I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 77【】Jedi Tiantong

Although the black sun transformed by Cang Yan's runaway made Alice feel lingering fear.

But she is willing to take a gamble, if Cang Yan learns to control the black sun, it means that her plan has taken another step forward.

Only one step away from the birth of Fusion J.

Alice needs strong positive emotions.

Therefore, from the very beginning, Ales stimulated Cang Yan, put enough pressure on Cang Yan, and then made Cang Yan burst out with enough strong will.

Because, Alice understands one thing, only under heavy pressure and darkness can human beings burst out enough strong emotions in the most brutal way, no matter positive or negative.

This is also the reason why Alice stayed here waiting for Cang Yan to come to her door.

She had to take a gamble, otherwise she would not know that the Year of the Monkey would lead to the birth of Fusion J.

A big gamble, if you lose, it's not just as simple as Alice's suffering alone, I am afraid that the entire Xinmu City and even Dayan will be engulfed by the black sun.

Seeing the holy stone seed floating in her hands greedily absorbing the strong and brave positive emotions produced by Cang Yan's efforts to control the black sun, in the release of a large number of positive emotions, Alice can feel that in another area of ​​the laboratory The Fusion J card is rapidly taking shape.

Alice knew that she had won the bet, and the Fusion J was in her hands.

In fact, Alice is a villain who is selfish and unscrupulous in order to achieve her goals, and she has never refuted this.

I just don’t know why, but she feels more and more that her behavior is going against the sky, there are many difficulties, all kinds of resistance linger around, and even the ideal will always stay at the ideal level, and it is possible to complete it with all my strength No target.

It should be said that Alice also knows that ideals are called ideals precisely because they cannot be realized.

The birth of a Fusion J cost her so much thought and means, so what about Fusion Q, Fusion K, and even Fusion A?
Or, what is the ultimate goal, to fuse all 52 cards together?

Thinking about it, Alice found it extremely difficult. Her time was limited, and it was impossible for her to dawdle any longer.

I have to advance the plan.

In other words, she needs to prepare a backhand, a backhand that can continue her ideal even if she dies.

Seeing Cang Yan not far away gasping heavily, constantly suppressing the malice that rolled up in his body, Hei Sun was laughing wildly, as if he also knew that he was about to occupy Cang Yan's body and would come to the world soon, Become the master of all destruction.

It's a pity that Cang Yan is trying her best to suppress the fierceness in her body. She knows that if she runs away again, it will not be so easy to change back. At that time, Alice will die, and so will Fate who is sleeping in the culture vessel in the room. Death, even the entire population of Xinmu City will die.

"No matter what the reason for the birth of the magical girl is, what is more important is what we can do..."

Cang Yan was talking to herself.

She didn't want this kind of thing to happen, she tried her best to suppress the black sun, and the black mist around her body dissipated.

Slowly, Cang Yan regained her sanity, and she fell to the ground, supporting her body with her hands, panting heavily.

Seeing that there was nothing unusual about Cang Yan, Alice felt relieved, she knew that she had won the bet.

"Can we sit down and talk now?"

Alice, pretending to be calm, crossed her arms and sat on the chair next to the control panel of the experimental instrument. Erlang's legs were raised high, revealing her slender legs hidden under the hooded robe.

"This is the time for the black hands behind the scenes to reveal their sincerity. It will let you know what I did and my real purpose, as well as my past with the magical girl Snow Lotus, and what the Black Sun is. You must be interested in one of these questions, right?" .”

Alice tilted her head and thought for a while, then continued: "No, you may already know what I want to do. After all, that little girl Feite has special feelings for you, and it's normal to say something. And now these spare If no one wakes up, it means that Feite is still alive, and you have protected her."

"Fate is still alive..."

Cang Yan noticed something was wrong, Red Maple and the letter Q made it clear that their selfish desires had already killed Feite, and Cang Yan was prepared to deal with Feite, Alice and the Dinosaur Curse at the same time. The siege of beasts, but according to what Alice said, Feite's main consciousness is unique, and the main consciousness is immortal, so the backup consciousness can't wake up now?

If Fett is really not dead, where is she?Who saved her?

A name appeared before Cang Yan's eyes again.

Titania.

"Actually, artificial life forms have a fatal flaw, which cannot be corrected even at Feite's stage. One is that the lifespan of the physical body is insufficient, and the other is that the soul cannot be copied. After all, we are only human beings, not great star creators, and it is impossible to create out of thin air. Out of the soul. Because the rules of this world are extremely special, the so-called pure heart and faith are actually the power of the soul. The soul gives power to the body, and the body restrains the soul. Up to now, human beings have not figured out, after all Is there a soul first and then a body, or is the soul derived from the body? Quite a few people think that the soul is just a general term for the bioelectrical signals in the nerves of the body."

Alice roughly explained to Cang Yan the advantages and disadvantages of artificial life forms.

"However, let me say that the soul is unique. Even a 100% duplicated body cannot give birth to a second identical soul. There are certain detection rules running in it. Even if the physical body is forced to be activated, that body is just A doll with pure subconscious and instinctive reactions.”

"Consciousness and physical body are bound together, and the physical and spiritual levels are superimposed. This is a complete person."

Just like no matter how many login channels you have, you only have one game account.

While speaking, Alice raised her finger: "It is precisely because of the inability to mass-produce and the high cost that the artificial magical girl project that took three versions and invested a lot of financial, material and manpower was shelved. The military put more Focus on other projects. However, there are still very few people who don’t want to give up so many years of hard work. They found me and let me start the research and development plan of the artificial life form IV, with the goal of action and breaking the fate.”

"The content of the plan is no longer mass production, but the strengthening of individual elites. Due to limited conditions, the basic genes for manufacturing Fite use my genetic factors, and it is no longer possible to directly manufacture adult bodies overnight, but It is to let it grow from a young age and spend time accumulating combat experience. The growth of Feite is obvious, beyond everyone's imagination. In the past, most of the man-made magical girls' magic wave levels were only C-level and B-level, and very few had A-level Level. But Feite came to S rank, and even SS rank legendary magical girls like you at the peak. This is Feite, and these are my daughters."

"The plan has successfully attracted the attention of more high-level Colombian military officials, and also made me..."

Alice touched her chest, her expression darkened a lot.

"I have been exposed to more darkness and inside stories in the world."

"Darkness and insider?"

Cang Yan was gradually attracted by what Alessi said. She didn't quite know why Alessi told herself these things, but she could feel the serious emotion of Alessi. This is what Alessi experienced personally. things.

"I learned what the Kingdom of Shadows is, where the cursed beasts come from, and why magical girls can transform."

Standing up, Alice took a few steps forward, wanting Cang Yan to see something in person.

Alice pulled down the hooded robe, the clothes were half unbuttoned, revealing half of her snow-white chest.

Among them, the most important thing is the pure white crystal whose chest has already been dyed black.

It was the pure white heart of a magical girl, and for some reason it had appeared on Alice who had already transformed into a normal form.

Cang Yan thought of something and turned into a normalized one.

This made Cang Yan believe it.

Alice is indeed a magical girl, and she is also the first batch of magical girls of the same age as her mother.

"Magical girls sign a contract to transform, so who is the real object of the contract?"

Cang Yan knew the answer to this question, so she replied without thinking.

"Queen of the Land of Shadows."

On the surface, the familiar signed a contract with the magical girl, but all the familiars in the Kingdom of Shadows are servants of the queen of the Kingdom of Shadows. There are very few familiars with good strength like Miyou, and most familiars are auspicious. things.

It's hard enough to get them to fight, let alone offer a contract to transform a magical girl.

"Yes, but also incorrect."

Alise, who can be called a witch, pointed at the dark and filthy heart on her chest, shook her head, and said with a smile, "It's more accurate to sign a contract with the Kingdom of Shadows, or another self?"

"another me……"

Cang Yan groaned softly. She recalled her previous thinking about the black sun and the cursed beast. She always felt that she had grasped something, but she was missing some key clues.

"What exactly is the Kingdom of Shadows?"

This time it was Cang Yan's turn to ask questions, and she took the initiative to ask: "Is the Kingdom of Shadows a living thing?"

"The answer is on the surface of the riddle."

Alice made a secret on purpose, she smiled mysteriously.

"The kingdom of shadows, the kingdom of shadows, the kingdom of shadows."

After Cang Yan chanted a few words repeatedly, her vision suddenly became clear. With a hammer, she figured out a lot of things, all the clues could be pieced together, and a complete and beautiful jigsaw puzzle appeared in front of Cang Yan.

The shadow under the lamp, a leaf blinds your eyes, obviously others have told you the answer, but you have left it aside.

"I see!!!"

The Kingdom of Shadows is not a shadow in the popular sense. Everything in the world must be divided into positive and negative sides. There are good and bad things, and there are joys and sorrows. The Kingdom of Shadows represents a reversed illusory world.

The concrete form of expression is the shadow.

Cang Yan's eyes are bright, people have shadows, or any object has shadows, light and shadows are inseparable, intertwined and integrated, flowers, plants and trees are materialized existences on the earth, but the shape of shadows is not. For sure, the projections of flowers, plants and trees in the Kingdom of Shadows are naturally all kinds of strangely shaped cursed beasts, and at most they retain some of their original appearances.

Humans are no exception.

Therefore, most of the magic beasts transformed from humans are magic beasts with humanoid shapes.

Shadows have a natural instinct to chase light. The shadow under your feet is attracted by strong emotions, and wants to occupy your body and become one with you. Once successful, you will become a cursed beast.

The magic beast is not a special existence, that shadow is the other you living in the land of shadows, and it is a concrete existence of everything in your reality.

Everything in the world has its opposite, so everything in the world can become a cursed beast.

The transformation of a magical girl is nothing more than temporarily merging with the country of shadows with the help of a contract, which is exactly the same in nature as a cursed beast. The biggest difference is that the magical girl's appearance is cuter and more beautiful.

Perhaps, this is the true content of the contract attached by the queen of the country of shadows.

If I don't need to make a contract with the queen of the country of shadows for a second time, but directly merge with another self, what will I become, and what will my appearance look like?
Two words appeared in Cang Yan's mind.

dark day.

It seems that this can also explain why the soul is unique, and no matter how many artificial humans are copied, there is at most one main consciousness, because in the view of the kingdom of shadows, no matter how many divisions you have, how much your appearance changes, you are still you , you are nothing but a shadow.

Seeing the change in Cang Yan's expression, Alice also knew that Cang Yan already understood the relationship between the magic beast and the magic girl. From an objective point of view, the magic girl is a beautiful human-shaped magic beast, and the magic beast itself lives in the heart. Into a pure and shining heart of pure white.

The biggest difference is that the human mind engulfed by the cursed beast is already full of malice, and the way of thinking is only instinct, while the magical girl can still think rationally, and her beautiful and positive emotions can resist the process of becoming a cursed beast.

However, it is inevitable that magical girls will be completely transformed into magic beasts, although most people will not live to that time.

"The pure white hearts of the witches have been eroded by malice into filthy hearts. Then the next step is to turn the body into a cursed beast. I don't have much time. I can already hear another voice of myself talking. I must Do one last thing before going completely insane."

Alice pulled up her collar with a serious expression. As the first batch of magical girls, her body has been artificially transformed many times, which allows her to maintain a certain amount of magic power for a long time, and it also makes her more and more powerful. More and more inclined to the camp of spell beasts.

Now Cang Yan still has a lot of questions that he wants to ask Alice, what about her mother, the magical girl Snow Lotus, what does she know, and if the cursed beast is the other self of human beings from the beginning, it is not The incarnation of a certain special power, so how to destroy all the cursed beasts now.

And what Alice wants to do.

Alice could probably guess what Cang Yan was thinking, after all, she wanted to tell Cang Yan her true intentions, and even hoped that Cang Yan could bring her a better plan.

Without waiting for Cang Yan to speak, she directly gave a positive answer.

"Jedi Tiantong."

"I want to sever the connection between the kingdom of shadows and reality. No matter how many sacrifices there are, it is worth it. Only in this way can future troubles be eliminated forever."

As he said that, a bright light erupted from the other side of the laboratory, and the four colors became entangled, erupting with terrifying power.

Cang Yan looked vigilantly, and she instantly understood that Ales didn't say these things to herself because of a sudden conscience, but was delaying time!
Alice knows that Fusion J has absorbed enough emotions and completed 100% fusion, which also means that Alice has to make the next step.

"We do the same thing, but I don't care what you think. This is just a transaction, you get intelligence, and I get power."

The holy stone seed floating in Alessi's hands began to erupt with intense brilliance, and Alessi did not intend to waste any more time here.

Before disappearing, she was still chuckling: "These children in the laboratory are all handed over to you. You are the white moonlight in the hearts of Feites, just like in my eyes..."

Alice disappeared out of thin air, and Cang Yan didn't hear the second half of the sentence clearly.

Just vaguely heard.

Like snow lotus...

(End of this chapter)