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Who was the most affected when seeing Jin Shengyuan smoking?Not Yoona, not Seo Hyun, not Jessica, but Taeyeon!There was no reaction at that time, because her mind was completely blank, and she even forgot what she should do and say!

Yoona is full of attachment to Kim Sung Won, which can almost be described as "no desire, no desire"; Seo Hyun has a strong brother-sister relationship with Kim Sung Won; Jessica has a sincere and deep love for Kim Sung Won.The three are the members who have the deepest affection for Kim Sung Won in Girls' Generation, except for Taeyeon.

Taeyeon truly loves Kim Sung Won as herself!Just like everyone treats herself, she doesn't seem to give much action or concern, even a little casually, or makes all kinds of mistakes, but her heart has already given without reservation.

Although she had heard the news from Xu Xian, the moment she saw Jin Shengyuan smoking a cigarette, she still inevitably received a huge shock!It felt like being punched in the heart so hard that my breathing stopped for it!

Since then, she's shaken in her convictions, wondering if she's gone too far.However, the subsequent outburst of Yun'er caused her emotions to be further destroyed, the whole world seemed to collapse, and she even had doubts about her own feelings!

I don't know him as deeply as Jessica, I am not as selfless as Yuner, I am not as caring as Xu Xian, and I often make him angry, besides acting coquettishly and blindly asking for money, what have I done for him?Why do I ask so much of him?How could his status be something that a mere female artist like me could aspire to... The sudden pressure was too great!It was so big that Taeyeon almost collapsed.

Because of himself, he couldn't feel at ease in the United States; because of himself, he even learned to smoke; because of himself, his cheeks became so thin... Taeyeon gradually went to another extreme, and took all the faults on himself .

At the birthday party, the better Jin Shengyuan performed, the greater the pressure on her heart, and the closer she was to a complete breakdown!That's why she made that crazy decision to avoid Jin Shengyuan's embrace.

She couldn't convince herself to accept that reality, so she thought she was no longer worthy of Jin Shengyuan!

Jin Shengyuan just discovered the abnormal calmness in her eyes after the madness reached the extreme, so he didn't dare to go further, that would really break the limit of what she could bear.

...The next day, when Taeyeon woke up, she suddenly found that most of her pillow was wet!But she didn't know it herself.

"From today, you are alone!" After self-hypnosis and comfort, Taeyeon got up, washed, packed her things and was ready to go.The puppet, lighter and other things were locked in a box by her, and together with the ring, they were dust-sealed.

However, only then did Taeyeon realize that there were too many traces of him around her!He bought the jewelry, the bag was bought by him, and even the clothes are all in his favorite style!

shoe?Where are my shoes?

Tiffany and the others originally thought that the relationship between Taeyeon and Jin Shengyuan had initially eased, but when they were about to leave, they found that Taeyeon suddenly searched around like crazy, and ignored many things after digging them out. His expression was sluggish, as if possessed by a demon.

"Taeyeon, what's the matter?" Tiffany hurried forward and hugged her, asking anxiously.

Yuri and others also surrounded her, including Yoona, Seohyun and Jessica.

"Shoes! My shoes!" Taeyeon cried out suddenly, "I don't even have a pair of my own shoes!" Tears flowed down wantonly, like a child who couldn't find her mother, it was indescribably pitiful.

"Shoes? Aren't there a lot of them at the door?" Tiffany and the others were stunned and said.

Taeyeon just cried.

"Pani seems to have a pair of shoes you used to wear." Just when everyone was wondering and anxiously guessing Taeyeon's mental state, Jessica said suddenly.

"You said that pair of shoes that Taeyeon gave me after wearing them once? It seems..." Tiffany was taken aback for a moment, and just about to say something, Yuli poked her lightly, and then realized that everyone's expressions were wrong. Yan also looked directly at herself, so she hurried to find the pair of shoes.

After Taeyeon put on these shoes, she finally stopped crying.

Tiffany looked at her worriedly, and when she saw that she didn't even bring her favorite microphone, she suddenly realized: "So, she was looking for the shoes she bought!" The shoes at the door and in the bedroom are all Jin Shengyuan Bought for her.

However, a thought popped out of Tiffany's heart immediately: "Hasn't the relationship between her and Shengyuan Oppa eased? Yesterday she accepted Shengyuan Oppa's birthday gift calmly!"

"Let's go, Panny!" Xiaoyuan pulled Tiffany and said.

"Oh." Tiffany responded blankly, and suddenly a sense of panic surged in her heart. Could it be that Taeyeon and Sheng Yuan oppa officially broke up?

... Throughout the day, Taeyeon's performance was abnormally calm, and she didn't see the helpless, pitiful, and almost obsessed emotions in the morning.But when everyone saw it, they felt extremely worried, sad and pity for some reason. This little man seemed to them to be overdrawn!

During lunch, Taeyeon would occasionally say a few words to everyone, as if it was the same as usual, but the members would rather she behaved like she did some time ago.Keeping everything in her heart, is she trying to torture herself like Jin Shengyuan?

However, she doesn't have Jin Shengyuan's tough will at all.

"Yoona, eat more meat, many fans are worried about your health!" Taeyeon said, took a piece of meat and put it in Yuner's bowl.

"Thank you sister Taeyeon." Yun'er was slightly taken aback, and then thanked softly.

Taeyeon's state is very abnormal, something like that happened yesterday, even if Yoona did the right thing, standing in her position, it shouldn't be like this!

"Pani, why are you in a daze again? You'll be left alone for a while." Taeyeon said to Tiffany who was in a daze again.

"Oh." Tiffany came to her senses and hurriedly lowered her head to eat.Unconsciously, she complied with Taeyeon's wishes.

In the following time, a hill-like pressure appeared in each member's heart.Taeyeon looks good now, but I don't know how long she can last?And the longer it lasts, the more serious the sequelae will be when it erupts in the future.

However, they have nothing to do!Obviously, with Taeyeon's current state, it is impossible for her to listen to any words.

Han Shenghao has already received a call from Jin Shengyuan, asking him to help take care of Taeyeon, and mentioned that Taeyeon's current state is the most dangerous, and he should be notified if there is any "turbulence".But now Han Shenghao understood what the "danger" he was talking about was even more difficult than before!It can even be said that the room for meddling has been completely lost!Because Taeyeon's performance is impeccable, can I still forcibly interfere with Taeyeon's thoughts?

Seeing Taeyeon's unnaturally "relaxed" look while the rest of the members were silent, Han Seungho felt like his head was about to explode!Now he just wants to find someone to take care of himself.

... In the afternoon, the members of Girls' Generation continued their respective schedules.

As the lead singer, Taeyeon usually can't miss music shows. At the same time, she also recorded two programs, "Kiss Radio" and "Long Drive for Victory", and the schedule was very tight.

However, every time she does a solo trip, she feels extra relaxed because then she doesn't put pressure on the members!Now she always likes to start from an extreme angle when thinking about problems.

...One day passed, and Taeyeon finally realized that it was such a feeling that there was no one around her.

When eating, you don’t have to say that name anymore; holding your mobile phone, you don’t have to look forward to seeing if you have received a text message; before going to bed, no one will send you a text message, make a call, or listen to yourself nagging; I can no longer enjoy the silent gentleness of waiting for myself to hang up the phone first; no one "dislikes" my big feet but washes and massages my feet because of my foot pain... everything is gone!

Another night of nightmares passed, and it finally dawned. Taeyeon, who used to like to stay in bed the most, couldn't wait to get up and wash up.The busy announcement during the day can make her more comfortable.

... "It's not easy being a woman!"

"The Korean society is like this, and now the good men are extinct!"

"That Li Enzhu, not to mention 12 years younger than Yang Xianshuo, has been an underground secret lover for nine years. She didn't announce the news until she became pregnant recently."

"In comparison, she is very lucky! At least Yang Xianshuo didn't abandon her."

On this day, Taeyeon overheard a chat between two female staff members at the TV station.The reason why she paid attention was because the topic of the two of them gradually turned to her.

"Tell me, is that Taeyeon from Girls' Generation actually Kim Sung-won's girlfriend? Did she and Jessica split because of Kim Sung-won?" There were rumors flying all over the Internet, some true and some false.

"Didn't it mean that Jin Shengyuan has abandoned the two of them? At yesterday's birthday party, Jin Shengyuan didn't interact with the two of them, but only played a song at the end." The video on the birthday party has been uploaded to On the Internet, there will always be those people who verify their disgusting thoughts from various "clues".

"That's right! If I were Jin Shengyuan, I wouldn't find a female idol as my wife! How embarrassing! I have no culture at all."

After that, Taeyeon couldn't listen to it any more, she just felt so uncomfortable that she couldn't say it.Not going to college will always be your pain in her heart!

"Could it be that female idols are definitely not worthy of him? He doesn't care about it himself, what qualifications do you have..." The thought had just arisen, but she put it down sadly.The current self is no longer qualified to think about these things!

(To be continued)