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Chapter 49 My life has not been in vain!

"Forget about me as soon as possible..."

My child, you have your own future and life, don't be depressed just because one or two people leave.Isn't a person's life a process of constant gain and loss?

When people grow up in this process, they will know that this kind of joyful and heart-wrenching feelings alternately appears, which is called growth.

Although this process may be painful, I am sure you will be fine, right?

"Grandpa? I can't bear to..."

Changsheng didn't want to forget grandpa, she thought, she would remember grandpa's existence for the rest of her life, and she would remember that it was grandpa who saved her and gave her a home when she was exhausted and collapsed in the cold stream.

A home.She used to have a home too, but in that home, she couldn't get exact care.Do grandfather and parents love her?Maybe it was love, because the father would try to send her out just before the danger.But when life and death are at stake, she will give up on herself and choose her mother.Changsheng does not think such an approach is wrong.However, she also really wanted to, really wanted to be unswervingly chosen once.

Here at Grandpa, she felt the love hidden in poor words.That's why she was so reluctant.

"Silly boy. One day you will understand that in this lifetime, people around you will come and go. Maybe you will be close, you will be in the same boat, and you will be close to each other, but you are the only one who can make it to the end."

"One's life is inherently lonely. So, forget about me as soon as possible and see yourself. Only in this way can you grow up faster."

This truth is cruel, but it is the experience he has gained from living for decades.

In the next few decades, I only hope that Changsheng can get some inspiration from his insignificant life, so that he can live a better life.This is enough.

"Maybe in the future you will meet people who love you and don't love you, but even if you will be hurt by others, Changsheng, don't forget to love yourself."

"You are very important and precious, you have to cherish yourself."

Even if the whole world is against you, you must remember that you are a unique treasure in the world, and you must learn to love yourself no matter what.

The old man looked at Changsheng reluctantly, as if seeing through her immature face that he could also be called a life of ups and downs.

In his life, he has loved, hated, resented, and enjoyed himself.I have killed the enemy on the battlefield, carnivaled with my comrades all night, and I have great ambitions.Except for the little unwillingness when I was young, it can be regarded as a hearty life.

In his later years, he also got such a lovely granddaughter. In short, he didn't spend his life in vain, did he?

Slowly closing his eyes, he gave a relieved smile.This young man who could illuminate the hearts of many people when he was young, this man who once wanted to be an enemy of the whole world, this cynical and grumpy old man, finally reconciled with himself at the last moment of his life.

Yes, no matter how resentful he is, he shouldn't not love himself.Everyone is a unique existence in the world, no matter who he is, even if everyone is the enemy, there must be someone who loves himself.Even if that person is yourself.

"Changsheng, if you were asked to write a sentence on the tombstone for me, how would you write it?"

"...There is a hero buried here. He has loved, hated, and lived recklessly throughout his life. Now, he rests in peace."

There was a smile on the corner of Old Gu's mouth. It was a smile mixed with loss and relief. Unexpectedly, in this life, it was Chang Sheng who understood him the most.If there weren't so many people, he might have cried out in embarrassment.

"All my life..."

His voice was so low that even Changsheng didn't hear it, and the people around couldn't help but move closer.Then I heard Gu Sheng's laughter that seemed to burn his life, and the warm and brilliant voice in the laughter.

"In my whole life, I haven't lived in vain... I haven't lived in vain!"

"Hahahaha-"

The laughter stopped abruptly under the tears-filled eyes of the villagers of Gujia Village who knew Gu Sheng's life trajectory.

Even when his parents were unkind, his elder brother was unkind, and he was owed by others, Gu Sheng still forged his own path in an almost difficult life. Even if he lost a leg, even if he was old, there were still many women Pay attention to him.Even if everyone has nothing good to say about Gu Sheng due to various reasons, it does not hinder their evaluation of Gu Sheng in their hearts.

Gu Sheng, a true hero also——

"grandfather……"

Chang Sheng seemed to have forgotten how to cry at this moment, she approached sensiblely, gently tucked Gu Sheng's quilt up, and whispered in his ear.

"You go all the way."

The cry came from the small courtyard of Gu's family, and gradually went straight to the sky.This is a elegy unique to human beings, and a mourning for the dead of the same kind.Such a voice of condolence that comes from the heart is what makes us human.

Old Gu Tou's funeral was not as he imagined that no one attended.In fact, on the day of the burial, the weather became warmer for the first time in a long time, with no clouds in the sky, and the warm sun made people's cheeks flush.People from ten miles and eight villages came in an endless stream, and the whole Gujia Village had never been so lively.

In the end, there were even guests who came from the county seat, and it was said that they were really descendants of the chief bookkeeper's family.It's just because the chief bookkeeper is old, and he dare not ask him to leave at will in such a cold winter.It was also at this time that the villagers of Gujia Village knew that Gu Sheng's leg was suffered by the general at that time.If it wasn't for him, the knife would have gone straight to the general's knee.

But even though he had a falling out with his parents and was talked about by the villagers, Old Gu never said a word about it.When Master Du's descendants learned of this situation, they couldn't help but sigh with emotion.There really are people in this world who don't care about fame and wealth at all.No wonder his father was seriously ill when he heard the news of Gu Sheng's death. It seems that their affection is really deep.

But no matter how many people came, at first it was hard to avoid being surprised that the person who threw the pot was a little girl, but when they knew that it was Old Gu who personally pointed out, everyone immediately understood.After all, it is Gu Sheng, he never plays cards according to common sense, everyone should get used to it.

On the day of the funeral, a group of people carried Old Gu's head up the mountain in a mighty manner. Those who walked in front had already reached the open space, and the people behind had not yet gone up the mountain, which was enough to show how many people came to the funeral.

It's just that the young men with hoes and shovels at the front looked at the big hole in the flat ground in surprise, and looked at each other in blank dismay.

Why is there a deep pit here?You must know that the weather in winter is cold, and the ground is as difficult to dig as if it is frozen. That's why they asked a group of young adults to dig a hole, but now there is already here?

Everyone who saw this scene couldn't help but sigh with emotion, Gu Sheng, it really is that Gu Sheng who is stubborn to death.

Chang Sheng, who was holding the memorial tablet, looked at the big pit next to Gu Xiaomei's small grave, and finally understood why grandpa had to go up the mountain so often a few days ago.Others might think it was because Grandpa was too stubborn, but Changsheng knew that it was because Grandpa didn't want others to disturb Grandma Gu's grave when digging the pit.

She hugged the heavy tablet, and the little person seemed to grow up in an instant, she whispered amidst the whispers of everyone.

"This is the cemetery that grandpa chose for himself. Uncles, please bury grandpa here."

　Sorry everyone, there was a small bug in the last chapter, which has been corrected. Grandpa Gu will not let others disturb Grandma Gu, so when he said that he was buried in Boneyard, his voice was very low, mainly for Changsheng and Li. to what they heard...

　　And, the person who guides Changsheng to step into the ranks of cultivating immortals is about to appear...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)