the soft spring breeze.

"The days go by like that, with laughter and noise, and sometimes even fights."

Thinking of the funny things in her childhood, Arya couldn't help laughing, which was as relaxing as today's wind.

"Sometimes when he doesn't come out, I can't help but think about what he is doing. Although the attention will be diverted soon, the interest in playing is still not as high as when he is here."

"Until I was ten years old, I secretly took my father's camera and went outside to play. That day I took the most satisfactory photo of myself so far. He is as noble as a noble prince, standing quietly like a tall tree. Underneath, Youyuan's sight is looking at nowhere. The mottled sunlight penetrates the branches and leaves and casts on him and the small artificial lake not far away to form a beautiful picture. When I was about to take a picture of this scene, he discovered it , there was a moment of surprise in the eyes that looked over, and then it disappeared in an instant and turned into joy. At that moment, I seemed to see a delicate rose blooming on her body."

Chen Xiaonian was so fascinated by it that she almost forgot the double-layered beef hamburger she was holding, and asked a question after hastily taking a bite.

"and then?"

Arya thought for a while and continued: "Maybe we didn't realize that a strange feeling was sprouting when we were young. Maybe he knew it at that time, but he just kept burying it and refused to say it. Until I was 15 years old, After knowing what the strangeness was, I couldn't suppress the girl's pure and surging enthusiasm, so I confessed to him in one afternoon."

"Do you know? At that time, I already knew that he was terminally ill, but I still made up my mind to spend the rest of my life with him. It doesn't matter even if it's only a few years. As long as I can be with him, all suffering is sweet." Yes. I only think about the person in front of me and I am ready to be rejected by him, and I even plan how to confess next time. I think that as long as I don’t give up, my dream will come true one day.”

Arya, who was caught in the happiness of memories, had lost all the coldness of the past.

"Maybe God heard my prayers and made my first confession a success. That Christmas, he took me to stand on a busy downtown street with the biggest and most gorgeous Christmas tree He said that he would marry me and go home when he waited for me. He made this promise again in the summer vacation of the second year. This time he said it in front of the holy cross in front of Jesus and the Virgin Mary, and he also made himself The silver cross necklace that I grew up with was given to me."

"Naively, I thought that we would go hand in hand for the rest of the years. The joy in my heart is every time I look at him, every minute I spend with him, it is an indescribable wonderful feeling hidden in my heart. But later, I I found that the distance between us is getting farther and farther. I don’t know when it started, the boy who promised to marry me has quietly let go of his clenched hands and walked forward alone.”

Chen Xiaonian found that the happiness surrounding Arya seemed to dissipate little by little in the sun, and her expression didn't change, but it made people feel sad.

"Your burger is cold, don't be sad after eating it."

Finding that the french fries in the bag were getting soft, Chen Xiaonian did not forget to remind Arya next to her when she solved it.

"You seem to enjoy your meal."

Chen Xiaonian used the sparkling water to put the French fries in her mouth into her stomach, and hurriedly nodded in agreement.

"Think about it, when you are sad, your stomach suddenly makes an unsuitable sound, which destroys the atmosphere! Only when you are full and your stomach is satisfied, can you have enough energy to sort out your emotions."

Arya glanced down at the half-eaten hamburger in her hand, took a light bite and found that it seemed to taste better than before.Appetite is like a broken dam, once it bursts, it will be out of control.

"Okay, let's call it a day, you will keep it a secret for me, right?"

There was a real smile in Arya's eyes, Chen Xiaonian hurriedly promised that she would keep her mouth shut, glanced at her watch, pulled Arya up and rushed to the company, the speed of running 1000 meters in school was not so fast quick.Finally stepped into the study room at the last minute. If it wasn't for the classes that started at the beginning of work in the afternoon, Chen Xiaonian wouldn't have been so flustered.Feeling the warmth from her wrist, Arya felt the urge to make friends for the first time since she moved out to live alone.

"Honey, I'm so tired."

It is true that working with the brain is more energy-intensive than using physical strength. Today's Emil does not know why he is crazy, and he spends the whole afternoon talking about theories about jewelry and art.As soon as Chen Xiaonian got into the car, she threw herself into Lin Qi's arms. She was so exhausted that she didn't even have the strength to sit upright.

"When I get back, my husband will give you a massage."

Every week before Chen Xiaonian's menstrual period arrives, she will be more tired than usual, and Lin Qi will also carefully prepare various small items for her to eliminate fatigue every time.

Unsurprisingly, Arya saw Ander again, stood there tangled for a long time and walked over.

"Shall I take you home?"

Ander took out the ring that Arya threw to the corner of the wall last night from his pocket, and brought it to her expectantly.

"Ander, the past was just an urge to forget things, and now you and I can't go back to the past. Now that you have recovered your health, let's put down the past and look back, okay?"

Before clarifying her true intentions, Arya could not accept any favors from Ander.The young man's face was a little transparent in the sunlight, and he didn't show any sadness after being rejected.

"We go home."

The voice was a little ethereal, and Arya was dazed for a moment.The scene in front of me is like a husband coming to pick up his wife from get off work, and there is even some warmth mixed in that is not sure whether it is true or not.On the way back, Arya herself now lives in the house opposite her and wants to be neighbors again.

"What a headache."

Arya routinely used alcohol to numb herself when she was in a bad mood.

"May I borrow some wine from you?"

Turning around, he saw Ander standing at the door with a shy smile.

"Don't get me wrong, because I just moved here and I haven't prepared food at home yet."

Arya tilted her head and raised her eyebrows. This guy's face is much thicker than that.Moving down the line of sight, seeing the food box in the man's hand, he knew that he had already prepared.She suddenly remembered what Chen Xiaonian said in the park at noon, filling one's stomach is the most important thing in life besides life and death, one must learn to make friends with it.

My stomach, which was not hungry at first, turned out to be a little empty at this time, and I was too lazy to cook anyway, since someone came to my door, why didn't I accept it calmly.

"come in."

Ander's expression immediately became lively, and he quickly and orderly placed the food on the dining table.Arya sloppily placed two wine glasses, the other empty of ice.

"Let's go after drinking this cup."

He was about to chase people away before it started, and Ander looked at the amber liquid in the glass in his hand, and the little joy in his heart loomed on his lips.

"Eat some food first, or it will be bad for your stomach."

Westerners hardly believed this set of rhetoric, and Arya was very disdainful when she heard this, and Andel got up and snatched the wine glass from her hand when she saw that she would not listen to her advice, so as to prevent her from drinking directly from the bottle. Put the wine bottle in your arms.Her lips, which were similar to those of a pink rose, were drawn into a line, and her light-colored eyes refused to budge.

"you really are."

Arya pressed her forehead, her helplessness written all over her body.In the end, after ten minutes of stalemate, she was the first to lose.While chewing the food, he looked at Ander opposite him. It seemed that he couldn't refuse his request, especially when he looked at the pair of eyes full of broken colors, his heart couldn't help but tugged.Ander, who was sitting across from him, kept his eyes on his sweetheart's every move, and sipped the liquor that stimulated all the taste buds on the tip of his tongue. The spicy taste was slightly sweet.

"Okay, I'm done eating, you can go."

Arya shook the wine glass in her hand, and the ice cube had become a small piece floating back and forth with her movements.

"Okay, good night Arya then."

Ander, who walked to the door, turned around and stared at him, "Can you accompany me to the shopping mall tomorrow? I'm a man who doesn't know what to buy."

As he said that, he lowered his head and touched the back of his head embarrassingly, his thin figure made people feel pity.Arya was about to open her mouth to refuse, but in the end she agreed against her will.

"Emile, Arya agreed, thank you."

The first thing he did when he got home, Ander called his friend to thank him. If it wasn't for his advice, he still doesn't know how to improve the relationship between the two.

"She can't bear to refuse because she still has feelings for you. I hope you can make good use of this hard-won opportunity."

After dinner, Chen Xiaonian didn't even want to take a bath and threw herself on the bed. The soft and silky flannel four-piece suit made her want to bury herself in it.

"Wife, would you like me to serve you?"

Lin Qi, who came in later, saw his wife's lazy appearance and started to make fun of her, and even made a gesture of undressing her, Chen Xiaonian jumped up and scolded him shamelessly and slipped into the bathroom.

Alas, when will this provocative method fail?Sighing regretfully, Lin Qi walked away to prepare the things he needed.

"Ah~~~"

A long and comfortable sigh faintly floated from the gap in the window, followed by the voice of a hooligan man.

"Honey, you're so ecstatic, it's hard for a husband to stand up to it!"