After being on variety shows, I will draw big cakes for the actor

Chapter 302 Let's Separate

"I would rather believe that it was because she had some other grievances with me, or because she was dissatisfied with me being valued more by the company after signing the contract, but her reasons were too...too..."

She couldn't even find the exact words to describe it, she just thought it was ridiculous.

"It's just because she recognized that I saved you, but I didn't. She was afraid that you would help me get resources and praise me because you thanked me. Just because of jealousy, some of the jealousy hasn't happened yet, and maybe it won't happen at all. What happened can suppress me behind my back for two years and force me to quit the circle."

And the words that hit too hard, she hesitated again and again, but still couldn't vomit.

"Do you still remember what I told you before, all my bad luck was just to get lucky and meet you? Actually, it's not. Feng Qing said, all my bad luck was because of meeting you."

This time Yan Cheng's hands also became stiff.

A sentence pierced the hearts of two people.

"So you blame me?" Yan Cheng let go of his hand and asked in a low voice.

Zhong Jiuyin shook her head desperately: "No. You are not wrong. Could it be that when you fainted on the side of the road due to hypoglycemia, could you have guessed that someone would make a fuss about it? I can tell right from wrong."

"You're not wrong either."

"Yes, I'm right, we're all right, everything is wrong because Feng Qing is too jealous and too vicious. But..."

She tried to calm down her emotions and explained to him: "But I just mind."

"When Feng Qing said this to me, my first reaction was to think, if I hadn't met you back then, would I have been able to develop step by step according to the career plan I made for myself before graduation, and live a better life? I like the life of an actor very much.”

"Do you know what this means? It means that I will think about it over and over every day I am with you."

"When holding hands and hugging I might think, if it wasn't for you, the wound on my wrist wouldn't exist. When kissing and going to bed, I might think, how can I live this life with you thinking nothing happened. If We quarreled one day, and when I was emotional, I might say something out of my mouth, put all my dissatisfaction on you, and yell that it was all your fault... That was too ugly, just thinking about it very scary."

So in order to prevent such a situation from happening, it is best for this relationship to end here, and to leave a good impression on each other.

After finishing a long paragraph, her breathing was a little short. Looking at Yan Cheng, his brows were pressed down, and the line connecting his jaw line to his neck was tense.

"So what do you want me to do? Break up?"

As soon as those two words were uttered, the atmosphere also became frozen.

At this point, Zhong Jiuyin calmed down and said, "Let's separate for a while, I can't continue to be with you now."

Yan Cheng closed his eyes: "You are cruel enough to me."

Zhong Jiuyin turned his eyes away, endured it, and couldn't hold back the tears. They dripped down his cheeks and were wiped away by his fingertips.

"I know it's unfair to you, and I can't blame you for this, but I am...but I am..."

"Okay," Yan Cheng said suddenly, "let's separate for a while."

She froze, and then she burst into tears: "I'm sorry."

Yan Cheng took a step forward, raised his hand to hold her face, inserted his fingers into her loose long hair, lightly pressed the back of her head and pressed it towards him, and pressed her forehead against her forehead, and said, "I know, don't say it. "

Then he kissed her tentatively, touching his lips lightly, Zhong Jiuyin didn't refuse, but still didn't want to look at him, so he closed his eyes and slowly kissed her harder.

It was like the last kiss before the earth collapsed and the mountains cracked, it was so lingering and uncomfortable.

At this moment, Zhong Jiuyin opened her eyes instead, and saw Yan Cheng's eyelashes trembling, the end of her eyes turned red, and a stream of tears flowed down from her kisses, mixing with the coldness on her face.

She pushed his shoulder away in silence, Yan Cheng still maintained the motion of kissing her, looking down at the ground.

Even though the doors and windows were closed tightly, it felt like the cold wind was blowing in from outside, no matter how heavy the coat was, it couldn't resist it.

Zhong Jiuyin shuddered, sniffed, not knowing what to say next.

The matter has been said and done, there is nothing left.But she can even say "Let's separate", but now she can't say "Let's go".

After a moment of silence, Yan Cheng helped her wipe off the wet marks on her face.

His mood is very stable, even though his eyes are red, his tone is gentle and forceful: "I will stay at home for the past two days and have a good rest. If your friend is free, you can ask her to accompany you. The previous drama is going to be broadcast, you don't want to see it Just let Qian Yu help you forward the propaganda, you don't need to show up."

"I know it all."

"The endorsement activities and variety shows you receive can be pushed as soon as you can. Let Qian Yu choose some for you that don't require so much exercise and avoid strenuous exercise. Don't worry about accepting the show, there are already many people who have taken a fancy to you at the klapori night banquet. I can help with the sunny matter, the doctor said you rarely see her..."

"I know, I know everything," she said, holding his arm, "you don't have to plan for me in such detail."

"Why isn't it necessary? We are separated for a short time, it's not that we will never be together for the rest of our lives. Even if we can't be together for the rest of our lives, can't I plan more for the ex-girlfriend I like?" He said calmly.

Zhong Jiuyin was dumb.

"Yan Cheng, we..."

"You said I was right, you don't blame me, you just care about my role in that matter. The fishbone will be digested one day, won't your mind disappear forever?"

"Even if you can, it will take a long time, so long that you don't have the patience to wait."

"I wait."

Looking at that face, she suddenly felt a sigh of relief in her heart. She shook her hands and walked into the living room, saying casually, "Then just wait."

When she entered the living room, she didn't clean up the pile of things on the floor, but turned on the air conditioner to get water to drink, one cup after another, pretending not to see him.

Yan Cheng was still standing at the door and said, "We are just going through a difficult time together, aren't we?"

"No." Zhong Jiuyin put down the glass and didn't look back at him, "Haven't I overcome enough difficulties? I don't want to go through it again."

It's a rejection in disguise.When a person makes a decision with determination, no matter whether the original intention is good or bad, when others refuse to follow her plan, it will only increase her negative emotions.

This is especially true for someone like her who is emotionally unstable.

Yan Cheng definitely doesn't want to break up, even if they do, there must be a deadline.

Feng Qing, who was nothing, deliberately said something sobering, and their relationship would come to an abrupt end, which he couldn't accept.

Among the solutions given by Zhong Jiuyin, he would rather choose to continue being together with the estrangement, at least he is still by his side, who can comfort him when he cries and hug him when he is sad.However, the doctor had warned him to be more submissive and tolerant towards her.

She will save herself, he has to trust her.

So Yan Cheng moved his legs that were almost stiff, walked silently into the living room, helped to clean up a pile of contract scripts on the floor, put them in a box, and then left by himself. Before leaving, he held on to the doorknob and watched her for a long time .

But Zhong Jiuyin didn't turn around and didn't look at him.

(End of this chapter)