send me home with your dopamine

"Go home..." Wang Chenyu shook his head, "Xiaolan, you are the only one who still treats me as family."

Xiaolan wanted to say something to comfort Wang Chenyu, but no one except herself had forgiven him. This was a fact.

She was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "Brother Chenyu, I don't think you did anything wrong.

It's your freedom to do whatever you want. You didn't hurt anyone in the team, you just left. "

"But what they care about has never been that I became the tower master." Wang Chenyu said, "but that I hurt Mengling."

"Is there no way to make her forgive you?" Xiaolan looked at him, "Even if you really did something wrong, you have repented now. You were once a member of the squad, so you have to work hard even if you don't have any merit. ?At the coffee shop..."

Wang Chenyu raised his hand to signal Xiaolan not to continue talking.

"Xiaolan, you may not understand. When I finally had everything, I began to feel empty inside.

It seems that the only thing that can fill my empty soul is those memories in the coffee shop.

I think it's human nature. The more you lose someone, the more you miss them, so I made replicas of many people from the squad to accompany them. "

"and then?"

"Then I found that I was still sinking deeper and deeper into loneliness and emptiness." Wang Chenyu murmured, "My [Creation] ability allows me to recreate anything I want.

So it’s definitely not that the recreated squad is not like the previous squad.

No matter what time period or character squad I wanted, I could easily do it. "

"I understand what you mean. It's like turning on modifiers in the game. While the character is invincible, it will also lose the fun that the game developers originally wanted to bring to people." Xiaolan said, "Games with modifiers turned on , in a sense, it is no longer the same game as before.

Therefore, no matter how perfect the squad you recreate is, it will no longer be the same squad as before. "

"That's not the case... Xiaolan, you underestimated my [Creation] ability." Wang Chenyu looked at the endless flow of vehicles on the road and sighed again, "Hey - not only did I recreate the previous team, Even the entire Saint-Freux of 2132 was reproduced.

Everything was exactly the same as before, I was almost indistinguishable from the past.

But every moment I spend with them is like looking at photos and videos from the past.

Apart from being more missed and lonely, it did nothing to heal the emptiness inside me.

It was then that I realized that even if I really traveled back in time and replaced my past self, I would no longer be able to feel any reality.

In my world, everything is false, except for those first memories. "

"The first memories..." Xiaolan asked curiously, "What are you referring to?"

"Those wonderful memories." Wang Chenyu said with a smile, "Fang Xiaoling said something when I left.

I didn't care at the time.

But then I realized that she was right.

In this world, only love is real. "

"Only love is real..." Xiaolan suddenly felt a heavy feeling in her heart, and she murmured, "Only love is real..."

"When I first became the tower master, I felt that I was already standing at the highest point in the world." Wang Chenyu smiled and shook his head, "But later I discovered that I was actually as light as dust.

The moment I hurt Meng Ling, I lost the only reality in the world. I personally threw away my most precious possessions in exchange for a cold chair, turning myself from a living person into a lifeless stone sculpture. "

Xiaolan didn't quite understand the meaning of the other person's words, but she could feel the regret and sadness in Wang Chenyu's heart. She gently patted the other person's shoulder to express comfort, but besides that, she didn't know what to say.

"Xiaolan, do you remember that I went back home once three years ago."

"I remember that at that time I didn't quite know what happened." Xiaolan recalled, "Sister Meng Ling insisted on talking to you alone, so Aunt Xiaoyu and Sister Xiaoling took me back to the room."

"Well, at that time, your sister Meng Ling bluntly explained her revenge method to me."

"How to take revenge?" Xiaolan's expression became serious, "Does she plan to take revenge on you? I really haven't heard of this."

Wang Chenyu spread his hands, "This is her way of revenge, she has finished it."

"She made you a beggar?"

"No..." Wang Chenyu shook his head, "She said at the time that her way of revenge on me was to let me go back and be the tower master."

In Wang Chenyu's mind, Li Mengling's original words at that time echoed subconsciously: "Wang Chenyu, I want you to continue to be the master of the tower and the so-called god.

This is my way of revenge! "

Xiaolan was stunned for a while, then blinked and asked, "Is this considered revenge?"

"Haha." Wang Chenyu smiled and said, "I had the same reaction as you at that time, but three years have proven that she was right.

For the past three years, I have been like a soulless body, wandering in this hell of nothingness all day long.

This world is a virtual world. When I use the [Creation] ability unscrupulously to satisfy all the desires in my heart, this virtual world becomes even more nihilistic...

Fortunately, the team decided to stay in this world three years ago.

Let me know that somewhere in the void, there is something real.

Otherwise, I'm afraid I would have taken my own life. "

"Well..." Xiaolan tried her best to understand and murmured, "To be honest, Brother Chenyu, I feel that you may be a little mentally confused.

Cheer up, isn't it just lovelorn? There's no need to be so serious. If you still like Sister Meng Ling, just pursue her back? "

"Haha, blame me, blame me, why are you telling this to a kid like you?" Wang Chenyu suddenly laughed a few times with relief, and changed the subject, "You have been holding those pieces of paper from the beginning, what on earth are they? Boys? A love letter thrust into you?"

"What love letter? These are my test papers and transcripts!" Xiaolan took out one and opened it. "Look, this is not an electronic test. It is a formal final exam. You answer the questions with a pen."

"Wow! Full marks, that's amazing Xiaolan!" Wang Chenyu touched her head and took out a game card from the pocket of his tattered clothes, "By the way, this is the one I bought for you after traveling to 2140. New in the year, you must have never played it.”

"Could it be a replica that you made using the [Creation] ability first, knowing that I got a perfect score in the test?" Xiaolan half-jokingly took the game cartridge and opened it in front of Wang Chenyu, "Thank you Chen Brother Yu.”

"Why are you being polite to me? Go home quickly. It's too late. Roland should be worried."

"Okay." Xiaolan stood up and said, "By the way, Brother Chenyu, think about what I just said.

In fact, Sister Meng Ling still has your heart in her heart. Can I secretly tell you a secret? "

"What secret?"