A sickly beauty becomes a god in a horror game

Bai Cha barely fell asleep until after four o'clock in the morning.

But at seven o'clock in the morning, I woke up because of my biological clock.

His eyes were sore, and he wanted to lie down for a while longer, but he couldn't fall asleep anyway.

Helpless, Bai Cha had no choice but to get up and wash his face.

She picked up her phone and looked at it, and found that Shen Qingchen had sent her a message at two or three o'clock at night.

Shen Qingchen: I came out of the dungeon, let me tell you about your skills.

Shen Qingchen: When I entered the dungeon, I tried it, and found that I can indeed give you my power through your skills. I don't know how it is on your side, but it is indeed possible on my side. Your skills are needed Only when people give you their strength sincerely can they deliver success. I don't know how much you know about your own skills.

Shen Qingchen: I can probably feel that this sincerity must be without complaint or regret, without other emotions. For example, if it is resentment, power can be given to you, but it should also be conveyed to you. You, this can also be seen by observing the situation in your previous copy.

Therefore, your skill is very likely to need to maintain interpersonal relationships. Skills are generally produced according to personal circumstances, some are personality, some are certain physical characteristics. You are not a person who likes to interact with people, but you are a person who lacks love. people.

So I think maybe for you in reality, what you need is love.

Shen Qingchen: I didn't want to talk about this at first, but recently it has become rambunctious. I am still very scared, but fortunately, I have told my husband. Although there are many things that I can't tell him, it is indeed much better than before. up.

In fact, even now, I can't be a very calm person, and I don't know if we will have a chance to meet again, I really see the former me in you.

White tea, do you have something you like?People, things, things, do you have anything in this world that can make you have the emotion you love?

Shen Qingchen: No matter how the game is, no matter what kind of world it is at the end of the customs clearance, this game will never have any good impact on reality, so we can only find ways to find it ourselves.

Shen Qingchen: The next time I enter the game is seven days later, I may have to ask you to enter the game again, this will be my fifth game, and there are only four games left after that, please accompany me for these five games time.

Shen Qingchen: I will transfer 20000 yuan to you.

Shen Qingchen: Take the money, I will give you the rest of the money every time before entering the game, I can't let you help for nothing, you are also in danger in the game, the money may be small.

Bai Cha silently read the news, got up and went to boil a pot of hot water.

While waiting for the hot water to boil, she was in a daze.

She felt that her mood was a little too low these two days.

But it is true that what happened in the past few months is really hard for her to cheer up.

She now has a feeling of not knowing where to go in life.

It was like a white fog was covering the surrounding area.

Countless things entangled her, and most of these things were related to the past.

Even if it's a game.

She didn't know in which direction she should go.

She didn't really like anything, and she couldn't think of anything to like.

She may like flowers, because flowers are very beautiful, but that's it, and she doesn't like it. She will collect pictures of all kinds of beautiful flowers, and look at the shape of each flower.

She also likes to buy beautiful little skirts, but it's okay to wander around in her pajamas every day without washing her hair or face.

Of course she likes Xu Shengsheng and his family, after all, they are her relatives in this world.

The character of their family of three is also what she envies the most, but that is something she will never be able to penetrate, because she is out of tune.

She also likes her friends. In fact, she occasionally chats with her roommates in the group in her spare time, although now she mostly complains after work.

But she can't accept staying with her friends all the time. She prefers to make friends with a sense of distance. She supports each other when they need each other. The ideal state of making friends.

But more often than not, she actually screwed them up.

It's like, she can't fully and calmly accept Bai Fengrui's family's kindness, and she is also resisting being too close to others.

I haven't known Shen Qingchen for a long time, but I have talked with her the most, or the other party brought it up on my own initiative.

Indeed, she really wanted to be someone like Shen Qingchen.

But she also knows that people are different.

In the dungeon, she would persuade others to find what she wanted, but in fact she didn't even know what she wanted.

At a certain moment, she will feel that it is meaningless. She is tired of running around in the game every day, and the reality is a mess. The whole life is a single-player line.

There is neither pursuit nor goal, and everything he does seems to be out of some kind of obsession.

Yes, obsession.

Bai Cha took a look at his right index finger, there was no tattoo in reality.

But in the game, here's a red butterfly tattoo.

Obsession...

Because of what?
Looking for memories from the past?

In fact, although she doesn't remember the past, she can probably guess everything about this period of time.

Her parents were gamers, and she likely got involved in games as a child.

In those few words and vague fragmented dreams, it is not difficult to see that maybe her mother disappeared because she didn't want her to enter the game so early, or she didn't want her to enter the game directly.

She was never playing games for Yu Zhenzhen, she was just playing for herself.

There may be another self in the game, just like Qiu Ge's separation from Heng Yao.

Father is an emotional person, he couldn't accept his mother's departure, so he inevitably hated himself, that's why he behaved like that later.

Or maybe there was something wrong with him at that time, in short, he died.

They are gone, and their memories are gone.

So what is the point of searching for this memory?

It doesn't seem to make sense.

If she doesn't do anything, just enter the game once a month, and then slowly get rid of it, it's actually not impossible.

Oh, maybe the Buddha statue wouldn't necessarily agree.

Then kill her.

Bai Cha thought indifferently.

Since I don't care about death, why should I be obsessed with these things? It's really meaningless.

Many things in life are meaningless, maybe human existence itself is also meaningless, but she just likes to find some meaning by nature, and she can't do things that are meaningless.

To live, you have to find the meaning of living.

Baicha sighed.

So she was mediocre, overthinking, and deserved it.

She clicks Receive Transfer.

White Peach Oolong Tea: I have received a lot of money, at least for me who has no job now, it is enough for me for a long time.

Originally, they didn't talk about money. What they said at the beginning was that Shen Qingchen would give her his props. This was purely out of good intentions from Shen Qingchen.

Baitao Oolong Tea: Just let me know before you enter the game. I happen to have several games to enter, and I have some props to collect.

These recent pictures should be real things