I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 45 【】A Lunch

At noon, Zuo Cang walked out of the hospital with the physical examination report.

After conducting a comprehensive and detailed examination, Zuo Cang's body functions are very healthy, so good that Zuo Cang is a little abnormal.

Today's young people don't have any hidden diseases, but Zuo Cang has been upside down day and night all year round, with a disordered life and rest, low blood pressure when he gets up in the morning, high blood pressure when he works overtime at night, backaches, backaches and leg cramps are all normal. It is impossible for his body to be like an ordinary person , not to mention healthier than ordinary people.

Zuo Cang's human body was slowly distorted without his knowledge.

This is another change after Cang has become proficient in controlling etherification.

The normal body and the transformed body strictly belong to two bodies, which are connected but not the same. The body of a magical girl can be transformed into ether, and the body can be decomposed into magic power and then reassembled. This does not mean that the body of flesh and blood can do it. The same thing, at best, can actively or passively use magic power to repair one's own wounds.

In essence, the body that does not change shape is only at the level of ordinary people. It will be injured, bleed, and feel pain. All indicators are undoubtedly the same as ordinary people.

But Zuo Cang's current state is one step closer.

He didn't know if it was a good thing or not.

Because these changes are all derived from his experience of transforming into a black sun, and the black sun is a form that Zuo Cang can't control and doesn't understand at all, he doesn't even know where the black sun comes from.

There are many, many secrets and troubles in Zuo Cang's heart that he can only digest and accept by himself, he can't tell others, let alone mention it to Zuo Yue.

Don't let your sister worry about things that you don't even understand.

Zuo Cang thought so.

He is an adult, he is a brother, he can bear everything, and he must bear everything.

This is a responsibility and an obligation.

Zuo Cang has persisted for so many years, and he thinks he can persist for a few more years. Now Zuo Yue is 12 years old. When Zuo Yue becomes an adult, when Zuo Cang reaches his thirties, he should let go of all the burdens .

At least not yet.

At least for now, Zuo Cang wants Zuo Yue to live a carefree life for a few more years.

Of course Zuo Cang knew that this was a kind of doting, and he should let it go. The young eagles have to learn to fly by themselves, but Zuo Cang was really worried. Zuo Yue in his eyes was still the reckless four or five-year-old who would always fall when he ran away. Young girl.

Walking down the steps of the hospital, Zuo Cang looked at the time, it was [-]:[-], he felt something was wrong, it was too late to go home, and the two snacks at home should be yelling again.

He hurriedly took the bus to the supermarket to buy some food, and then rushed home without stopping.

He didn't return to the community until [-]:[-], went upstairs and opened the door, and said in a panic: "Sorry, I'm back to play. My brother will cook now."

As soon as he finished speaking, Zuo Cang's nostrils twitched twice, and he smelled a strange smell.Quickly looked to the kitchen.

The cute little loli was wearing an apron and was stepping on a small stool, trying to cook the vegetables. The fire was too fierce, and the chili was too hot, which made the girl cough dryly, with snot and tears streaming down her face. Her posture looked extremely embarrassing.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Zuo Yue turned her head, a pair of rows of white teeth appeared on her blackened face, she smiled naively: "Brother, you are back."

"Why is the fire so big! It's dangerous! What are you doing standing so high? You're not afraid of falling!"

Seeing Zuo Yue's behavior that seriously violated the kitchen safety rules, Zuo Cang was so anxious that he rushed to the kitchen, turned off the natural gas stove, and scolded Zuo Yue head and face.

It wasn't until Zuo Yue with a dark face pursed his lips, suppressing tears that Zuo Cang slowly slowed down his tone. He looked at the dining table. Zuo Yue had steamed the rice and fried two dishes. The best is green pepper fried meat.

From the looks of it, this little guy has been busy all morning.

"I...I want to cook a meal by myself..."

Zuo Yue's body was trembling slightly.

"I can't be taken care of by my brother all the time."

Zuo Cang didn't know what happened to Zuo Yue, and why he did such a thing suddenly. He thought it might have something to do with Mi You, so he just gave Mi You who was watching the show, the meaning was very clear, what on earth did you do? What a good thing.

This made Miyou very wronged, she didn't understand what was wrong with her, she had already tried her best to stop Zuo Yue.

It was about to open its mouth to refute, but suddenly fell silent and stopped talking.

"Hey, you're still young, so there's no need to force yourself to learn to cook. This is my brother's business. If you learn to support yourself so early, what will brother do next? And even if you want to learn, you can tell him no." Okay, there will be no accidents if there is an adult around? Okay?"

Under Zuo Cang's gentle touch, Zuo Yue held back the tears swirling in her eyes, she nodded vigorously, choked up and spoke.

"Well... I know I'm wrong... I just want to help my brother... I don't want to make trouble sincerely... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..."

"Okay, okay, brother is not blaming you. I just think it's a little dangerous, and you will get hurt."

Zuo Cang hugged Zuo Yue in his arms, gently rubbing his little head, the strands of hair ran through his fingertips, and the scent of shampoo poured into his nostrils.

He could feel his sister's body trembling slightly, as if he had suppressed a lot of complex emotions, with nowhere to vent, and no one to talk to, lonely and helpless, not knowing what to do.

Zuo Yue is only 12 years old, she can't figure out many things at all, and she doesn't know what to do with her poor world view, she can only do what she thinks she should do, very reckless and clumsy.

but.

This is my cutest sister and my last relative.

In her brother's warm and strong arms, Zuo Yue's tears that she had endured for a long time finally burst out, she was crying loudly, she didn't want her brother to leave, she didn't want to lose him.

"It's all right, brother won't go back anywhere, brother is here, don't cry."

At this time, Zuo Cang noticed that Zuo Yue was already serious about cooking, there was a teaching manual on the chopping board, and the live broadcast room of the food anchor was opened on the mobile phone, learning how to use a kitchen knife and how to understand the role of seasoning.

She was definitely not a sudden whim, but was frightened and felt that one day she would lose herself, so she tried her best to express herself, trying her best to make Zuo Cang feel that she was different from the past, that she could take care of herself now, that she really has grown up.

So, don't leave yourself...

Zuo Cang was very keen to capture Zuo Yue's emotional changes. He knew Zuo Yue's psychology well, but he still didn't quite understand, what frightened Zuo Yue?

I can't figure it out.

Zuo Cang just asked Zuo Yue to stand up, took her to the kitchen, and prepared to teach Zuo Yue how to cook and heat the pot correctly, holding hands and teaching her patiently.

Half an hour later, Zuo Yue personally brought a plate of stir-fried meat with green peppers to the dining table.

Seeing the girl's clumsy and cautious appearance, Zuo Cang's eyes suddenly became moist for some reason.

He turned his back and gently wiped away his tears.

Maybe the old father who has worked hard all his life is so complicated when he sees his daughter growing up. He is pleased with growing up but reluctant to give up.

Even, Zuo Cang thinks that the ultimate meaning of his life is also for this moment.

Hearing Zuo Yue's call, he turned around and watched his younger sister wave to him triumphantly, letting Zuo Cang taste his handicraft.

Zuo Cang happily sat on the chair, enjoying the meticulous service of his sister serving him tea and water.

Watching quietly, she presented herself with a large bowl full of rice, and then picked up some vegetables for herself.

Then, Zuo Yue just watched Zuo Cang eat with his big eyes like this.

Seeing that Zuo Cang felt a little embarrassed, he quickly picked some up with chopsticks, chewed it slowly in his mouth, his taste buds felt the ultimate feeling of General Salt leading the army of aged vinegar to repeatedly ravage the tip of his tongue and mouth, it was salty and sour, So much so that Zuo Cang's expression became distorted.

"Brother? Is it delicious?"

Zuo Yue was still eagerly watching.

Zuo Cang originally wanted to be brave and say something delicious, but he changed his mind, if he didn't correct himself, maybe there would be another queen of darkness in the culinary world.

"It's not tasty, how much salt did you put in?"

"It's only two spoonfuls. The anchor said that adding salt is two spoonfuls."

The ignorant Zuo Yue picked up the soup spoon.

Hearing this, Zuo Cang remained silent, stood up, walked behind Zuo Yue and slapped her head hard.

"Is this the salt spoon?! Why don't you just throw the salt shaker into the pot?"

Zuo Yue clutched her forehead and squatted down slowly, it was considered to be hit by a brain collapse.

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

"Murdering your brother is an unforgivable crime."

Mi You, who was watching the play, made sarcastic remarks on the sidelines.

It's fine if it doesn't talk, but it's bad luck when it talks.

Zuo Cang directly held it by the back of its neck, like a cat, and lifted it in front of him.

"Some familiar, can you explain to me what happened today?"

"..."

Mi You didn't dare to speak, and she didn't dare not to speak, she just cast her eyes on Zuo Yue who was crouching with her head in her arms.

The little hand kept waving, as if typing Morse code.

Crazy in the voice of the team - save me, save me, save me.

It's a pity that Zuo Yue is going to sell his teammates.

She stood up directly, sat on the chair, and just started to eat without saying a word.

"Uh... um... can I eat?"

In this regard, Miyou is also ready to show off.

"Forget it, I'm in a good mood to let you two go today."

Zuo Cang also knew that his younger sister had officially grown up from today, and would have his own little secret from now on, he should learn to keep social distance.

Putting the rice pomelo on the dining table, Zuo Cang also sat back on his seat. He remembered the task assigned by Hong Feng, and wanted to ask Zuo Yue something.

Just when she was about to speak, she didn't expect Zuo Yue to take the initiative to ask.

She was asking: "Brother, why do you hate magical girls so much? You have always opposed me being a magical girl."

"..."

These words caused Zuo Cang to fall into a moment of silence, he really didn't know why Zuo Yue would ask such a question.

Maybe it was because of those words last night that made Zuo Yue suspicious?

Zuo Cang was trying to guess.

"Why? Brother is also looking for a reason. Brother is not a prophet who knows everything. Brother is an ordinary person. Sometimes he likes someone unconditionally, and sometimes hates something for no reason. If you think about it carefully, maybe brother It’s not the magical girl that you hate, but yourself.”

Zuo Cang squeezed out a smile as much as he could to explain something, he deliberately added in his heart, hating his own powerlessness.

"As for why it stopped you from becoming a magical girl? It's just that my brother is worried that you will be in danger. After all, you think, you have to fight the magic beast every day, and you can't always win. There will be an accident one day, maybe it's the number Many beasts may be too powerful enemies. You are a kind child, always thinking of sacrificing yourself to save others. However, my brother does not want to see the day you die. My brother really wants you to be safe and peaceful Ann's."

This is Zuo Cang's greatest wish, he doesn't want to be involved in endless disputes, and he doesn't want his sister to suffer any accidents.

Unpretentious and simple wishes are hard to come true.

As long as Zuo Cang is still Cang Yan, he will not be able to stop for a moment, and troubles will always come to him.

If it wasn't for Zuo Cang's own reasons, Zuo Yue was born in an ordinary family, who would be eyeing Zuo Yue, who would be eyeing this stupid girl?
Zuo Yue is Cang Yan's biological younger sister, and also her only weakness.

Therefore, Zuo Yue gained the ability to transform, became a magical girl, and was involved in this dispute.

That's why Cang Yan said that the magical girl will only bring misfortune, misfortune to herself and misfortune to those around her.

This is a personal experience.

"But, brother, why did you suddenly agree to my participation?"

This is what Zuo Yue was always curious about. From the day he met Senior Cang Yan, his brother seemed to be a different person. He began to accept the fact that he had become a magical girl, and then Senior Cang Yan was always by his side. up.

Originally, she didn't understand the relationship, but now Zuo Yue roughly understands it.

She finally understood why Senior Cang Yan felt reassuring about him.

Zuo Yue really wanted to hear her brother's evaluation of herself.

Not as Cang Yan's senior, but as a brother's compliment, she just wanted to gain her own brother's approval.

However, Zuo Cang stiffly changed the subject and started talking about the school celebration.

This made Zuo Yue a little bit disappointed.

"Have you heard of Li Feng?"

Zuo Yue tilted her head and thought over and over again, not quite understanding why her brother mentioned this person.

She replied: "I know him. He is the monitor of our No. [-] class, and he is a complete villain."

There is a lot of disdain in Zuo Yue's words.

"I like to bully my classmates who don't like to talk, and I like to fight with others, even the teacher, because his family is rich. I hate this kind of guy who behaves recklessly."

Then, Zuo Yue blurted out what happened yesterday.

"This big villain still wants me to be his pony. Although I don't know what a pony is, I think that as long as it is said by Li Feng, it is very bad, so I severely He scolded and walked away, and scolded him to blush."

Speaking of this, Zuo Yue straightened out her small chest, with an expression of coming to praise me.

"Horse..."

Zuo Cang smiled coldly.

What the hell dares to hit his sister's idea?
(End of this chapter)