The Mysterious Recovery of the Forgotten World

Chapter 473 Regret
"Am I crazy or not?"

While He Xueyan was in confusion.

The aunt on the side suddenly exerted strength and broke off her hand that was holding He Ning tightly.

"Xueyan, listen to me, you have to rest well and actively cooperate with the doctor's treatment. You will definitely recover like He Ning."

The aunt pulled He Ning aside, hugged her daughter's trembling body to comfort her, and comforted He Xueyan at the same time.

The fear in her eyes is so real, but there is a kind of tolerance towards the younger generation in the fear.

Such complex emotions are really unlikely to be simulated by ghosts.

He Xueyan didn't respond, she was still sitting on the bed, her hands were hanging down, her expression was dull, as if she had lost herself, unable to tell which was the real world or the memory in her mind.

suddenly.

She seemed to feel something, turned her head suddenly, and looked at the door.

Immediately, her eyes narrowed suddenly.

Outside the door, a strange black and white figure passed by like a ghost.

He walked past the door and glanced at where He Xueyan was.

The two just looked at each other.

He Xueyan saw that strange and especially indifferent face clearly again.

"Li Leping?"

The confusion in her eyes dissipated again, but when He Xueyan came back to her senses, when she looked outside the door again, she found that there was no stranger outside the door at all.

Like a hallucination, this strange figure disappeared in a flash, appearing only for a moment.

No one has seen such a strange figure.

Except for her.

He Xueyan, who was sitting on the hospital bed, recalled what had just happened.

She never thought that there would be such a strange supernatural event. This supernatural event was weirder than any supernatural file she knew. It actually created such a real world, using people to try to make up for the past. thoughts to lure people into it.

In this case, once you really regard yourself as a person in this world, I am afraid that you will really fall into this false world.

However, when He Xueyan just had such an idea in his heart.

When she raised her head, she looked at her aunt's eyes full of fear and confusion, as if she was wondering why her once good niece turned into such crazy eyes.

She couldn't make up her mind either.

Because the motivation to support her actions now all comes from her imagination.

However, compared to my imagination, the world in front of me is obviously more real.

There is no evidence to prove that this world is false, and there is no evidence to prove that the memories he has are true.

What if, as the doctor said, he fantasized a false memory because of mental illness?
So isn't he a severe mental illness now, and is in the onset period at this moment?

Now that I have hurt a nurse, do I want to hurt my aunt because of that illusory memory?
"No, I can't think like that."

He Xueyan insisted that the world in front of her was fake.

"I can't just wait like this. I want to take He Ning away from here. She can no longer be hurt by supernatural events."

She gritted her teeth and firmly remembered the thoughts at this moment.

Immediately after regaining her sanity, she looked around and finally picked up the bench next to the hospital bed.

"Xue Yan, what are you going to do?!"

Seeing He Xueyan, whose face was full of pain but had to do it, especially after seeing her pick up the bench, my aunt immediately exclaimed.

She stood in front of He Ning, like a hen guarding her chicks, not allowing He Xueyan to hurt her daughter.

"sorry."

He Xueyan's eyes were red, she didn't know whether it was because of the soreness in her heart, or the madness brought about by the entanglement, in short, she still gritted her teeth and swung the bench violently.

"boom!"

With a heavy blow, she threw my aunt to the side, and her body hit the floor heavily, making a dull sound.

"what!"

He Ning screamed as she watched her mother being knocked out with a bench by her cousin.

She looked at He Xueyan with fear in her eyes.

Such a look seemed to be looking at a stranger who was about to hurt him.

The hysterical screams, eyes full of fear, and everything in front of him stimulated He Xueyan's nerves all the time.

She really feels like a psychopath right now, working stubbornly for a goal that probably doesn't exist, and in the process, she's hurt a lot of people.

"Come with me."

Without any explanation, He Xueyan grabbed He Ning's thin arm again.

"I do not want!"

He Ning struggled to break free, trying to get rid of He Xueyan's control, while shouting loudly: "My home is here!"

"Your home is not here!"

He Xueyan's nose was sour, and she made a nasal sound.

Why doesn't she hope that this is the real world?

"These are all fake!" she continued to shout.

At the same time, with all her strength, she grabbed He Ning's arm and pulled her out.

"No, I want to stay with my mother."

While struggling, He Ning stretched out her hand, crying and reaching out to her mother who was knocked unconscious by He Xueyan.

However, at this moment, He Xueyan is like a villain in a movie, and the distance between her and her mother is getting further and further away.

"Let go of me! Let go of me!"

Seeing that crying and begging for mercy had no effect, and He Ning, who couldn't change He Xueyan's thoughts at all, seemed to go crazy at this moment, she opened her mouth and bit He Xueyan's forearm.

"Um……"

Suddenly, the pain from his arm made He Xueyan groan.

Two rows of clear teeth marks were left on her arms as white as snow lotus roots.

But the harder He Ning bit, the tighter He Xueyan's grip became, and she had no intention of letting go.

Even though blood had been bitten out, even though He Ning's teeth were stained red with blood, and the teeth penetrated into the flesh, He Xueyan still did not let go.

"Xiao He! You have to calm down!"

"This patient, please calm down!"

Following He Xueyan's commotion in the corridor, doctors and nurses from the hospital rushed over and blocked the door.

They tried to stabilize the obviously mentally disturbed patient in front of them.

Even many patients poked their heads out of the ward at this time, planning to eat melons and watch a good show.

The doctor's exhortation did not shake He Xueyan's firm stand.

There was no wave in her heart.

No matter how beautiful it is here, a fake is a fake after all.

She firmly believed that the memory in her mind was real, and even more convinced that the black and white figure that appeared in front of her just now was not an illusion, but actually existed.

She has recognized everything and will never sink into such a false world.

Since she was holding a bench in one hand and a "hostage" in the other hand, the doctors and security guards who surrounded her did not dare to come up to restrain her, so they had to follow her all the way to the The courtyard gate of the inpatient area.

He Xueyan didn't know where she got the strength to drag He Ning out of the hospital all the way.

She came outside the mental hospital.

As soon as you go out.

Holding a bench and pulling a woman, she immediately attracted the attention of passers-by outside the hospital. Many people even raised their mobile phones, intending to take pictures of this rare scene in a century and put it on the Internet to earn traffic.

Blue and white striped hospital gown, no shoes on the feet, hair scattered in front of the face, looks like a crazy woman.

"Hey, what's the matter with this man? Why are there a group of doctors behind him?"

"Look at his clothes, he probably fell ill and ran out of a mental hospital!"

"Really? Is the security guard a fool? Can he let the patient escape?"

The crowd talked a lot. Although they didn't dare to get close to her, there were quite a few people who took out their mobile phones to take pictures. Some of them even turned on their mobile phone flashes, for fear that they couldn't capture such a funny scene.

The crowd of onlookers made He Xueyan feel flustered, and the voices of discussions kept coming to her ears. She personally felt what it means to be out of tune with this world.

It was as if she was standing opposite everyone.

At this moment, she is like a real psychopath.

"Fake, it's all fake!"

But she still gritted her teeth, repeating silently in her heart, constantly reminding herself.

She was barefoot, stepping on the cold ground, not knowing where to go.

But she could only keep going, not daring to stop.

However, her behavior caused quite a commotion.

More and more people gathered to watch the excitement.

More and more people gathered on the sidewalk, and even the cars on the road were blocked because of her.

suddenly.

He Xueyan stopped suddenly, her body froze in place as if someone had cast a hold on her body.

Her eyes were wide open, her beautiful eyes were staring straight ahead, her face showed a look of astonishment, this kind of astonishment quickly turned into a kind of disbelief, as if she saw something incredible.

It was a middle-aged man and woman who were trying to squeeze out from the crowd of onlookers.

"Dad, Mom?"

The moment he saw those two familiar faces, the strength in He Xueyan's heart seemed to be shattered in an instant.

She subconsciously called out these two titles that she hadn't called out for a long time.

After just four words, her lips began to tremble, and immediately after that, every inch of her body also began to tremble.

At this time.

The middle-aged man and woman also squeezed out from the crowd.

The stumbling along the way made them look a little embarrassed.

The suit buttons on the man's body were squeezed out at some point, and there were several gray shoe prints on the black leather shoes that had been polished. It hasn't disappeared until now.

The woman's face was also covered with sweat, and the sweat stains disturbed her originally plaid hair, and someone stepped on the high heels she was wearing on her feet, and now she can only be barefoot like He Xueyan.

However, even so, after they got out of the crowd, when they saw He Xueyan, they still squeezed out a very forced smile on their faces.

It seems that they don't want their daughter to worry about them.

Parents always want to show the best side to their children, because they will always regard themselves as role models for their children.

A role model cannot make mistakes. Similarly, a role model cannot be timid or cowardly.

"Yanyan."

The mother's familiar voice, He Xueyan was stunned again the moment she heard the baby name.

She looked at the two faces that made her miss day and night, and made her wander between sweet dreams and nightmares countless times.

"Dad...Mom..."

Looking at the faces of his parents, He Xueyan choked up and shouted.

All the persistence in my heart finally couldn't hold on at this time.

"Yanyan, listen to Mom and Dad, don't hurt He Ning, let's go back to the hospital for treatment, shall we?"

With a very reluctant smile on her face, the mother slowly walked over, just like comforting her to sleep when she was a child, her voice was so gentle and intimate, and there was no sense of blame at all.

"No, you're not real...you're not real...I can't go back anymore."

The closer her mother got, the more He Xueyan wanted to escape.

She dare not approach.

I'm afraid that as soon as I get close to the past, I will really sink into it.

She exhausted all her strength and the last bit of sobriety before finally taking a few steps back.

Her expression was very painful, and she instinctively wanted to stay away from here and resist here.

However, hot teardrops still came out, and after stubbornly rolling a few times in the eye sockets, they flowed down the corners of the eyes without disappointment.

Mom calls you home for dinner, but you have to turn away.

"Yanyan, it's okay. You don't have to worry. Dad has plenty of money. Don't worry about the treatment fee. The troubles caused this time are nothing to me. I will be responsible for the compensation. You just need to accept the treatment with peace of mind. .”

The father seemed to have misunderstood what his daughter meant, but the original intention in the words was still to reassure He Xueyan.

"No, no, these are all fake, all fake! They are all constructed by supernatural powers! Don't you guys try to fool me!"

He Xueyan dragged He Ning back and forth, away from the mother who was trying to approach her.

It's just that the more she retreated, the faster her breathing became, and the more tears welled up in her eyes.

She just felt a pain in her chest, as if it had been torn apart, making her unable to breathe.

The scene in front of him became even more hazy with the mist rising in front of him.

"Eh? Is that man the richest man in our Daha City?"

"It's kind of like what you said. I've seen him on TV."

"It's him, it's him, no mistake."

"My dear, it's easy to be restless in this wealthy family."

"Don't understand? It's the wealthy families that are prone to troubles. Maybe it's the husband and wife who drove the daughter so hard that they drove her crazy."

Someone in the crowd seemed to have recognized the identity of He Xueyan's father, and at this moment they started chattering again, began to make sarcastic remarks, and later even began to spread rumors.

Father He's face darkened, but he still held back and did not lose his temper at such a time.

He is too aware of these disgusting things, the more you refute at this time, the more it will make people think that you are annoyed after being hit, and then force you to take the title.

Once the hat is on, it is impossible to take it off.

He would rather others pour dirty water on himself than these sarcastic people point the finger at his daughter.

But He Xueyan's mother was not so strong.

Seeing her daughter's crazy appearance, watching her keep moving away from her, and seeing He Ning who was struggling beside her daughter, who was very scared, and coupled with the gossip of the people around her, He Xueyan's mother felt that all her strength was exhausted. Being taken out of time, at this moment, he "plopped" and knelt down in front of his daughter.

"Why? Why did our family become like this?"

She held her head in despair, not questioning He Xueyan, but asking herself, why did such a beautiful family become like this?
The daughter's father worked hard outside to support the family, which can be said to be conscientious.

However, the daughter had this strange disease.

So, isn't it because she is not competent as a mother?
"mom!!!"

This questioning full of self-blame and confusion completely broke He Xueyan.

Her face was full of tears, and seeing the figure kneeling in front of her in the blur, she also knelt down.

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

She was crying and shouting, her voice became more and more quiet from the heart-piercing at the beginning to the end because she was out of breath.

Whenever she fell asleep, she always dreamed of her parents repeatedly in nightmares and sweet dreams.

In the nightmare, the frightening scene of the parents dying at the hands of the ghosts was repeated.

In a sweet dream, one is fantasizing about a future where the nightmare has never happened.

But He Xueyan never thought that she would use such a face to face her father and mother when they met again.

They still love themselves that way.

But he kept hurting them.

At this moment, He Xueyan let go of He Ning's hand.

Blood dripped from the rows of tooth marks on her arms and dripped onto the pavement with tears, as if in response to her cries.

She retched, and all the words she wanted to say were stuck in her throat, and she couldn't say a word at this time.

Looking at her mother kneeling in front of her, He Xueyan wanted to give up.

Is she crazy, or is the world crazy?
Is everything in front of me real or an illusion?

Is it true or false?
He Xueyan couldn't tell the difference.

But she felt that she no longer had the courage to deny it, let alone distinguishing, she couldn't even exert any strength.

family.

These two words are the biggest regret in her life.

But now, as long as she is willing to admit that she is the one with the problem.

Then, the so-called regret will no longer exist.

As long as she denies her past, she can have everything she has lost.

Get treatment here and get back to the normal life that was supposed to be hers.

A person's life is always full of regrets.

Maybe some people regret that because they were ignorant when they were young, they kept contradicting their grandparents who loved them, but they didn't feel their love for their younger generation until the old man passed away.

Some people may regret that they were not sensible enough when they were young, so they were so angry that their parents had gray hairs on their heads.

Some people will regret that they didn't muster up the courage to confess to the brother in the lower berth, but now they are eaten up by the bad woman.

In short, if there is an opportunity, a chance to make up for regrets is in front of you.

And who dares to pat his chest and shout: "These are all fake, I just need to embrace the reality, and a life with regrets is complete."

He Xueyan is also caught in such a difficult decision, unable to make a choice.

"It's okay, Yanyan."

At this moment, Father He stepped forward, looked at his daughter bitterly, and his tone was full of tiredness and pity.

"You don't have to say sorry to us, promise Dad, go back and receive treatment, okay?"

The father smiled wryly and stretched out his big hand, just like when she was a child when she fell down and helped her up.

"I……"

The light in He Xueyan's eyes gradually dimmed, and she slowly raised her hand, as if she wanted to hold her father's big hand again.

"She's not going anywhere."

at this time.

A non-existent person suddenly walked out of the crowd, came behind He Xueyan without anyone noticing, and grabbed Father He's outstretched palm.

(End of this chapter)