The star is suspected of being mentally ill

Chapter 245 Han Zhou's Diary, Farewell My Concubine is Finished!
After returning from the United States, Han Zhou began to keep a diary, recording what he saw and heard.

The reason for keeping a diary is that Han Zhou discovered a very special thing.

Gradually, I can no longer forget.

The situation of entering any role at any time is still there.

The memory of the previous life is still clear, and the memories of the previous three years of this life are still there.

But since this period of time, Han Zhou has indeed lost his ability to never forget.

The reason was that when a group of people went shopping in Chinatown in Los Angeles that day, they bought dried persimmons. Wang Xiya asked Han Zhou, "Did you eat crab porridge in the morning?"

Many things cannot be eaten together, such as dried persimmons and crabs.

With this question, Han Zhou passed the test.

The hotel is specially booked, and the food is also Chinese food. There are many different porridges in the morning.

Suddenly asked, Han Zhou couldn't remember what kind of porridge he ate in the morning.

Although Han Zhou soon remembered that he ate fish porridge.

But it was from this moment that Han Zhou began to recall what he was doing these days.

Han Zhou found that from the first day he arrived in the United States, his brain no longer [-]% backed up his memories.

For the more important things, I still remember very clearly, but I can't remember the unimportant things.

This basically means that the phenomenon of hypermemory has disappeared, although Han Zhou's memory is far superior to that of ordinary people so far.

But Han Zhou also had doubts.

This kind of memory decline is the end of the decline from the state of hypermemory to the state of normal people.

Or will it continue to decline, from hypermemory to amnesia, or even Alzheimer's disease?
This is a problem for Han Zhou.

It marks that Han Zhou has entered a new life.

Having the ability to remember everything at any time, and being unable to remember some unimportant things until now, Han Zhou has some sense of crisis.

In the past, Han Zhou knew every employee in the company.

Just read their onboarding materials, or meet them once within the company, and you'll always remember them.

With this superior memory, many employees feel that their boss cares about them and that they are very important, which greatly improves the management ability of a technical leader like Han Zhou.

But as of today, it seems that this is a thing of the past.

In the past, Han Zhou could clearly remember every detail in his life.

However, this is no longer the case.

After the plane landed, Han Zhou asked Arlene to buy a notebook.

Arlene had bought the best notebook on the market, with floral gold trim.

Han Zhou wrote his first diary entry on it.

[May [-]th, Youth Day, sunny

I found that my memory has started to deteriorate, and now I can't even remember what the hairs that fell out when I combed my hair in the morning, and I can't use this picture to count how many hairs fell out.

Although after reading the customs information, I still remember that there is an extra ink dot in the second row on the left, above the word '能', but my memory has indeed begun to decline.

Will I go from remembering everything, to being unable to remember anything, and finally even the memory in my mind disappears? 】

Afterwards, Han Zhou began to use his diary to record the most important things to him in a day, or the most interesting things, or things that cannot be forgotten.

[May [-]th, sunny

Shia's birthday was on the [-]th of last month. At that time, she was training in the military camp and did not buy her a gift. When I asked her in Los Angeles, she said that she wanted a flower I planted as a gift.

I have to remember to plant a sunflower seed this weekend. Although the best time to plant sunflower seeds is April [-], it has been more than two weeks, but it is still too late.

Today Liu Sanqi left the garrison and set off for peacekeeping. He will come back before the Youth Day two years later, and then go find him to fool him with his armband.

Today I finally completed five sets of [-] push-ups each, and finally caught up with the first group with the most abnormal physical fitness. 】

[May [-]th, overcast

The fourth uncle said, 'No way!I'm talking about a lifetime.A year, a month, a day, and an hour are not considered a lifetime! "This line is very well written. I asked me which girl I wanted to say this to. I said it was Han Jiaxin. The fourth uncle chased me for three blocks and missed me. Wow, hahahahaha."

I found that the kid from the photography team named Zhang Qiu is of good quality, and I can try to send him to Hollywood for a try. 】

[June [-]st, Children's Day, sunny

Today my comrade-in-arms Xiaolei asked me why I didn’t direct this year’s Children’s Day Gala, and asked me if I had any programs for young fans this year.

I thought he couldn't get up because of the log, so I fooled him that the party was pre-recorded, and I directed it this year, so I told him to finish it quickly so that he could watch TV.

Today I still weigh 120 pounds, which is still too heavy, and I have to lose another [-] pounds. 】

[June [-]th, rain
I laughed at Xiaolei at the round log training last time, and today Xiaolei laughed at me.

Now I still have 110 four catties, and I can no longer complete the training subject of two people lifting a log.

The instructor asked me to slow down the rate of weight loss, thinking that it would be dangerous to continue training like this. 】

[June 23, sunny

At [-]:[-], the police came to the set and took me away. I was sent to the hospital to be tested for drug residues.

Someone reported me for smoking narcotics.

However, although I lost weight, it was not caused by smoking. Lao Jiu found out that it was Zhao Qigang who reported it. I used to think that this person just had a different stand, but now I sneer at him.

But I was not at a loss, I backhandedly reported Zhao Qigang's new film's second female prostitute, and the report was successful. 】

[June 27, rain

I was so hot, it finally rained.

Good news came from Timo, "The Twilight Saga 2" so far has a box office of 3000 million US dollars, and it is expected to be close to [-] million US dollars within the cycle.

The New World American branch is on the right track.

Chen Dayong's current ability to prepare one movie a year is a feat. Apart from "Death Is Coming", I have to write a new series of scripts first, and I am going to make Chen Dayong the godfather of horror movies.

Ah Er recently broke up in love, Lao Jiu said that he deserved it, but Ah Er said that he wanted to go out for a break, and planned to visit the branch in the United States.

I granted him two weeks off. 】

[July [-]st, overcast

Yang Hong found the leather case production experts I needed in Gong City, Shu Province. At present, [-]% of the dinosaur models and giant electronic dinosaur exhibits in the world are made by them.

In order to poach people, they spent an annual salary of 700 million and a flat in Shanghai, and promised that the name of the Gong City Institute of Paleontology must appear in the plot when the movie was filmed. This matter must not be forgotten. 】

[July [-]nd, rain

I tried to recall whether the rifle fixed-point shooting or the assault shooting was the first training at three o'clock in the afternoon four days ago, but I couldn't remember.

But four days ago, I finished reading "Battle Japanese Encyclopedia", and I still remember it clearly.

Now, my usual memory is no different from that of ordinary people, but in the working state, my memory is still much better than most people, and this state seems to have stabilized. 】

July [-]rd.

A scene that was shot many times in a row had to be shot again.

In front of the fire, Bawang and Concubine Yu in disguise were pinned down there.

Through the fire, it seems that the people on the opposite side are all distorted.

Seeing this scene, Han Sisheng had no choice but to accept his old age.

At the beginning, Han Zhou and Han Sisheng discussed whether to shoot this part.

Because the fifth-generation and sixth-generation directors that Han Sisheng hates most like to make this film.

Han Sisheng was very firm, he could shoot, he wanted to shoot, he had to.

The meaning is completely different.

Showing the times is not the same thing as showing the times alone.

Showing darkness is not the same thing as showing only darkness.

Some people make movies in China, that is backward countryside, sad stories, miserable life, the darkest age.

When it comes to filming foreign or period dramas, it is the young master and young lady, peerless, literati and coquettish, wishing to touch three bottles of hairspray.

This is what Han Sisheng looked down on those people the most.

But this drama must have this paragraph, but some things have been changed.

Something that, when added, restores everything.

Wu Liwen, who played Duan Xiaolou, played very well, but he was a little trembling at this time.

Someone in the crowd shouted: "If Duan Xiaolou doesn't surrender, he will perish!!"

The crowd suddenly followed this slogan.

Duan Xiaolou had no confidence: "At the beginning of the Anti-Japanese War, he sang for the Sakura soldiers."

As soon as these words came out, Pandora's box was opened.

Although Duan Xiaolou took a sip of Dieyi during the "tui" back then, he clearly knew that Cheng Dieyi sang the hall to save himself.

But today, in order to save himself, Duan Xiaolou, the overlord, collapsed and bit out about Cheng Dieyi.

But after these words were uttered, the timid Duan Xiaolou changed.

Full of confidence, like singing an opera, he speaks righteously: "He sang operas for the soldiers of the Nationalist Party, for the reactionary leaders of Beipingyuan, for the capitalists, for the landlords and rich, and for the ladies and wives..."

"I just don't want to sing for our army!"

This sentence was added by Han Zhou, and it is also the actual situation.

Every word is true.

However, Duan Xiaolou Yuqing should not have said these words.

The degree of shock to the audience is the same as the original version, but it will not cause discredit.

Because, Cheng Dieyi is really unwilling to sing for our army.

Amidst the shouts of knocking down Cheng Dieyi, Duan Xiaolou continued: "In order to please Yuan Shiqing, the big show bully, he pretended... did you, did he... he did, did you..."

While speaking, while asking, while crying.

Duan Xiaolou also wanted to know.

But Cheng Dieyi didn't know that there were mixed feelings at this time, or that all thoughts were lost.

Under Facebook, I can't see clearly.

I just know it's not a good expression.

On the other side of the crowd, Juxian wanted to stop him: "Xiaolou!"

Juxian didn't want Xiaolou to continue talking.

Duan Xiaolou threw Yu Ji's hat and sword into the fire.

Juxian rushed out of the crowd, took the saber out of the fire, and hugged it tightly in his arms.

Cheng Dieyi has also gone crazy.

"I want to expose it too!"

A classic line that is hard to repeat.

At this time, it is acting, not singing at this time, but at this time, the crowd is watching the 'drama' and 'watching the drama'.

In and out of the play, half a year has passed, and it has long been unclear.

"retribution!"

"Do you think the villain is in charge?"

"It's us who have come to this field step by step!"

"retribution!"

Cheng Dieyi's madness here is a scene that many people haven't seen clearly.

Many people thought that it was Cheng Dieyi's disappointment with Duan Xiaolou that caused Cheng Dieyi to lose everything.

Actually not, because in the last scene of the movie, Cheng Dieyi slays himself, and there is nothing more tragic than death of heart.

Such a top-notch film that expresses film art to the fullest does not require two scenes to express the same thing.

This place actually has a hidden psychological process.

And the key is the phrase 'you all lied to me'.

Master once said, 'everyone wants to watch a play', and he also said that this play has to be performed for a lifetime.

Life is too complicated, and people are too complicated, and Master didn't understand it.

Not everyone needs to watch a 'drama', but everyone needs to 'see a drama', and when there is an opportunity to 'see a drama', it is not important to watch a 'drama'.

And a play can't be performed for a lifetime, and a play will always be a play, and it can't be true.

Cheng Dieyi has always resisted Juxian very much. In fact, he didn't resist Juxian at all. Cheng Dieyi thought about one thing from his own thinking.

Duan Xiaolou won't spend his whole life with Cheng Dieyi, will Duan Xiaolou spend his whole life with Juxian?
will not.

Cheng Dieyi, or the mother of the young Xiaodouzi, is a daughter of the old society, and Xiaodouzi's mother was abandoned by her father.

Xiaodouzi didn't know why.

But Cheng Dieyi knew it.

Cheng Dieyi was very entangled in one thing during the argument. Since his parents can separate, will Duan Xiaolou Juxian separate?

At this moment, Cheng Dieyi is not exempt, he is not a fairy with a fairy air.

At this moment, the evil in his human nature is also highlighted vividly.

Cheng Dieyi scolds Juxian as a stinky bitch and a daughter-in-law.

The people around 'watching the show' immediately asked for proof of this matter.

Duan Xiaolou did not disappoint Cheng Dieyi at all.

"Yes."

"No love, no love, I want to draw a line with her!"

Sure enough, Cheng Dieyi guessed right, Duan Xiaolou and Juxian were the same as his parents.

Love in the world can't stand the test at all.

Cheng Dieyi wanted to monopolize Duan Xiaolou.

But after realizing clearly that he couldn't monopolize them all, he settled for the next best thing, Duan Xiaolou and Juxian, Overlord and Yuji.

When Duan Xiaolou gave up on himself first, the reason why Cheng Dieyi aimed at Juxian was to break them up.

He succeeded.

But he never expected that Cheng Dieyi was a fake concubine Yu at the moment, and Immortal Ju was both the real overlord and concubine Yu.

Ju Xian is the one who loves drama the most.

Under the plaque of the Master of All Ages, in front of the Confucius Temple.

After the flames burned out, Juxian returned the sword to Cheng Dieyi and left.

When Cheng Dieyi felt something was wrong and ran to Duan Xiaolou's house.

Only screams were heard.

Then he rushed in and saw Ju Xian who hanged himself in a red dress.

Duan Xiaolou frantically wrestled with Cheng Dieyi.

All of this was doomed from the very beginning.

Everyone is different, Duan Xiaolou is a very clear person.

Duan Xiaolou knew that he was acting and that he was a fake overlord.

Duan Xiaolou knew that after he said he had drawn a clear line with Juxian and satisfied the 'theater audience', he would not die, and neither would Juxian.

Duan Xiaolou even knew that Cheng Dieyi could accept it and would not die because of it.

But Duan Xiaolou never expected that Juxian couldn't bear it. Juxian refused to see the overlord become a cowardly Duan Xiaolou. People who die with themselves.

But Juxian was wrong.

In this game, everyone is disappointed.

Xiao Si reported Cheng Dieyi and got Yu Ji's costume, but after putting it on, she was found by the "spectators".

Abuse of public power is still a dead end, and there will be backlash.

The story, almost unchanged, is very subtle.

No one told lies, not even superfluous words.

However, there are some words that people should not speak, but someone forces you to speak.

There are some things that people should not do, but someone forces you to do them.

The scariest thing is that the reason he used to force you is not wrong.

In a thing that is not wrong, after people are added, mistakes are bound to happen.

Constantly, at every level, there are people who want you to use this right thing for your own personal gain. The end result is that countless people who should not be affected by this thing have become sacrifices.

Is Duan Xiaolou a good person?no.

Is Cheng Dieyi a good person?no.

Is Ju Xian a good person?Not at all.

but!Duan Xiaolou is a good person, Cheng Dieyi is a good person, and Juxian is also a good person.

This logic is difficult to understand. After understanding it, you can basically understand human nature.

No one is sage, but there are indeed people who will hold on to your pigtails.

You are as open-minded as Duan Xiaolou, it is useless.

You can't understand it like Cheng Dieyi, it's useless.

You look away like a chrysanthemum fairy, but it's useless.

This is the most shocking part of the expression of "Farewell My Concubine".

People are under the influence of the social tide, no matter what you choose, tragedy will inevitably occur.

Although "Farewell My Concubine" did not propose a solution, it was enough to make people feel touched.

Feeling is enough, don't think too much, when you can't grasp all the conditions, your thinking will inevitably have wrong answers.

The answer is actually what the ancients said many years ago, doing is more important than thinking.

Continuous trial and error correction, to the right way.

If I made a mistake, I would not dare to leave, and the tragedy would have happened in vain.

At the end of the story, Cheng Dieyi and Duan Xiaolou took to the stage again after 11 years, and everything seemed to be back on track.

I haven't acted in a play for 23 years, and haven't seen each other for 11 years.

Duan Xiaolou suddenly made a joke: "Little nun Fang is twenty-eight years old!"

Cheng Dieyi was stunned and then subconsciously gave the following sentence: "Zheng Qingchun was cut off by the master."

Duan Xiaolou: "I was originally a boy."

Cheng Dieyi: "It's not the girl Jiao'e."

Duan Xiaolou: "Wrong, wrong again."

This was originally a joke to ease the relationship after many years. Although Duan Xiaolou doesn't love Cheng Dieyi, he loves Xiaodouzi.

It's not a relationship between a man and a woman, it's a brotherhood.

Cheng Dieyi was stunned, yes, wrong again.

The mistake is that I am a man but not a girl, and I cannot be the real Concubine Yu.

However, while singing, Cheng Dieyi drew his sword and slayed himself like Yu Ji.

Now, yes.

Duan Xiaolou: "Dieyi!!!"

"Little Douzi..."

July [-]th, wrap up.

At the finale scene, everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

This movie was so difficult to shoot.

Han Zhou's request is too high.

Han Sisheng, on the other hand, was even more demanding than Han Zhou.

Han Sisheng knew that this would be Han Zhou's masterpiece, and he had to be demanding.

At the finale scene, Han Sisheng was there, and no one vented his depressed feeling.

And Han Sisheng vented.

Han Sisheng shook the bone-thin Han Zhou: "The filming is over, the filming is over!!!"

Han Zhou sat on the chair weakly: "The filming is over."

At this time, Han Zhou had gone through the complete filming process of "Farewell My Concubine", and suddenly remembered the handsome man in his previous life.

The story Farewell My Concubine tells has a premise.

That is, tricks are more important than anything else.

If Duan Xiaolou and Cheng Dieyi had rehearsed another play at the beginning of that era and acted in a play such as "Taking Tiger Mountain Out of Wisdom", then they would not have encountered such a thing.

But they don't.

Because that's all they do.

Because they can only live their own lives, not the lives of others.

When my brother finished filming Farewell My Concubine, he must have understood that if tricks are more important than anything else, something will happen one day.

But he didn't regret it.

His life is the same as that of Cheng Dieyi.

In the following plays, he found the one that suits him best, and he never made it out of it.

However, Han Zhou's life is different from Yu Ji's and Cheng Dieyi's. Han Zhou's physical weakness reminds him all the time that Dieyi is a thing of the past, Lu Yiyi is coming, and all the roles are just him a period of time, not a lifetime.

"I'm not as good as him."

……

One day in mid-July, Han Zhou finished his half-year military career, got the big red flower, and left the army green camp.

Appearing in the company, Yang Hong's first question was: "When will the album be made? Didn't you say that the album will be released at the end of the year, and you haven't started making it yet?"

Han Zhou: "The album? Let's play it."

"Notify Wei Yuan and Han Jiaxin that "I'm Not the God of Medicine" is about to start filming."

This summer has been really busy.

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