I and the dog-licking heroine are one body and two souls

Chapter 259 Come For Him
After a very silent dinner, Song Muming didn't stay long, got up to say goodbye and went back to the hospital to be on duty, Tang Yaqian sent him downstairs.

They walked up to Song Muming's BMW one after the other.

"I still remember that this car is the car you bought to pick her up when you want to take her to Xinglin to practice piano." Tang Yaqian saw the car, and felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity. At that time, she still blamed her for rushing In Jiang Mu's body, Song Muming's heart was understood by mistake.

But then, she was the one who messed up everything.

"It's a pity that you only went there once, and you never went there again." Song Muming opened the car door, let Tang Shiyong sit in the co-pilot, and drove in the driver's seat by himself.

Thinking of bad memories, Tang Yaqian suddenly became sad, and suggested weakly, "Can I go to Xinglin? I want to go shopping."

It meant a lot to her there, Song Muming turned his head and drove towards the National Medical University. It was already past the rush hour, the speed was very fast, and there was no traffic jam at all.

They parked the car in the appointed parking lot, with Tang Yaqian walking in front and Song Muming following.

Walking to the bench outside Xinglin, Tang Yaqian stopped for a while, as if she had made up her mind, she said slowly: "Before I met you, I didn't dare to enter the medical aid building. I prepared meals every day. , just wait for Jiang Mu on this bench."

In fact, there are only a handful of times when Jiang Mu came, but she waited for him with all her heart. If Jiang Mu came, she would be as happy as winning the first prize in the lottery.

"That night, Jiang Mu and I agreed to make dinner and wait for him here, but Jiang Mu didn't come until almost ten o'clock in the evening." Tang Yaqian recalled the situation at that time: "Xinglin is also very scary at night, your students I always like to discuss the anatomy steps there, and the voice is like a ghost, so I don’t like Xinglin either.”

But because of Jiang Mu, she was willing to wait.

Song Muming smiled softly, wanting to get closer to her, this time Tang Yaqian did not flinch, and sat on the bench side by side with him.

His mood is very stable, even if she outspokenly advances her boyfriend, Song Muming will not have any uncomfortable emotions.

"That night, just like today, was a very ordinary night." Tang Yaqian leaned back in her chair, looked up at the moth on the street lamp crashing into the light bulb, wondering whether the moth knew that what it was heading for was a false flame.

You can't burn it to death, but you can lure it to crash into the protective shell.

Gradually, when she got tired of lifting her head, she leaned on Song Muming's shoulder.

Song Muming reached out and put his arms around her shoulders.

That one hasn't woken up yet, she is still his Qianqian, and she can't be left alone.

It feels so good to sit here with two people, leaning on someone else, not lonely or scary at all.

At this moment, Tang Yaqian remembered that the night Tang Shiyong crossed over, she was not inexplicably occupied by Tang Shiyong.

On that night when she couldn't wait for Jiang Mu, it was the first time in her three lives that she wavered the idea of ​​giving up.

The reason is very simple. A week ago, a member of the F University confessed to her, and she knew that there were people who silently liked her in school. Every time I went to the big classroom to teach, there happened to be her vacant seat, and it was not accidental.

The day Xiicao confessed his love to her happened to be her birthday.

She went to Jiang Mu to celebrate her birthday, but Jiang Mu said that she was wasting time, and even said that there were guests coming at home at night, so she asked her to clean up and welcome the guests.

She washed the clothes and tidied up the room. She couldn't stand up because of the pain in her back, but she was happy to see Jiang Mu and his friends. She also ran down to buy a lot of vegetables, put on a beautiful makeup for herself, and wore her most beautiful clothes. Thinking about the first time a guest came to the house, he couldn't embarrass Jiang Mu.

After everything was done, she was rushed back to school overnight by Jiang Mu on the grounds that "my friend is not coming".

Thinking about it now, the guest at home must be Yu Wenzhi.

He didn't want them to meet, so he deliberately fabricated a reason to drive her out.

On the way back to school, she met Xi Cao confessing his love. He was carrying a large bouquet of fiery red roses and a precious gift box of big-name jewelry in his hand. As soon as Xi Cao opened his mouth, Tang Yaqian ran away in fright.

She can't accept other people's kindness, and she is afraid of being rejected by others in the end.

That night, downstairs in the Yiji Building, she couldn't wait for Jiang Mu, she couldn't stand the sleepiness and wanted to sleep, but she propped up her lunch box, afraid that the vegetable soup would spill out and mix it up.

At that moment, she was really tired.

The night Jiang Mu saved her, the kindness was gradually ground into dust, and she just held it in her hand and flew it away, and it disappeared without a trace.

She thought that if she was not with Jiang Mu and lived alone, no one would dislike her.

As soon as he thought about Jiang Mu, Tang Shiyong came into her body, controlled all her words and deeds, and brought her out of her weak body, reconciled with the relatives around her, and saw many different lives.

Tang Shiyong was the key to prompting her to fly away that handful of ashes.

"Song Muming, Tang Shiyong came into my body that night. We walked into the Yiji Building together, but she said it was cold downstairs, so we went back." Thinking back, Tang Yaqian felt very nostalgic.

At that time, she and Tang Shiyong were inseparable from each other.

But now, she couldn't feel her, she didn't even return to Tang Shiyong's original body, she didn't know where she went.

Speaking of this, Song Muming remembered the first time he saw her, it was in the lobby of Yiji Building, and he happened to hear her shouting cold.

It turned out that that time happened to be the first day that "Tang Shiyong" came to this world.

"Later, she was the one you met at the piano store, and she was the one who went to the National Conservatory of Music on a date with you, and she was the one who accompanied you to the banquet." Tang Yaqian said with a smile, and finally became sad: "But, it was me who rejected you that night. .”

Song Muming suddenly became nervous. It turned out that she was "clamped" at that time, and she didn't intend to reject him at all.

"That night I dragged Tang Shiyong to jump into the lake and committed suicide. It was because of her desire to survive in the lake that we were discovered by our classmates, rescued, and had a chance to survive. Then we got a fever, and you all know later ..."

"She is the first person who told me to be brave, and she is also the only one who won't lose the love of a man after losing it. Actually, I have been dragging her down, and the person you get along with has always been Tang Shiyong."

And she, like an audience watching an idol drama, followed Tang Shiyong's feelings and learned a lot from her.

The first thing is not to feel sad for men.

The second thing is that timely stop loss is always the best choice, even if you have to break your arms to survive, you will have time to meet a better life when you live.

The third thing is that the weak past cannot determine the gloomy future. Only your own attitude towards weakness will determine whether the future is good or not.

Song Muming is not the best man in the world, but he is the best man in this life.

One day, she too can meet the best man in her life.

"Sometimes I feel that Tang Shiyong seems to have traveled across time to meet you, and you have always tolerated her. No matter how much Tang Shiyong goes too far, or how embarrassing you are, you can always use the word 'lover' to resolve her temper."

Perhaps there is a thread in the dark, which draws Tang Shiyong and Song Muming closer and closer, and finally binds them together round and round.

Just like what was said in the romance novels when I was a child, such a coincidental meeting, what is it but love?
You are making trouble, he is laughing.

Later, under the effect of that bowl of Chinese medicine, she gradually left that body and came to Tang Shiyong's body in this world, and rewinded to when Tang Shiyong was only four years old.

In a sense, Tang Yaqian has already experienced the fourth life.

"Song Muming, I know you always thought I had a split personality, but I don't want to hide it from you. I'm not Tang Shiyong, really not." Tang Yaqian refused to let Song Muming speak, and said, "I'll treat it as a split personality, and wait until 'Tang Shiyong' When her personality comes out again, I will tell you, and you give her that bowl of Chinese medicine again."

And if she can't return to another body, at worst, she will watch idol dramas for the rest of her life, and she has the right to learn experience for the next life.

……

Song Muming drove Tang Yaqian back and stopped downstairs at home.

"Song Muming, can you give me a hug?" Tang Shiyong stood downstairs and stopped: "Separate Tang Shiyong and me, and treat me alone."

Then she laughed at herself in frustration: "No one has ever hugged me."

She just wanted to experience it once, just once.

Song Muming looked at the girl in front of him. According to what she said, she can hide all the information after she wakes up. No one will know what is different about her. All the flaws can be explained by PTSD.

But when she just woke up, she emphasized that she was Tang Yaqian, including just now she was trying to convince him that Tang Shiyong and Tang Yaqian were not the same person.

She didn't break up with him because of this, she just wanted to keep distance from him, maintain the friendship between girls, never take advantage of it, and refused to replace Tang Shiyong to enjoy everything she got. When Tang Shiyong returned to her body, she would Find him in the hospital.

The clear kindness shining in her eyes made Song Muming reach out and hold her in his arms.

"Song Muming, she let me know that as long as I move forward fast enough, my past injuries won't catch up with me, and you, let me know that there are really good people in this world."

They have all helped her, she must let Tang Shiyong come back.

(End of this chapter)