I rely on residual blood to repair my longevity

"..."

Dahua didn't say anything, and then looked up at the statue in the yard with a complicated expression.

"I don't know, I only know that this mountain is blessed by gods, but even if there are gods, there are people who will throw their daughters into the mountain to be devoured by wild beasts or simply as sacrifices. Ah, I can't last long..."

"When you came, you may have heard that this northern mountain is very spiritual, and the villagers living a hundred miles below the mountain are also living well, right?"

Changsheng nodded.

It is for this reason that Changsheng did not investigate too much when he chose to go up the mountain, because she originally wanted to relax, until the previous turmoil about her gradually subsided, and the Buddhist cultivators in the Western Buddhist countries no longer wanted to kidnap herself as a disciple , you can go back.Really didn't expect so many things to happen.

Looking at the statue in the courtyard expressionlessly, Dahua seemed to be looking at it, and seemed to be looking at some life that he didn't want to recall.

"Actually, in the past, this mountain was not rich, nor did it have such a spiritual appearance. A long time ago, this place was just a barren mountain. Let alone prey, at that time there was a sparse forest on the mountain. It was already blessed by God. Little girl, you probably don’t know. At that time, there were no girls in our poor villages who were willing to marry. There is no way, there are fewer and fewer people, and there is not enough food and drink to support so many children. But in order to continue the incense and support the family , most of the remaining girl dolls were thrown away by the family members. At that time, in the mountain valley, the bones of the baby girls were piled up with resentment. It's a pity that they are still complaining that no woman is willing to marry in, and they want to cut off the incense. It's like Like my uncle, the whole family is so sick and stupid that he can't even take care of his own family, but he still has to marry his son and have children, and after giving birth to a child, he can't support him, and he still has to throw away the baby girl. .”

"Sometimes I really don't understand, is there any need to continue this kind of incense?"

"The child was born in such a family, let alone whether he will have the disabilities of his parents and grandparents. Even if he is lucky, he will be a perfect person in the future. There are old, weak and sick grandparents in the family, a mentally handicapped father who is only six years old, and a sick and dumb father. Mother, with so many people dragging you down, and the family doesn’t have tens of thousands of dollars in money, nor is it a prominent noble family, it’s naturally impossible to send your children to study and practice martial arts, so in the end, don’t they plan to eat in the dirt?”

"A farmer, is he exhausted from working in the fields to the point of death, who can support his big family, who is sick or disabled and needs to be supported by medicine? Is he born to make him suffer? How will he feel when he grows up and knows that his compatriots and sisters were abandoned on the mountain to fend for themselves in order to support him?"

"Such a child will only have two results in the future. Either he will become as numb as his ancestors and think that these are normal, or he will only regret it for the rest of his life."

"I really don't understand. If you want to have a child, shouldn't you make all the adequate preparations before giving birth to them? Is it true that giving birth to them is just to continue the incense and provide for the elderly?"

The more Dahua talked, the more angry he became, and in the end he questioned him almost angrily.She didn't know who she was questioning, maybe it was those ignorant people who threw their children into the mountains, or maybe it was this painful and helpless but unchangeable social reality?

Her voice was a bit loud, and the baby girl trembled in shock, but quickly calmed down again under the comfort of the old woman, and fell asleep with her mouth open.The old woman gave her daughter a dissatisfied look, then hugged the child and shook her to coax her.

Only then did Dahua come to her senses, she gave a wry smile, apologized in embarrassment, and then went on to tell the story.

"The thing is like this. At that time, there were almost no female dolls in the homes of hundreds of miles in Beishan. There were only more and more males. Oh! Males! Without females, can they give birth by themselves? The poorer the more, The poorer you are, the more likely you are talking about this situation.”

"But maybe because of the protection of heaven, one day, this mountain will 'live'."

"Alive?"

Changsheng couldn't help but interjected.

"really."

Because the time is too long, Dahua can't remember clearly, and now he can only vaguely recall the things his mother told him before.

"My mother said that when she was young, she knew that this mountain seemed to come alive. Not only did it start to grow various flowers and trees, but more and more plants were attracted. Immediately afterwards, the mountain here People's life is getting better. It doesn't mean how rich they are, at least they don't eat every meal like before. When life is better, there are more children. For more than ten years, there are more and more children. Everyone said that the mountain god of this mountain heard people's prayers, so he responded to everyone, and said that everyone's life will be much better in the future. Since then, many people have gone up to the mountain every day to pray to the mountain god. "

Having said that, Dahua looked at his mother with a complicated expression.

"My mother probably had a good few years. When she was a teenager, the villagers around Beishan were surprised to find that many of the children born had physical disabilities of one kind or another. In the beginning, there were probably only one or two out of ten, but then more and more, five or six out of ten were disabled. You know, the villagers here used to have the habit of throwing away their daughters .When it was discovered that many of the children were faulty, the first to be abandoned were those female dolls.”

"Then, the anger of that mountain gradually weakened?"

Dahua looked at Changsheng in surprise, and nodded silently.

While the old lady was humming kindly nursery rhymes, Dahua continued to tell the story that had been held in his heart for a long time.

"My mother is a stubborn person. No matter how many children she has, regardless of gender, she will never allow them to be thrown away. But unfortunately, my mother's first five children were all girls, and my sisters , are more or less disabled. Because I have to take care of my older sisters, my mother refuses to have another child, but how can my elders allow it? So while my mother was out working, they took my five My sister, I took them all up the mountain and threw them away."

When he said this, Dahua's eyes faintly had fire beating, it was the flame of hatred!
"My mother knelt down and begged them, her head was smashed and blood flowed, and no one was willing to tell the whereabouts of my sisters. Later, my mother went into the mountain alone many times, but she couldn't find them. When she was finally brought back by force, she was already in a coma. Since then, my mother has had some mental problems."