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Long ago, Jin Shengyuan once confessed to Taeyeon that his love for her is the intertwining of two emotions: one is the love from the heart, which is beyond doubt; the other point is Jin Shengyuan’s own " Perfectionism complex", "macho spirit", that is, a strong possessive desire.

No one is perfect, and Jin Shengyuan's shortcoming of being a little narrow-minded emotionally has not been fully manifested before he has a girlfriend, so even he himself is not aware of it.

However, after talking with Xu's mother, he was moved by Xu's mother's sentence "some people have something, it may take a lifetime to turn around, and then you will not be able to chase it back if you want to", and began to actively and proactively improve himself. The downside of this.Seeing Kim Heechul's behavior at that time, his explanation to Han Zhimin was the most obvious sign.Although I still feel a little awkward in my heart, I have to give him a process of transformation, right?

However, Taeyeon's behavior, which was almost closely connected, gave him a "heart-to-heart chill"!

In the past, his feelings for Taeyeon were "absolutely impossible to let go", and sincere love prevailed; now his feelings for Taeyeon have become mostly "perfection complex"!I have never wavered in my heart for more than two years, but in the short two days, I have hesitated several times.

Taeyeon didn't notice this.It's not how ignorant she is, but that she basically spent the past two days in "extremely remorseful self-protection". Even when she went to sleep at night, she would dream of the floating rose crumbs, and was awakened like a nightmare.

On the one hand, she tried her best to find excuses for herself, but on the other hand, she kept sending text messages to Jin Shengyuan. This was her state of trance and contradiction at that time.

After waking up from the state of "magic barrier", Taeyeon fell into deep self-blame again, and Jin Shengyuan's performance was not obvious, so she didn't notice this.

The two people who have always been in love with each other never thought that they would have such a day.

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After Taeyeon finished rehearsing for the concert, regardless of the time being late at night, she went to Kim Sung Won's company again.

Han Zhimin didn't prevaricate her, but what she saw was Gu Hye Sun, a once insignificant rival in love. Although the two of them had no intimate behavior, it sounded the alarm for her.

Did I care too little for him?Are you being too greedy?What did I pay for him... Thoughts circled and emerged in Taeyeon's mind.

"You can go back if you have nothing to do." After Jin Shengyuan returned to the living room, he glanced at Taeyeon who was in a daze, pursed his lips slightly, and then said lightly.

Taeyeon's hands trembled slightly, and the gloom on her face seemed to thicken in an instant. Looking at him, her eyes were full of sorrow, self-blame and unwillingness to believe.

He actually drove himself away!

Taeyeon, who couldn't help but want to ask questions, suddenly thought of the floating rose fragments that day, took a deep breath, walked slowly, walked in front of him, looked up at him slightly and said, "I'm sorry! I sincerely apologize and explain to you, listen to me, okay?"

Jin Shengyuan looked into her eyes.

Taeyeon didn't flinch in the slightest, she resisted the coldness in Jin Shengyuan's eyes with a bright persistence in her softness.

"There's no need to apologize. There's nothing wrong with standing up for your friend." After a while, Jin Shengyuan withdrew his gaze, turned and walked towards the sofa, and said.

"You really hate me that much? You don't want to listen to my explanation at all?" Taeyeon's nose was slightly sour, and there seemed to be something in her eyes that wanted to vent, but she tried her best to suppress it, with a hint of asked the crying voice.The voice is not high, but it seems to be bound to something and it seems extremely heavy.

Jin Shengyuan sat down on the sofa, leaned back, and leaned his whole body weight on the sofa, his eyelids drooped slightly, and he didn't speak.Taeyeon didn't notice, his lips moved slightly twice, as if he really wanted to express something, but he forcibly bit his lips between his teeth.

Walking up to him again, Taeyeon looked at him persistently.

However, Jin Shengyuan never opened his mouth, and he didn't even lift his eyelids, as if falling into a slumber.

Amidst the stinging pain, Taeyeon's heart felt a little cold, her chest heaved continuously, and after staring at him for a long while, she finally turned her mouth up, showing a reluctant smile, gently sat down beside him, grabbed the one of his hands.

Jin Shengyuan's hand twitched, but he didn't twitch, then he opened his eyes and turned to look at her, and said, "Speak, I'll listen!"

There was a hint of joy in Taeyeon's heart, just about to speak, but found that he took this opportunity to withdraw his hand, and couldn't help feeling another pain in his heart.Hanging in the air with some embarrassment, he moved his hands, as if he wanted to grab it again, but saw that his hands were already crossed, so he had to slowly put them on the sofa.

"I'm really sorry! That day, I was going to call you as soon as I got back in the car..." Looking up at Jin Shengyuan, Taeyeon slowly stated everything that happened that day, "I don't know why I was so Impulsive... At that time, I only felt a 'buzz' in my head, and then I felt like I was controlled by someone, and I didn't know what to do... Now I blame myself every day when I dream..."

Listening to her narration, Jin Shengyuan's expression on his face still didn't change much, but when he heard that she couldn't sleep every night, his eyelids trembled involuntarily.

Taeyeon didn't observe his expression, nor did she take the opportunity to curry favor or act coquettishly, but seriously elaborated on her experiences in the past few days—like a bystander's experience.

Jin Shengyuan didn't expect that she would blame herself to such an extent!Although the expression did not change, the coldness in his eyes was gradually fading away.

Taeyeon is telling the truth, he can naturally hear it.

"I'm really sorry!" Taeyeon also ended with a strong apology.After she finished speaking, she waited for Jin Shengyuan's reaction like a sinner waiting to be judged, and she put aside her previous thoughts of fighting for reading skills and the right to speak.

Jin Shengyuan still didn't speak, and the room was very quiet.The deep love and the deep hatred are his current mood.

Taeyeon raised her head slightly, and glanced at him cautiously—the facial expression remained unchanged like a sculpture, and it was impossible to tell what his mood was—the lingering gaze slowly slipped down, and suddenly found that his crossed hands had almost been loosened !

His eyes froze, and there seemed to be a spark of joy jumping in his eyes. Taeyeon raised a hand, put it lightly on his left hand, and then exerted a little force.

Although there was also a symbolic struggle, but it was far less determined than before, Taeyeon easily put his hand between hers and held it tightly.

"Is that envelope a love letter for me?" Seemingly encouraged, Taeyeon looked at him and asked expectantly.

"No!" Jin Shengyuan finally spoke, and said coldly as if angry.

Taeyeon already knew him very well, and didn't back down because of his indifference, and continued to ask: "Then show me?" In the words, the anticipation is even stronger, and it is even very urgent!

"Lost it!" Jin Shengyuan's eyes fluctuated slightly, and then he said coldly.

Taeyeon's expression froze, a flash of pain flashed in her eyes, she bit her lower lip tightly, and was silent for a moment.After a long while, she tried her best to make a forced smile, and said in a low voice, "Go and rest."

Perhaps because it was too late, Jin Shengyuan's complexion was a little less forceful than before, and a little more tired. Taeyeon wanted to reach out to touch him several times in distress, but he was afraid that he would refuse.

Jin Shengyuan didn't move.

After seeing Taeyeon, the smile on her face finally became more sincere, and she reluctantly put his hand on her waist.In the past, what he liked most was rubbing his waist like this.

Her eyes gradually blurred, and Taeyeon savored the tenderness that she had never noticed before.

"By the way, about the matter between you and our company, can you..." Taeyeon, who was a little dizzy, suddenly thought of something when she took his hand and moved it to her lower abdomen, and asked. <United, but also began to target Jin Shengyuan in various aspects and retaliate against him.

During these two days, Jin Shengyuan's situation can almost be described as "embarrassed from all sides". Taeyeon looked very worried, for fear that he would be impulsive and ruin the achievements he had accumulated so hard.

Therefore, Taeyeon's mood at this moment is only for Jin Shengyuan from the bottom of her heart!Qiangren, sj, sm company, etc. were all put aside by her, no one is more important to her than Jin Shengyuan!

This is the sincerity that she has never noticed before.

However, Jin Shengyuan misunderstood Taeyeon's meaning—he had a hole card, but Taeyeon didn't know it, and only thought that he was struggling, so he persuaded him like this.But because of the lessons learned from the past, he mistakenly thought that Taeyeon came to be a lobbyist for sj and sm company!

As soon as his expression turned cold, the softened right hand became stiff again, and he pulled it out of Taeyeon's clothes, saying coldly: "I don't want to touch the place that other men have touched!" According to his thinking, Taeyeon unrepentantly challenged his bottom line again. This sentence can be said to be a total outburst and a catharsis of all his emotions, which is why it is so heavy.His emotions were out of control.

cold!

icy!

It's freezing cold!

The light and fluttering words were like cold snowflakes falling in Taeyeon's heart, covering her whole heart in an instant, even her body became cold in an instant, her face was full of astonishment, even the tenderness at the corner of her mouth didn't have time to disappear. was frozen.

He actually said such heartless words to himself?

Taeyeon looked at Jin Shengyuan with a very strange gaze, and seemed to hear a "click" sound in her ears, as if something was frozen and cracked.

His expression became indifferent again at some point!

Taeyeon burst into tears with a "wow", got up and ran out directly.Her thinking has almost stagnated, where is there room for thinking?

(To be continued)