The Rebirth of the Portable Space The Red Age

Perhaps, everyone has a forbidden area buried in the deepest part of the heart that cannot be easily touched.And Ya'er is no exception, every time she accidentally touches that forbidden area, the deepest part of her heart will be filled with loneliness that penetrates into the bones.

Of course, it doesn't mean that the life in the orphanage is so cruel and bleak, and even Du Xuanjin, who grew up in the orphanage in her last life, feels fear in her soul.

In fact, the life in the orphanage is not as happy as those children who snuggle up to their parents and enjoy their parents' careful advice and care.But Du Xuanjin always remembered the words that the old director often said, people must learn to cherish blessings, and the children in the orphanage can at least have enough food and clothing, and can go to junior high school with peace of mind.Compared with those who are covered by tiles and have no food to eat, they are much happier.

What really made Du Xuanjin dare not look directly at her was the loneliness and the deepest hidden inferiority that the life in the orphanage and the sympathetic eyes of everyone brought to her.

The children of the poor headed home early, while the children raised in welfare institutions matured earlier.When the nurses were too busy at a young age, they learned to dress and eat by themselves, learned to help take care of the younger ones, learned to show their most well-behaved side, and learned to please the nurses and aunts. [

The orphanage did not beat or abuse, but what the group of homeless children fear most is not those, but indifference and neglect.The children in the orphanage are all precocious, and their little hearts have long understood what an orphan is.Therefore, a little attention from the nurse's aunt can make those children more happy.

Because they all know that maybe just because of the love of the nurse's aunt, maybe they can get an extra piece of candy and a new dress that doesn't fit too well.And the next time someone goes to the orphanage to adopt a child, the nurse aunt will probably be the first to them.They may be able to be like other children, having a father and mother and a small but warm home.

In the previous life, Du Xuanjin was suspected to be precocious and intelligent, and it was because of that intelligence and precociousness. Du Xuanjin, who understood her physical condition at a young age, completely let go of her deepest little longing, and understood earlier that everything must be carried by herself. Games limited.

As the saying goes, the extreme of wisdom will hurt. In the previous life, Du Xuanjin was also precocious because of her intelligence, and her mind was more delicate and sensitive.Rather than happily receiving new clothes and schoolbags for the children in the orphanage from the uncles and aunts who were full of pity and sympathy, the young Du Xuanjin would rather wear the old clothes mended by the nurses and aunts.

Children are sensitive, and pity and empathy are not what welfare-raised children need.

Therefore, after Du Xuanjin graduated in her previous life, she would rather transfer one-third of her monthly salary directly to the account of the orphanage, and hand over the gifts she bought for the children directly to the dean every time. child.She was afraid that the expression on her face at that time was also full of pity and sympathy.For sensitive children raised in orphanages, pity stings.

Therefore, Ya'er knew that the old men in the family went back to the orphanage in the suburbs every month to help, and never mentioned going to see it together.

Unexpectedly, today I heard the words Children's Welfare Institute from the mouth of the old director again.

In the evening, when Ya'er returned home, she could no longer see anything on her expression.However, the Eight Immortals table next to the wall in the living room was full of things, including boxes of fruits, moon cakes, and two boxes of drinks, all of which were Mid-Autumn Festival gifts from Du Haoxuan and his unit.

"Ya'er, Uncle Zhang has brought all the apples and pears from your school to our house. What about yours? They didn't give you any!" Seeing that Ya'er came back empty-handed, Wang Dajiang was curious.Who doesn't know, the old man and the old lady are all eagerly waiting to taste the etiquette of Ya'er moving home first.

"Yeah, Ya'er? Grandpa just said he wanted us to move it back for you!"

Ya'er's originally depressed mood was suddenly disturbed, "I left the things to my three roommates!" After school started, Ya'er rarely went back to the dormitory, and she didn't know the three roommates very well.Moreover, the three roommates were all sent by the company to further their studies, and they were quite a few years older than Ya'er. There seemed to be a generation gap, and the relationship was not close enough. Ya'er also took this opportunity to become good neighbors.

"It should be done!" Grandpa Du and the others were not like Feitu Ya'er. "People often say that they miss their relatives during the festive season, and eating a piece of mooncake during the Mid-Autumn Festival is also a yearning!"

Guo Xiaohai and the others couldn't help feeling sour, no matter how much they miss their relatives, they would rather eat sesame seed cakes than moon cakes!

Suddenly, Guo Xiaohai's eyes lit up, and he walked around Ya'er and Zhang Zeyuan, who was sitting on the kang and teasing his son, "Ya'er, just now I heard from Uncle Zhang that you are going to the nursing home and the children's welfare home for free consultation on weekends? No, you bring all the mooncakes and fruits at home!"

The fruits and mooncakes on and off the table of the Eight Immortals were not only the benefits of Wang Dajiang's work unit, but also sent by neighbors who paid early Mid-Autumn Festival prayers during the day.Distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors. The old man and old lady at home have done a good job in diplomatic work, and they are very friendly with the neighbors in several alleys around them.Many people eat from the Du family's vegetable garden all year round, and they have to express their gratitude during the holidays.

So, the brothers are worried when they see those mooncakes, take them quickly, they are hurting from eating the hard mooncakes!

The old ladies lived a frugal life, and the hard mooncakes could last from the beginning of August to the end of the year, and they must have all entered the stomachs of people with good teeth and good mouth like them.

Ya'er had just opened a bag of mooncakes and broke them into four halves, revealing the green silk roses inside. Hearing Guo Xiaohai's suggestion, his expression froze, and he suddenly didn't know what kind of mood he was in!I don't know whether to ridicule Du Xuanjin's ridiculous sensitivity and low self-esteem in her previous life, or to face up to the kindness in everyone's heart, which may not be pure. [

But he didn't want to, but Grandpa Du couldn't help scolding Guo Xiaohai, "Fuck off! With two dollars in your pocket, you will start to be poor, you! How did you say that just now! You have to really treat the elderly in the nursing home and the welfare home. If my child has that kind of heart, he corrects his attitude and goes to visit others generously with a gift.”

Fortunately, Grandpa Du knew that Guo Xiaohai was only speaking from his heart just now, so he didn't go online.Guo Xiaohai was scolded for a while, but he didn't care, and asked with a smile, "Grandpa, do you mean that you often go to the nursing home to read the latest chapters of the rich girl Tiancheng!"

"Only go and have a look sometimes!" Speaking of this, Grandpa Du didn't hide it. At their age, they are open-minded and transparent in the world, and they are most sympathetic to the poor and the weak.

"There are a group of lonely old people without children in the nursing home. Sometimes I go to play chess with them and chat with them! The children's welfare home is far away, and my grandfather doesn't dare to go in. A group of children are staring at the hopeful eyes. Staring at you makes me sad. However, we helped open the half-acre vegetable garden behind the orphanage! Just planting some vegetables or something can improve the food..."

Guo Xiaohai and the others chased the old men to inquire about the nursing home and the children's welfare home. In the past few years, none of them had noticed the private actions of the old men.

No one noticed that Ya'er, who had broken off a small piece of mooncake, quietly left her seat at some point and only appeared on the dinner table during dinner.

That night, a few words from Grandpa Du made Ya'er's heart knot loose, but Ya'er also knew that the only way to untie this knot might be to return to the Children's Welfare Institute!

Soon it was Saturday morning, which happened to be the day before the Mid-Autumn Festival.

When Ya'er hurried to the entrance of the department with the medical kit on his back, although it was not yet the stipulated time, the shuttle buses from the two affiliated hospitals had already stopped there!Compared with those loving condolences and donations for fame, perhaps this attention is the most valuable.

"Why are you here?" Before Ya'er could say hello to her godfather Zhang Zeyuan, she first saw Zhao Weihong, who was dressed as an angel in white and became more charming because of the newlywed Yaner, with a seductive atmosphere in uniform.

Zhao Weihong, who hadn't yet shown signs of pregnancy, at any rate stopped her plan to run over under Ya'er's glaring eyes, and happily waved at Ya'er, "I knew you would be there too!"

Before the two of them had finished exchanging feelings, the team leader had already taken the list and wanted to divide into groups!Today, both the nursing home and the children's welfare home go hand in hand, so they are directly divided into two routes. Each resident doctor of the affiliated hospital is paired with a talented student from the graduate department of the medical school, which is also a combination of teaching and learning.

"...Comrade Zhao Weihong and Du Xuanjin are also going to the Children's Welfare Institute!"

Zhao Weihong finally heard their names, and immediately dragged Ya'er into the car, "Let me just say, Professor Zhang is our team leader. I applied to Professor Zhang yesterday, and I want to be in a group with you!"

There are people in the DPRK who are easy to handle, and on the shuttle bus to the Children's Welfare Institute in the suburbs of Beijing, Zhao Weihong obviously has this vigor.Ya'er smiled very helplessly, but fortunately, he was able to sit in the car with 11 people. Except for himself and Zhao Weihong, who were obviously rookies, everyone else was obviously a business backbone type.

Ya'er also understands the reason why she and Zhao Weihong are arranged in a group. It is estimated that other talents are really sent to health, and they used to coax the children!

However, the bus was driving on a remote road, and the small bungalow car repair shop by the road was opposite the breakfast shop where the proprietress gave him two big meat buns. Ya'er thought that those memories should have been vague, but suddenly found out The bits and pieces of the orphanage in the previous life have always been engraved in the depths of memory like a black and white movie.

Even though there is Zhao Weihong, who has a smile that can brighten people's heart, babbling, Ya'er's mood is still three points heavy because of those memories.

Ya'er touched the steady and powerful heart that was beating, and seemed to be able to vaguely feel the dull pain buried in the deepest part of the soul.In fact, nearly one-fifth of the children in the orphanage suffer from some kind of disease or disability. Although I really don't want to admit it, maybe this is the fundamental willingness of those children or the former Du Xuanjin to be abandoned.

"Xuanjin, what kind of parents do you think would cruelly abandon their children?" Perhaps Zhao Weihong's heart softened as she was about to become a mother, and asked suddenly.

"That's right, what kind of parents would cruelly abandon their children!" Ya'er murmured in a low voice. Du Xuanjin in her previous life hadn't found an answer to this question all her life.

The author has something to say: I don’t dare to weigh myself recently, obviously I broke my promise again and again! [

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