The grace of rebirth after abandonment

() Qin Zhiyan's words brought Su Lanzhi back to reality. Seeing Qin Zhiyan's concerned expression, Su Lanzhi smiled faintly, not wanting the other party to see her thoughts, "Wu Chengwang, I'm fine." Shaking her head, Su Lanzhi never intended to share the memories and pain of her previous life with anyone, who would believe such a ghostly and magical thing?Even if she believed it, everyone would probably regard her as a monster?Therefore, this secret, she can only rot in her heart.

"Are you really okay? Why do I think you look so bad?" Looking carefully at Su Lanzhi, Qin Zhiyan felt that Su Lanzhi was a little strange at that moment, as if he had fallen into some kind of nightmare. That expression, It made Qin Zhiyan feel completely invisible.

What happened to her, why did she have such a sad and desperate look?

"I'm fine, King Wu Cheng is worrying too much." Concealing her own thoughts, Su Lanzhi at this moment is the perfect self again, with an unchanged smile on her face, looking at Qin Zhiyan calmly, Separated some distance from each other, put on a perfect mask, and completely blocked the hearts of himself and Qin Zhiyan.

"You..." I wanted to say something, but before it was too late, a cold voice appeared behind me, the voice was extremely abrupt and oppressive, making people very uncomfortable, "Zhiyan, Miss Su, What are you two doing together?" Qin Yan saw that Su Lanzhi's expression was not very good, and Qin Zhiyan's expression of concern, the anger in his heart suddenly rose.He has a feeling that his things are being watched by others, and this feeling makes him very uncomfortable!

Because of the unhappiness in his heart, Qin Yan unceremoniously blocked Qin Zhiyan and Su Lanzhi, blocking Qin Zhiyan's sight, and looking at Qin Zhiyan with coldness, "Zhiyan, I haven't seen you for a long time. I just don't know. When did you and Miss Su become acquainted?" Qin Zhiyan is special to Su Lanzhi. Qin Yan is not a fool, of course he has noticed something.The Bingqingyu ice cream half a year ago, and the acquaintance now, these are all phenomena that Qin Yan cannot ignore.

"Miss Su just feels a little uncomfortable, I'll come and have a look." Seeing that Qin Yan seemed to be a little wary of himself, Qin Zhiyan had a calm expression on his face, he didn't show anything, just gave an excuse, Coupled with Su Lanzhi's face at the moment, it also makes people invulnerable.

"Since Miss Su is not feeling well, go back and rest, so as not to worry everyone!" In his heart, he was very unwilling to contact Qin Zhiyan and Su Lanzhi, so even though Qin Yan was reluctant to leave Su Lanzhi, Qin Yan still wanted to urge him go.

"Well, King Wu Cheng, King Yan, I'll take my leave first!" Su Lanzhi really wanted to be quiet at this moment. Just now, thinking of the child who had no fate, Su Lanzhi was very worried that she would face Qin Yan at this moment. I couldn't control it for a while, out of control.Therefore, leaving is the best choice.

"Miss Su, go slowly, you, take good care of your young lady!" As if the master ordered Yunzhu beside Su Lanzhi, Qin Yan didn't care about the disbelief in Yunzhu's eyes at all, everything was taken for granted, This made Yunzhu very upset, but she still couldn't answer back, "I know, miss, I will help you!"

It has been more than half a year, Yunzhu has learned martial arts, and his body has recovered quickly, and now he can serve Su Lanzhi close by.Because of the assassination half a year ago, the two seemed to have a much deeper relationship than before.However, Yunzhu, like Su Lanzhi, dislikes Qin Yan in his heart. He always feels that Qin Yan's appearance in the assassination was too coincidental, and now the other party takes her as his maid for granted. Where are you comfortable?

"Wu Chengwang, please tell daddy, I'm going back to the house first, so don't worry!" Without letting Su Qinglan know about her physical condition, Su Lanzhi nodded to Qin Zhiyan and left. Zhiyan also agreed, and originally planned to tell Su Qinglan, but Qin Yan followed suit, "Zhiyan, long time no see, how about we have a drink together later?" As for the matter, the influence of the fifth prince has dropped a lot, and Qin Yan can be said to be flourishing now.

He wholeheartedly wanted to win over Prince Qin's mansion, but King Qin was an upright man who had always turned a blind eye to his overtures. Now, he could only start with Qin Zhiyan.He took the initiative to let go of his identity, and spoke to Qin Zhiyan in an equal tone, and the address in his words was also very kind. I thought that Qin Zhiyan would be more or less moved, but never thought that Qin Zhiyan directly refused, "I'm sorry , Lord Yan, I have been feeling unwell for the past few days. The imperial doctor said that I should not drink alcohol! I am so sorry!" Just now, Qin Yan had inadvertently revealed his possession of Su Lanzhi, and Qin Zhiyan's heart was ringing loudly. Naturally, he won't get close to Qin Yan easily.

"Zhiyan, you and I, brother, do you need to be so unfamiliar? It's so rare to meet, even a drink?" Qin Yan was a little displeased with Qin Zhiyan's refusal. In the past six months, he has been smooth sailing, and he has gained more and more trust from Emperor Wen. up.In the middle of the court, his voice gradually surpassed that of the second prince. Qin Yan thought that everyone should start to stand in the camp and win him over. Why is Qin Zhiyan indifferent?

"Lord Yan, I really can't drink, change the day, change the day and I'll treat you!" In fact, everyone knows that this is a polite remark, and this matter of another day, who knows when it will be another day?

Qin Yan knew that Qin Zhiyan seemed easy-going, and that the things he actually decided would hardly change. He also knew that today's win-win would not work, so he twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled, but this smile, no matter how you look at it, no matter what Not sincerely, "If that's the case, then let's change another day!" Anyway, Prince Qin's mansion has not stood in line yet, so he is not in a hurry.

"Well, if it's okay, I'll go there first!" Wanting to convey Su Lanzhi's words to Su Qinglan, so that Su Qinglan wouldn't worry, what Qin Zhiyan didn't expect was that Qin Yan proposed to go together, "Zhiyan, do you want to go?" Go see Su Xiang, I may not have seen Su Xiang for a long time, let's go over and say hello together!" Without saying a word, he pulled Qin Zhiyan and walked over, Qin Zhiyan never liked strangers approaching him, even if it was a stranger Men can't do it. Looking at Qin Yan's hand, he frowned, and inadvertently shook his hand away. Qin Yan didn't care when he saw it, but the ice on his face seemed to have deepened a layer. .

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When the two came to Su Qinglan's side, Qin Yan was the first to say hello, "Su Xiang, don't be in trouble, and I forgot to say congratulations!"

"Hehe, Lord Yan, thank you very much!" The people who invited today were relatives and friends. In fact, Su Qinglan didn't invite Qin Yan, but happened to meet Qin Yan when he went out that day. Speaking of this matter, Su Qinglan couldn't help but invite him. I can only say one thing in passing, I really didn't expect that Qin Yan would really come.

"Su Xiang's child is very polite, Su Xiang is blessed, and people are so envious!" Qin Yan still knows how to do polite praise, otherwise he wouldn't have won so many people to serve him.

"Prince Yan is still young, so he will be more blessed than me!" Speaking of Qin Yan, he can be regarded as an outlier. He has long been weak, but there is no concubine in the mansion. Some guesswork.

"I hope so!" Smiling, Qin Yan seldom smiles, but this smile is extremely beautiful.As if the ice and snow were melting, people only felt a beam of light pass by before their eyes, and they were indescribably happy.

"Yes, Lord Yan, the proud son of heaven, will definitely get his wish!"

"Really? Then I will borrow Su Xiang's auspicious words." When Qin Yan said this, a very bright light flashed in Qin Yan's eyes, which made people feel that Qin Yan seemed to have thought of something. Su Qinglan looked at it I thought I seemed to have said something wrong.Seeing Qin Yan like this, Qin Zhiyan at the side was worried about what Qin Yan would say, so he changed the subject directly, "By the way, Su Xiang, just now Miss Su asked me to tell you that she went back to the room first. Let you not worry!"

"Why did she go back?" He seemed to see Su Lanzhi and Qin Zhiyan together just now, what's going on?

"I guess it's because she's not used to such excitement, so she left without saying anything." Knowing that Su Lanzhi didn't want Su Qinglan to worry, Qin Zhiyan didn't say anything, just pretended not to know.

"Really?" Su Qinglan always felt that things didn't seem to be like this, and Su Qinglan was a little puzzled, but at this time someone came to look for him, and he left.

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This time, the San Sanyi was very lively and successful. Although there were some annoying people, such as Su Qingxiu, Su Qinglan handled it very well. She knew that Su Qingxiu had something to ask of him. The meal was just sent away to everyone.Su Qingxiu looked for opportunities to talk to Su Qinglan several times, but it was hard to speak because there were outsiders around Su Qinglan, and in the end, she had no choice but to leave sullenly.

From then on, everyone knew that Su Qinglan was happy with the unicorn, and when the emperor found out, he also blamed Su Qinglan for keeping it secret. Finally, he rewarded a pair of dragon and phoenix unicorns as congratulations.Of course, this is something.

After seeing off the guests, Su Qinglan ordered someone to tidy up the living room, and went to visit Murong Yan herself.As soon as I went back, I saw Murong Yan hugging Su Mingyang and feeding her nai. Seeing this scene, Su Qinglan's eyes felt a little hot, as if some excitement was about to overflow, and she stood blankly at the door for a long time. For a long time, I didn't dare to go in, for fear of disturbing such a beautiful picture.

This is his wife and his son. He will definitely protect them in the future and never let them suffer any harm again!

Murong Yan was feeding the baby's nai at first, and when she felt a strong gaze, Murong Yan turned her head and saw Su Qinglan, and smiled, "Why is the master standing at the door? You should come in so as not to bring the wind in!" Now It's already late autumn, and winter is about to enter, and it's starting to get cold.

"Oh, good!" Hearing Murong Yan's words, Su Qinglan came in and closed the door carefully. Seeing this picture of a loving mother and child, her heart immediately warmed up, "You have worked hard today, but later After today, you can have a good confinement, but you have to take good care of it, so as not to get the root of the disease."

"Actually, I didn't work hard today. It's the master who worked hard. It's Yang Yang's blessing that the master has worked hard for the sake of three times!"

"Hehe, my mother told me just now that this child should be given a nickname. We forgot about it before."

"That's right, I've been groggy for the past few days, what does the master think?"

"Just call him Brother Yang, so as not to get used to it."

"I listen to the master." There was no objection to the name, so Murong Yan agreed. Looking at the child in her arms, Murong Yan felt that there was nothing more satisfying than this, "Master is tired too? How about going to rest?" , Come see us again at night!"

"Alright, I won't disturb your rest. By the way, where is Lan'er? Why isn't she here?" Murong Yan was going to be confinement, lying in bed all day, unable to do anything, so Su Lanzhi volunteered to accompany Murong Yan, so that Murong Yan won't be bored, Su Qinglan is a little worried because she hasn't seen Su Lanzhi now.

"When Lan'er came back, someone told me that she was tired and wanted to take a rest, what's wrong?" Looking at Su Qinglan strangely, Murong Yan felt that there seemed to be something else in Su Qinglan's words?

"It's okay, I just see that she's not here, just ask casually, since she's tired and needs to rest, let her have a good rest, this child has been exhausted these past few days!" Indeed, since Murong Yan's due date is approaching, , Su Lanzhi is also by her side every day, for fear that Murong Yan will give birth and there will be no one around her.In the past few days, Murong Yan was in confinement, and the child was crying at night, and she couldn't sleep well. Su Lanzhi was also with her. She was tired, so she understood.

"Sometimes this child takes things too seriously, and he is a little paranoid in his bones. To be honest, master, sometimes, I am really worried about Lan'er!" My daughter is not sensible at all like a child of this age, Murong Sometimes Yan is really worried that Su Lanzhi will not be able to hold back because of too much to bear.

"This child also has too few playmates in Surrey, so she may be a bit withdrawn. Now that she is getting older, we will let Ya'er and the others walk around more, and then invite some female teachers to teach her female red poetry and books. Maybe she has too many things to do, and her mind will gradually settle down." Su Lanzhi will soon be 14 years old, and she will be able to marry in a year, and Su Qinglan is also about to start preparing.

"Hey, I really don't know who this child looks like. In his bones, why does he act like he's determined to die and won't turn back? I'm always worried that she will suffer in the future!" Isn't it because of this that she herself suffers?Su Lanzhi seemed to be more serious than her, and Murong Yan didn't want Su Lanzhi to repeat the same mistakes.

"Yan'er, don't worry, Lan'er won't, she has her own limits!"

"Well, this child is sensible as long as he is sensible, but he can't pull back his tendon. I hope this temper is better, otherwise, he will suffer in the future!"

"Okay, I know you're worried about Lan'er. In Surri, you can talk to her more and enlighten her. She's still young now. When she gets older, she may gradually turn around. This child Well, there are always paranoia, we used to, isn't it the same?" If it wasn't for their paranoia, why did they miss these many years?

After all, it is young, and many things really need to go through the baptism of time and time, so that people can truly mature.

"En!" Nodding her head, Murong Yan also hoped that Su Lanzhi could avoid some detours, so that she wouldn't be wasted for many years like her.

"Okay, don't think too much about it, Lan'er is also an independent child, and we only need to be on the sidelines to enlighten him on weekdays. The important thing is that you take good care of your body now. You can't be negligent during this confinement period. Otherwise, you will feel uncomfortable in the future."

"Well, I see, the master is going to rest too!" The two of them have now settled their suspicions. Although they haven't recovered the sweetness of the past, they are gradually becoming like an old couple. Their lives are peaceful, but they are becoming more and more happy. feel happy.

Maybe happiness is really that simple?The rainbow that has gone through thousands of sails is always the most beautiful, just like the magnificent life. In the end, it will return to the original calm. Perhaps this is the highest definition of happiness.

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At night, on your elegant bed, the sleeping woman frowned tightly, as if she was very restless, as if something bad had happened in her dream, the woman's face was a little pale, and there was a little sweat on her face. Finally, She seemed to be awakened by a nightmare, the blood all over the world, the icy pain beneath her body, the despair of being separated from her flesh and blood, and that heart that was riddled with holes!

It's been a long time since I had this nightmare. Su Lanzhi woke up in the middle of the night with sweat remaining on her head, which shows how terrifying this dream was.

"Miss, what's the matter? Are you feeling unwell?" Qiu Shuang outside heard the commotion inside, lit a lamp and came in to have a look. Seeing Su Lanzhi's face covered in sweat and pale complexion, she was a little frightened "Is the wound recurring? Miss, let the maid take a look!" After finishing speaking, she worriedly wanted to see the wound on Su Lanzhi's back, but Su Lanzhi stopped her, "Qiu Shuang, don't worry, I'm fine, Bring me a towel to wipe my body!" I sweat a lot in the middle of the night, I think I'm prone to catch a cold, so I better wipe it off.

"Okay, Miss, wait!" Fortunately, there is hot water prepared at any time, in case Su Lanzhi is thirsty in the middle of the night and does not drink anything, Qiushuang quickly prepared hot water for Su Lanzhi to wipe, and found Su Lanzhi's The back was wet, and I changed Su Lanzhi's underwear with some worry, wiped it all clean, and poured a cup of hot tea for Su Lanzhi, seeing that Su Lanzhi gradually recovered Calmly, she asked with some concern, "Miss, did you have a nightmare?" The last time Su Lanzhi had a nightmare seemed to be a long time ago. Qiushuang remembered that Su Lanzhi had changed a lot during that time, but at night she always It's a nightmare.But it has been better for a long time, why did I suddenly have a nightmare again today?

Could it be that Miss today encountered something unhappy?

"I'm fine, Qiushuang, you go to bed!"

"Miss, do you want a servant to accompany you?" The nightmare that the lady had must have been very frightening, otherwise she wouldn't have been frightened like this.

"No, you light the lamp and bring me a book to read. I can't fall asleep right now. I'll read a book before going to sleep!"

"Okay!" Qiushuang is a smart woman. Knowing that it would be futile to persuade Su Lanzhi at this time, she lit the lamp for Su Lanzhi obediently, and gave Su Lanzhi a book of travel notes, and Su Lanzhi put on a thick coat. Thick clothes, leaning against the head of the bed and looking up.But Qiushuang didn't go out, but silently took a handkerchief to embroider, and silently accompanied Su Lanzhi.

The candlelight in the room flickered, and the faint sound of burning made Su Lanzhi's thoughts seem to drift far away from the book.

It's been a long time since I had this nightmare, and I always thought that I could let it go, but it seems that she never let it go.

Is it because the obsession is too deep?So, she doesn't even have reincarnation?

Staring blankly at the fluctuation of the candlelight, Su Lanzhi sat for a while, because she was tired because Qiushuang had been with her all the time, so she lay down and fell asleep, but this time she lay down and didn't fall asleep for a long time.He just stared blankly at the head of the bed for a long time before finally falling asleep.What she didn't know was that when she finally fell asleep, the tender eyes above her head finally disappeared. Qin Zhiyan carefully put the tiles back in place, then sat on the roof and looked at the sky Xuanyue, I don't know what I'm thinking.

Su Lanzhi, you really are a mystery. The closer I get to you, the more I feel that you are an insoluble mystery. What should I do with you?

After working on the roof for a long time, he seemed to be sure whether Su Lanzhi would have a nightmare, and Qin Zhiyan finally left reluctantly, leaving a vague worry in his heart, which made him feel that Su Lanzhi had been in trouble for a long time. Zhi is far away from him.

+++++++++++ I am the dividing line where the night will pass and the day will still come

On the second day, the weather was not bad. Even though it was late autumn, there was still warm sunshine. Su Lanzhi didn't know what was on her mind. On the second day, she proposed to Su Qinglan to stay in Yunlai Temple for a few days early in the morning. ri, Su Qinglan didn't agree to pray for Murong Yan and the child, but seeing Su Lanzhi's persistence, she had no choice but to agree.

"Lan'er, do you have to go?"

"Daddy, I had a bad dream yesterday, and today I feel uneasy. I want to go to Yunlai Temple to live for a few days, eat vegetarian food and chant Buddha, hoping to restore my peace of mind." How long did it take to think of that child?How long has it been since I remembered this nightmare?Is it because she always owes the child an explanation?So my heart has never let go?

If that's the case, then she'll go and give an explanation!

"But now your mother is in confinement, and I am also busy with business on weekdays. We don't have time to accompany you. I don't worry if you go alone!" Su Qinglan still vividly remembers the assassination incident last time. Don't worry, where is Su Lanzhi alone?

"Dad, don't worry, Yunzhu is with you. Daddy just let a few more guards follow, and Lan'er will be fine!" Su Lanzhi was determined to go, and wanted to live in the temple, listen The ancient clock and the Buddhist scriptures calmed my heart, soothed the restless soul, and finally gave an explanation to the unfavorable child.

Perhaps, she owed that child after all?After all, children are always innocent. She is not a good mother, nor can she be a good mother. However, all she can do now is to compensate.

"Do you have to go? Lan'er?" Su Lanzhi was asked again. Su Qinglan looked at Su Lanzhi, as if she wanted to know why Su Lanzhi suddenly had this idea.

After all, this request was too unexpected.

"Daddy, I've already made up my mind. Daddy will let Lan'er go. Lan'er really wants to go to Yunlai Temple to live for a few days, so as to feel the mercy of the Buddha!" Well, her heart that suddenly rioted will eventually be quiet.

"But your mother is still in confinement, don't you stay with her?"

"Mother has Nanny Zhang. Nanny Zhang and the others are here. I think they will be taken care of very well. Daddy, I will go there for a few days and come back soon." It's just that I suddenly want to go to the temple to relax, so that I don't have to worry about it anymore. So irritable, Su Lanzhi has made up her mind and won't change it easily.

"Hey, that's good. Since you insist, I will send more people to protect you. It's just about your mother, you have to talk about it yourself!"

"Yeah!" Seeing that Su Qinglan let her go so understandingly, Su Lanzhi was very happy, so she went to find Murong Ya and told Murong Yan her plan. She originally thought that Murong Yan would object like Su Qinglan, but she never thought about it. Murong Yan just remained silent for a while, looking at her, her eyes seemed to see through her, "Does Lan'er want to go to relax?"

"My daughter wants to eat vegetarian food and chant Buddha's name, pray for her mother and younger brother, and take a break." This is true, but Su Lanzhi's ultimate goal, she did not say.

"Did your father agree?"

"Daddy has already agreed, he asked me to ask mother!"

"Since you want to go, then go, just come back earlier, don't go for too long, and, pay attention to safety!" This daughter must have a reason for everything, although Murong Yan really wants to know Su Lanzhi The reason for suddenly wanting to go to Yunlai Temple, but Su Lanzhi didn't tell her, so she couldn't ask.

There are not many things she can satisfy Su Lanzhi, Su Lanzhi's rare request, can she still bear to refuse?

"Mother, don't worry, I'll stay there for five days, and I'll be back soon!" Five days, should it be enough for her to repay it easily?I hope that from now on, she will no longer have to harbor that guilt, always dreaming about that child in the middle of the night.

"Well, when are you leaving then?"

"I want to leave today!" Su Lanzhi wanted to finish the decision quickly so as not to procrastinate. This is not her temper.

"Is it that fast? Is everything packed?"

"You don't need to bring anything, just change and wash every few days. Anyway, you eat in the temple. At most, you just bring more people, so as to avoid trouble on the road!"

"Well, since you've made up your mind, pay attention to safety along the way and go home early. Also, remember to send a safe letter to your family every day!"

"Mother, don't worry, I will pray for my mother and younger brother. Mother should also take good care of her body. I hope that when I come back, my mother's temperament will be better, and my younger brother will be more lively!"

"Okay, you go to prepare. Since you are going today, you should start early, so as not to go late and the road will be unsafe!"

"Okay, mother, I'm leaving!"

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Finally, with the permission of Murong Yan and Su Qinglan, Su Lanzhi, amidst everyone's confusion, got into a low-key carriage and went out without being conspicuous.

The journey was peaceful, and nothing happened. After walking for a long time, I finally arrived at Yunlai Temple. Because people in the temple had been informed early in the morning, the abbot of Yunlai Temple had already prepared for Su Lanzhi. A quiet wing room was prepared. As soon as Su Lanzhi and the others arrived, someone led them there.

"I really didn't expect that so many chrysanthemums were planted in the courtyard behind Yunlai Temple, and they were all pure yellow chrysanthemums. They are so beautiful!" Although the decision is a bit strange, after this young year, everyone is used to trusting Su Lanzhi. Knowing that Su Lanzhi does everything for a reason, he didn't ask any more questions, just obediently took care of Su Lanzhi's daily life .

"This chrysanthemum is indeed beautiful, but it will be winter soon, and everything will wither." The autumn wind is rustling, and there is always a feeling of desolation. Su Lanzhi looks at the chrysanthemum and feels the cold wind around her , I don't know why, today I feel that my heart is extraordinarily cold.

"If the miss is cold, go into the room, and the servants will pour hot tea for the miss!" Su Lanzhi's body temperature is cold, which has not changed despite Haosheng's recuperation in the past six months. Qiu Shuang and the others were a little worried, so they supported her Su Lanzhi entered the room and felt much warmer as soon as she entered the room. Qiushuang hurriedly boiled water with Yuetao and made tea. Su Lanzhi drank a cup and felt much warmer.

"Miss, take a break, let's tidy up the salute."

"Well, it's okay, you pack it up, I'll go see the host!" After packing up, go out, this is not the peak season for incense, this time is also the time for eating, so there are not many people in the hall outside, Su Lanzhi Kneeling in front of the Buddha and reading the Ksitigarbha Sutra once, he finally got up.However, Xu had been kneeling for a long time. When Su Lanzhi got up, her face was a little dark. Fortunately, she didn't fall down, and she supported the table beside her very well.

"Amitabha, does the female benefactor have something on her mind?" The abbot has long seen that Su Lanzhi has been kneeling here for a long time, and even recited the "Ksitigarbha Sutra", and he was a little confused. As the host, he naturally wanted Helpful.

"Host!" After bowing to the abbot, the host hurried back, "The female benefactor doesn't need to bow too much, there are not so many rules in the temple."

"Abbot, I don't know if your temple can enshrine bright lanterns?" After all, she owed that child, perhaps, she should give that child a home, and don't let him be that lonely ghost.

"Of course it's possible, but I don't know who the benefactor wants to offer the ever-burning lamp for?"

"Well, can the host let me keep it a secret? I just need the host to leave me a small place, and I hope the abbot can do it!"

"The female benefactor has her own concerns and plans, and the monks shouldn't interfere too much. Tomorrow, the poor monk will light the ever-burning lamp for the female benefactor!"

"Thank you for hosting!"

"Amitabha, monks are merciful. Paying back the vows for the female benefactor is what a poor monk should do. The female benefactor's complexion is not very good. Do you want to go back and rest? How about continuing to pray tomorrow?"

"It's good that the abbot is leaving!" The "Ksitigarbha Sutra" has been read, and she should go back, and the rest will be done tomorrow!

"Female benefactor, go slowly!" The abbot waited until Su Lanzhi had left before finally looking at the door, looking at the man in crescent white, the abbot smiled, "Are you sure the benefactor wants to stay in this temple for a few days? "

"Well, my mother is not feeling well recently, I want to pray for my mother!"

"The benefactor has made up his mind for a few days, please come with the poor monk!"

"There is an old abbot!" Under the sun, the man's facial features are delicate, timeless, deep and charming, and his eyes are like the dark night sky, glowing with a warm color, but after all, it is the cold light of the moonlight. It's just cool.

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This day before going to bed, Su Lanzhi recited the Diamond Sutra again. Accompanied by the temple's unique ancient bell and the sound of chanting sutras, Su Lanzhi slept soundly. When she got up early the next day, she was called by the abbot. Su Lanzhi smiled as she prepared the ever-burning lamp, "Thank you abbot, I'm sorry for your trouble!"

"The benefactor is polite. In order to fulfill the wish of the benefactor, the poor monk will naturally do his best. If the higher-ups still need it, just ask the benefactor. If the poor monk can help, he will naturally help?" Su Lanzhi said The abbot also knows his identity, so he is very polite.

"It's already very good, the rest, I can do it myself."

"Does the benefactor still want to recite the Ksitigarbha Sutra?"

"Ok!"

"The poor monk will not bother you!"

"Abbot, go slowly!" After sending the abbot away, Su Lanzhi knelt directly in front of the ever-burning lamp, and recited the "Ksitigarbha Sutra". Su Lanzhi is rarely seen in Surrey. The clear "Ksitigarbha Sutra" passed into the eardrums of the handsome man at the door. A trace of doubt flashed in the man's eyes. Looking at Su Lanzhi, he seemed to feel that Meet each other for the first time.

What is on her mind?Why, he couldn't feel it at all?

I couldn't help but go forward several times, but Qin Zhiyan finally held back, quietly guarding Su Lanzhi outside, watching the inexplicable expression on Su Lanzhi's face in the dark .When Su Lanzhi got up and left, he finally followed suit.

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"Miss, why are you bothering?" Yue Tao saw that Su Lanzhi's knees were a little blue, thinking that Su Lanzhi had been kneeling there for two hours, she was really worried.

"I'm fine, Yuetao."

"Miss, what are you going to do? You have to cherish your own body!"

"Hehe, okay, Yuetao, I'm hungry. I just ate a little vegetarian meal this morning, and I'm hungry now, so go and bring me food!" Knowing that Yuetao was also worried about her, Su Lanzhi didn't want to always It is to avoid this matter.

Running away all the time proves that she is always worried. Instead of always confining herself in that cage, it is better to face it bravely, at least not in a corner of her heart. This thing has always existed and will always trouble her she is gone.

After these things have been resolved in the past few days, she and that child who had no relationship will be completely broken. I hope that child can be reborn into a good family again. Forget about her irresponsible mother?

Maybe she didn't believe in gods and Buddhas very much before, but now she has been reborn in person, how can Su Lanzhi not believe in this fantasy world?

"Miss, this servant will bring it to you!" Yuetao didn't have any scheming in the end, seeing that Su Lanzhi was hungry, she hurried to prepare a meal. When Su Lanzhi saw her, she just closed her eyes and rested her eyes up.

The monastery is indeed a good place. Hearing the ringing of the ancient bell every day, smelling the calming sandalwood fragrance, and listening to the murmuring Buddhist scriptures not far away, the whole person is at peace. Dreaming.

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The vegetarian dishes in Yunlai Temple are actually good. Although there is no oil and water, it is easy to get hungry, but Su Lanzhi's appetite is not big, and she will be full after eating a bowl. She just put down and was about to go for a walk to digest food, but she heard something bad. The piano sounded in the distance.

"The sound of the piano is really nice. I don't know who is playing it?" Yue Tao was attracted when she heard the sound of the piano. magic.

"Are there any foreign pilgrims living in this Yunlai Temple?" Hearing that the sound of the piano came from a wing not far away, Su Lanzhi felt a little strange.It seems that they were the only ones when we came here yesterday, why is there suddenly one more person?

"It seems to be true. It seems that a pilgrim came to stay overnight yesterday. The servant saw someone moving things yesterday, but I didn't see who it was."

"Really?" Su Lanzhi was not very curious about the outside world, and never thought that it was related to herself. After walking for a while and reading a book for a while, she felt tired and fell asleep.

In the dream, it seemed that there was always a feeling of warmth surrounded by it, so that Su Lanzhi slept peacefully. It was not until it was getting dark that she finally woke up. As soon as she woke up, she saw Yuetao worried, Su Lanzhi Zhi was suddenly puzzled, "Yuetao, what's the matter, why are you looking at me like that?" Su Lanzhi still felt strange when she opened her eyes and saw Yuetao staring straight at herself.

"Miss, you are finally awake, this servant is so worried!"

"Have I slept for a long time?"

"Yeah, miss, you've been sleeping all afternoon, and it's dark today!"

"Really?" It seemed that the piano was still playing not far away. It was the first time Su Lanzhi saw someone who liked playing the piano so much, and she was a little puzzled. "I have slept for so long, and the sound of the piano has not disappeared?"

"That's right, miss, that piano sounds really nice, but I just don't know who played it."

"Have you been playing it all the time?" She also vaguely heard the sound of the piano in her sleep. Su Lanzhi thought she was a light sleeper, and would not be able to fall asleep if there was any disturbance.But he just fell asleep with the sound of the piano, and he still slept so soundly!

I was a little surprised, but when Su Lanzhi listened carefully, the sound of the piano disappeared.

"Miss, are you hungry? When you're hungry, do you serve food?" It was getting late, and Yue Tao was worried that Su Lanzhi would starve to death after sleeping for so long.

"I've slept for a long time, and I'm not hungry for the time being. You bring your diamond gold, and I'll read it again!" It's been almost a year, and I don't know if it's too late now, but Su Lanzhi still wants to help the child who has no fate. , I did my best.

After all, she was too cruel as a mother, depriving the other party of the right to come to this world, she should make up for it.

"Miss, let's eat first. Aren't you hungry?" Yuetao watched Su Lanzhi holding "Vajra Gold" reading these days, and she was really afraid that Su Lanzhi would become possessed.