Clearly, she doesn't want to be a concubine

Umalu nodded: "Yes, it's not worth meddling at the moment."

Wan Liuha Liuyan asked her: "What about you?"

"Let them go." Umalu said indifferently, "They have their own ideas, and I can't change them just by saying a few words."

She also typed one as she spoke.

Yin Shuang'er was sitting aside, watching the tea for them.

Tong Jia Cangxue said: "I remember you, a court lady, have been with you for many years."

Umalu nodded and said with a smile: "She doesn't want to go out, she wants to stay with me in the palace."

Because of this relationship in the Yin family, Yin Shuang'er's father was promoted to a seventh-rank Beijing official, and he was a vassal under Wu Ya's family.

But Tong Jia Cangxue said: "I heard that you, Mafa, were promoted by the emperor to minister of the interior a few days ago, congratulations."

Umalu smiled: "Same joy, same joy."

She is used to being a watertight person.

Seeing her acting like this, Tong Jia Cangxue laughed: "In my opinion, I'm afraid no one can please you."

Umalu replied to her: "Where did you come from, you always want to take advantage of others."

Tong Jia and Cangxue said angrily, "You should slap your mouth."

Several people laughed.

Laughter is all about laughing, but the cards are played out one after another.

Everyone wins and loses.

After Concubine Hui's feet were grounded, Kangxi ordered Tong Jia Cangxue and Concubine Rong to jointly manage the affairs of the Six Palaces.

Tong Jia and Cangxue are inevitably much busier than before, it's rare to be free at the moment, and she doesn't like to talk about disappointing things.

A few people were laughing and gossiping, and they were happy.

In the afternoon, Yinzhen went to the palace to do some business, and he came to pay his respects by the way, and met all the concubines one by one.

Tong Jia Cangxue boasted: "Your son is very accomplished."

Several people surrounded Jiang Yinzhen and praised him.

Yinzhen tensed a little.

He is not used to such scenes.

Umalu led Yinzhen for a stroll in the imperial garden, and after asking about the affairs of the mansion, she listened to the slight rustle in her ears, nodded and smiled: "That's good."

Yinzhen asked, "Fourteenth brother still hasn't come?"

"He Fujin often enters the palace, if he comes or not, let him go."

Yinzhen is still angry with Umalu now and is unwilling to come to the palace.

Umalu knew about it, but he didn't bother to talk to Yinzhen.

A person's path of practice in this life needs to be saved by himself, even if he is a father and son, he will not help him for a moment.

Her catastrophe needs to be experienced by herself, and the same is true for Yinzhen's catastrophe. Even if she tries her best, she can't reduce him a bit.

Yin Zhen could only sigh when he heard the words: "Yes, let him go."

Umalu reminded him: "Don't blame me for being cold. Although you two came out of the same mother's belly, you belong to your own. As long as you don't kill or hurt each other. The rest, They each live their own lives."

"Emiang is telling me to stop worrying about my fourteenth brother?"

"You are you, he is him, your imperial father and I, even if we are his mother-in-law, we still can't manage him for the rest of his life. As a brother, even because of the friendship of fellow countrymen, you will definitely not want to manage him for us life." Umalu looked at Yinzhen, "You are also my son, no matter how cruel I am, I don't want your life to be for him."

"This is the end." Yin Zhen hesitated.

Umalu patted his hand reassuringly: "After all, you have your own life to live. That's all I said, you should go back and think about it."

Yinzhen responded, saluted and left.

Umalu stood for a while, then turned and walked behind a tree.

She stretched out her hand, and the little eunuch hiding there stretched out his hand tremblingly, and gave her the dead branch that was broken off in his hand.

Umalu brushed the snow off his shoulders for him: "It's freezing."

The little eunuch was dumbfounded and didn't know what to say for a while.

Umalu recruited Yin Shuang'er and ordered: "Send it to Zhao Yan. From now on, he will be our Yonghe Palace."

Umalu said: "The rest, you go and take care of it."

"Yes."

Yin Shuang'er has followed Liuli for many years, and has learned how to behave in these years, which is not a problem for her.

The little eunuch followed Umalu back to the Yonghe Palace and became the sweeping eunuch of the Yonghe Palace.

In the Yonghe Palace, the rules were still there when Liuli was still there, but now the person staring at the rules has become Yin Shuang'er.

Yin Shuang'er has become another Liuli, who doesn't care about anyone's favor, and is only loyal to Umalu.

Umalu often said: "Thanks to you and Liuli, I have these years of leisure."

Yin Shuang'er only smiled slightly at this time.

Nothing happened in the palace.

The time was 1713 A.D., the 52nd year of Kangxi.

On the second day of February, Zhao Shenqiao, the censor of the left capital of the Metropolitan Procuratorate, asked to establish the crown prince, but Kangxi refused.

On February [-]th, Wei Jianyue, the good concubine, went to bed in Jingling concubine's garden.

In late February, Kangxi conferred the title of Panchen Erdeni on the fifth Panchen Lama, Lobsang Yixi.

Every month, ministers often ask for the crown prince, and Kangxi will stay in the middle.

Kangxi had always been close to Hong Zhou, the son of the deposed prince Yinreng.

When he looked at Hong Zhou, he seemed to see Yin Reng when he was a child.

The same well-behaved and cute, eyes are full of him as the emperor.

He can no longer get close to and love Yinreng, those ministers will speculate more about his feelings for Yinreng, and then chase after him like a vulture chasing food.

They will try their best to get a piece of meat out of these trivial favors.

This is different from his plan.

Therefore, he can only put all his feelings for Yinfeng on this grandson.

But he didn't know, because of his favor for Hong Zhou.All the officials in the capital firmly believed that sooner or later he would look at Hong Zhou's face and restore the crown prince again.

Now that it has been restored once, it may not be impossible to restore it for a second time.

They believed that Zhu Di established Zhu Gaochi because of Zhu Zhanji, a good grandson.

But when I think about it, I really understood that sentence. Those who have studied and become the No. [-] in the list, are they not confused?

Most people, after reading a few books, knowing a few words, and seeing a few unofficial histories, feel that they have mastered the world.

In recent years, Kangxi has been fed up with this group of idiots who don't understand current affairs clearly, but the Qing Dynasty still needs their help to look after it.

Kangxi was bored in his heart.

After March, Kangxi went to Changchun Garden to escape the summer heat.

Only a few young elder brothers and Gege were brought along, and the rest of the concubines stayed in the palace.

Umalu and the others are invited to play cards every now and then, and there is ice in the room, which is not too difficult.

The rest of the concubines also had fun, either inviting the Imperial Garden for a walk and chatting, or playing chess.

Whatever he does, he can always pass the time.

On the third day of May, the trial of the Mongolian Lama Town Yan Yinfeng case was concluded.

Kangxi went back to the Forbidden City, also visited the Yonghe Palace twice, and also visited other palaces.

He mostly recalled the past with these concubines.

The past, every day they walked step by step, has become a past that only they know now.

Kangxi sat in Jingren Palace several times for an afternoon.

This palace swallowed his three queens.

In their memory, they are still young, young and young, talking and laughing.

But he is already gray-haired and chicken-skinned, very old and dying.

When he was young, he was willing to think about the future.Because his future has infinite possibilities.

Now he doesn't want to think about it.His future is death.

He didn't believe in ghosts and gods, but he couldn't help thinking that he would definitely go to hell after killing so many people in his life.

He was terrified and afraid.

In the end, he didn't know whether he practiced benevolent government because he didn't have the energy to deal with these things, or because he didn't want to go to hell.

He didn't want to believe it, but he seemed to believe it.

he does not know.

At night, he said to Umalu, "I will definitely go to hell."

Umaru was silent.

"If there really are any gods, Buddhas and Bodhisattvas in this world, pure land hell. They see that in my life, I have served the country, the people, and benefited the world. Maybe they can judge me not to go to hell. Right."

He is pursued by death like a shadow, so, inevitably, he is full of fear of death.

Umalu shook his hand: "Inhale, exhale, inhale..."

When Kangxi gradually calmed down, Umalu said: "We have never died, and we don't know what will happen after death. But I think, as long as we have a clear conscience, we will be able to live through this life."

Kangxi was silent.

Although he was appeased, he did have a guilty conscience for what he had done.

He killed so many people, according to Buddhism, he will go to hell to pay the debt of blood.

His heart was swept away by such worries, he really couldn't be at peace, and he didn't want to stay with Concubine De of Yonghe Palace every night, as if he couldn't live without her.

He took the Queen Mother to relax in Changchun Garden again.

Umalu didn't care.

Umalu seldom cares about things in this world, she lives only to live.

At the end of June, seeing that the Hungry Ghost Festival was approaching, Yinzhen finally took the time to meet Yinxiang, and they went to the temple to fulfill their vows together.

He made an appointment with the temple.

Today, the temple is closed to thank visitors, just waiting for Yinzhen to arrive.

Yinzhen didn't want to disturb the people, but Yinxiang's leg disease is still not healed, so he can only sit in a wheelchair.

Yinzhen felt sorry for Yinxiang and did not want his thirteenth brother to be humiliated in public.

Furthermore, the temple only accepts him now, so he can bring the people from the mansion along with him.

Except for the wives and concubines in the mansion who were able to enter the palace to pay their respects, the wife and concubines of Fujin Ulanara, the rest of the people were not allowed to go out for no reason.

Even if they go out, everyone can only go out every season, or with Yinzhen's company, or with Yinzhen's permission.

Today can be regarded as taking them out to relax.

After entering the temple, the abbot of the temple is already waiting.

Yinzhen let them go their own way, and then, together with Ulanara Jingshu and Yinxiang, entered the backyard wing.

The best tea has already been prepared.

Yinzhen said: "I came to the temple this time for two things. One is to fulfill my vows; the other is to approach the Yulan Basin Festival. My thirteenth brother and I will contribute money together and want to hold a water and land ceremony. One One is for salvation, and the other is for blessing."

The Water and Land Ceremony is a rare Buddhist grand ceremony.

The host heard the words and saluted and said: "Oh, Tanyue's extraordinary merit is incalculable."

Yinxiang looked at Yinzhen silently, and wanted to speak, but Ulanara Jingshu shook her head at him.

Yinxiang stopped talking.

Yinzhen and the presiding officer made arrangements for the money and water and land ceremonies, and then the presiding officer personally presided over the ceremony for the two of them.

Yinzhen supported Yinxiang to stand on the ground, and the two kowtowed at the same time.

Kneeling three times and worshiping nine times is quite pious.

Yinzhen wished his thirteenth brother peace and prosperity, wished his family good health and all the best.May the world have long-term peace and stability, Haiyan and rivers are clear, and the people will no longer suffer.

Yinxiang only hopes that Yinzhen can fulfill his wish and save the people from suffering.

Although it is a high platform that illuminates desire, it is not love.

Love is kind.

Love is not self-seeking.

He loves him, he loves his fourth brother, more than anything in the world, more than himself.

Love itself is just love.

It is human beings who are divided into various categories because of narrow prejudice and ignorance.

Cute, it's just love.

After finishing the ceremony, the presiding officer accompanied Yinzhen and the others to wander around the temple and explained the gossip about the temple to them.

Walking to a courtyard, there was a monk who was sweeping the floor, looking down and humbly, sweeping slowly.

The presiding officer said: "He originally came out of the palace. He was ordained and became a monk here. He became a monk with the dharma name of Mo Chi."

Hearing the host's voice, Mo Chi saw a few people, clasped his hands together and saluted, "I've seen the host, I've seen everyone Tanyue."

Yinzhen nodded slightly.

Ulanara Jingshu thought for a while, half puzzled: "Are you Xiao Li?"

Mo Chi said calmly: "Poor monk, don't be crazy."

Yinzhen looked at Ulanara Jingshu.

Jing Shu said: "In the early years, before we left the palace to set up a mansion, we often walked in Erniang Palace. He is from Erniang Palace."

She hesitated for a moment: "" Once he was punished by Manager Zhao, and it was Sister Changsheng who pleaded for mercy, so he was spared the whipping. "

Mo Chi stood quietly, holding the broom without moving.

Seeing him like this, Jing Shu hesitated: "I think I remembered it wrong."

The host also hurriedly said: "There are many people who came out of the palace in the temple."

He led a few people to another place, and said in his mouth: "These father-in-laws who come out of the palace, if they are rich, they will buy two acres of land in the suburbs of Beijing, but they often go to and from temples. But most of them will become monks in various temples .”

He chanted Amitabha Buddha: "There is no one in this world who cannot be saved. Although they have physical defects, the Buddhist school does not judge people by appearance."

Yinzhen nodded slightly: "There are many people who have lost their virtues and are caring for their lives, not to mention they are only broken in shape."

Jingshu said in a low voice: "Separated."

Yinxiang's voice overshadowed Jingshu's, and he said with a smile: "Could it be that the fourth brother thinks of Zhilishu."

"Zhuangzi. Human world" has a saying: "For those with sparse branches, the Yi is hidden in Qi, the shoulders are higher than the top, and the pinches point to the sky, the five pipes are on the top, and the two thighs are threats."It is enough to make a living by contusing needles to treat the hearth; it is enough to sow essence from the pods to feed ten people.The warriors who go up to the expedition will be separated from each other; if there are big battles, they will be separated because they have constant illnesses and will not be rewarded;If the husband is detached, his shape is still enough to support his body for the rest of his life, how much more detached from his virtue!

Yinzhen smiled without saying a word, fanned his folding fan, and said with a smile, "Let's go."

Behind them, Mo Chi looked at their backs.

They didn't know him, but he knew them.

Those were relatives and friends of his little master.

He was originally a person who escaped from the flood, but his parents died on the road. He was taken away by a child, sent to the palace, cleaned up, and became a little eunuch ever since.

He has nothing to be reluctant about.

Always live.

Anyway, he would still be beaten, and being a little eunuch was better than being a little beggar, because he had clean clothes to wear and food to eat, and he didn't have to have his arms and legs broken, so he had to go begging along the street.

Nothing bad.

He was scolded, mocked, beaten.

Beat with hands, beat with whips, kick with feet, prick with needles.

Love is enduring patience and kindness.Love is not jealous, love is not boastful, not arrogant.is not rude, does not seek his own, is slow to anger, thinks no evil against him.He does not like injustice, but only the truth.Bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never stops.

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When I read this passage when I was young, I didn’t agree with it very much. I thought it was bullshit. Love means being entangled with each other, dying or living, and doing everything together. It’s normal to have all kinds of negative emotions.
Don't people say, I love you to be jealous?

But later, I thought, the love I was talking about at that time was the love of ordinary people, with hurt and being hurt
The love here is a great love, a divine love