I work as a teacher at a girls' school in Tokyo

Chapter 193 Special Treatment, A Girl's Careful Thoughts

"So, why?"

"why?"

"Why did you want to hide it before, but now you want to show it?"

Tetsubun Hirakawa really didn't know what happened to Shiori Shinohara, or what he was thinking, to make such a decision.

Why did you suddenly choose to express your heart directly?
If you have any doubts, you should ask them out. Knowing her thoughts must be of great reference value for how to get along with this girl in the future.

"If you want to ask why... Hirakawa-sensei told me." However, Shiori Shinohara replied in this way.

"……I?"

The answer was completely unexpected, making Hirakawa Tetsuwen ask back in surprise.

Well, he really didn't know why, it turned out that he told the girl.

Facing his question, Shiori Shinohara's fair and blushing face showed a faint smile under the sunlight near noon.

"Teacher Hirakawa said that no matter what you are struggling with, it's better to say what you want, just like Lenovo games."

"..."

Hirakawa Tetsubun glanced at the girl's still somewhat exhausted face.

To say this, he did say it, but it was all two months ago.

What's more, this sentence is definitely not applied in this kind of occasion.

So it means... the girl didn't want to tell him the real reason, so she just used this sentence as an excuse.

so be it.

Hirakawa Tetsuwen nodded gently.Then, another question.

"So, Shinohara-san, may I ask, what are you going to do next?"

"Ms. Hirakawa wants to know my plan, and then find a way to deal with it, right?"

Shiori Shinohara, this clever girl can understand him very well.

"is it not OK?"

"Um……"

Shinohara Shiori put her curled index finger against her beautiful chin, murmured, then put her hand down, and said the answer.

"It's not impossible to tell Teacher Pingchuan, because after telling, Teacher Pingchuan can understand my... intentions more clearly."

At the last moment, the girl turned her face and fiddled with her long black hair.

Then, he unscrewed the bottle cap of the drink again, and after taking a sip, his cheeks swelled slightly, and then sunk down quickly.

Then, she spoke.

"For example, just now, I made a somewhat willful but reasonable request. If this is the case, Mr. Hirakawa cannot refuse."

"..."

"Hmm... Teacher Hirakawa wants to ask, what's the use of this, right?"

"..."

Hirakawa Tetsufumi didn't answer, but the girl's guess was right.So let her go on.

He stared at the girl's side face, waiting for her answer.

Got it quickly.

Shinohara Shiori turned around, with a delicate face stained with a little messy hair, with a light smile, full of vitality.

She opened her lips moistened by the drink, and a pleasant voice came out of her mouth.Emotions are hidden in this voice.

"Because Shiori likes the feeling of being treated special. No matter what the reason is, even if it's a bottle of drink, as long as it's made by Mr. Hirakawa, I like it."

"..."

"What's more, Mr. Hirakawa who wants to refuse but can't refuse is very cute."

"..."

"like."

"..."

"Ms. Hirakawa, can you sense Shiori's mind?"

"..."

"Shiori wants you to be aware of this kind of heart, and then, I believe that Mr. Hirakawa will be moved by this kind of heart one day."

"..."

Once again, on the square of Tokyo Station, people came and went in the distance, and the girl's heart was confessed passionately.

Hirakawa Tetsubun turned away in the silence that he couldn't cope with, and no longer responded to the girl's shy, shy face flushed, but always firm gaze.

Burning eyes, hotter than the sun.

It's not ulterior motives, but an open conspiracy.

The girl showed her heart without any cover, so frank that people dare not touch it.

This is Shiori Shinohara's pursuit.

"Teacher Hirakawa, what do you think?"

"...No matter what, I will not respond to this kind of deformed emotion."

"Really?" With slow but joyful steps, the hem of the uniform skirt was shaking.

Although it was a refusal answer, Shiori Shinohara did not lose her mind.

Shiori Shinohara has been like this since the first time she uttered her heart.

The mind is clear, the goal is clear, and the idea is firm.

Make up your mind, and then try your best to achieve it, and firmly believe that it can be achieved, firmly believe that your sincere heart will eventually reach the other party's heart.

"so--"

After Hirakawa Tetsufumi digested the girl's answer, he suddenly remembered something similar.

"Let me just ask, from the beginning—"

Shinohara Shiori knew what he wanted to ask, and nodded slightly: "That's right, the performance department is to increase the time spent with Hirakawa-sensei."

"..."

"I hid the umbrella myself."

"..."

"Motion sickness is an excuse, an excuse for wanting to sit with Mr. Pingchuan."

"...Enough is enough, don't say any more."

The frank and revealing heart was interrupted by Hirakawa Zhewen.

"Enough is enough, Shinohara-san." Hirakawa Tetsufumi maintained a calm face, "This kind of thing will never happen again."

Shiori Shinohara smiled, and took another sip of her drink because she was thirsty.

"If Mr. Hirakawa is always limited by his status as a teacher, then this kind of thing cannot be avoided."

"..."

"Am I right, Hirakawa-sensei?"

"..."

Silent, means unable to refute.

This is the case with Hirakawa Zhewen. The identity of a teacher restricts him from crossing the boundary, and also restricts him from ignoring the students.

This is his rule.

Just like that, walking quietly, within a few steps, the phalanx of the flute department was not far away.

During this last time, Hirakawa Tetsuwen looked back:
A few steps away from him, under the sunlight, the girl walked at an extremely slow pace. It is unknown whether her physical strength had not recovered, or for some reason, her complexion was a little pale.

"...What's wrong?" Hirakawa Zhewen stopped in his tracks.

Shiori Shinohara didn't reply immediately, but held the drink in one hand, put her hands on her temples with the other, and pressed.

Waited a few seconds before answering.

"...a little dizzy."

Frowning slightly, his voice seemed weak.

Hirakawa Zhewen stood on the spot and looked at the girl. After thinking about it, he also frowned.

"Xiaoyuan-san, if you pretend to be like this and want to be treated specially, please do so..."

"..."

Shiori Shinohara didn't have the energy to respond to this kind of doubt. Her vision became a little dim in front of her eyes, and her voice seemed a little ethereal in her ears.

Feeling weak in his hand, the cold drink dropped with a "bang" and rolled out.

She closed her eyes and squatted down.

"..."

"..."

Hirakawa Tetsuwen was a little unable to react.

A moment ago, she was still talking about this kind of thing, and this kind of thing happened the next moment.It's like "wolf is coming", and it's only natural to have doubts.

But looking at Shiori Shinohara, who was already squatting on the ground, pressing her temples with both hands, Tetsufumi Hirakawa immediately put the truth behind her.

No matter how you look at it, something went wrong.

So after standing still for a moment, Tetsufumi Hirakawa immediately stepped forward, squatted down in front of Shiori Shinohara, and put down the mineral water.

"Shinohara-san, are you alright?"

"……A little dizzy."

Pressing her temples, Shinohara Shiori replied with a light voice.

"..."

Hirakawa Zhewen stretched out his hands in the air, looking at the curled up girl, but he didn't know where to put them.

In the end, I can only ask.

"Are you ok?"

"It should be fine." Shinohara Shiori let go of her hands, but her eyes were still closed.

"Need to go to the hospital?"

"Just squat for a while."

"..."

"..."

With no sound, Shinohara Shiori just closed her eyes and rested.

Maybe it's because I didn't have a good rest after the strenuous activity, and I was still here to debate with a certain teacher, and for the reason of wanting special treatment, I willfully asked for a cold drink.

Various factors, just walking on the road suddenly felt dizzy.

Fortunately, just for a moment, after squatting down, I felt much better.

"Student Shinohara."

The teacher's voice was heard again.

Feeling that her condition has improved a lot, Shinohara Shiori raised her buried face and opened her eyes at the same time.

In the field of vision, under the open sky with no hindrance from the square, the sun was shining, and the teacher's face was no longer the previous questioning, but concern.

At the same time, in his hand was an opened bottle of mineral water.

"..."

Hirakawa Tetsubun looked at the girl's pale face, and stretched out the mineral water in his hand.

"Drink some water." The voice was soft and gentle.

Now is not the time to dwell on messy things.

"Thank you, Teacher Hirakawa."

Shinohara Shiori stretched out her hand, took the mineral water in his hand, and raised her face.

The lower jaw and the swan-like neck outline a graceful curve.

Hirakawa Tetsufumi looked away.

After waiting for a few seconds and turning back, the girl had already finished drinking the water.

The eyes of the two squatting together are almost at the same level, and the distance is very close, and the eyes can easily scan every detail of each other's face.

Hirakawa Tetsufumi could see that the high school girl Shiori Shinohara had exquisite facial features and fair cheeks that were very delicate, and there was a hint of weakness in them.

Therefore, the accusations of "not taking a good rest" and "drinking cold drinks willfully" can't be said.

"……how do you feel?"

"much better."

A little smile appeared on Shinohara Shiori's face.

Although the incident happened suddenly, it really confirmed this point: this teacher is so bound by his identity.

Hirakawa Zhewen understood her eyes.

Justified: "At this time, no one can let it go, right?"

Afterwards, he turned his head and saw the phalanx of the playing section not far away, and someone finally noticed the movement here.

Suzuki Ogasa and several other students trotted over.

"Teacher Hirakawa, is something wrong?"

"Xiaoyuan-san suddenly became dizzy while walking." This was Hirakawa Tetsufumi's answer.

"A little dizzy, but it's much better now." This was Shinohara Shiori's answer.

"Can you still stand up?"

"It should be fine."

Tetsufumi Hirakawa stepped aside and picked up the mineral water. Ogasa Suzukiko and another student stepped forward and helped Shiori Shinohara up.

Everything recovered, the girl was fine and stood up easily.

Then, when he was about to leave, Tetsufumi Hirakawa, who was waiting sideways, heard the conversation again.

"The drink there, please pick it up."

"Hey... why do you still buy cold drinks?"

Facing Teacher Ogasa's question, Shinohara Shiori pursed her lips and did not answer, but looked at Tetsufumi Hirakawa in front of her.

"..."

Hirakawa Tetsubun turned around to avoid sight.

-

After a little accident, after returning to the phalanx, and resting for a while, the Moritani playing section returned to the bus amidst the sound of preparations.

"Students, line up and get on the bus in an orderly manner."

And when Hirakawa Zhewen got on the bus, next to his vacant seat was a young lady whose complexion had returned to ruddy, with a straight figure and a dignified posture.

"..."

This time, without wasting time, he just stopped, and Hirakawa Tetsuwen, who knew there was nothing he could do, took his seat. Then, the vehicle started and drove towards Moriya.

The first line of dialogue happened halfway, and it was spoken by Shiori Shinohara.

"Teacher Hirakawa."

"..."

He didn't answer, but still cast his gaze over.

"I'm very concerned about something. I want to ask Hirakawa-sensei about the playing department."

Then, Shinohara Shiori stared at his face and paused slightly.

"I know Mr. Hirakawa is a bit on guard right now, and even looks like he's in trouble, but I really want to ask about the playing department. Mr. Hirakawa should be clear about Shiori's determination to win the national gold medal."

"..."

Hirakawa Zhewen still didn't speak, he was silent for a while, and finally, he sighed.

Now he has to admit that, after all, he is his student, some communication in daily life is unavoidable.

It is impossible to completely reject communication.

He could only nod his head and answer.

"Ask, Shinohara-san."

"I want to know, what is Mr. Pingchuan planning for the road show?"

Shinohara Shiori is indeed very serious about the performance department.

In the past, I didn't want to discuss the performance part because I didn't want to waste the little time we spent together on the performance part. Now, after I have fully revealed my heart, I don't need to worry about this.

Hirakawa Tetsuwen, on the other hand, left the rest of the matter behind for the time being, and explained it to the girl in a business-like manner.

"Xiaoyuan-san, as I said before, the current problem in the performance department is the lack of faith and confidence."

"Yes."

"Therefore, the teacher hopes that through the road show, the students' belief and confidence in playing will be enhanced."

"..."

Shinohara Shiori didn't seem to be able to understand these words, showing some doubts.

Of course Shiori Shinohara couldn't understand it, Tetsubun Hirakawa knew it.

Because Shiori Shinohara is a talented person, she doesn't understand the thoughts of ordinary classmates.

Shinohara Shiori, needless to say, the second grade beat the third grade senior to take the solo position, and Hirakawa Tetsufumi asked Ogasa Suzuki in private how Shinohara Shiori's performance level is.

Ogasa Suzuki's answer was: "Even if you go to a top university playing department, Shinohara-san can still compete for a solo position."

That's why in Moritani, Shinohara Shiori made an exception and became a trumpet solo with the qualifications of the second grade.

But it's not all talent.

Based on Tetsufumi Hirakawa's understanding, if anyone is sure to be absent from the free practice every morning, he believes that this person must be Shiori Shinohara.

Possessing outstanding talent and practicing the most seriously, this girl is also the most eager for the national gold medal.

It is such a student.

In comparison, some other students in the Wind Music Department...

The morning voluntary practice speaks volumes.

Of course, Hirakawa Zhewen did not intend to belittle these students, but he felt that the mentality of these students is actually easy to understand——

Talent is not top-notch, and the level of Moritani's playing department is far from the national gold medal, which seems to give people a feeling that no matter how hard they work, it is useless.

The pressure from this aspect, even though the goal is to win the gold medal, there is almost no hope of winning the gold medal, the boring and monotonous playing practice... The enthusiasm was wiped out in the continuous negative feedback.

It's good to be able to continue to practice under the teacher's organization. As for voluntary practice... what is it?
This mentality is really easy to understand.

Ordinary people are not like those talented people, because they are talented, even if they are practicing, they can feel the music flowing through their fingertips. Talented people are more likely to get positive feedback in learning than ordinary people.

So, sometimes the more talented you are, the harder you work.

After all, positive feedback and negative feedback are important influencing factors for people to persevere in continuous practice.

Constantly getting positive feedback and constantly getting negative feedback, the mentality during practice is absolutely different.

Who can guarantee that if you put all your energy into one thing, but when the result is not satisfactory, you can always maintain your love and original intention?

This is quite a difficult thing to do.

If Shiori Shinohara had no musical talent, would she still be like this?
The answer is unknown.

But in any case, for this question, the answers of other students are known.

Thinking about it, behind him, on the way back, several students were still excitedly discussing about the road show.

"Roadshow, it's really good."

"This is the first time."

"At the end, it was all applause..."

"..."

Hirakawa Tetsubun listened, thought for a while, then gestured behind him with his eyes, and said to Shinohara Shiori.

"That's where the faith and confidence in playing is."

(End of this chapter)