confession today

Chapter 118 The relationship is broken
"You are still young, you don't know what love is, and you don't understand why I do this."

He paused, sighed in a low voice, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Because I love you, I want to protect you. You are not sensible. I will wait until you are sensible. I want you to see more Make a choice after seeing a better world."

Li Qizhi said, looking down at her, with some tears in his eyes, he reached out and touched her cheek lightly, his tone was very gentle and gentle: "But I am also under pressure, I am more than you I am old, I am 30 years old this year, I have to face the pressure from my family, and the opposition that your brother may have, and I will also be tired, but I just want a promise from you, even if it is deception..."

Because I love you, I would rather bear infamy and responsibility; and because I love you, I can't bear your pain.

However, when he faces these pressures, he also needs a companion's arm and a motivation to persevere.

Cheng Suiran opened her mouth, wanting to refute something, but her throat seemed to be choked with cotton, she couldn't make a sound, she could only stare blankly at the man in front of her, her eyes suddenly became hot.

"Don't cry." Li Qizhi knelt down and gently wiped away her tears: "I'm crying, my heart hurts."

Cheng Suiran looked down at him with tears in her eyes, which blurred her vision. She shook her head and said softly, "I'm sorry..."

Li Qizhi smiled, his eyes full of reluctance, but he still said with pain: "Of course, I will also be afraid. After you have seen the world, what will you do if you don't want me anymore? Wait until five or ten years later, What do you do if you dislike me for being old?"

"Will not……"

Cheng Suiran vaguely guessed what he was going to say in his heart, and couldn't help but threw himself into his arms, hugging his neck tightly, his voice was a little vague because of crying: "Li Qizhi, I love you, It's never a hazy liking, do you trust me, okay?"

"I believe you."

Li Qizhi hugged her lightly, and he slowly closed his eyes, his eyes trembling uncontrollably: "But there are too many uncertain factors in the future, you can't bet on your future, and I can't afford to bet either... ..."

"Then what do you mean?" Cheng Suiran raised his eyes and stared blankly at his face, his brows were full of exhaustion, it turned out that he was just calm outside, but in reality he was extremely tormented.

She looked distressed, and said softly: "Li Qizhi, if you are really anxious to get married, then I am willing, we can go to get the certificate tomorrow."

Listening to her words, Li Qizhi felt more and more sore and helpless in his heart. His eyes twinkled slightly, and his voice was low and hoarse: "Of course, what I want is not your compromise. Since ancient times, the world has been safe and secure, and it is worthy of the Tathagata." There is no way to live up to you, I used to think too highly of myself, I always simply thought, after you see the world, if you still choose to return to my arms, then I will be happy..."

He said, a line of teardrops fell from the corner of his eyes, he rolled his Adam's apple, and continued: "But now I'm afraid, I don't have confidence in myself, I'm afraid that after you see the world, you will meet better .”

"Then I won't go see it, okay?" Cheng Suiran stared at his handsome face, tears dripping down his cheeks and onto his fingertips: "Li Qizhi, don't say these words anymore..."

"Don't cry."

Li Qizhi wiped away the tears from her cheeks, and his tone was as calm as possible, but he still couldn't stop trembling: "Of course, love never wants to use the other party's despicable means to take possession of it. I can't be so selfish. To get you and ruin your career, I love you, so I can't do that, and I never will."

Every word he said seemed to hit her heart, Cheng Suiran bit his lips, and his heart felt as if it was being pulled hard.

"Li Qizhi, I love you..." She drooped her eyes, looking at him with misty eyes: "Will you wait for me, I will definitely not fall in love with others..."

He was her secret love throughout her teenage years, the first person she fell in love with, and he was the one who treated her well. With such Li Qizhi in front of her, how could she still fall in love with others.

Li Qizhi looked at her, and raised his hand to wipe away the remaining tears on her face. After a long time, he slowly murmured: "Of course, let's return our relationship to the starting point. If you like me, then we'll get married."

Hearing his words, Cheng Suiran suddenly became emotional: "Back to the starting point? Are you a brother or a sister?"

Li Qizhi's breathing was stagnant, and then he pursed his lips and did not speak.

Cheng Suiran took a deep breath, couldn't hold back his tears, sobbed softly, put his arms around him, and wanted to kiss him: "Li Qizhi, I don't want to go back to the beginning, I don't want to be your sister, I love you, this It's never a lie, you believe it, okay..."

Li Qizhi avoided her kiss and hugged her into his arms: "Of course, stop making trouble, be obedient."

"I didn't make a fuss..."

Cheng Suiran cried sadly, with red eyes, struggled out of his arms, choked up and said: "I have liked you since I was 17 years old, and now I am 20 years old. For three years, my love for you has never changed. Isn't that enough proof of my determination?"

"Of course..." Li Qizhi looked at her with complicated eyes, not knowing what to do for a while.

"Okay, if none of this proves that I love you, then I admit it." Cheng Suiran sniffed, trying to calm down his emotions, and asked anxiously: "Then when we were just brothers and sisters, if you If you meet a better and more suitable girl, will you marry her?"

He won't, he has already met such a beautiful and pure her, how could he fall in love with someone else again, his heart and tenderness have all been given to her, so how could he share a part of it with others.

But he also understands the little girl's temperament, if he doesn't say more unfeeling, how can the little girl give up easily during this period, her thoughts are very simple, she will only use the simplest and extreme way to tie them up relationship between.

He was afraid that if one day he couldn't stand the little girl's initiative and became impulsive, the little girl would regret it, so he had to cut off all the little girl's thoughts now.

"meeting……"

"Snapped!"

Crisp and loud applause suddenly resounded through the room.

Cheng Suiran's face was pale and tears were streaming down his face, while Li Qizhi turned his face sideways and did not recover for a long time.

"Li Qizhi, your love is nothing more than that, your love is also full of hypocrisy, full of distrust!" Her voice choked up, with strong sorrow: "My age is not a day, you can't bear it!" Stop the pressure, it's you who want to get married, it's you who don't want to wait for me, it's you who abandoned me!"

Hearing her accusations, Li Qizhi didn't refute, but just pushed back the bitterness in his eyes.

"Brother-sister relationship?" Cheng Suiran sneered, took out his phone with a trembling body, deleted all his contact information in front of him, and roared: "I have a brother, I don't need you to be my brother, I don't care Don't you just want to draw a line with me, okay, I will definitely not pester you any more from now on!"

　Li Qizhi: Who understands my suffering
　　Rabbit: I understand! ()
　　
　
(End of this chapter)