I rely on residual blood to repair my longevity

"Then what is the purpose of your cultivation? Arong, you must know that many young people will have the same thoughts as you do now, but what is the truth? The fact is that no matter how hard you try to cultivate, you will eventually fall in front of the helpless fact! We are here for you The path you chose is the safest. Can’t you just go to Qinglun’s small world to practice honestly? You can continue to go out for five or ten years! As long as you are safe.”

His mother's eyes were filled with tears at this time.She may be partial, but Yan Rong is also her own child, how could she be willing to watch her child get into trouble?Many people think they are invincible when they are young.Even if he is looked down upon by others, or even his talent is far inferior to others, he will have an inexplicable self-confidence.

But what about the facts?

I don't know how many people died on that unconventional road!

Yan's mother really doesn't know why her eldest son chooses this path, isn't it good to live in peace and stability, practice step by step and then live?Isn't Yanrong the one who has always been the most obedient?

"But I don't want to be an obedient child."

Yan Rong spoke suddenly, startling Yan's family.Everyone watched this scene in disbelief, how could Yan Rong's meek nature speak in such a firm tone?And this content, what does it mean to not want to be an obedient child?

Mother Yan looked at her eldest son in disbelief, but saw him standing there straight, although he didn't say a word, but his back was straight.

"Actually, I've always thought that as a monk, I should focus on important matters such as cultivation and ascension. I really shouldn't waste too much time thinking about such small things as my parents. But I gradually discovered that if these things are not resolved or talked about, I will always have this knot in my heart. So I chose to come back. Before I leave, I must settle this matter."

"What are you talking about? Do you think I'm partial to your younger siblings? Or do you think we broke your heart by giving you younger siblings in those ten years? You tell us, we will all change and make up for you. You tell us..."

Yan Rong's lips trembled slightly, and for a moment, he even thought, why not just give up like this, we are all a family, why bother to explain things so clearly?
But before Yan Rong came back, he had already made countless presuppositions in his heart, and after a brief hesitation, he still spoke.

"There are some things that hurt feelings if you say it plainly. But if you don't say it, you hurt yourself. Father, mother, I can raise my younger siblings and honor you. But I can't stand being fooled, looked down upon, or rejected."

"Who looked down on you? Who fooled you? You say it, you say it! How could we look down on you, we love you before it's too late!"

"It's the same again."

"what?"

Mother Yan suspected that she had heard wrong, but the next moment, she saw the unprecedented anger on Yan Rong's face.

"I know you guys love me. Yanjun and Yanyan even said that if they had to be willing to block the knife for me! I was really touched. But the invisible contempt and contempt cannot be hidden. Every time I feel sad , I will tell myself that. Tell myself that you love me. Only in this way can I not feel so uncomfortable. "

The lips of Yan's father and mother trembled, they didn't know that Yan Rong had so many things in his heart, and they didn't know that the child was so bitter in his heart.But, why didn't the child tell himself earlier?Why didn't he say he wasn't feeling well earlier?

"Didn't I really say it? I said it, many times. But what did I get? Perfunctory, evasion, big things made small, small things made small..."

My thoughts couldn't be restrained, and I went back to the previous scenes when I finally mustered up the courage to speak out my heart.

"Father, I, I also want to go out to practice."

"Oh, you're still young, what can you do when you go out? It's better for your parents to go out to practice while they are young, so you can take care of your younger siblings at home. Okay?"

"Mother, you can't teach Yan Yan like this, doing something wrong is doing something wrong, and you can't lie."

"What are you talking about, kid? Wasn't it the same when you were young? I didn't say you, Arong, why are you so stupid? This is your own sister. Which is more important, your own sister or others?"

"Brother, what's the use of practicing so hard? Your talent is not good. No matter how hard you practice, you will end up with nothing. Why do you have to suffer?"

"Big brother! Do you still have any spirit stones? I have run out of them, can you give me some?"

"I don't have any..."

"You lied to me! You don't have any expenses, how could you not have any? Go find your mother and give me an advance payment for next month's Lingshi share? Ah? Mine? I have other uses for next month. Oh, let's It's all one family, what's yours is mine. So what if you give me a little?"

Yan Rong is not a fool, on the contrary, he is gentle and honest by nature, and he is very sensitive to other people's thoughts.It's not that I don't say it, it's just because I know it's useless to say it.

"Father, Yanjun Yanyan, I am indeed a person with a good temper. But if I have a gentle temper and don't hold grudges, do I have to be bullied? You are my close relatives, and even you can't look at me with a normal attitude, so what should I do?" Can I ask others to look at me like an ordinary person? Yanjun, you think my talent is not as good as yours, so you should do what a big brother should do honestly? Honor your parents and raise your younger siblings. In fact, it doesn't matter? Yanyan, will you give me some flowers from your spirit stone?"

Father, mother, Jun Yanyan fell silent.

In fact, they felt a faint sense of shame and shame at the moment.Yanyan even clenched her storage bag tightly for a moment, but because her parents, brothers and guests around her were all looking at her, she didn't act more explicit.As for Yan Jun, his face was flushed at this moment, and he looked at his elder brother in disbelief.He never knew that the eldest brother who was so gentle and so temperless that he didn't like it would have such a brave day!
"Arong! Arong, we know what we did wrong, but we are blood relatives, blood is thicker than water! Don't leave, I know what we did wrong, you should at least give us a chance to correct ourselves."

At this time, Yan's mother had already burst into tears.In any case, Yan Rong is his own flesh and blood, and Yan's mother is so uncomfortable that she almost faints.

But she had a feeling in her heart that it was too late.The kid had been disappointed so many times that he wouldn't give them another chance.

Sure enough, Yan Rong refused gently and firmly.

"It's too late, I'm sorry, mother, father, Yanjun, Yanyan, the matter is over. I just think about it now but I have a regret. I don't want to be so obedient."