Garden of Time and Space

Chapter 94 Perseverance
Right now, Wang Si-nan is really guilty. Although his tone of speaking has returned to his original appearance, there is still something wrong. He used to have light in his eyes and always smiled, but now he seems to have lost his soul.

Xie Jiao asked him worriedly, "How do you feel now?"

Wang Sinan: "It's not very good, Sister Jiao, I feel that the past few days have been muddled, and my mind has gone blank. It is very difficult to recall the previous day when I wake up every morning, as if I have done nothing, so now I Especially anxious sister, you said that my mind is like this now, what should I do if I recite the lines after filming? I don’t remember what happened the day before, and there are things that make me more anxious. You just told me that I The attitude is so bad, we have such a good relationship and I treat you like this, so I dare not think about treating others."

Wang Si-nan no longer looked at Xie Jiao, but covered his face with his hands sadly, and lowered his head, as if he didn't know how to face Xie Jiao and himself.

Xie Jiao patted him on the shoulder, "Relax, don't be anxious, don't you see that today is much better, although I still don't remember what happened a few days ago, but at least we can communicate normally today, and you have returned to your previous kindness Friendly look."

Wang Siman still helplessly covered his face: "But I'm also in a trance. Although I can't remember what I did and said a few days ago, I do remember some feelings. I don't know what's wrong with me. In the past few days, I often doubt myself, thinking that my physical condition is like this, why should I be an actor, especially recalling that when I secretly sat in the lounge because of anemia and panic, I felt that the whole person was going to die, why didn’t I Lying on the bed at home to recuperate, why should I suffer in such a crappy place as the film crew? I am so jealous that I want to scold people. Why is it that other people are in such good health, but I was born like this? Thinking of those seniors who are better than me, I also Feeling unbalanced, I would think why they are more famous than me, thinking of all this unfairness, I even thought it would be better to give up my dream..."

Wang Siman finally raised his head and looked at Xie Jiao.

In front of him, Wang Siman's eyes were red, and when he mentioned that he wanted to give up his dream, he actually cried just now.

Xie Jiao wanted to comfort him, but she couldn't find any suitable words for a while. On the other side, she heard Wang Sinan's painful voice, "Sister, I actually thought of giving up my dream. This is really terrible. Sister, you know Yes, giving up my dream is better than letting me die immediately."

Xie Jiao nodded, "I know, don't be sad, people are vulnerable sometimes."

Wang Siman shook his head, "But sister, I was not such a person. I was ugly when I was young, but I became more beautiful later, so when I first debuted, many people attacked me, even when I went to various economic companies When I was applying for a job and recommending myself, there were still many people who said that I was not suitable for this industry and told me to give up. They said that I would definitely not be able to do it if I was so ugly. Some even laughed at me and said that I was so ugly that I wanted to be a celebrity. Crazy, but no matter what other people said, I never thought of giving up. I always thought that I would be able to do it. Finally, an agency signed me. Later, because I was tired from filming, I became seriously ill, but that At that time, because I was not popular, I finally got a chance to play the role of male n. At that time, I was flustered and uncomfortable and dared not tell anyone. I was afraid that the crew would not want me if they found out, and I was afraid that the economic company would scold me for hiding my illness. At that time, I was alone. Holding the medicine in my hand, I really felt that I was going to die, but even at that moment, I never thought of giving up, I have persisted until now."

(End of this chapter)