After being poisoned by her lover

Chapter 166 My Failed First Half Life

This silent night didn't even last long, at least half an hour before the bell broke the silence, and everyone generally looked at the source of the sound with dull expressions.

totally unexpected……

The first story actually came from Zhang Dazhi.

"The name of the story, I call it my failed first half of life."

"In my world, the most numerous and powerful Qilie people discriminate against subraces with impure blood, thinking that they are the devil's foot-licking servants. Therefore, the lives of all subraces have been changed since their birth. It is difficult to walk, and the subspecies who can live to the end of their lives at the age of [-] have not yet been born."

"Unfortunately, I am just a humble Chire subrace."

"Because of this criminal identity, I can't get a regular job, and there is no ethnic group for me to inhabit. I am like a piece of duckweed wandering outside this world."

"No one knows that I, a piece of floating duckweed, was once a young master Qilie born with a golden spoon in his mouth. Yes, before everything is settled, I am really a Qilie person, not a humble of the Chire subrace..."

"Yes, my parents are both decent Qilie people. After their union, I was also a Qilie person, an ordinary person who couldn't be more kind. At that time, I had dreams, I had money, and I always Looking for the meaning of coming into this world.”

Zhang Dazhi's voice is always steady. Even though his tone is very blunt, most people use the three words "ordinary people" to perfectly substitute into it, and in the sentences where the narrator doesn't even have any adjectives, they understand The impermanence of fate.

"Because of a prominent background, I naturally have countless lofty ambitions, and I am eager to do something that will cause a sensation in the world. For example, I sympathize with the Qilie subrace, and I hope that I can become a righteous leader, like I once did. Just like the old grandpa who led the ethnic group, try to break these unfair treatment, or make all the discrimination in this world disappear..."

"But my vision is too narrow. I only see the majestic aura of grandpa hundreds of years ago, but I ignore the helplessness and sadness of his final dejection and abdication to 'let the virtuous'."

"Fifty years ago, I was 50 years old and just an adult. The strange thing is that I didn't awaken my strength like my classmates. I didn't even awaken my own strength during the assessment. The ridiculous thing is that I never put this something to keep in mind. Until—”

"I suddenly lost my good life, only to realize that my family is completely different from other ordinary families."

"However, even though I have lost my dreadful family background, I am still self-improving, and I am proud of my obedience and understanding, and the full marks in more than three subjects. I have been working hard for my dream, for To become excellent, but also to become what parents call 'other people's children';”

"It's just that I never imagined that apart from myself and the five dragonflies I kept secretly under the bed, there would be no seventh life that would be happy for my excellence."

"It's all because my father accidentally offended a big shot and went to jail for it."

"In conclusion, it was before I somehow became a Qilie subrace. Witnessing the scene where he was pressed on the roof of the car and tortured away may be the beginning of my going astray..."

"He's been sentenced to 100 years, I know, he's going to stay in there until his last breath, there's no chance for him to see the light of day again."

"I don't know how he offended those people. After they put him in prison, they still didn't calm down their anger. They even pointed the finger at me, my mother, and my grandparents. In a fine winter, The warm light shone on the earth, and my family and I were kicked out of the big house like a few stray dogs."

"Grandpa had a stroke and was admitted to the hospital, and he couldn't come out again. He passed away three years later. Maybe he was depressed because of this, or maybe it was just because he was not in good health. After all, he was over 400 years old. His advanced age, high blood pressure, heart disease, and various diseases of the elderly have found him, but we have no better conditions to treat him."

"The hemp rope is only broken at the fine point, and bad luck is only for the poor."

"After grandpa passed away, the last layer of protective umbrella between me and mother was torn apart. Even though he had a lot of power and a few old friends often helped our family, but day after day, the favor will be slowly consumed. all."

"Until I was diagnosed as a cripple who couldn't awaken my power, and even carried the recessive Qilie subrace gene, I never saw my grandfather's old friends, let alone their grandchildren—those who are keen to follow I call my brother's 'good friend'..."

"The news that my father is in the game is like the spices that are boiling in the pot. Accompanied by a series of news about my inability to awaken my power and my lowly Qilie subrace, these news are gradually boiling in the air. Students Look at me like you're looking at a bedbug."

"I asked my mother to take me away from this group of people who had no place to live, but my mother refused. She looked at me with a very strange look, and within half a minute, she looked away, as if she couldn't bear it.

"I didn't know why at the time, why did my mother always resist seeing my face?"

"I didn't notice it later, and it wasn't random, because I always stared at my face for a long time by the sink. At that moment, I seemed to see my father's face through the glass."

"That's an ugly face."

"Father, he was ugly, so he hoped that his offspring would inherit better genes, so he tried his best to marry a beautiful woman. With his inadvertent display of arrogance, wealth, and spending a lot of money, he successfully defeated He won many suitors and 'captured' my mother's heart."

"But I believe that mother has no love for him."

"Because when she looked at me, she had exactly the same eyes as the fat man who bullied me."

"I once imagined that if my mother and I changed the ethnic group and settled down, would everything be completely different?"

"An idea is always just an idea. After all, I can't predict my own destiny and make changes for it."

"My mother is so beautiful that even though she is nearly 1000 years old, there are still countless people who are willing to abandon their families and children for her, even men and women."

"However, not all beautiful women have a kind heart."

"Not all mothers can love their children. This is the reason I suddenly understood after expressing clearly to her one day that I was very resistant to going to Qilie Academy and accidentally cut my arm by her."

"I became taciturn, my personality became more and more introverted, and my grades got worse and worse. My excellence was like a flash in the pan. After all, like my mediocre appearance, it became a thing of the past."

"The turning point of my life... or rather, the breaking point; I will never forget what happened that day. Smelling the sweet smell of pastries in the air, a large group of people blocked me in the alley next to the bakery.

"..."

"...they laughed."

"I thought it was over like this, but it turns out that I was thinking too much, and everything is not over."

"Until the fat man picked up a staff..."

"Half a month later, I returned to Qilie Academy with my leg in plaster."

"On the night before the second turning point in my life, I mustered up the courage to ask my mother a series of questions. Those questions were backlogged in my heart, like the dead bodies of ancient plants accumulated together, condensed into layers of charred black coal."

"It was completely ignited at this moment."

"Is there really a biological mother who hates her child? Is it just a dispensable waste that she gave birth to after being pregnant for several months? Why didn't she choose to kill the child in the first place? Why did she Don't you make selfless dedication to the continuation of your own life like other mothers?"

"There was a strange look in my mother's eyes again. This time, she suddenly smiled at me."

"My mother's smile is really beautiful. She is still as beautiful as the beauty in the old photos. It is a kind of beauty that men are flocking to."

"But as her child, I only feel... sad for her."

"The next night, I came home a full hour and a half late. At this time, I was surprised to find that my mother was sitting at the dining table like a sculpture. She even made a table of dishes for the first time, including braised pork, coca-cola chicken wings , eggplant with minced meat, tamales..."

"It turns out that my life is doomed to fail."

"I realized it suddenly one cold morning."

"After the cold morning, I push open the door of the house."

"I was handcuffed to the roof like my father."

"I looked up and realized it was a sunny morning."

(End of this chapter)