I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 83 【】The Dream of the Blue Butterfly

To Liuli, who is Landie?
Teacher and friend, sister and mother?
All in all, a very, very important person.

Liuli's parents didn't have a good relationship, they quarreled and even fought all day long, ever since Liuli could remember, her parents never gave her a good face, they always treated her as "that person" and should manage...

burden.

Her parents were not true love, and her birth was just an "accident".

At least, for a long period of time, Liuli grew up with her grandma, and every time the school held a parent-teacher meeting, or called the parents because of some things, it was also her grandma who took care of it.

When asked by others, Liuli just said, her parents have gone to work in other places, and no one is at home.

It is also because she grew up in a loveless environment, Liuli is not good at communicating with other people, no one wants to play with a boring gourd who doesn't talk all day, she is always alone, and gradually finds a way to entertain herself method.

Every time there is any extra-class activity, Liuli can only be with the teacher.

Since entering junior high school, Liuli has also thought about changing, she doesn't want to go down like this again.

However, she didn't know where to start.

During the years of being excluded by her classmates, Liuli seems to have forgotten what courage is.

She began to feel that maybe she was going to be so rotten for the rest of her life.

No one likes yourself, and no one needs you.

Even, because of some negative news, Liuli was full of wild thoughts, even thinking that she might be bullied and beaten by those bad people in her junior high and high school life, and even forced to do some things she didn't want to do. If I dare not tell the teachers and the police, I may end up getting pregnant out of wedlock and be forced to drop out of school.

The pessimism in Liuli's heart exceeded the imagination of many people.

The blow of reality is far more than that.

When Liuli finally made up her mind to make a change and was about to move forward, a sudden cursed beast disaster involved the only relative she cared about...

Grandma's departure caused Liuli's heart, which had been opened so hard, to be closed again.

Maybe no one in the world will pick her up from school with a smile and listen to her talk about what happened in school.

No one would leave a lamp at night, so that when she came back from her study last night, it would be able to illuminate her way home.

When she was a child, Liuli was always worried that such a bright and blue sky would break like glass when she was walking on the road, but grandma always smiled and rubbed Liuli's head, telling her that the sky is very high from the ground, if it cannot collapse, it must be smashed Not your little head.

However, since that day.

Liuli suddenly felt it.

my god...

collapsed.

Liuli doesn't think her life is miserable, she just has a little less luck than others...

The worst luck of all is to be reincarnated as a human instead of a short-lived butterfly with no self-awareness.

Liuli didn't deny that during those days, she had thought of committing suicide more than once, but she was cowardly and didn't have the courage to move forward, nor the determination to put it to good use.

Not surprisingly, Liuli really wants to live in such a muddle-headed way for the rest of her life.

Until, that day.

Until that blue-haired big sister walked into her heart.

The eldest sister said that she was a magical girl, and she heard that Liuli's relatives died in the previous disaster, Liuli was too young to take care of herself, and her parents were not in Xinglan City, so the Bureau of Magic Management will arrange Liuli's residence , if you can, go with her now.

From then on, Liuli got acquainted with a magical girl named Landie in Xinglan City.

During the day and night with Lan Die, the ice in Liuli's heart melted slowly, happiness, joy, happiness, these are the most direct emotions Liuli feels, she knows that there are still people in the world who need her.

It is meaningful to live by yourself.

Later, Liuli was detected to have the qualifications to become a magical girl, she agreed without thinking, and there was only one thing on her mind.

I am one step closer to Senior Blue Butterfly.

At that time, Liuli didn't see the flash of excitement in Senior Lan Die's eyes, but...

Worry.

Liuli was very talented and soon became an official magical girl, so the Magic Management Bureau of Xinglan City arranged Liuli into the Unity Orchestra, giving Liuli a stage to bloom to her heart's content.

Gold always shines.

When people with excessive low self-esteem meet someone worthy of their lifelong support, they may bottom out and rebound, completely liberating their nature.

Magical girl Liuli's overly morbid enthusiasm and persistence made it hard to ignore, let alone refuse. Liuli quickly became the second most popular band in the United Orchestra, second only to the lead singer.

However, there are more and more worries in the eyes of senior Lan Die. The bass player is an indispensable role in the orchestra that can reconcile yin and yang.

Coupled with several years of eating and living together, she understands Liuli's heart better. This child's personality actually has a lot of flaws.

The extroverted personality was all acted out, and it was also for her to feel at ease, and she acted it out for herself. It was like a continuous self-hypnosis, and Liuli sank deeper and deeper.

But Lan Die is not an all-knowing and omnipotent god, she doesn't know how to guide Liuli on the right path, she just thinks that she may be the culprit for Liuli's change.

This child may like herself very much. She completely regards herself as some kind of spiritual sustenance, desperately looking for the love that was missing in the past, love in all aspects.

So what kind of personality is the real Lan Die, maybe Liuli doesn't care.

Therefore, Lan Die has been thinking about whether he can do something, at least something that fits the child's fantasy.

However, Lan Die is very clear that he is actually a very ordinary, ordinary and inconspicuous person. He is like a bass, it is difficult to find his own voice in an ensemble of instruments. audience attention.

So what can you do yourself?

Lan Die was asking herself.

When Alice asked how the desperate two could escape.

"How do you know if you don't try."

Lan Die didn't back down and choked, she knew the situation was very urgent and she had to make a choice.

The enemy is too strong, there is only one way to die.

After thinking for a long time, Landie stretched out her hand to signal Liuli to retreat first, leaving this place to herself.

"You want to be the queen? Are you thinking too much?"

Alice was mocking Lan Die's overreaching. This is impossible. Hundreds of magic beasts besieged and the magical girl could escape. Alice really felt that she could go home and raise pigs.

The wolf howl sounded again.

Four kinds of light, red, blue, green, and yellow, spewed out from the ground, fused with each other and gathered together, and finally formed a card made of four suits.

Look at the suit and number, it's the letter J.

After so many days of work on Alice, she finally merged the four letter Js together.

Thus creating a unique and powerful sealed card at the current stage.

The super-giant magic circle unfolded rapidly, four patterns of spades, reds, peaches, clubs and diamonds appeared in the four corners, and four powerful letter J-card sealed beasts turned into entities one after another.

【Block J Giant Wolf】

【Plum Blossom J Jellyfish】

【J of Spades Cockroach】

【Hearts J Phoenix】

They howled loudly with their serial numbers and colors, and the sealed beasts that had been maliciously wrapped and corroded felt the pain.

Strange black lightning flashed around.

Black mist and red light filled the air.

Amidst the howling of wolves, the four sealed beasts turned into phantoms one after another and merged. The magic circle imprinted the thought seal on the soul. Since then, the fusion J card has transformed into a strong werewolf with a height of more than [-] meters.

It opened its bloody mouth wide and howled with its head raised.

The werewolf's body was tall and muscular, with thick limbs and thighs thicker than Lan Die's waist. It made one wonder if ordinary magical girls would be smashed to pieces by it's punch.

The long claws are extremely sharp, flashing metallic light.

The skin is covered with thick black fur, which is a dark gray with sometimes a greenish tinge.

A pair of yellow and green animal pupils exuded a ferocious light, and they were constantly staring at the magical girl in front of them.

A dangerous and ominous atmosphere permeated Fusion J's surroundings. When it approached, the air seemed to be burning, and a certain sense of oppression made people shudder.

Lan Die even had a hallucination in front of her eyes, as if she might be torn in two by Fusion J at any time, the existence of Fusion J made her feel extremely frightened, and she had become a corpse.

The sky was full of dark clouds, lightning flashed again and again, thunder was deafening, and even the earth was trembling for the birth of Fusion J.

Blue Butterfly could no longer perceive the fluctuations in the magic power of Fusion J. She probably guessed that this should be the legendary SSS-level cursed beast, an invincible enemy like a god.

This made Lan Die feel ashamed, and made up his mind to protect Liuli no matter what.

The fear in her heart prevented her from moving.

However, the pure heart that is willing to sacrifice and dedicate to others is strongly driving Lan Die to move forward.

"Come on!"

"I……"

Liuli wanted to say something else, she thought if someone had to sacrifice, why couldn't it be herself?
Senior Lan Die should live on more than himself.

At this time, Lan Die added another sentence.

"1414 Xinmu City! Are you really going to die? Live!"

Before the words fell, Fusion J rushed in front of the two of them. Its actions brought a strong sense of oppression. It broke through the sonic boom with just two steps. It punched and attacked, and the air had to be avoided.

It was too late for Lan Die to hide.

She was hit by this punch and flew hundreds of meters away, spitting blood and breaking bones.

Lan Die knew that an SSS-level cursed beast could instantly kill him with a single punch.

Being able to stand by myself is entirely based on a kind of belief.

She has something to do.

Blue Butterfly beat her own bass continuously, and the low voice began to turn into a hiss.

"Beat seven, the finale."

This is the strongest mode of the magic tool willing to be the constellation, and the price is also extremely heavy. Lan Die can feel that his magic power is being squeezed out quickly. When the magic power is not enough, the vitality and soul are burning one after another.

Lan Die began to feel that she had lived a mediocre life for 20 years, maybe for these few seconds of brilliance.

Like fireworks.

The dark blue magic power wrapped Lan Die's body. It was a desperate fight. Lan Die knew that he might not be able to defeat Fusion J at all, and his actions were meaningless.

However, she is willing to try, even if the hope is slim, that should not be the reason for her to give up on herself and wait for death passively.

Liuli still wanted to go forward, but she also knew that she couldn't let the blood of her predecessors flow in vain, and now she had to make a choice.

The young Liuli shed tears on the scene, feeling extremely sad in her heart, her world seemed to have become a lot darker and blurred.

The sky fell, and the earth sank.

Desperate, helpless.

I am the lone star of the devil, and anyone who treats me well will die.

Maybe, I shouldn't be a magical girl from the beginning.

During the gap period when senior Landie tried his best to drag the enemy, Liuli finally had a chance to escape from the barrier.

"Go away! Don't touch my glass!"

She could hear the sound of battle behind her.

Liuli looked back, wanting to take another look at Senior Lan Die.

She saw that Senior Blue Butterfly could not cause damage to Fusion J even if he tried his best. Even if he was injured, the regeneration ability given by the Phoenix and Cockroach cards would make all attacks meaningless.

The blue-haired girl holding the tempo ax was blocked by the werewolf raising her hand with all her strength, and then counterattacked. The tempo ax was smashed into two pieces by the werewolf.

The magic device shattered, and the blue-haired girl fell from the sky like a kite with broken strings.

The battle of magical girls is cruel, and people will die.

Liuli's eyes widened, and she couldn't believe her eyes.

She just clearly recognized this point, the only thing she can do is not to let the sacrifice of her predecessors be in vain.

The pure white heart of the magical girl Lan Die was beating wildly. At the peak, the pure white heart was shattered, and thousands of rays of light flowed.

Before the last breath of the blue butterfly disappeared, the body of the blue butterfly became transparent and illusory, the light gathered, dazzling, the dark blue light condensed into a giant butterfly with a wingspan of more than two meters, it flew towards the sky dance.

This butterfly is so beautiful and gorgeous, when its wings spread, the shining blue light instantly captivated everyone's eyes.

Pure life, soul, emotion, and belief are sublimated at this moment.

Butterflies circled in place.

Fusion J and Alice felt that something was wrong, and Alice ordered to destroy this phantom sublimated by a magical girl as soon as possible.

However, this illusory butterfly began to emit a faint light, like a neon, rising slowly, and it turned into the most extreme light.

The bright meteor thus bumped into the ugly cursed beast.

Fusion J wanted to raise his hand to block it, but the dark blue light hit him head-on.

A pure beast composed of spiritual power passed through Fusion J's body.

The dark blue vortex emits thin rays of light, which are retracted and released, like a girl's breath.

Then, the entire vortex began to expand infinitely, until the light filled the entire sky, and then quickly compressed.

Fusion J's broad chest is completely penetrated by light, and even if the body heals at a high speed, it is still printed with an indelible butterfly pattern.

Then, the light began to slowly dissipate, and the blue butterfly flew away gently without leaving any traces in midair.

That flashy and illusory scene is as beautiful as glass...

Also as fragile as glass.

Magical girl Ruri had a dream.

She dreamed that it was all a dream.

now.

wake up.

(End of this chapter)