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"That's what needs to be disciplined..." Fang Xiaoling suddenly remembered something, "That's not right, sister, why do you always avoid the important things and take the lightest ones? Answer me quickly, why did you all come to this world?"

"Good sister, it's not that I didn't tell you." Roland drank Erguotou up to the label of the bottle, and looked out the window with a blushing face, "It's just a long story..."

Roland began to recall things before coming here:
On Carnival Island, on the day Fang Xiaoling and Li Mengling were discussing at Shenmu Science and Technology Research Center, Roland was also slightly drunk and was drinking with Li Xiaoyu at the rooftop bar.

"Hush—" Roland stretched out her right index finger and made a silent movement, as if she was concentrating on feeling something else. She frowned and said, "Li Mengling, what are you doing?"

"What happened to Mengling? Did something happen?" Li Xiaoyu asked with her head tilted.

"She is resurrecting Mengli in the research center, but the method is too scary..." Roland said with a frown, "It reminds me of the collective shedding of the lizardmen in the technological paradise."

Listening to Roland's tone, it didn't look like he was drinking too much, Li Xiaoyu asked curiously: "Sister Roland, do you have clairvoyant eyes and smooth ears?"

"That's not true, because Xiaoling is also in that experimental center, so I can perceive everything that happened there through the necklace she wears." Roland emptied the remaining beer and liquor mixed liquid in the wine glass, "Hi— —Recently, I always feel that the alcohol in this bar is not enough? Did it secretly add water? "

"I've seen you drinking every day since I came to this world. It should be because your drinking capacity has increased again?" Li Xiaoyu pushed the martini in front of her to her, "Is that necklace high-tech? If If you wear it on cats and dogs, can you also know what happens to small animals every day? Can I have one too?"

"That's a fragment of my soul, it's too troublesome to explain." Roland drank the martini down, sighed a long time, she pressed the empty glass on the table, and said, "Hey - I've been persuaded Several times, Fang Xiaoling was not allowed to leave, she had to leave.

My good sisters, now each have some abilities, and their ideas are becoming more and more positive.

Unexpectedly, Mengling is also like this. Instead of stopping Xiaoling, she even planned to help her with plastic surgery.

They don't take my sister seriously..."

"How could it be? I can tell that Mengling's eyes are full of admiration every time she mentions you." Li Xiaoyu said, "Although I don't know what happened to her in the past ten years, but I know that this child has a kind of arrogance in his bones since he was a child.

Clearly wise and intelligent, she crushes children of the same age, but she always pretends to be dazed. In fact, not only me, my brother, my sister-in-law, but also Mengli, all know that she pretends to be like that on purpose.

She clearly knows that only by pretending can she have a chance to blend in.

But do you know?

I have never seen Meng Ling show a look of admiration for someone. "

Roland was silent for a moment, looked at the empty glass in front of him, and said, "Maybe we are all influencing each other. I used to never care what others think of me.

Before I met them, the only purpose of my life was revenge, and I was constantly wandering between killing and fear.

Even before I came to Carnival Island, I told Fang Xiaoling: You must help me get revenge.

But after actually coming here, I...

I don't know why, even I don't know myself gradually. "

"I heard from Xiaozhi that Carnival Island is everyone's sanctuary, so it can't be discovered by bad guys, right?" Li Xiaoyu looked at Roland with a smile and said thoughtfully, "Actually, it may not be your goal. It has changed, but for too long, due to the tension caused by the surrounding environment, you have not looked at your inner world properly.

And when the crisis is temporarily lifted and you are finally able to calm down, you realize that deep in your heart—unknowingly, there are more people who want to protect you. "

Roland looked at Li Xiaoyu in surprise, and nodded empathetically, "Sister-in-law, these words of yours really reminded me all of a sudden.

Without realizing it, they have become very important people...

My dear sisters, I don't want to lose any of them.

In order to ensure their safety, I can give up everything about myself.

Including revenge. "

"Yeah...hatred, how can it be so easy to get rid of." Li Xiaoyu said, and a rainy night appeared in Li Xiaoyu's mind. She was holding a baseball bat and ambush in the corridor.

The middle-aged man held a black umbrella in one hand, and lit a cigarette in his mouth with a lighter in the other.

At the door of the building, the two passed each other.

"Xiaoyu? Did you hear that? Your sister-in-law gave birth! It's a girl!" Li Hai's hearty laughter came from the phone, "This child looks exactly like you did when you were a child, come and take a look!

Hello?Is the signal bad? "

"I got it bro, let's go..." Li Xiaoyu stood in the rain, dropped the baseball bat in his hand to the ground, squatted down and sobbed.

"Sometimes hatred makes us temporarily forget the important people around us." Li Xiaoyu in the rooftop bar slightly raised the corners of his mouth, and continued, "And when we realize it, a certain force that can suppress hatred will also appeared at the same time.

I once thought, maybe that is the so-called power of love.

The more love we have, the smaller the hatred will be compressed at that moment. "

"But it has never been completely eliminated." Roland thought of his parents lying in a pool of blood, "It seems to have been hiding and ambush, waiting for a certain time to re-expand."

Li Xiaoyu nodded lightly, deeply regretting seeing each other so late, she asked with great interest: "Sister Luo Lan, I know a place, do you want to drink more?"

Roland raised his eyebrows. She was just about to propose a transition, but she didn't expect the other party to raise it first.

"certainly.

But... can that place get me drunk? "

Two hours later, Roland grabbed a folded cat by the neck and asked drunkenly, "Are you looking down on me? Don't think I don't know you've been looking at me with contempt? Hiccup—"

At this moment, another cat rubbed against Roland's calf, meowing affectionately.

"Yo, you are very good." Roland put down the cat he was holding, and was attracted by the cat under the table, and gave it a piece of dried yellow croaker. More than a dozen cats around came over, and Roland stretched out his hand to drive away He said, "Go! It's not for you!"

"That cat is protecting its mate." Li Xiaoyu blushed after drinking half a glass, she said with a smile, "She saw you holding that folded-eared cat just now, she was afraid of you It hurt it, so I came to distract you."