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302 Chapter 302: Not a Good Omen

Xu Li nodded, put on the down jacket he brought over, put on the hat, sat in the wheelchair, and he pushed it over.

When the two of them passed by, Su Bao happened to be awake, lying obediently in the incubator, holding a small fist in his mouth and murmuring again and again.

Different from the two days when I was born, now that I have taken a bath, my complexion is better than before, and I even feel better after being fed.

He was wearing the clothes that Xu Li had carefully selected for him during her pregnancy.

"Shang Yan, do you think he is more like you, or more like me?"

"like you."

"Really? Why can't I see it at all?"

Shang Yan laughed, "When he gets older, you'll be able to see it."

Xu Li smiled, looked at the little man and murmured in a low voice, "Subao, little Subao, you need to get better soon, mom really wants to hug you and kiss you."

Shang Yan put his arms around her shoulders and comforted her softly, "We will be able to hug him soon, don't worry."

The doctor said yesterday that Subao's condition has improved a lot, and if it continues, she will be able to come out of the incubator when she is confinement.

Xu Li nodded, "Well, Subao will get better and better."

Shang Yan, "You can't come out for too long, there will be a bit of wind in the corridor, and you will catch cold, let's go back and see Su Bao tomorrow?"

She sat on the wheelchair again, and her eyes fell on Su Bao as a souvenir.

I don't know if it's because of hunger, or because of discomfort, when Xu Li and the others were about to disappear around the corner, Su Bao suddenly burst into tears, and his belly rose and fell.

But outside, there was no crying.

Xu Li's heart suddenly tugged, and the pain spread. She instinctively got up from the wheelchair, went back, lay down on the glass, and watched the nurse anxiously examining Su Bao's body.

"Crisp...Crisp...Crisp."

She clenched her hands into fists and kept murmuring the baby's name.

Shang Yan returned and hugged her waist, looked at the situation inside, knew that she was worried, pursed his lips, and said in a low voice, "Ali, it's okay, it will get better."

Xu Li gritted her teeth, her eyes filled with tears.

Even a first-time mother, how could she not feel uncomfortable seeing her child suffer like this.

The nurse prepared the milk powder and fed it to Su Bao, and the crying stopped abruptly. The little guy sucked on the pacifier very vigorously, and two teardrops flowed down from his eyes, which was very pitiful.

"It looks like I'm hungry." Shang Yan hooked his lips, "I cry so loudly when I'm hungry, isn't it like when you were a child?"

Hearing this, Xu Li glared at him angrily, and bumped his elbow on his chest, "It's obviously like you, I was obedient when I was young."

Shang Yan smiled, did not refute, and stayed with her in the ward where she watched Xiao Subao fall asleep after drinking the milk.

Since waking up, Xu Li has become taciturn, and only Su Bao can make her smile.

More often at night, I will suffer from insomnia and be awakened by nightmares.

Meng Chuning's jumping off the building was a big psychological trauma to her, and cast a great shadow on her.

In particular, Meng Chuning's bloody look was deeply engraved in her mind, which made her never get rid of it, and even dreamed about the scene at that time in her dreams.

And all kinds of nightmares about Meng Chuning.

Before confinement, Xu Li lost a lot of weight, and her spirit also deteriorated.

Shang Yan knew that this was not a good sign.

"Arrange a psychiatrist." Coming out of the ward, Shang Yan gently closed the door and said to Chen Mo.

Chen Mo was shocked. He had been here a lot during this period, and it was obvious that Xu Li's situation was getting worse.

The words postpartum depression suddenly appeared in his mind.

"Yes, I'll arrange it now." Chen Mo's expression froze, and when he turned around, he had some doubts, "Sir, the consultation time..."

"After nine o'clock in the morning, after three o'clock in the afternoon."

"Yes."

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When Xu Li first saw the psychiatrist, she still resisted a little, and lost her temper because of it.

After several days of persuasion and comfort by Shang Yan, and knowing from the doctor that the crispy horse can come out of the incubator soon, Xu Li slowly accepted it in her heart.

The day before Su Bao came out, she was evaluated and treated by a psychiatrist.

The result of the evaluation was what Shang Yan expected.

Moderate depression.

It's serious.

Although I had been prepared in my heart for a long time, it was another feeling to hear the result with my own ears.

The feeling of suffocation that hit his face made him feel the pain in his internal organs for a moment.

When Xu Li heard the result, her eyes were still silent, without any ups and downs, as if the person in the report was not talking about her.

The psychiatrist is a doctor of overseas returnees, and he is well-known in the circle. Of course, he also has a big temper.

He and Chen Mo are alumni, and they have a good relationship.

When Shang Yan asked him to contact a psychiatrist, Chen Mo was the first to think of him.

"Mr. Shang, take a step to speak."

Xiao Jiu glanced at Xu Li, whose eyes were slightly dazed, and whispered to Shang Yan who was beside him.

Shang Yan pursed his lips, nodded, and walked out of the ward with him.

Xiao Jiu stopped at the end of the corridor, turned to look at Shang Yan, "Mr. Shang, I'll cut to the chase and say it directly."

"Mrs. Shang's current condition can't be said to be particularly serious, but the symptoms are not mild. She can't sleep all night, talks less and doesn't like to laugh, is often in a daze, and has nightmares again and again. This trend is developing downwards, that is...she committed suicide."

Shang Yan's pupils trembled, and a trace of astonishment flashed in his eyes.

Xiao Jiu seemed not to see his reaction, and continued, "This is caused by a psychological disorder and her own anxiety. Most of the reason is that she experienced something that made her remember deeply and even hard to forget. The incident caused her a kind of psychological oppression and influence, plus she is now postpartum, her hormone level is in a plummeting situation, and her mood swings are relatively large at this time, so any little thing can stimulate her, affect her."

"May I take the liberty to ask, has anything happened to Mrs. Shang recently?"

He paused for a while, then added, "As doctors, we will keep everything about the patient confidential and will not let it out. Only by understanding Mrs. Shang's cause of disease can I come up with a better treatment plan."

Shang Yan pursed his lips. He didn't intend to deliberately hide the matter about Meng Chuning, so he briefly explained the matter in a few words.

Before that incident, Xu Li herself had a little prenatal anxiety, but it was not as serious as it is now.

At night, as long as he hugs her to comfort her, she can still fall asleep peacefully. In a few cases, she will wake up with a start, and her mood can be adjusted.

But since the Meng Chuning incident, she has been in that state day after day.

He was really distressed when he saw it.

Xiao Jiu was very surprised. The police reported the news of Meng Chuning's suicide on the Internet, and he had also read the report.

But I never expected that there was such an inside story.

He calmed down after being shocked, "Women during pregnancy are more emotional and emotional, and their minds will be more sensitive. After such a big incident, they jumped off the building in front of her..."

As a man, it was hard for him to imagine how bloody and terrifying that scene was.

What's more, Xu Li was still pregnant at that time, because she was born prematurely because of that incident.

It is conceivable how big the shadow in her heart will be.

"Can it be cured?" Shang Yan pursed his lips and asked in a low voice.

"Of course, depression can be cured, but... this kind of thing has a high probability of recurrence later, and it still has a lot to do with the patient's own mood."

Xiao Jiu thought for a while, "Is Mrs. Shang still breastfeeding?"

"No, the milk powder the baby drinks."

"Will you not breastfeed in the future?"

Shang Yan was silent, did not speak, and listened to Xiaojiu again, "If you start treatment now, I will prescribe some antidepressant medicine for Mrs. Shang. Once you take medicine for treatment, it is not suitable for breastfeeding, and it will be harmful to the baby." Influence."

"If there is no drug treatment, only psychotherapy, cognitive therapy, and behavioral therapy will alleviate and alleviate the patient's condition, but this method cannot be effective at one time. It must be done step by step and not in a hurry."

"I just said that Mrs. Shang's current development trend, if left unchecked, will gradually lead to suicidal thoughts, especially when she can't sleep at night and is full of negative emotions. painfully."

"She needs to spend a lot of energy to fight against this emotion, which makes her more and more irritable, anxious, and even feels that life is meaningless."

The more he listened, the more Shang Yan frowned.

Su Bao has been in the incubator since he was born, drinking only milk powder. Xu Li’s milk is not much. The confinement wife massages her every day, but the milk she expresses is not much, which is almost enough for Su Bao’s two meals. look.

"The treatment method is according to Dr. Xiao's."

"Okay, one more thing, I need to remind Mr. Shang that Mrs. Shang's heart is relatively fragile now, she must be accompanied, encouraged, and comforted more. The environment should not be too quiet or too lively, as it will affect her sleep at night. Also, don't say things that would irritate her in front of her, including her name, she is now...more vulnerable than we thought."

Shang Yan nodded, and responded softly, "En."

"Then I'll go back first. I have an appointment for a patient tomorrow morning, and I'll come over to arrange formal psychological treatment for Mrs. Shang in the afternoon." Xiao Jiu nodded slightly, and walked away quickly.

Shang Yan leaned against the wall, feeling a little heavy.

At this time, he really wanted to smoke a cigarette, but he couldn't. Now Xu Li couldn't smell or smell smoke.

And tomorrow the baby will come out of the incubator.

After a while, he walked back to the ward again.

"boom!"

"Squeeze, squeeze, squeeze if you can't squeeze, do you know it hurts? Go, let me go!"

As soon as he walked to the door of the room, the sound of glass breaking suddenly came from inside, accompanied by Xu Li's fierce and hysterical curse.

Shang Yan was taken aback, and immediately pushed open the door and walked in. What caught his eye was Xu Li standing on the edge of the bed with trembling shoulders, and Yuesao standing a few meters away from her, with a panicked and uneasy expression.

On the floor was a shattered glass breast pump.

"Ali." He walked over quickly, gently grabbed her shoulder, and called in a low voice.

Xu Li slowly raised her eyes, the tails of her eyes were slightly red, and there was still a hint of anger in her eyes. When she saw him, that anger immediately turned into grievance, and her tone was a little crying.

It's like a child who was bullied outside is suing a parent who can support him.

"She hurt me."

Shang Yan's heart was so soft at that moment, he gently pulled her into his arms, kissed her forehead, and comforted her, "Well, I know, don't squeeze if it hurts, it's okay."

Listening to his light and gentle tone, Xu Li's nose sore, she snuggled into his arms, and sobbed softly.

Seeing this, Yuesao didn't dare to make a sound, bent over to pick up the debris on the ground, cleaned it up, and left the room silently.

Xu Li's mood slowed down for a long time before she recovered, and fell asleep when she was tired.

The confinement lady had just arrived at the door with fruit when Shang Yan walked out.

"Sir." Yuesao greeted with a respectful nod, moved her lips, and explained, "I'm really sorry for hurting Madam..."

In fact, she didn't use much strength, it was about the same as usual.

It may have accidentally triggered a sensitive pain point of Xu Li, which caused her to lose her temper so suddenly.

She was also taken aback.

The day after Xu Li woke up, she was called to take care of Xu Li during confinement.

Xu Li's first impression of her was that although she was not particularly friendly and a little cold, she was still quite a nice person, without any pretensions, and she spoke politely.

And she doesn't have to take care of the child, she just needs to take care of her.

Relatively speaking, the salary is high and there are few things to do. She still cherishes this labor-capital relationship.

"Her current condition is not very good, and her emotional control is not good. The psychiatrist said it is postpartum depression, which is moderate. Sister Wu, please bear with me." Shang Yan interrupted her lightly.

As a confinement wife, Mrs. Wu's professionalism is beyond doubt.

During this period of time, he has noticed her dedication and dedication, and she is also very meticulous in taking care of Xu Li.

Aunt Wu also mentioned Xu Li's abnormality to him a few days ago.

At that time, he intended to see a psychiatrist, but Xu Li didn't want to see it, and was very resistant.

Until those few days when Xu Li always woke up crying at night, the situation got worse and worse, and the uneasiness in his heart became more and more obvious, and Aunt Wu talked about it with him in private again.

Madame is showing signs of postpartum depression.

Shang Yan's words surprised Aunt Wu a little.

She thought he would blame her, and she was a little moved in her heart, but there was a worried look on her face, "Sir, this is serious. I know Madam didn't mean any harm. I'm to blame for this matter. Don't worry, I will take care of you in the future." If you are more careful, you will also take care of Madam's emotions."

Shang Yan nodded, "Well, Su Bao will come out of the incubator tomorrow."

"I know that Madam will be happy when the baby comes out tomorrow. Being accompanied by the baby will definitely help Madam's current condition."

Sister-in-law Wu looked at the tiredness between his brows, and her eyes were stained with the elder's love for the younger.

"Madam's situation, you need more company from your husband in the future. You have to pay attention to your body. Tonight, I will watch over Madam. You go back and take a shower and sleep. Come back tomorrow morning. I will call you if there is anything to do." .”

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