I rely on residual blood to repair my longevity

Chapter 79 Change the topic
Naturally, Xue Jin didn't know that Changsheng thought of him so much, he just watched Ah Chou packing up his things for a while, and then fell asleep.Although this body is indeed a monk, but because of being poisoned, it does not have the kind of health that a normal monk should have.Except for the wounds that can heal by themselves, they are just like ordinary people.

But Changsheng didn't care about this, she acted quickly, and quickly packed up the house, and also brought grandfather's tablet, and the next morning, when everyone in Gu's Village didn't realize it, she brought Xuejin and a large car left.

And half a month later, there was a rumor in the county that someone was selling a magical herb that could make people breathe underwater for a short time.It's just that if you buy this herbal medicine and don't use it for half a month, it will lose its effect.But even so, many people are willing to give it a try.After all, this is a life!
Especially those who have a lot of money and are in high positions are even more cherishing their lives.So the business of selling spirit grass is very good.It's just that treasures are not easy to come by. It is said that the spiritual grass is extremely difficult to cultivate, and only ten can be produced at a time. Even so, the price is sky-high.

Changsheng has not sold it twice, and she has already made a lot of money. Looking at the white money, she herself is a little at a loss.Is this money so easy to earn?She went hunting with her grandfather in the mountains before, and only a lot of wild animals can earn a little money.But now, it's just a few spirit grasses, are they so valuable?
Seeing Ah Chou's hopeless appearance, Xue Jin couldn't help but rolled his eyes, then waved the fan in his hand, urging Chang Sheng to practice quickly.

"These are just small ways. In the eyes of monks, money has no effect at all, it is just a mortal thing. What is really useful to you is the spirit stone. A low-grade spirit stone can be exchanged for tens of thousands of taels of silver. The two are not right at all. Wait. It’s better for you to practice as soon as possible. How long have you been practicing? Why is it so difficult to be a monk in the Qi refining period?”

Changsheng obediently put down the money in his hand.She sold aquatic plants before, but it was only because of her livelihood.As long as she doesn't squander the money she earns now, she can use it for half her life.So two days ago, the sale of spiritual herbs had been stopped.

Hearing Xue Jin's question at this moment, Chang Sheng immediately stretched out his hand, and the warm current in the dantian surged out at this moment, attached to her finger, and with a burst of energy, it hit the palm-long grass in front of her with a swish.The green grass was shaken by the wind, but in the end it stood tenaciously under the expectant gaze of the two.

Xue Jin looked at the beautiful green grass in disbelief, and the folding fan in his hand was rustling in anger.

"You! You, you, you! You have been practicing for so long, and you can't even beat a blade of grass?"

Looking at the panting Xue Jin, Chang Sheng felt a little guilty.She, she doesn't know what's going on, she was fine when she was wielding a knife before, but now she missed a bit.

Fearing that Xue Jin would be angry, Chang Sheng quickly said that he could try again.But Xue Jin was so angry that he went back to bed.

Looking at Xue Jin's back, Chang Sheng was puzzled.What's going on with her?You played pretty well before, how could it be like this...

So Changsheng practiced by himself for half an hour. At this moment, he heard a crisp cracking sound in the room, and Changsheng ran into the room. Xuejin is not committing suicide again, is he?These days in the new home, Xue Jin is still trying to commit suicide.Changsheng really doesn't know what's good about suicide, doesn't it hurt?But Xue Jin persevered, and in the end, he just paid attention not to dirty the house when committing suicide.

Rushing in hastily, Xue Jin was staring at his bloody hand in a daze, and there was a broken cup on the table.

Changsheng walked over quietly, gently put the broken porcelain aside, and then bandaged him silently.

"No, I can't die anyway."

"Even if you can't die, it still hurts. Bear with it. Who told you to live with me now, I just can't see others being injured and not bandaged."

Xue Jin stopped talking, and the cabin was silent for a while, even the sound of breathing was very clear.Seeing Ah Chou seriously bandaging himself, Xue Jin felt a little guilty.

Although he wanted to die, but this time it was really not intentional. He just became more and more angry when he thought about it, and then he slapped the table with his palm, unexpectedly breaking the cup.However, he didn't want to explain it. After all, didn't it mean that he didn't want to die?
"that……"

"There will be a lantern festival in the city tonight. It's very lively. Go and see it?"

As soon as he heard the invitation, Xue Jin felt a little depressed.During this period of time, Ah Chou has been trying to take himself out for a walk.Although I spent most of my time in the bullock cart, I was very persistent and told myself to see different scenery.After all, he was such an old man, how could he not know that this was Ah Chou's idea of ​​wanting him to give up suicide?
However, some people, who live in this world, are only a shell, and their souls are long gone.Even if we live in this world, we are just struggling day by day.It's really boring to live.Why not let him die?

Looking at A Chou expressionlessly, Xue Jin wanted to refuse very much, but because he had some mistakes just now, he nodded reluctantly.

"That's great. The Lantern Festival is very lively. There are many vendors selling things. In half a month, the river will rise and there will be a River Lantern Festival. After these two lantern festivals, spring will come. You haven't seen it here yet. Spring, right? I’ve seen it once before, people in the county will put their carefully cultivated flowers on both sides of the street, and then the city will be full of flowers, both beautiful and smelling..."

Changsheng has been persistently telling Xuejin about those beautiful and memorable things.How wonderful it is to live, there are flowers, delicious food, fun, and relatives by my side, why should I die?Xuejin can still think about how good it is to drive.When you die, you have nothing, you don’t know anything, that’s not good.

Seeing Ah Chou like this, for some reason, Xue Jin, who used to not shed a tear even if he was cut by the enemy across the battlefield, couldn't help but feel a little sour now.

Over the years, it's not that no one has tried to stop his suicidal thoughts.It's just that they often have their own purposes.There is hope that he will be obedient and become a furnace, and there is hope that he can survive and give them a better life...

He has seen enough of the world.And A Chou, for so many years, was the only one who just wanted him to live.

It's been a long time since he has seen such unadulterated concern for interests.It's just that Xuejin deserves it.

"Changsheng, you don't have to try to make me live. For me, living is just a kind of pain. If I die, it is a kind of relief."

"...But when you die, you lose everything!"

"That's what my heart wants."

"...Let's talk about watching lanterns at night."

In terms of changing the subject, Changsheng is top-notch.

　Kawen, Kawen's head is about to shut down...

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