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"……I'm looking at you."

What's so nice about me?Ling Guang subconsciously wanted to ask a question back, but when he met Shang Changsheng's deep gaze, for some reason, he couldn't say this sentence.

The two looked at each other in silence for a long time, and then Chang Sheng spoke slowly.

"Walk with me."

After speaking, he raised his foot first.Ling Guang stared at her back for a long time, but finally chose to follow.It's just that, except for the day he was born and today, he has never returned to this place.Therefore, he is not familiar with this place at all, not to mention that the current Yu Mansion has become a ruin.There was no memory left for him at all. If there was one, it would be the seven years when the Yu family and his wife were alive.

Ling Guang didn't read any of those family letters.They are just some despicable ants, but they want to leave an impression in his memory, which is too self-confident.So at this time, even if he wanted to catch up with Yu Changsheng, he accidentally found that there seemed to be nothing old to continue.

The two followed the ruins all the way, and finally came to what seemed to be the backyard.Changsheng remembered very clearly that in front of his feet was the boudoir of her mother Yu Qiuqu.Once upon a time, she was very eager to be summoned by her mother to go in and have a look.Or, she very much hoped that her mother could touch her head with those scented hands and talk to herself.It's fine to say anything, as long as you don't lose yourself in your eyes like hope.

In fact, before the Yu family's accident, this wish was fulfilled.It's just a pity that the time is too short, so short that I can hardly recall it now.

Standing here now and recalling all the past, Changsheng only feels like a world away, as if watching a stranger's childhood through a layer of water curtain, but unfortunately, that is her childhood, a lonely, lonely, ignored, neglected childhood.

When Ling Guang was thinking about what to say expressionlessly, Chang Sheng was the first to raise the topic.

"You may not know, I envied you very much when I was young."

"……what?"

Ling Guang couldn't understand this kind of emotion. If he wanted to say it, he was obviously more envious of Yu Changsheng!She was born to be the child of destiny, to enjoy the pampering of the entire Shengyuan Great World's consciousness of heaven, and she was born with everything, and she was free.Why should a person like this envy himself?Do you want to envy him for having nothing and being subject to other people's lives?
And Changsheng didn't need his answer, she just looked at the ruins in front of her, and spoke lightly in a tone of reminiscence.

"Perhaps you have known for a long time that I am not valued at home. My parents and grandfather only care about you who are far away in the Shanghuanzong cultivating immortals."

Ling Guang had no expression on his face, but he was thinking secretly in his heart, could it be that Yu Changsheng wanted to separate from him the grievance he suffered back then?But those people are already dead, why say this now?Is there any point in saying this?

"At that time, I really envied you. You obviously didn't do anything, but you were favored by everyone. Although I have hardly been out of the Yu family, I also know that not only the Yu family, but also the entire Ling country, I am proud of you, I am proud of you. I am not unhappy when I mention it. In fact, I had a small wish at that time. If I could become like you, no, even if it is only half of you, I would not I need to be favored by too many people, I just hope they can pay more attention to me."

Ling Guang felt a little dull, what on earth was Yu Changsheng going to say?He's almost tired of hearing all this, does he have to feel sorry for it?Who made her so weak? !She was absorbed by herself because she was too weak and unable to keep her talent.

"Later, something happened. I saw with my own eyes how the monks who were supposed to celebrate the birthday killed 370 people from the Yu family. Maybe those monks thought it was nothing. After all, how can a monk not kill? But I still remember it now. One day, the Yu family was bleeding like rivers and wailing constantly. And mother, she was still thinking about you before she died. She may think that you have encountered some danger. However, we are all mortals, and we have no way to understand what happened in the first place, or why they To kill so many of us. So until she died, my mother was full of regrets."

With a slight movement of Ling Guang's fingers, a figure vaguely appeared in his mind. He had never seen Yu Qiuqu in those seven years, except when she died. Can't see face.What he had in his mind at the moment was only a vague gentle woman, but he couldn't see her appearance clearly, he just felt that the aura of that person was very gentle.It's amazing, he had never been curious about what that person looked like before, but now, listening to Yu Changsheng's narration and looking at the ruins in front of him, he suddenly wanted to know what the woman said before she died, but in the end Still didn't ask anything.

And Changsheng didn't need his answer, she just quietly stared at the ruins in front of her, as if she saw the vivid people who lived on this land more than ten years ago.

"She must have been full of doubts at that time, because she always wanted to see her child who was taken away at birth. Although in the eyes of outsiders, you are the pride of the entire Ling country, in the eyes of mother, she probably just wants to see you. Let you be her son."

"……what do you want to say in the end?"

Ling Guang moved his mouth, but finally stopped Yu Changsheng from chattering.Is this person trying to make himself feel guilty by saying this at this time?How can it be?From beginning to end, from beginning to end, he never put these people in his eyes.

Originally, he wanted to gain Yu Changsheng's trust gradually, but at this moment, Ling Guang couldn't hold back anymore.

It wasn't until this time that Chang Sheng turned around and looked deeply at the person in front of him.

"Actually, I want to say that the monk who killed me back then, I could see that he was unwilling, but for some reason he finally did it. Although I hadn't embarked on the road of cultivating immortality at that time, I already vaguely doubted whether it was true or not. Someone behind his back ordered or forced him to do this."

Ling Guang's expression gradually became subtle.

At this time, Changsheng suddenly said something.

"Ling Guang, is that person you?"

"!"

Following these words, Changsheng's attack followed.The Lingjian Duxuanjin, which was praised in the whole Shengyuan Great World, was shining with incomparable light at this moment, and came to him at an almost gentle speed.In Ling Guang's rapidly dilated pupils, the sword pierced straight towards his neck.It never occurred to him that the man in front of him would do it as soon as he said it.Don't give yourself time to think at all!