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Chapter 436 I Love You
And is Changsheng really all right?

While the brothers and sisters were fighting desperately with the black woman, Changsheng stood quietly in the air, trying hard to digest the colorful smoke.

Yes, digest.All kinds of human emotions are originally invisible things, but the people from the Heiyu area on the opposite side did not know what method they used to turn those originally invisible and intangible things into tangible smoke.Because of this, these colorful smoke cannot be eliminated by ordinary methods.

After all, can you touch emotion with your hands?
But Changsheng can, because she has practiced the way of using grief into the sword. Although this is not her ultimate way, it is all emotions, and there is always something in common.And among all the monks present, she may be the only one who can handle these things.So she did her part.

At this moment, she has completely fallen into the illusion brought by the "five emotions" in front of her eyes.

A toddler staggered up to her, staring at her with big clear eyes.Knowing that this was an illusion, Chang Sheng couldn't help but smile.She bent down and whispered to the child.

"Little girl, why are you here? Do you need my help?"

The child stared at Changsheng and didn't speak for a long time.Then he stretched out his skinny arms and grabbed the hem of her clothes tightly.

"Why? Why don't my parents like me? Why do they like my younger brother? Am I not their child? I really want them to hug me and kiss me. I really want them to be able to Always keep me in mind. Is it because I was born a little earlier than my brother that I have to bear all the indifference?"

Changsheng couldn't help being stunned for a moment.

However, the child didn't stop here, she kept telling her grievances.

"Why can they completely ignore me when I am standing in front of them? I am also a human being, why don't I be treated as a human being? Is it because my younger brother is smarter that I deserve to be ignored by them? I really want to Be smarter, be more beautiful, but this is beyond my control..."

Chang Sheng seemed to understand something, she quietly listened to the chatter of the little girl opposite.Time seemed to have passed for a long time, and it seemed that it was only a short moment. The little girl opposite finally stopped.She stared closely at Changsheng with those black grape-like eyes.

"Sister, don't you hate it? Isn't your experience different from mine? I don't understand, they are both their children, why do they always have to treat them differently? I obviously, I obviously..."

Chang Sheng looked at the child opposite him tenderly, and stretched out his finger to wipe away the tears on her face.She thought she knew why the child had appeared.

This child is probably an artificially created demon, and she may be a part of these emotions.The "five emotions" will differentiate into different emotions after seeing people's inner weakness, and lure them into it.And the first temptation that appeared to her was this child who seemed to be in the same sympathy with her.

Looking at this child who kept asking questions, Chang Sheng couldn't help but think back to his childhood.What was there in her childhood?It seems that there is nothing, and what I can recall, many of them are large areas of gray.

Indeed, she was not valued by the adults in her family when she was young.Whether it is the parents, the mother or the grandfather, they all prefer Ling Guang who left the Yu family from birth.Even the servants of the Yu Mansion would look at the dishes, and treat her, the only little master, in a perfunctory manner.

When she was about the same age as this child, doubts would occasionally flash in her little heart.Are you a transparent person?Obviously she was standing in front of everyone, but no one's eyes stayed on her. Instead, everyone was missing someone who was not in front of them.

For a long time, Changsheng actually didn't feel his own existence.If calculated in this way, she is indeed a bit pitiful.

A hint of cunning flashed in the clear eyes of the child opposite, yes, that's it, quickly become like me, and stay here with me.Which child in this world who has been treated like this will not feel resentful?
Changsheng was still immersed in her own thoughts at this time, and she found that she hadn't thought about her childhood for a long time.Now she suddenly realized that she didn't seem to be a good person either.Because all her relatives are gone, but not so sad that she can't live.

When everyone was innocently killed, she was indeed immersed in grief for a long time, especially when she was struggling to survive in the underground sewer, her heart and eyes were full of the figures of her father, mother and grandfather , she was thinking, if they were there, maybe they would protect themselves.

But all of this was an extravagant hope after all, and no one showed up until he was rushed out of the underground sewer and rescued by Grandpa Gu.

But even as sad as it was, she never seemed to contemplate taking her own life.So this kid's trick is useless.Because since she was born, the only thing she has learned to persist until now is to try to live.

As Grandpa Gu said, no matter whether someone values ​​you or loves you, you have to love yourself.

It is easy for a person to want to die, but it is very difficult to want to live.But no matter when, she never thought of giving up her life.

Changsheng opened his eyes and looked at the child in front of him, and couldn't help reaching out to touch her head, his eyes were filled with a kind of tenderness and extreme sadness.

"I know you feel very sad, but you have to remember, little girl. Even if no one loves you in this world, you have to learn to love yourself. Because you are very important."

"No one thinks I'm important! I'm an unwanted kid!"

The child couldn't help retorting loudly, his voice was high-pitched.

"No! You are very important. The love of others is only from others after all. And loving yourself is the easiest and hardest thing you can do."

At this moment, Changsheng suddenly thought, when Grandpa Gu said those words to himself before he died, what kind of feeling would he feel in his heart?Will he be like himself now, when facing this child who begged others for love, he couldn't help the soreness in his eyes?

Those words many years ago hit her at this moment spanning more than ten years, and Chang Sheng suddenly understood why Grandpa Gu had tears in his eyes at that time.

Because they have similar experiences, looking at this child will remind them of themselves.

Changsheng's eyes gradually glowed with a layer of watery light, and she gently stroked the hair of the child in front of her, just like stroking the lonely ant who hid in the rockery more than ten years ago and could only stare at the ants crawling on the ground. Move yourself for fun.

"It's okay, at least there is me, I like you."

(End of this chapter)