Sui Sui Jianing

The scenes in the dream always change quickly and irregularly. One moment Xie Shuangge was still looking at Chu Wuhen, and the next moment it was Shen Hanyu.

She was racing horses with other noble ladies. The horse lost control and ran wildly, leading her to run wildly on the racecourse. Seeing that she was about to fall, Shen Hanyu suddenly appeared, grabbed the rein, and failed to control the horse. He jumped off the horse and caught her with open arms. her.

The two of them fell together, and Shen Hanyu used his hands to cushion her, making a long gash.

At that time, Xie Shuangge was deeply touched by this scene, but now that she looked at it again, she didn't feel much anymore. It was because of this incident that she got closer and closer to him, and they were together, and now...

She turned her head and glanced to the side, and saw Chu Wuhen who was running this way, halfway through the run, she saw Shen Hanyu with her, and stopped.

Looking at his eyes, Xie Shuangge also felt a little uncomfortable in the dream.

In addition, she noticed more things. The mad horse was secretly led away, and the horseman's eyes were averted, and he looked guilty.

Xie Shuangge's eyes moved, could it be...

There was a knot in her heart, but the dream continued.

She saw that she and Shen Hanyu had met and fell in love, and they were all the same as in her memory, but it was Wei Jiuyuan who blocked the emperor's knife in the palace, and it was Chu Wuhen who killed the killer hiding in the dark. None of them were injured, and naturally there was no such thing as a soul leaving the body.

Xie Shuangge suddenly felt a little absurd. This dream gradually became outrageous?
Wei Jiuyuan was successful in saving his family, and was trusted and favored by the emperor. Concubine Mei was in the limelight for a while, and the prince and queen were overwhelmed.

After returning to Jindu, the emperor issued a decree to marry her and Shen Hanyu, and the two got married smoothly. Chu Wuhen was even invited to watch their wedding.

Xie Shuangge felt uncomfortable all over, and wanted to get out of this dream, but couldn't wake up no matter what.

She was a little anxious, and the scene suddenly changed, she moved to live in Boyanghou's mansion to serve her in-laws, but Liu's attitude towards her was neither cold nor indifferent, even slightly guarded, always talking about her identity.

She told Shen Hanyu, but Shen Hanyu always persuaded her to be patient, saying that her mother was not easy.

Xie Shuangge looked at that "self" in disbelief and really endured it.

She watched helplessly as she changed from a vigorous and delicate princess into a numb and thin housewife.

And Shen Hanyu took advantage of his status as a son-in-law to flourish in the imperial court, rising step by step, and the Boyanghou Mansion became a new rich man in the capital.

She has no children and is often talked about by the Liu family and Boyang Hou openly and secretly, wanting to take a concubine for Shen Hanyu.

She disagreed, and Shen Hanyu didn't force it, she thought that no matter how hard life was, Shen Hanyu would still love her, and this little love became her last straw.

In the past two years, Wei Jiuyuan's foundation became more and more stable, and he fought against the crown prince, and even faintly suppressed one head, but the emperor's health continued to deteriorate, and he could no longer get out of bed.

And Chu Wuhen was still the commander of Jin Yiwei.

Southern Xinjiang suddenly sent troops to invade, Chu Wuhen went into battle and left Jindu, Shen Hanyu started to leave early and return late.

She noticed the clue and paid attention to it. One day, she smelled a faint fragrance of powder in his clothes, and there was a mark of lipstick on the inside of the skirt.

Shen Hanyu fell drunk on the bed, but Xie Shuangge felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave.

How dare he?
She sat withered all night, her eyes turned red, and when she asked about it the next day, Shen Hanyu said that it was left behind by those singers during the party, and he didn't touch it.

She believed it, but not completely. She sent her maid to watch secretly.

In the end, it was discovered that he had raised a woman outside, who was five or six points similar to her, holding a swaddling baby.

She took a look, and when she came back, she vomited in the dark.

Xie Shuangge's eyes turned red, and she wished she could rush in and strangle Shen Hanyu to death.

The self in the dream had been seriously ill since then, and became thinner day by day. Shen Hanyu was taking care of him by the bedside with his clothes on, his eyes were full of pity and love, but how real or fake were these eyes?
When she was lingering on the sick bed and unconscious, she vaguely heard the conversation between Liu Shi and Shen Hanyu, saying that now that she has got everything she wants, what else is she doing?
Besides, after drinking the child-avoiding medicine for so long, she couldn't give birth a long time ago.

At this moment, the simple and dull self in the dream finally had an epiphany.

It's that she can't give birth, it's just that people don't want her to give birth, and don't want her to be good.

Finally, on a bright spring night, she put on a rare delicate makeup, with her hair tied up in a high bun, wearing a phoenix crown, and matching it with a bright red skirt, which made her look much better.

In the bronze mirror, she had a faint glimpse of the demeanor of Princess Jianing back then.

She dismissed all the servants, took the candlestick and lit the fire around, watching the fire burn, she just stood in the room like this, motionless.

Xie Shuangge burst into tears at some point, she heard Shen Hanyu's voice.

The sound was startled and frightened, "Jianing—"

She and the self in the dream looked back at the same time, and their eyes met together across the raging sea of ​​flames.

Shen Hanyu stretched out his hand, eyes full of panic, "Jianing, what are you doing? Come out!"

She pulled her lips and raised her hand, "I'm the one who was blind and deceived by you so far, and you've been using me from beginning to end, right?"

Shen Hanyu was silent for a while.

It was this moment that completely broke her last bit of delusion, she held the candlestick and laughed, "Okay, okay—hahahahaha——"

She laughed sternly, and Shen Hanyu's face became more and more ugly, "You come out first, let's talk if you have anything to say."

"There's nothing to say, Shen Hanyu, I've been fooled in this life, and you've played around with me. If there is an afterlife... Forget it, there won't be an afterlife."

She chuckled, the last light in her eyes went out, she flicked her hand casually, the candle ignited a big fire, she turned around and rushed in without hesitation.

"Jianning—"

Xie Shuangge woke up suddenly, sweating profusely.

The cold white light outside fell from the window lattice, Xie Shuangge slowly regained consciousness, she looked down at her hand, it was intact, and there was no trace of burning.

"Is it a dream?" Xie Shuangge was at a loss for a moment.

The things in the dream were so real that she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality afterward.

But if she really married Shen Hanyu, the ending should not be much better than in her dream.

This is where she feels real.

Xie Shuangge got out of bed, poured a cup of tea and drank it, which made her feel sober even though it was cold.

Is it because you know that Shen Hanyu is dead, so you have this dream?
Could that be their previous life?

Such a guess suddenly appeared in Xie Shuangge's mind.

"No, it's impossible. If it was the previous life, why has it changed so much in this life? Can fate still be changed?"

Xie Shuangge patted his face, "Forget it, don't think about it so much, there will be no such person as Shen Hanyu in the future."

She let out a long breath, turned around and wanted to go back to the bed, but suddenly heard a slight movement from the window.

She was startled, and leaned back against the table tightly, is there a thief?