I work as a teacher at a girls' school in Tokyo

Chapter 292 Do You Know How Much Shiori Likes You?
"Huh? Shiori, what's wrong?"

The door of the bathroom was opened, and Tetsufumi Hirakawa, who was standing at the door of the bathroom, was wearing pajamas and wiping his half-dried hair with a bath towel. As he came out, he looked curiously at Shiori Shinohara who was motionless on the sofa, and asked.

"...No, nothing."

Shiori Shinohara, who had been in a daze for a long time, finally came back to her senses after hearing the voice. She shook her head and answered Tetsufumi Hirakawa's question.

At the same time, the finger that hovered over the phone screen for a long time finally clicked down to delete the last message.

"Why did you take my phone?"

Hirakawa Tetsufumi, who walked to the sofa, finally recognized that the girl was holding his mobile phone.

"Why, can't Shiori watch it?"

Shinohara Shiori, who was lying on the bed of the sofa, raised her face, smiled, and asked back like this.

"No, yes, of course."

In the girl's eyes, Hirakawa Tetsubun retreated, said helplessly, and then sat on the edge of the sofa next to the girl's body.

"But what are you looking at?"

"It's nothing."

Shiori Shinohara locked the phone screen and put it beside her.She sat up a little bit, and then leaned down again, leaning against the chest of Hirakawa Zhewen, who had just taken a shower, with heat and the scent of shower gel on her body.

"Oh fine."

Hirakawa Tetsubun took one last look at the cell phone that was left aside by Shiori Shinohara, and then faced the body in his arms that was filled with the fragrance of a girl, and didn't bother to care about the cell phone.

He threw the towel aside, put his arms around the girl's shoulders, and lowered his head.

The tip of the nose lingers with the aroma of the girl's long hair.

An An hugged her quietly for a while, in the quiet space, the sound of her heartbeat was beating quietly, and the sound of breathing floated gently.

Body temperature is also in contact with each other, passing.

A hazy, ambiguous air permeated between the two of them.

So, without knowing when it started, the lips of the two had already stuck together and kissed.

Hirakawa Tetsubun absorbed the sweet aura from this girl to his heart's content.

An intoxicating, craving taste.

After kissing for a long time, they parted. Hirakawa Tetsufumi hugged Shinohara Shiori.

"Shizhi." Hirakawa Tetsufumi's breathing became a little heavy, and it was very obvious in the empty living room where there were only the two of them.

"Mmm, Hirakawa-sensei." Shiori Shinohara leaned on his chest, listening to the heartbeat in his ear, and responded.

"Shall we go back to our room?"

"okay."

"Let's go."

"Ah."

"..."

Even though they said so, neither of the two hugging people moved, as if they didn't want to destroy this peaceful atmosphere.

After hugging for a while, Hirakawa Zhewen, who was sitting by the sofa, finally moved.

"I really have to go back to my room."

"Ok."

Shinohara Shiori responded, still holding Hirakawa Tetsufumi with her arms.

"But how do we go about this?"

"At a time like this, Mr. Hirakawa should hug Shiori up, isn't that more romantic?"

"..."

Hirakawa Tetsubun had nothing to say.

Shinohara Shiori raised her head slightly.

"What, Mr. Hirakawa can't hold Shiori?"

His eyes sparkled, and he couldn't refuse the girl's request at all.

"how is this possible."

Hirakawa Tetsuwen said.

Although going up to the second floor and carrying a girl up the stairs might be a little bit difficult, but at this time, saying no would be too much to ruin the atmosphere.

And thinking about it, Miss Shinohara shouldn't be heavy.Light body, never more than 45kg.

"Let's go."

Tetsubun Hirakawa looked at Shiori Shinohara and said.

The girl bent her mouth and stretched out her hands, waiting for him.

Tetsubun Hirakawa first lifted the quilt covering Shiori Shinohara.

Thus, the girl's beautiful body, which was hidden in the quilt and only wore a white shirt, was suddenly exposed to Hirakawa Tetsuwen's eyes.

The bare white and tender thighs, the bent knees, the slender calves, the beautiful ankles, the feet that move their toes gently, a pair of perfect girls' legs, like a perfect work of art, are displayed in front of the eyes .

Most importantly, the wide hem of the slightly messy white shirt could not be covered at all at the moment.

A touch of white, the purest beauty, always hidden under the skirt of a girl, appeared in her eyes.

Hirakawa Zhewen stopped his gaze in disappointment, and stopped on the girl's thigh.

A clean white shirt with a clean white body is completely cheating, and people can't take their eyes off it.

After a few seconds, Shiori Shinohara, who stretched out his hands and let Tetsufumi Hirakawa admire her body, smiled and said softly.

"Teacher Hirakawa, if you continue reading, Shiori will catch a cold."

After the quilt was lifted off the bare legs, the coolness of winter came.

Only then did Hirakawa Tetsubun come to his senses, and looked away from Shinohara Shiori's lap.

"Feel sorry."

He met Shinohara Shiori's gaze and expressed his apology.

At the same time, he finally reached out, responding to Shinohara Shiori's outstretched hands.

One hand went around the girl's back, the other around her leg.

Shinohara Shiori also wrapped her hands around his neck naturally.

So, amidst the girl's warmth and softness from his hand, Tetsufumi Hirakawa took a light breath, and lifted Shiori Shinohara from the sofa.

"let's go."

"Ah."

……

Walk through the living room, step on the stairs to the second floor, push open the door of the room, and finally put the girl's lithe body on the bed.

The moment the girl's back touched the soft bed, she wrapped her arms around Tetsufumi Hirakawa's neck and brought him to the bed.

So, take advantage of the pressure down.

Panting a bit, Tetsufumi Hirakawa pressed on the girl's body, Shiori Shinohara, and clung to her tightly.

The stunning face of this young lady is just a few centimeters below him at this moment.

"Shiori."

Feeling the temperature of the body, the touch of oppressing this soft body, her breath, Hirakawa Tetsufumi felt his body was agitated.

He looked at Shiori Shinohara's face and her swan-like smooth and slender neck. This girl's body was so perfect that no matter how she looked at it, there was no flaw in it.

Shinohara Shiori responded to him with a hot kiss.

Tetsufumi Hirakawa also began to respond to the girl's fiery emotions.

By the time the kiss was over, Tetsufumi Hirakawa's body was completely on Shiori Shinohara's body.

His hands were no longer supporting the bed, he was feeling Shinohara Shiori's heartbeat.

Little undulating, lovely, thumping heart.

Youthful elasticity.

"Teacher Hirakawa."

Shiori Shinohara addressed him with a pleasant voice and dignified honorifics, but at this moment, it brought a different feeling to this kind of thing.

The legs had wrapped around his body.

……

The lingering two separated a little after a while.

Hirakawa Tetsufumi stared at Shinohara Shiori, no matter how you describe it, she had a pretty face, a pure girl, with a white and messy shirt, showing her neck and collarbone.

At this moment, everything in front of me is restless.

Shiori Shinohara was also staring at Tetsufumi Hirakawa, her teacher who was right in front of her eyes.

She holds the face in her hands.

Even though he is a teacher, he is too young, with a soft and handsome face.

"Ms. Hirakawa, my teacher Hirakawa."

Her eyes were filled with mist.

The heart was beating non-stop, beating so violently that it could reach his hands.

This is her heart, she has hidden it for a long time, and finally revealed it, and now, it seems to be finally realized.

As long as it continues, as long as it goes down a few steps, what she cares about, what she wants to possess, her Teacher Pingchuan, belongs to her.

Everything was proceeding steadily as planned, without any deviation.

As long as this continues, even if he wakes up, even if everything is not according to his original intention, her Teacher Pingchuan will not be irresponsible

She knows him.

So just keep going like this and you'll be fine.

Although the method is a bit bad, it doesn't matter, the wrong emotion is doomed from birth, and only the wrong way can reach the end.

That's it, right?
Besides, it doesn't have to be all bad.

After all, her teacher Hirakawa really did like her.

He still has her figure in his heart, so even this terrible so-called dream can't be regarded as a violation of his wish, right?

He likes her, and she likes him.

That being the case, it's perfectly fine for two people who like each other to be together, right?
"Teacher Hirakawa, right?"

Shinohara Shiori held Hirakawa Tetsufumi's face, she looked straight into his eyes, which originally reflected the classroom, the podium and the eyes of the students clearly, but now, there is only her in these eyes.

He was watching her, and in this dream, he only had eyes for her.

"What's wrong?"

Looking at each other, Tetsufumi Hirakawa lowered his head and kissed Shiori Shinohara's neck and collarbone while asking.

"You like Shiori, don't you?"

"It's such a time, why ask such a question?"

When leaving from the girl's chest, Tetsufumi Hirakawa raised his face slightly, and smiled at Shiori Shinohara.

"Of course I like Shiori, very much," he said.

"Well, Shiori likes you too." The corners of Shinohara Shiori's mouth curled up, but she wasn't smiling.

"What's wrong?" Hirakawa Zhewen noticed something was wrong with the girl, he kissed her lips and asked.

Shinohara Shiori was still holding Hirakawa Tetsufumi's face, watching silently, keeping the beautiful but not smiling curve of the corners of her mouth, and did not speak.

"What's the matter? Shiori?" In her gaze, only her teacher was in her eyes, and finally stopped the hand that felt her heart, and asked with concern, "Are you uncomfortable?"

"Well, no." Shinohara Shiori said softly, shaking her head.

"Then what?"

"..."

no answer.

After a while, under Hirakawa Tetsufumi's always caring eyes, Shinohara, who was lying on the bed holding Hirakawa Tetsufumi's cheek, finally confide in his heart.

"Mr. Hirakawa, you will definitely be sad when you wake up for such a terrible thing, and you will blame Shiori, right?"

she said suddenly.

"What?" Hirakawa Tetsufumi couldn't understand Shinohara Shiori's words, "What woke up?"

"To be honest, Shiori doesn't know either. The dream..."

Shinohara Shiori's tone was a little light.

"What is a dream? Shiori really doesn't know."

Is it the summer festival, is it now?Obviously, the touch is so real, the memory is so real, and everything that happened is so real.

But it is true, but it is divorced from reality. It is a dream, at least for the teacher at this moment, it is a dream.

It's only like this in a dream, only in his eyes will he only have her in his eyes.

why?

do not know.

But what you know is that until the dream wakes up, everything will change.

The teacher who only has her eyes in his eyes will turn his gaze away from her.

So only if everything is resolved in the dream, can there be a chance.

There is only this one chance, there is no other chance.

But why hesitate?
Is that what Reya Hazuki said?

[After waking up, he will be sad. 】

Not entirely, at least, Miss Shinohara is not such an easily shaken person.

The only thing that can shake her is her heart.

Is this way really good?

Such doubts existed in her heart.

But at this moment, such doubts were indeed exposed.

She continued to stroke Hirakawa Tetsufumi's face.

"Teacher Hirakawa, will you be sad?"

"Sad, Shiori, what's sad?" Hirakawa Tetsufumi still didn't understand.

But Shiori Shinohara continued talking on her own.

"It's okay, Hirakawa-sensei, as long as you listen to Shiori."

"..."

Tetsubun Hirakawa looked at Shiori Shinohara, who seemed to have a confused expression, and blinked in confusion.

He really didn't understand, he didn't understand why the girl in front of him suddenly behaved like this, but it didn't matter, since she said it, as long as she listened, then listen?
Hirakawa Tetsubun kissed Shinohara Shiori's face.

"Okay, Shiori, tell me."

"Ah."

Shinohara Shiori smiled.

"Even if it's a dream, Teacher Hirakawa is still very gentle."

"Shiori likes dreams like this, Mr. Hirakawa only has Shiori's dreams in his eyes."

"It would be nice if the dream didn't wake up."

"But ah..."

Staring at Tetsufumi Hirakawa who was quietly listening to her, Shiori Shinohara spoke softly.

"It doesn't seem to work, Mr. Hirakawa will always wake up."

"Although I want to take advantage of the dream to solve everything, but... Teacher Hirakawa will be sad when he wakes up?"

"There are such worries."

"Of course, even though this is the case, there are such worries, but how can Shiori put down Mr. Hirakawa so easily?"

"There are no more opportunities."

Shinohara Shiori's eyes fell into a dazed thought.

Until a moment later, I looked at Hirakawa Tetsuwen again.

"Ms. Hirakawa, do you know how much Shiori likes you?"

Before Tetsubun Hirakawa opened his mouth to answer, Shiori Shinohara asked and answered by himself.

"Actually, Shiori often thinks about that incident a long time ago, and dreams of that afternoon that was a very important turning point for Shiori."

"Because that was the first time Shiori was saved."

In Shiori Shinohara's eyes, memories of the past appeared.

"It was the first time someone stood in front of me, said 'knowing what can't be done', saying 'this is our agreement', and then convinced my mother."

"You know, in Shizhi's mind, mother is unconvincing and doomed to failure, but that's it, it's done."

"So, that teacher is very important to Shiori, really important."

Holding the face of "that teacher", Shinohara Shiori said.

Hirakawa Tetsufumi blinked in her arms.

Shiori Shinohara looked at it, smiled slightly, and continued.

"So, that night, when the teacher left, watching the teacher's back, since then, Shiori has fallen in love with him without authorization."

"It is indeed [unauthorized], because this liking is destined to be wrong."

When talking about "Doomed to be wrong", Shiori Shinohara smiled helplessly.

"Shiori's respect and admiration for you, and the liking born from it, are bound to be wrong."

"Teacher-student love is a taboo word and a mistake."

"Of course Shiori knows this. You don't need Mr. Hirakawa to refuse, Shiori will know."

"But ah, the word doomed to be wrong is too cruel."

"Like is irresistible, but—"

"It's doomed to be wrong, liking the wrong person, even 'like' itself, even the emotion of 'liking', is doomed to be wrong."

"Among this kind of doomed mistakes, what greets Shiori seems to be a doomed ending."

"Can Teacher Hirakawa know this feeling?"

Shiori Shinohara raised her face and kissed Tetsufumi Hirakawa.

"This sentiment is perceived as 'doomed to be wrong.'"

After a pause, his tone suddenly changed again.

"But even though it's doomed to be wrong, Shiori doesn't want to give up."

Shinohara Shiori said.

"Unable to accept the reality, and unwilling to reconcile, wanting to grasp this impossible... Shiori has experienced many things like this."

"If you haven't tried, never give up."

"Shiori is such a person...even if he knows it's wrong."

"Teacher Hirakawa—"

Shiori Shinohara suddenly mentioned him.

"What's wrong?" Hirakawa Zhewen asked.

"Yesterday, it was Christmas Eve." Shiori Shinohara said, "We went out together. On the way, Mr. Hirakawa said, you dreamed about that summer festival, right?"

Despite some doubts about how to mention this matter, Hirakawa Tetsubun nodded: "Well, yes. I dreamed of Shiori again."

"so good."

Shinohara Shiori laughed, a faint smile, very touching.

"Shiori is really happy. Teacher Hirakawa still can't forget Shiori. Just knowing this makes Shiori happy for a long time."

"Did you know? Shiori will also dream of that summer festival."

"In other words, Shiori will never forget the previous summer vacation."

The summer vacation accompanied by the scorching sun and the sound of cicadas, and those days when Mr. Pingchuan accompanied her at school to practice wind music, are deeply etched in my memory.

"That's Shiori's first confession to someone."

"Even though you know it's doomed to be wrong, you know it's doomed to fail..."

"Knowing that there is little hope, and even saying that there is no hope at all-because Mr. Pingchuan is such a person."

"You will never agree to such a ridiculous thing."

"Countless times, Shiori also thought about whether to give up."

When Shiori Shinohara talked about this, she kissed Tetsufumi Hirakawa again.

She looked deeply into his face.

"Do things that are doomed to fail, and love people who are doomed to be impossible."

"However, as long as I see Mr. Hirakawa, Shiori will always think of that evening, the back that stood in front of Shiori."

"So, in a place where Mr. Hirakawa couldn't see, after struggling for a long time, I decided to do it."

"So, Shiori summoned up the courage to confess to her teacher as a student, saying that I like you, please accept Shiori's liking."

"Teacher Hirakawa, I like you."

At this moment, Shinohara Shiori said to Hirakawa Tetsufumi again.

"I also like Shiori." Hirakawa Tetsufumi responded to her liking.

It was indeed a beautiful dream, and only at this time would he respond to her liking.

The corners of Shinohara Shiori's mouth curled up.

"The moment Mr. Hirakawa heard Shiori's confession, he definitely felt that such a thing was absurd, right?"

"It was rejected without any surprise."

"After that, Shiori was always pestering Hirakawa-sensei during the summer practice time."

"In retrospect, Shiori still feels that it was a very beautiful thing."

"—Although Shiori has been rejected all the time."

He chuckled lightly.

After laughing, Shiori Shinohara continued to stare at Tetsufumi Hirakawa and said.

"Also, at the beginning, Mr. Hirakawa was quite determined."

"It even speaks out what the teachers believe."

"But, Shiori really can't let Mr. Hirakawa go."

"In the end, Shiori just likes you, likes, likes you very much."

"The heart is like a spring under the mountain. It flows through the forest and cannot be seen. It can't be weired when it flows."

Shinohara Shiori recited the waka once uttered by her to Hirakawa Tetsufumi again.

"Teacher Pingchuan, I like you, I can't restrain myself at all, so I don't want to give up."

"Even if you talk about the teacher's belief, Shiori, who has a bad personality, still intends to destroy it."

"Shiori is bad, really bad. Self-willed, only thinking about her own affairs, completely ignoring Hirakawa-sensei."

"However, only this point, Shiori absolutely does not want to give up on your liking."

"That's why there was the summer festival, so at that time, I didn't know about the so-called dream at all, but Shiori still risked everything and kissed Hirakawa-sensei."

The three kisses of the summer festival, the girl mustered up the courage to bet on all three kisses.

It was an irresistible liking, an irresistible, final hold on to something that he knew he had failed.

"And then, a miracle happened."

"Perhaps the gods have heard Shiori's intentions."

"At the beginning of that summer festival, Shiori and Hikawa-sensei were together."

There is something fascinating about taking hold of the seemingly impossible.

"Although it was only a few days, those were the most memorable days for Shiori."

"Dream absurd dreams in the face of a doomed reality..."

"As it is now."

"Teacher Hirakawa, tell me, facing such a dream again, Shiori, what should I do?"

"What should Shiori, who has a bad personality and only wants to achieve her own goals, do?"

Shiori Shinohara looked at Tetsufumi Hirakawa and asked.

Absolutely, there will be no third chance at the dream.

She held Hirakawa Zhewen's face, and gently pressed his ear against her left chest.

"This is Shiori's heart, it's Shiori's liking for you, have you heard?"

The pounding heartbeat came from the girl's chest.

Hirakawa Tetsubun listened.

"Shiori, I know."

"Well, Hirakawa-sensei likes Shiori, right?"

"Yes, I like Shiori."

Through the shirt, Hirakawa Tetsufumi turned his face away and took a light bite.

Shiori Shinohara's cheeks turned rosy, and her eyes were clouded with mist.

Her legs tightly wrapped around Hirakawa Tetsufumi.

"Mr. Hirakawa, the wayward Shiori really likes you very much."

"There are no more opportunities, so ah, I don't want to give up."

"Mr. Hirakawa, can you understand Shiori's feelings?"

"Hmm." Hirakawa Tetsuwen said vaguely.

Shiori Shinohara hugged Tetsufumi Hirakawa tightly, trying to melt him into her body.

I like it enough, so I must never give up, and I must grasp the impossible.

Even if everything is doomed to be wrong, then it’s okay to just continue to be wrong like this?
Besides this, is there another way?
Is there any other way to make her Teacher Hirakawa belong to her?

No more?

This is the only way to the ending.

Although it's not perfect, it's pretty bad.

But, indeed, it is the only way.

In a quiet room, hugging and kissing.

The panting gradually became heavier.

At some point, the button of the only shirt on his body had already been undone.

The buttons of the underwear I just bought were also undone.

The most beautiful and unblemished scene is already in front of you without hindrance.

Tetsubun Hirakawa stared at Shiori Shinohara, hugged her, touched her with his hand, feeling every inch of her body.

"Teacher Hirakawa."

Shiori Shinohara called softly.

Everything is unstoppable, sliding towards the established fact.

Even if there is some hesitation, but since we have reached this point, how can we give up?
Even if you know it's wrong, keep going.

After thinking like this, then——

"Teacher Hirakawa, what's wrong?"

Amidst the pounding heartbeat and the heavy panting, everything stopped before the last step.

Shiori Shinohara suddenly saw that the dream was collapsing.

Hirakawa Zhewen, who propped his hands on her body, gradually showed a somewhat dazed expression on his face.

"..."

Shiori Shinohara put away all her expressions and stared at this face quietly.

A little confused and struggling.

"Shiori...I don't think it's right." After a while, Hirakawa Tetsufumi said this.

"..."

It was clearly a beautiful dream, but even in the dream, when the last step was about to come, he still resisted such a thing.

Speechless, Shiori Shinohara stretched out her hand and stroked Tetsufumi Hirakawa's cheek.

"Teacher Hirakawa, don't you want to?"

Hirakawa Tetsuwen shook his head.

"No, Shiori, I thought...but no."

"No, really not."

"I can't, I shouldn't do this to Shiori."

"...Why not?"

"I don't know, but I can't, I really can't." Hirakawa Zhewen continued to shake his head, facing the girl's alluring body, but his eyebrows began to frown.

"Shiori, I feel that my state is very wrong...it shouldn't be like this, I don't think this kind of thing should have happened. Why?"

"..."

It turned out that even in the dream, when faced with something that strongly resisted, she would still not agree...

Still, strong resistance?

The corners of Shiori Shinohara's mouth curled up.

"Shiori, what's wrong?"

Tetsufumi Hirakawa found Shiori Shinohara who was smiling lightly. Although she was smiling, tears were clearly streaming from the corners of the girl's eyes.

"Mr. Pingchuan, you are still that Mr. Pingchuan."

Shiori Shinohara held Tetsufumi Hirakawa's cheek and spoke softly.

The smile on his face, in the light of the room, actually brought a bit of desolate beauty.

　I wrote too much, and when I reached 7k words, I sent it late
　　(This month's leave note is also gone because of this)
　　
　
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