I and the dog-licking heroine are one body and two souls

Tang Shiyong suddenly lost, looked into her eyes, her own eyes gradually turned red because of the soreness in her heart: "I struggled to get you out of that lake, we used to share Song Muming together, I worked so hard to pull you out, not for Let you come back and have a baby!"

She thought she made Tang Yaqian really come back to life, and she was glad for her to give up Jiang Mu, and because she knew to accept another man again, even if she was out of her mind, she also cheered for this "Queen of the Sea" behavior.

Life makes choices for happiness, not for being forced to accept because of fear, Tang Yaqian is still living in fear, she did not save her at all, everything is her wishful thinking!
From beginning to end, Tang Yaqian just gave up on Jiang Mu, that's all.

"...?" Tang Yaqian didn't understand, what was she talking about?
"People live in this world, and they can choose their own attitude to live, but first of all, you are willing to face it, not afraid of facing it." Tang Shiyong took a deep breath and said, "Tang Yaqian, you have started again, with a new identity and a new life. And chance, don't be afraid of everything that happened, you can go back to marriage again, no one will laugh at you."

The so-called "peaceful" life is actually just avoiding men and having children. The question she just answered with a normal person's mentality, isn't it "he dislikes me for having children, and I don't care about him?"

Why did Tang Yaqian answer that she won't like anyone anymore?

Because she is still afraid of the consequences of liking someone, deteriorating emotions and marriage, a life of being rejected, and being tied up again and again. In Tang Yaqian's heart, staying away from men can keep away from misfortune.

They used to have no secrets. She knew that Tang Yaqian was not suitable for the script of "The Return of the Heroine", and she didn't expect Tang Yaqian to actually go to work. People's personalities are born like this, some people are suitable for families, and some are suitable for careers.

Tang Yaqian happened to belong to the former. She was once happy because Tang Yaqian started to be free and easy, but now she knows that she still has to spend her life uselessly.

Her so-called leaving is because she is still escaping.

She doesn't really like this child, but with this child, she can block all men from approaching.

Human shield.

"Tang Yaqian, if you choose to live alone because you don't like men, then I agree with it, but if you want to hide and escape, then you let me down."

"I suggest you for the last time, kill him."

Kill him, face the reality in front of you, and really accept it.

But Tang Yaqian refused, shook her head and said nothing, supporting her last stubbornness.

"I don't want to." She refused.

Tang Shiyong looked at her deeply, and nodded: "Okay, I respect your choice, just treat me as meddling, and I won't care about it in the future."

Everyone has self-esteem and freedom, and Tang Shiyong didn't force her, saying: "Think about it yourself, no matter what the consequences are, you have to bear them."

After finishing speaking, she left with a cold face and closed the door quietly, but Tang Yaqian knew that this time she was really angry.

She was never mad at her, even though she had ruined many good things for her.

……

Tang Yaqian was lying on the hospital bed alone, trying to persuade her to stay, but her throat was choked and she couldn't make a sound. She didn't want to have a conflict with Tang Shiyong, but she couldn't explain why things turned out like this.

This is the person who helped her the most in her life. He occupied her body, but helped her to come back to life. He took care of her a lot and never hesitated to share wealth with her.

Tang Yaqian was ashamed to speak, she couldn't speak.

She didn't look so good, she has always been cowardly and hopeless.

What Tang Shiyong said is absolutely correct. What she said about traveling and living alone is simply escaping reality, or avoiding the process of falling in love and getting married.

She yearns for a family, but dares not have one.

Everything she experienced with Jiang Mu was artificially escaping, and at the age of 32, she was originally helpless and no one cared about her marriage, but now that she had Father Tang and Tang Shiyong by her side, she was worried Will be asked about it one day.

Even with good intentions, she couldn't afford these concerns.

Tang Shiyong saw through her. She really didn't remember that night, but the next day she was betting on a hope, so she didn't take medicine for contraception.

She thought that if she had a child, she would have a companion in her future life, so after she found out she was pregnant at first, she kept hiding it and made it clear that she had broken off with Meng Xun.

Can't tell Tang Shiyong, she knows that she has not improved, she will be very disappointed.

Why did such a thing happen?The daughters of the previous two lifetimes have been growing up healthily, how can it be so difficult for the children of this lifetime?
She wants to be happy for herself, why is it so difficult?

……

For a month, Tang Shiyong did not appear again. Tang Yaqian watched Tang Shiyong's wonderful life through her social account.

She often posts details of her life, publishes performance videos and interacts with fans. She interacts with many celebrities on Weibo, and officially announced that she will perform in concert halls with several musicians this year, including many internationally renowned symphony orchestras. Send her an invitation to participate in a concert tour in the second half of the year.

Tang Yaqian looked at Tang Shiyong at the end of the network. She was already a senior student in the country's music school, and a large number of little fans followed her to call her sister on Weibo.

From "sister" to "sister", Tang Shiyong had the same starting point as her, but now she has become a fairy that others cannot touch.

But she started from scratch, but has been in a trough.

Tang Yaqian came out of the French window of the ward, sat on the bench outside the window of the ward, and watched the patients in the garden accompanied by their families. The family of the seriously ill little boy accompanied him out to play every day.

Little boy, father, and mother, a family.

Song Muming came out of his office and basked in the sun in the garden. When he saw Tang Yaqian, he came over and asked, "How do you feel today?"

She lived in the ward where Tang Shiyong lived before, and the distance between the two rooms was not far away. Tang Yaqian even saw two small ceramic flowerpots on the steps outside his window. They were so green that it was hard to tell what kind of plants they were, but they had been exposed to sunlight. , full of vitality.

Tang Yaqian couldn't take her eyes off the little boy, touched her stomach unconsciously, and said, "It's not bad, I don't feel uncomfortable anymore, and my appetite has increased a lot."

The pregnancy preservation effect is very good. These days, her body is getting better day by day. The doctor also said that the baby is now very healthy. As long as you pay attention to regular check-ups, there will be no problems.

"That's good. You must be in a good mood in the early stages of pregnancy. Don't pay too much attention to morning sickness. Some pregnant women have good physique and absorption. It's not surprising that they don't have morning sickness." Song Muming nodded, sitting next to her and watching the prosperous flowers in the garden with her. scene.

Spring is here, and there is vitality everywhere. Some patients and their families have fun together in the garden, and some spread plaids and have picnics on the grass in order to make the patients happy.

A seriously ill old man, sitting in a wheelchair, watching his grandson run around, enjoying the last few times of warmth from the sun on him.

The VIP garden of Song’s Hospital is more like a park for outings, where people’s joy and happiness are carried by the grass.

Suddenly a pink ball rolled to Tang Yaqian's feet, begging for a cute cat pattern on it, she subconsciously wanted to bend down to pick up the ball and return it to the little girl over there, but was stopped by Song Muming: "Be careful, I'll do it."

He picked up the ball, bent down and rolled it over, like a gentle uncle.

"Thank you, Doctor Song." The little girl picked up the ball and thanked him.

"You're welcome, let's go play." Song Muming smiled, sat back, and said to Tang Yaqian, "Her father has a heart attack, and this time the recurrence is serious."

What the doctor said was serious was far more serious than what the patient imagined.

Perhaps, the cemetery has already been booked.

"Doctor Song...?" Tang Yaqian didn't understand what this had to do with her.

As expected, she is not as smart as Tang Shiyong. Song Muming pointed to the little girl's family. The little girl was playing outside the window with a ball in her hand, and she would never run out of the window of the ward.

"Her father is in that ward, unable to move after receiving treatment, and unable to come out to play with her." Song Muming patiently explained: "The child is only six years old. In fact, these memories will not last long. Her mother stopped the kindergarten for her. Study, and bring her here every day when she comes to take care of her father."

"Her mother is great. While enduring the grief in her heart and taking care of her seriously ill husband, she also takes care of her daughter," Tang Yaqian sincerely admires. The family will never leave, life is counting down, and they can enjoy the happiness of being together as a family.

All of this is supported by my mother alone.